Chapter 92 Chapter 92 I'm Afraid of Losing You
Ji Chu's mind went blank.
She was a little unable to react for a moment, and only felt that her senior brother's hand holding the back of her head was extremely strong, pressing her into his arms.
His lips were cold at first, but soon became as hot as fire. The strength of his bites on her gradually increased, revealing a hint of long-suppressed urgency.
The other hand slid down her wrist to the five fingers gripping the knife handle.
His fingertips were cold, bringing a shiver to her wrist as they slid across her wrist. With a slight force, he removed the dagger from her hand.
With a clang, he turned his hand and smashed it into the extinguished fire behind him, stirring up the remaining ashes after the talisman burned.
He took hold of her hand, leaving her with nowhere to put her strength, so she could only lean further into his arms.
The clothes pressed against his body were just warmed by the fire, but the warmth did not reach his inner body, and it was still cold when he got close to it. Blood flowed from his wound to Ji Chu.
Ji Chu reacted and tried to push him away.
But he pressed tightly against her, pushing her into the corner. The cold wall behind her made her shiver again, and she instinctively moved closer to the warmer body in front of her.
He noticed her approaching him, so he slowed down his strength, pulled her into his arms, and kissed her lips gently as if to comfort her.
The hand on the back of Ji Chu's head also slid down little by little, parting the hair and touching the location of Kong Yu Fuhua. The thin calluses on the fingertips repeatedly rubbed the skin there, making it become hot and red.
Ji Chu felt a little uncomfortable, and subconsciously grabbed his clothes, with two unclear words coming out of his mouth.
Meng Yuci heard it clearly. The two words she called out in a soft whisper were "Senior Brother".
Senior Brother...
It was as if something was surging inside him, and the despair and pain of another him surged over him in an instant, causing him to feel infinite paranoia.
He opened his eyes, slightly distanced himself from her, and looked at Ji Chu with his sparkling eyes, which were full of water but unfathomable.
"Ji Chu."
He opened his lips, his voice a little hoarse, low as a breath, touching her lips vaguely, and asked her seductively:
"Tell me, Senior Brother, how did you plant your Sky Feather Floating Flower?"
Ji Chu's brain couldn't keep up with the current situation.
She was already dizzy from the illusion and couldn't distinguish between her past and present lives. Suddenly, she encountered this situation. When she heard her senior brother ask this, she replied without thinking:
"I've been infected with a love poison. Senior Brother, please help me get rid of it..."
Before she could finish her words, her senior brother's lips, which had been so close yet so distant, suddenly pressed down hard on her.
This time he was much more ferocious and powerful than before, leaving her no room to breathe.
Ji Chu felt that his mind was getting further and further away from him.
The whole world became unreal, only the senior brother's lips were soft and hot, taking away her breath and swallowing all her whispers.
She couldn't make a sound and was a little breathless, so she could only lean on her senior brother, letting his slender fingertips press on the back of her neck, rubbing it repeatedly with his fingertips.
Meng Yuci felt the spiritual power faintly surging from beneath the delicate skin, quietly resonating with his soul.
But it's not entirely him, at least not him at this moment.
…
After an unknown amount of time, he finally let her go. The breathing of both of them was infinitely louder in the darkness, and even the ice surface behind them seemed to be covered with a thin layer of water vapor.
Meng Yuci helped her tidy up her hair and tightened her collar to prevent her from feeling cold later.
Before Ji Chu could come to her senses, he looked at her carefully in the dark.
Her eyes were wide open, and her dark pupils were like two balls of black mercury, still bright in the darkness.
Because his cultivation was suppressed, he couldn't see clearly in the darkness, so he just stared blankly.
But he could see her clearly.
Therefore, he could clearly see that her cheeks were smooth and delicate, with a slight blush due to lack of oxygen. Her expression was confused, but not as decadent as in her previous life. She was even more dazzling.
His gaze gradually shifted from pity and admiration to a bit of greed, and the uncontrollable aura in his body surged for a moment.
A bright red suddenly appeared at the corners of his delicate eyes, but it quickly disappeared like a fish swimming into water.
Senior brother's aura only changed a little for a moment, but Ji Chu still noticed it.
She didn't know what was happening, but suddenly she shuddered and came to her senses.
The brain that was a million miles away from her finally caught up with her. The breath of the senior brother was very close to her, and the extremely cool fragrance on his body became stronger, enveloping all her senses.
She realized what had just happened, her head buzzed, and she hurriedly dodged backwards, trying to distance herself from her senior brother.
Because there was ice behind her, she would definitely bump into it if she raised her head unexpectedly.
Fortunately, Meng Yuci had been paying attention to her reaction. Seeing this, he reached out his hand in time and placed it between the ice surface and the back of her head.
The collision made a dull thud, and his finger bones were bent.
Ji Chu was startled and quickly turned back to look at his hand.
"It's fine."
Meng Yuci held her cheek and turned her head back, her voice gentle and calm, with a lot more tenderness than before:
"Ji Chu, look at me."
Ji Chu: “…”
Her lips were red and moist, and she could only feel that her senior brother was looking at her from very close to her.
She opened her mouth and said honestly:
"I...I can't see."
In the darkness, a soft laugh like a sigh seemed to be heard.
Then she was embraced in a cool embrace, and a faint warmth came through her clothes. She was the warmest and most reliable existence in this dark and extremely cold ice crack.
She didn't struggle, but reached up along her brother's collar and felt a wet bloodstain. Her eyes misted over.
"Brother, are you in pain? When will your spiritual power recover and stop bleeding?"
"It doesn't hurt."
Meng Yuci patted her back and whispered:
"soon."
