"elder brother"
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Pei Xuwan couldn't quite remember what the baby liked to eat, she only knew that she liked sweets.
I love sweet food so much that every tear flowing from His eyeballs should be sweet and hot.
His eyeball overheard the baby's desire for matcha cake in the corner of the room. The moment his eyeball returned to its body and was devoured, Pei Xuwan's mind reverberated with the baby's sweet, coquettish voice.
I like it so much, so much, so much, it envelops every cell and every taste bud of His. His body is expanding and softening, bursting through the thin Chinese-style long skirt.
The beautiful ink-splashed landscape painting was stained blood red, and Pei Xuwan sighed with satisfaction in the flesh paste where the facial features could not be distinguished.
He shouldn't be called Pei Xuwan, but that's the name the baby gave himself.
The baby forgot, forgot everything...
How to make matcha cake?
Pei Xuwan dragged his huge body into every corner of the house. The torn flour bag in the open oven was scattered all over the floor.
He needs to eat, but he doesn't want to touch human food.
The eyeball fell out of the body, and the huge silver kitchen knife chopped the last bit of elastic tissue in the eyeball into mud.
Pei Xuwan easily tore the transparent and vibrant skin from his body and rubbed it together with the flour.
The sticky liquid poured into the unknown paste, and the baby's sweet voice kept playing in his mind.
I want to eat matcha cake today.
[I want to eat matcha cake today, Mom.]
[Mom, mom, mom…]
Dense cries burst out from every part of the body, the eyeballs were blinking wildly, and the falling tears mixed with the dough.
Pei Xuwan drooped his huge body and imitated the call of humans in his already hoarse voice:
"Baby, my baby...I want to eat, I want to eat cake..."
He pulled out the largest eyeball in his body, crushed it completely with his fine fangs, and mixed it into the shapeless batter.
The cake is done.
·
Pei Xuwan sent me out of the house.
The woman still had that elegant smile on her face, and her beautiful long skirt fluttered gently in the cold wind.
She insisted on giving me matcha cake, and I happened to be hungry, so I went out empty-handed but came back with my hands full.
I'm really hungry.
As soon as I got home, I couldn't wait to open the gift bag and took out a matcha cake to taste it carefully.
Pei Xuwan has very skillful hands, and the matcha cake tastes very delicious.
The slight bitterness is just right, and the filling is quite elastic.
elasticity…
I chewed the small bits of food that I could never finish chewing, and finally spit them into my palm.
In the palm of his hand, there was a tightly closed round eyeball.
…
…
“Tsk.”
I heard myself murmur. An inexplicable hunger filled me completely.
After dealing with the last bit of the matcha cake debris, I heard Shi Yanli opening the door.
"An An, what are you eating? Why does the house smell so good?"
After Shi Yanli closed the door, he immediately ran to me.
He was wrapped in the cool air from outside, but when he faced me, he immediately restrained his usual sharp expression. Instead, a gentle face softened his facial features for no reason, making him look comfortable.
This is my adopted brother, my stepbrother, my lover, Shi Yanli.
His image in public is that of a social elite in a suit and tie, but his image at home is that of my toy, my obedient dog.
I pointed to the opened gift bag, which contained a matcha cake.
"My neighbor gave it to me. She just moved in today and this is a gift for me."
I told the truth and heard Shi Yanli's chuckle.
He rubbed the top of my head, took off his elegant suit, and put on an apron: "An An, what do you want to eat? Brother will make it for you now."
"I'm not hungry. I want to play games."
Looking into his doting eyes, I said softly.
Shi Yanli always thought his sister was beautiful. Her eyes were beautiful, her smile was beautiful, but...
But her eyes were too dark, and there seemed to be no emotion surging in her dark pupils.
Shi Yanli's eyes fell on the matcha cake on the table, and his heart ached.
His sister seemed to have taken on another scent.
They should, should have been one.
·
"I want to play games with my brother."
From childhood to adulthood, Shi Yanli has always been obedient to me and given me whatever I asked for.
His attitude towards me was so doting that later my personality became spoiled in front of him.
So I used this mask to make Shi Yanli accept all my hobbies and interests as I wished.
The scent on my brother's body is the fragrance of shower gel, which is the same as the scent on me.
I knew he was secretly using my shower gel again.
He occasionally sprays men's perfume while working, which is a dull scent.
I don't think it smells bad, it's very light and the smell suits him very well.
My brother raised me, we already understand each other, we, we...
I lowered my head and bit Shi Yanli's neck as usual. But then I felt it was not right, so I extended my soft tongue and kissed him carefully.
"Shi Yanli, I taught you this is how you should kiss." I rubbed his cheek and ordered.
Shi Yanli's eyes were hazy and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.
His whole face was stained with crimson. He looked so beautiful now, like a bud about to bloom.
I lowered my head and rubbed his cheek.
“Hmm!”
The sweetness of tears mixed with Shi Yanli's voice fell into my ears.
This will be the most beautiful music.
I sniffed, hugged him as usual, and asked the question I had always wanted to ask but couldn't get the answer.
