First Kiss
Liu Jianchun felt that Jian Zhaonan was particularly irritable today.
Maybe it was because he saw her and Xie Yu together, or maybe it was because of her mother's death. No matter what the reason was, it was inseparable from her, so she didn't intend to continue to be angry with him: "Okay, Xiaonan, it's your freedom to like whoever you want. I was just joking with you, don't be angry."
"Am I so petty in your heart?"
She felt like she was dealing with a teenager, not a peer, and was very difficult to coax: "No, it's not."
"You can't even look at me, and you still say no?"
It wasn't that she didn't dare look at him, but the car was too conspicuous parked on the side of the road. If someone recognized it, it would cause trouble. She bit her lip and was silent for a while. "If you want to chat, come upstairs and sit down. There are so many people coming and going on the road, I'm afraid someone will recognize you."
"What's the big deal? If they recognize you, just let them take a good picture."
He suddenly opened the car door, put his arm around her waist and pressed her against the hood, frightening her to death. She pushed his chest to try to push him away, but there was a huge disparity in strength between men and women. The more she struggled, the tighter he held her, leaning over and pressing her down, completely trapping her under him.
She was anxious and embarrassed, her cheeks and ears flushed red. "Jian Zhaonan, are you crazy? Let me go!"
"What if I don't let go?"
"If you don't let go...if you don't let go, I'll bite you to death!" She opened her mouth as if to bite, but even when she got close to his chest, she didn't bite. She slowed her movements, waiting for him to give up and let her go. But he just waited for her to bite.
The two sides confronted each other, and in the end, Liu Jianchun lost. She tried several times but couldn't bring herself to bite him. He looked at her bluffing and curled his lips in contempt: "I knew you couldn't bear to bite me. Senior Sister, you actually care about me very much."
"You went to the hospital to help, attended my mother's funeral on my behalf, and even took my brother in because you were worried he'd be lonely. You did all this because of me."
As he spoke, he slowly leaned over, bringing the two closer and closer, until they were about to touch. He suddenly tilted his head and leaned close to her ear: "You like me too, right?"
His words made her stunned.
If he hadn't said it, she wouldn't even realize she had done so much. She just felt that it hadn't been easy for him along the way, and she wanted to do her best to help as much as possible, but she never thought about why.
"Xiaonan, let go first." After she said that, she realized how soft her voice was, even sounding like she was acting coquettishly.
"Why should I listen to you? If you don't explain yourself clearly, I'll stay here with you in the wind all night."
She bit her lip, thinking for a long time, but still couldn't think of what to say. She had liked Xie Yu ever since she was old enough to understand. That person dominated her entire teenage years, becoming a conditioned reflex that instantly brought back the thought of love. Even after they'd broken up for a long time, the habit she'd developed was hard to change. But if she said she had no feelings for Jian Zhaonan at all, she would be lying. At least at that moment, with him pinned beneath her, her heart was pounding.
Can it be considered true love as long as there is a heart-beating feeling?
This may be acceptable when you are in school, but for two adults, being attracted to someone is only a sufficient but not necessary condition for true love to come.
Having said that, judging from his attitude, he would never let her off easily if she didn't say something nice.
She hardened her heart and decided to go all out. She put her arms around his neck and moved forward to kiss him on the lips.
Just a light touch, the soft and warm touch between the lips makes one's blood boil and feels as refreshing as an electric shock.
The weight on her suddenly became much lighter, and she managed to stand up with a light push, but before she could leave, she was grabbed by him again.
She watched him tug at her hand tightly, and her brows unconsciously frowned.
She has already given him a kiss, what else does he want? He can't force her to agree completely, right?
It wasn't that she didn't dare accept his confession, but she was afraid he would regret it. Right now, he was overwhelmed by his emotions. Once he calmed down and carefully considered the value of both of them, he might be dissatisfied with his decision today.
"What else do you want to do?" She emphasized the last two words.
"I..." He subconsciously raised his hand and touched his lips.
She looked at him in disbelief: "You still want it?"
He seemed to want to say something else, but after being interrupted by her, he looked straight at her: "If I want it, will you give it to me?"
"Do you want to be my boyfriend or just a sex buddy? Why is it never-ending?" She suddenly realized that she was being teased, and the person teasing her was actually Jian Zhaonan! She was being teased by the brat she had watched grow up!
"Are these two things contradictory?"
After seeing him say this with a smile, she turned and left without considering his feelings at all.
But she couldn't leave tonight.