Senior brother never lied to her about such things, so Ji Chu felt relieved, but only a little.
After her chaotic thoughts calmed down, she began to worry about more important things.
The Last God is immortal, so she cannot relax at any time.
What's more, after knowing the truth about her death in her previous life, she could no longer wait peacefully.
She had to eliminate both the Last God and Cen Ping before she could be completely relieved.
But when he looked up, he found there was no way out for the time being.
Ji Chu could only suppress his temper for the time being and analyze the current situation in his mind.
According to her previous experience, the secret realm uses the most horrifying things in everyone's memory as tools to create illusions, causing people to lose the ability to distinguish between truth and falsehood, thus losing their sanity and fighting spirit and being completely controlled by the secret realm.
As for the golden eyes and the "Milky Way" behind it, what are they used for?
And Zhongli Bai, was he also sucked in, and did something unexpected happen to him?
She was worried but could do nothing about it, so she could only sigh sadly.
"Is it cold?"
Meng Yuci then lifted her up from the ground with both hands, and then placed her on his lap, while holding her completely in his arms and adjusting the angle to block the wind coming in from outside.
Ji Chu: “…No.”
But she shuddered as soon as she finished speaking and shut up again.
Although this posture is a bit too intimate, it is indeed a lot warmer.
The senior brother reached out and took the remaining talisman and relit it.
As his vision brightened, Ji Chu could finally see things clearly.
The faint flames in front of him were quite effective, and the cold air around him dissipated a lot. Ji Chu suddenly stopped worrying about the talisman, and thought to himself that his senior brother was right. His tone was that it would be better to burn it as firewood than to keep it as waste paper.
She then shrank back into her senior brother's arms, adjusting her movements to avoid pressing on his wound, and then asked:
"Brother, how did you know about Cen Ping?"
Meng Yuci stuffed her hair, which had been twisted and tangled, into the fire to prevent it from getting burned, and said calmly:
"I saw some fragments in the illusion, it's just a guess."
"guess?"
Ji Chu was a little surprised.
Somehow, she always felt that her senior brother's tone at that time was particularly firm, and it didn't seem like it was just a simple "accidental guess".
But she was more curious:
"Has Senior Brother also fallen into an illusion?"
She told him her analysis:
"I guess this illusion is a replica of a frightening memory."
"So I experienced being abandoned and killed again in the illusion. What about you, brother? What are you afraid of?"
Meng Yuci's eyes darkened for a moment, and after a moment of silence, he said:
"I'm afraid of losing you."
Ji Chu: “…”
She felt guilty for her gossipy mentality and excitement when she asked her senior brother just now.
Then she lowered her head and whispered:
"Brother, you didn't lose me this time."
Meng Yuci's breathing became heavier, as if he was trying hard to suppress some emotion.
Ji Chu didn't hear any response and couldn't help but look up at him.
When she saw her senior brother looking lonely and tired, she couldn't help but think that maybe her senior brother saw her death in her previous life in a dream, so he knew that he was not the one who did it.
So that's why he guessed the truth about his previous life?
This is very reasonable and smooth.
Ji Chu nodded, decided not to talk about this topic that made his senior brother unhappy, and asked instead:
"Then how did Senior Brother know that the last me was real? To be honest, I met so many Xu Yings and so many Senior Brothers that I was dizzy..."
Meng Yuci lowered his eyes and looked at her:
"You can't tell the difference?"
His tone was a little cold, as if questioning, "I can tell you apart, but you can't tell me apart?"
Ji Chu's tone was stuck. He felt guilty under his gaze. Naturally, he didn't want to say that he couldn't tell the difference and chopped everything with his sword. He said righteously:
"...Of course I can tell them apart! There's such a huge difference between a real and fake senior brother! How could I not be able to tell them apart?!"
She forced a fake sincere smile, and it was obvious that she had done something bad behind his back.
Meng Yuci raised his hand, wanting to pinch her face, but in the end he just touched it lightly:
"How silly."
The smile on Ji Chu's face disappeared in an instant.
She turned her head and curled her lips, feeling indignant.
If it weren't for the fact that her senior brother always had a stern face and looked like he kept strangers away in his previous life, how could she have misunderstood him?
If he had been a little nicer to her, wouldn't she have been more cautious?
The thoughts coming and going are all my senior brother’s fault.
She had suffered so much because she couldn't tell the truth from the false. How could he still call her stupid?
The more Ji Chu thought about it, the angrier he became.
After she talked everything out with her senior brother, and with that sudden kiss, she suddenly lost the meaning of "maintaining politeness and keeping a distance" in front of him.
She can be angry as much as she wants.
Ji Chu then turned around and tried to get out of his arms.
However, just as she twisted her body and moved her legs, Meng Yuci suddenly grabbed her arm.
His gaze was a little unfathomable, his dark pupils surging with emotions she couldn't understand, and his voice became a little hoarse.
"Don't move."
Ji Chu didn't react and instinctively wanted to stand up.
Meng Yuci reached out and held her down, repeating, "Don't move."
Senior brother's tone sounded a little serious. Ji Chu didn't know what was going on and thought something big had happened, so he froze.
Meng Yuci calmed his breathing for a while, then lifted her up and placed her next to him, putting her in a comfortable sleeping position, and said to her in a somewhat stiff tone:
"Go to sleep."
Ji Chu: “…”
He didn't look at her. He raised his hand to straighten his clothes that were messed up by her sitting on him, then bent one leg to block her view and threw a few talismans into the fire.
Turning his head, he saw Ji Chu still looking at him with wide eyes in confusion.
He was helpless, touched her head, and whispered:
"Go to sleep, and when you wake up, we can go out."
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