In the car
After seeing Yan Yi off, the car became increasingly silent.
Jian Zhaonan didn't want to talk to her, and she could totally understand that. If it were her, she would also be furious if she saw the person she liked lying in disarray with another woman.
But she felt that she still had to explain, just as Xie Yu said before leaving, things might not be what they thought. Although he took off her clothes, he didn't do anything to her - she knew better than anyone whether he did it or not.
"Zhao Nan, there's something I want to tell you. Actually... Xie Yu didn't do that to me."
He was driving and had no time to turn his head to look at her, but from his expression of wanting to say something but stopping several times, it was clear that he was very angry with her: "Why are you still speaking for him? What's so good about him that makes you keep thinking about him so much?"
"No, I'm not speaking for him, it's true! Xiaonan, you have to believe me. I know my body best. Nothing like that happened between us."
He drove the car onto the ramp, turned into a small road and stopped: "I believe you, how can you expect me to believe you? You said you wanted to break up with him a long time ago, and what happened?"
"We're really breaking up, completely!"
He looked at her without saying a word, with anger and more resentment in his eyes.
She felt like she had no way to defend herself, her eyes moist with anxiety. "Today, he helped me so much that I felt embarrassed to refuse him. He's done some things that wronged me before, but he's never been so unreasonable... I, I didn't expect him to tamper with my food."
His expression didn't change at all. "I've always respected your choice, but that doesn't mean I understand you. In my eyes, Xie Yu is a complete scum. No matter how rich he is or how many girls like him, I don't think he's worthy of you. But you always praise him so highly and protect your relationship so cautiously. Honestly, if I didn't like you, I really want to scold you..."
"You can scold me, I'm not angry."
He was stunned for a moment, then slowed down and continued, "What's the point of scolding you now? No matter how much I scold you, I can't go back and save you from the pain he caused you."
When he spoke, Liu Jianchun's eyes never left his lips. His rosy lips looked very soft. Even if he was angry, the words that came out of his mouth were still so nice, and he still cared about her so much.
No matter what she becomes, he treats her the same.
Even though he was blaming her, she felt warm inside. Isn't the purpose of living hard to have more people who love you? The person who truly cares about her is right in front of her, but she always turns a blind eye.
How sad must he be after being ignored by her for so many years?
She's such a jerk.
She took his hand, wrapped hers around his, and held it tightly in her palms. "That was the retribution I deserved. I was too young before and couldn't tell the difference between good and bad people, so I fell under his spell. But I don't regret it. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to tell the difference between bad fate and true love."
"You couldn't tell the difference before, but you can now?" He frowned, still looking worried.
She knew that words were powerless, so she let go of his hand and suddenly put her arms around his neck, closing the distance between them: "Aren't you?"
He smiled self-deprecatingly and pulled up her coat, which had slipped off, to hide the unsightly part of someone's chest. "Come on, I'm not much better than him. Maybe I'm even worse than him. I think you'd better not get involved with someone as romantically involved as you, so as to avoid getting yourself into trouble again."
"I don't believe it. If that's the case, you're too mean. You said you'd save me from this hell, but you didn't reflect on yourself and became a scumbag like him." She bent her arm and pulled him closer. "If I were to be with you, would you betray me and make me sad?"
She stared at him straight, her eyes had never been so passionate before, and just a glance from the corner of her eye was enough to make his blood boil.
He had no choice but to push her shoulder and deliberately avoid looking at her, then he managed to calm down: "I won't betray you, but I may not necessarily not make you sad."
The more he refused, the more excited she became. She seemed easy to talk to, but deep down she was a stubborn person who liked to face challenges head-on. Otherwise, she wouldn't have insisted on fighting Xie Yu, a guy who was so hot and cold towards her.
She unbuckled her seat belt, stood up and sat directly astride him, locking him in the seat so that he couldn't move.
He was so panicked that he didn't dare look her in the eye. She held his face with both hands and insisted that he look at her when he spoke: "Are you trying to scare me? Do you think you can scare me like this? Don't think that just because you are angry now, you can be tough and deliberately say a few words to offend me. If you reject me today, you will definitely regret it tomorrow when your anger has subsided."
"Jian Zhaonan, tell me honestly, do you really want to be with me? I'm not forcing you, I just don't want to keep guessing."
