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The door of my house was knocked continuously, and it seemed that they would not stop until I opened the door.
I smelled a familiar fragrance, sighed, stood up, ended the video call, and opened the door.
Standing outside the door was Pei Xuwan, who looked so pitiful with tears in her eyes.
He sobbed softly, wiped his tears gently with his fingertips, and then spoke to me breathlessly.
"Oh, I was abandoned by the baby. Baby, baby doesn't want any gifts either. Oh, oh, I'm such an unfit mother."
I smelled the familiar fragrance coming from Pei Xuwan, a reassuring and warm scent.
But the Him in front of me was in an extremely sad state, and his eyes were blurred with tears when he looked at me.
But she looks particularly beautiful when she cries, with tears in her eyes, her eyelashes trembling, and tears rolling in her eye sockets, but stubbornly refusing to fall.
I could see a few faint tear marks on his cheeks, and the way he was sobbing in the rain was really pitiful.
But I just leaned against the door with my arms folded, watching Pei Xuwan sobbing. I couldn't hear what he said at all. I only vaguely caught a few important words from it.
My voice was hoarse and I was about to say something, but Pei Xuwan in front of me pretended to be unstable and fell into my arms.
He was not heavy, or rather, he had no weight at all. He fell lightly into my arms like a thin piece of paper.
A single blow of wind could completely scatter Him.
The familiar and charming fragrance fell into my nose again, so I had to reach out and catch it, and helped Pei Xuwan, who was still having a headache, to the sofa.
His walking posture was very unstable, and if he was not careful, he would be in danger of falling.
Pei Xuwan, sitting upright on the sofa, finally opened his eyes, having just closed them tightly. His face was the same pale color as his lips, and he glanced at me with an embarrassed smile. He obediently accepted the glass of ice water I offered him and drank it quietly.
He put the glass aside, Pei Xuwan looked up at me, his voice hoarse.
"I'm sorry for letting you see this side of me. I just can't accept it. Why, why did I try so hard to give birth to my baby, but still can't get his love? Obviously, obviously, I am the mother who is related to him by blood..."
Pei Xuwan's voice was urgent. She clutched the edge of her silk skirt, trying to calm herself down, but tears still flowed down her cheeks and fell onto her knees.
I stood at the edge of the sofa, hesitant to speak. Looking at the glass Pei Xuwan placed on the coffee table, I finally saw that there was something different in the glass.
There was a round petal nestled there at some point, trembling with Pei Xuwan's breathing.
With every sob, the petals became more withered.
I looked away. Pei Xuwan in front of me seemed to have recovered a little. Holding the beautifully wrapped gift bag, she said to me softly, "I won't be able to use this in the future anyway, so I'll give it to you."
I took the bag and it was heavy.
I pulled out a piece of my clothing from under the box containing the perfume bottles.
That’s right, my own clothes, folded into square shapes.
Judging from the style, I must have thrown it away a long time ago during the spring cleaning.
I pulled out the piece of clothing and looked at Pei Xuwan with suspicion.
But the latter now covered his mouth in surprise and pretended to be unaware. I approached step by step, hooked the clothes and was about to throw them in his face.
Under my cold gaze, Pei Xuwan finally broke down, moved closer to me, sighed, and told me the reason.
"Baby, look again."
What should I look at again?
The clothes connected to mine are Pei Xuwan's clothes.
Two slender shoulder straps are intertwined and entangled together, youthfulness and maturity, two completely different styles constantly floating in front of my eyes.
I threw the two pieces of clothing together on Pei Xuwan's face, and he stirred with his fingers in a low voice.
"I'm sorry, baby. Mommy didn't mean it."
"You didn't mean to? Mom, are you kidding? Did I do that on purpose?"
I burst out laughing and spoke in an unpleasant tone, imitating His tone.
I waved my hand in front of Him and slapped Him directly.
The crisp sound of the slap echoed in the living room for a long time, and his peaceful face was completely slapped aside by me.
The soft skin should have been stained bright red, but it wasn't.
Pei Xuwan had been waiting for this moment for too long, when my palm completely slapped down.
The rich fragrance permeated my nose, and His face instantly opened.
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The two torn sides of her face opened and closed like petals, completely swallowing my palm.
Falling, falling continuously, all my consciousness was like an invisible hand, passing through Pei Xuwan's soft and illusory body, and finally touching the heart that was still beating for me.
His tone has always been sticky, but now it sounds strange, with a sharp ending and an abnormal stickiness. This is definitely not the voice of an ordinary person, and it definitely does not come from his mouth.