If she had slapped him in the face like she did to Xie Yu when he hugged her, she might have had a chance to leave, but she didn't then, and now Jian Zhaonan would not give her that chance.
He picked her up by the waist, stuffed her into the back seat, and drove away.
Instead of taking her back to the hotel, he drove the car to a street park under construction and stopped. It was dark all around, and there was no sound except the chirping of insects and the sound of cars in the distance.
Seeing the car stop, she clutched the door uncontrollably and looked at him nervously, fearing that he would do something more extreme.
If he really forced himself on her, she might have complied, but the problems that would arise after that were unpredictable. It was because the incident happened suddenly today and she was not prepared at all.
But she thought again.
She was the one who was unprepared. Maybe he had already made plans. If he had taken some precautions before doing that, she would be more accepting of him, or even... a little bit looking forward to it...
After all, Jian Zhaonan is an active player. As a top athlete, he is definitely much stronger in both strength and endurance than Xie Yu, who only relies on fitness to build up his tendon muscles.
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After waiting for a long time, the thoughts that flashed through her mind were enough to make her feel excited, numb and excited, but he had no intention of taking the initiative. Instead, he turned off the car and leaned over the steering wheel alone.
She touched his shoulder tentatively: "Xiao Nan, are you sleepy? If you are sleepy, go home and sleep. It's so uncomfortable to sleep in the car."
He held her wrist, afraid that she would run away, and used his other hand to interlock his fingers with hers: "Stay with me for a while, okay? I need you so much. Only when I'm with you can I calm down."
"I know I just lost my composure." He took a deep breath, "But I feel that if I don't do this, you will never know how much I like you, and we will only be stuck in the same relationship as before. I was in a bad mood today, so I couldn't help but let loose."
He turned back, not knowing if there were tears in his eyes or if they were highlighted by the watery moonlight, his eyes looked particularly affectionate: "Did I scare you? I'm sorry."
She smiled helplessly. "Scaring me is nothing. I'm just really worried about being seen. What's so good about me? I used to be a third-rate player, and now I'm a third-rate coach. I can't do anything well. I'm not worthy of you, really."
The smile disappeared from his face: "Who told you that?"
"What?"
"Based on what you just said, you are a third-rate player and a third-rate coach."
She sneered, "Do I even need someone to tell me this? It's so embarrassing, and you have to hear someone else say it before you understand it. How stupid would that be? I know my own limitations."
"Xie Yu said that, didn't he?" he said suddenly. "He's the only one who thinks you're not good at all. Who else would say that about you besides him?"
"He didn't say that..."
He sneered, "Why are you still protecting him? Even if he didn't say those exact words, he's definitely said other things that deliberately put you down. I'm very opposed to you two being together, and it's not just because I see him as a rival in love. I think he often puts others down to elevate himself, and being with him will only make things worse. I remember when you first had the accident, the coaching staff considered having you come back as an assistant coach. If you recovered well and continued playing, it would be another way out. But he said coaching was too hard and not a woman's job. It shouldn't be up to you to decide whether it's hard or not. How can you just listen to him?"
"When you joined the first team, you were one year younger than me. If it weren't for that car accident, you would have reached a higher level than me now!"
Liu Jianchun looked at him standing up for him and couldn't help but touch his face like he did when he was a child, but his cheeks were not as smooth and tender as when he was a child, and his jaw was covered with stubble, which pricked his hand.
She suddenly wondered if he was right. She did like him, but she had never realized it. This kind of liking wasn't the admiration she had always known, but a kind of pity.
"These things are long gone, I have forgotten them."
"But I can't forget it." He deliberately rubbed the palm of her hand. The touch was not pleasant, just like wiping your hands with steel wool, but it made her feel itchy and her thoughts were all over the place. The idea that came up even scared herself. When she woke up, she subconsciously retracted her hand.
He held her wrist again: "Did I hurt you?"
This statement makes people think even more.
"No." She looked away, not daring to meet his eyes again. She was afraid that she would think too much, and even more afraid that the image of this face saying such words when naked would appear in her mind.
She found that not looking at him was useless. She could always feel the burning sensation of his gaze. In the end, she had no choice but to close her eyes, but this had the opposite effect. The image did not disappear, but became clearer, so clear that it seemed like a real touch. She could feel the warmth approaching and touching her lips.
She suddenly opened her eyes, and his deep eyebrows were so close to her that even his long eyelashes were visible clearly.
He suddenly grabbed the back of her neck and stuck his tongue into her mouth like a vicious beast, plundering the air from her mouth. Whatever she wanted to say turned into inaudible whimpers.
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