"If you simply like me, and your liking has become a habit, and you feel that being together would be a burden, then we can just remain friends. If you really want to be with me, you have to tell me. I need some time to adjust. Xie Yu and I broke up over two years ago, and I haven't dated anyone else. I've long been accustomed to being alone, and if you suddenly ask me to go back to my old ways, I'd be a little uncomfortable."
He didn't dare look her in the eye, not because he was afraid of her, but because he was afraid he would lose control.
The person he has loved for many years is now sitting on him. Her body temperature and even her fragrance, things that he could only get in daydreams, are now at his fingertips. How can he not be excited?
There was one thing he never lied about.
He said she was the team beauty, and he recognized it from the bottom of his heart.
He thought she was the most beautiful girl in the team, with a fresh and refined temperament that even female stars could not compare to.
He liked her not only because she had been nice to him in the past, but also because of his physical affection for her.
He helped her put on her coat again, then held her waist with both hands, intending to carry her back to her original position, but she hugged his neck tightly and refused to let go, and even sat on his lap.
"Say something! If you don't, I won't leave today." She started to act like a spoiled brat, "You don't believe what I say, do you? Fine, I'll prove it to you right now, so you can verify his identity and know clearly whether he did anything to me today."
As she spoke, she moved around in his arms. If she hadn't been wearing a seatbelt, he would have turned over and pressed her under him.
He suddenly understood why someone like Xie Yu could still be obsessed with her. Perhaps it was because she had a pure and fiery energy that was truly one in a million.
"Stop it." He whispered, sounding weak, and the hand that held her waist was so strong that even the veins on his arm were clearly visible.
"I can keep quiet, but you have to promise to believe me. I've done a lot of stupid things in the past, but that's all in the past. I'm no longer the same person I used to be. Even if I date another Xie Yu, I won't spoil him like I did in the past. Don't worry, if you dare to cheat, I promise to make sure you and that woman are in big trouble."
He was amused by her and pinched her lower back: "What if... it's a boy?"
"If you were a boy, I would castrate both of you!"
He quietly unbuckled his seatbelt, waited for her to finish her angry words, and then gave her a light kiss on the cheek: "Don't worry, it won't happen."
"Then what did you just say? Being with you doesn't guarantee that you won't make me sad?"
He used his eyes to seriously indicate the charming scenery on her chest: "You ate with Xie Yu behind my back, and ate like this. Shouldn't I say a few words to you and get angry?"
"Should you?" She looked at him in disbelief and poked his chest with her finger. "You should know your place. We are just friends now, Brother Jian. Don't be too possessive."
He had nothing to say but to smile helplessly and move the seat back to make room for her to return to the passenger seat.
But she refused to leave: "You still have something to answer me."
Looking at her sparkling eyes, he was stunned for a long time before he remembered what she said: "Give me some time to think about it carefully. I don't want to just play with you. If we really want to talk, I will aim to get married. Do you feel a lot of pressure when I say this?"
"A little."
He knew this would be the result, but he couldn't blame her. Any young person would be scared when hearing the word "marriage", especially women.
"I've waited for you for so many years, and a few months won't make a difference. You can test me as much as you want."
How confident was he to say something like "just a test"? If she hadn't known him for many years, she might have thought he was just talking nonsense, saying something without thinking just to please a girl.
She stroked his face and sighed deeply: "Xiao Nan, actually you are good in every way, but you are too accommodating to me, which makes you seem a little indecisive. I don't like boys who are too soft-hearted."
"You think I'm too soft?" He held her hand and led it straight down. "Do you want to touch it?"
She was so scared that all the blood rushed to her head and her mind went blank. She wanted to pull her hand back, but he held it tightly. However, he just lifted his shirt and put her hand on his abdominal muscles.
"What are you thinking about?" He smiled and leaned closer. "Don't you like strong men like Xie Yu? After you left, I practiced a lot. You have tasted him, so you can test him and see if there is anything I am inferior to him."
After flirting with him for a while, she realized that the effect of the drug Xie Yu had not completely worn off. If this guy continued to tease her, she didn't know whether he would get carried away or not. She was about to lose control.
"Let me go."
"Do you mean to let me go?"
"Not letting go?" She sneered, "If you don't, then I'll squeeze you dry! Don't forget, Xie Yu drugged me today."
As soon as she finished speaking, he carried her back to the passenger seat.
"You should go home and take a cold shower."
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