"Baby, don't be angry..."
He spoke to me slowly and began to lift the hem of his skirt.
Beneath His body, the human limbs no longer existed.
In its place was a large, soft body, its surface overflowing with vibrant colors. The colors were so bright that even a single glance would cause poisoning and death.
"My dear, everything I have is yours now. After not seeing you for so long, I've become very obedient. I've put away the edges that might scratch you, and even dyed myself in your favorite colors. I listen to you, I listen to you, don't throw me away again, okay?"
He spoke heartbrokenly, and in order to prove himself, Pei Xuwan stretched out his hands in front of me again.
Just as He said, he had already cut his nails. However, the bright red nail polish was still swaying and dripping liquid.
"Mom, you still misunderstood what I meant. How can you paint your nails with your own blood?"
"But, but Mommy thinks the baby will like it. Didn't the baby like this the most in the past?"
I held down Pei Xuwan's hands as he tried to break free, and moved them up little by little to hold his fingers.
It's true that He painted His nails with blood. But He didn't have any nails at all. The surface of His fingertips was completely bloody and fleshy, and as I looked, I could see blood flowing out.
I laughed silently and gently stroked His cheek with my fingers.
But Pei Xuwan's cheeks should have been warm, but at this moment they were not.
My palm passed through it, just like blowing through a soft cloud.
"Baby, are you still angry with your mother?"
Pei Xuwan spoke slowly. The brilliant halo of her skirt resembled a parasitic petal, its curled edges riddled with pits from insect gnaws.
My consciousness kept falling, and finally, I grabbed Pei Xuwan's arm as if I was grabbing a slender vine.
I know Pei Xuwan won't be as cautious as Shi Yanli, who needs to approach me with caution.
He likes to fill himself with overflowing love, surging waves of love, and offer it all to me, present it to me, and try hard to please me.
He will not hold anything back from me. He always opens his soul to me and reveals everything about Him to me.
My power grew stronger and stronger as Pei Xuwan resonated with me. His huge body gradually became transparent, and finally I kneaded it like plasticine, and new flowers were born.
In fact, I will never sympathize with Pei Xuwan, never.
Because all of this was originally his own fault.
My consciousness turned into arms, and my hands rested on Pei Xuwan's smooth and soft waist. I reached out and pulled him towards me in a hugging gesture.
Perhaps noticing my closeness, Pei Xuwan's eyes brightened for a moment, and a drop of crystal water slowly slid down the corners of his reddened eyes.
I guess those were probably His tears.
But I was too lazy to think too much and continued to use my strength to explore everything He had hidden.
Pei Xuwan probably really thought I would change my mind. Countless eyes, all sparkling, their bluish-white pupils staring at me.
In desperation, I had to move closer to Him and smile softly.
Then, the moment he relaxed a little, I forcefully pressed down on his shoulders, causing his entire soul to submit to my power.
Pei Xuwan didn't say anything, but his scream was exposed in my mind.
He lowered his head to look at me, wanting to hug me and comfort me. In his eyes, as hazy as the misty Jiangnan, there were more emotions that I could not understand.
A small boat will eventually be overturned by the wind and rain, and I can only see the tears surging in His eyes.
Pei Xuwan should have thought that every time I hugged Him like this, there was never even a kiss.
As selfish as he was. After years of spying, Pei Xuwan finally understood one thing.
That is, when I treat Shi Yanli, that damned human being, I will kiss him. The kiss is soft and warm.
Such an intimate gesture had never happened to Him before.
Pei Xuwan refused to accept it. The strong sour feeling made his whole body ache.
He tried hard to get closer to me, trying harder to understand what I was thinking, and longing for a kiss from me.
"Baby, why, why..."
He whispered to me almost madly, wanting to bend down and kiss me.
His breath was as fragrant as orchid, and his fine hair brushed against my cheek, giving me an itchy feeling.
I looked at Pei Xuwan's eyes that were no longer as tender as water, and just touched his parted lips with my finger, then immediately retracted it.
Pei Xuwan felt very aggrieved, and a thin layer of blood soon accumulated in his eyes.
"Why can the baby reward his brother with a kiss, but the mother can't? Obviously, the mother wants it too..."
"Because Mom is different."
I stroked Pei Xuwan's cheek and interrupted his words lazily.
Pei Xuwan's expression was full of doubt. I looked up and kissed the bouquet of flowers on his forehead, then continued:
"Because you are my lover."
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