"Brother, does it hurt?"
I asked innocently.
We are as close as can be, pretending to be a weird "brother and sister" relationship. Our love is actually dark, damp and shameful.
The hidden and unreasonable possessive desire slowly grew from the darkness, until the day it completely fermented, I knew that I could never go back to the past with Shi Yanli.
His voice was hoarse and the corners of his eyes were red. No matter how I treated him, he only uttered a few sporadic exclamations. He kissed me on the shoulder. I blinked and asked him again.
"Brother, will it hurt? Will you feel comfortable?"
The sister who would laugh, respond to me, and call me all the time, was constantly asking and verifying my feelings at this moment.
I didn't wait for Shi Yanli's answer, but just hugged him.
His eyes were moist and Shi Yanli seemed to be crying.
He covered his eyes, and through the narrow gap, he could see a few spots of light.
He saw a rare look of joy on his sister's face. He saw his sister begin to stretch out her tentacles again, and those lovely tentacles were all crawling in front of her body.
Shi Yanli thought that his sister was so beautiful.
So he looked up and called out in a whisper.
"Kiss, I want a kiss."
·
When Shi Yanli finished making breakfast for me and left, I went back to take a nap while I was still drowsy.
He has been very busy recently because of work.
He is occasionally away from home for a few days, but generally speaking it doesn’t cause me much trouble.
The curtains were drawn in all the places in the house where light could be seen, and the dim room was filled with the faint scent of incense.
I bought the aromatherapy because I like the smell in my home.
The rich fragrance of flowers filled every corner around me, and I stretched out on the bed.
Originally, the house had two bedrooms, but later, due to Shi Yanli's condition, the other bedroom was converted into a study.
Anyway, I slept with him.
I lay on the bed and wrapped myself completely with the quilt.
The newly changed sheets had a sun-dried smell that I really didn't like. Turning over, I thought back to watching a movie with Shi Yanli last night.
He always obeys me and happily accepts my tentacles.
Shi Yanli has a good habit of exercising regularly, so he is healthy and in great shape.
However, the usually obedient Shi Yanli would become disobedient when faced with this kind of situation.
He would twist his soft waist and lower his head to ask me for a reward kiss.
He seems to like intimate physical contact. The ambiguous feeling of a lover makes me feel too moist and so suppressed that I can't breathe.
Sometimes I feel that Shi Yanli is too clingy, but I still hold his cheeks and invite him to continue.
Shi Yanli is not very good at kissing, but he is a very good brother, lover and food.
Just like this, it’s better to wait for the weather to clear up during the wet rainy season.
Never mind, I don't like bright sunshine.
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Sleepiness gradually set in, and the tentacles wrapped around my body.
I rubbed the soft quilt and slowly fell asleep.
In my dream, I didn’t have a reconstituted family, I only had my mother and brother.
My mother was a woman with a blurry face, and she had tentacles like me. My brother didn't seem as outgoing as he is now, and he would just stand there alone.
I leaned at His feet, holding onto the corner of my mother's clothes. He picked me up and lifted my hair bit by bit with his fingers painted with bright red nail polish.
"Are you tired, baby? Do you want to play with your brother?"
There was a cold, bloody smell in His arms. I put my arms around His slender neck and was finally able to see His face clearly.
My mother had a blurry face covered with tiny eyeballs. As she spoke, the eyeballs fell down, leaving a circle of blood stains along the edges.
I rubbed His neck, stood still, and reached out to my brother who was hiding in the shadows.
"Brother, don't you want to play with me?"
I tilted my head and looked at my trembling brother in confusion.
Glancing down at my own shadow, I realized my tentacles hadn't been completely retracted.
I was too young at that time and had not yet learned to control my tentacles properly.
My mother came quietly to me again. She had no shadow, her breath was cold, and her voice was stern:
"Baby, if you don't want to play with your brother, mommy will play with you."
His hair was very long and fragrant, winding around and brushing against my hair, like a smooth snake's tail kissing my fingertips.
I shook my head, put the teddy bear in my arms into my brother's hands, walked over tremblingly, and took his hand.
"Brother, this is the last time, I promise."
·
It should be afternoon when I woke up.
Because the sunlight was so dazzling, it brought some light into the dim bedroom.
I subconsciously picked up my phone and saw dozens of messages from my brother and friends.
Summer is a sleepy season, so I opened Shi Yanli’s chat interface.
In addition to his daily updates, he also sent me a few food photos. Seeing that I hadn't responded, he even wanted to video call me.
I casually sent him a message and clicked on the surveillance.
That’s right, I installed surveillance cameras at Shi Yanli’s workplace. I like the feeling of spying on him.
The tentacles began to tremble with pleasure. I stared at the dim screen of the surveillance camera and received a message from Shi Yanli at the same time.
[Are you up yet? There's some food in the fridge, all your favorites, just heat it up. You're wearing this outfit today. You didn't choose one for me this morning, so I just instinctively chose it. What are you doing now? Are you hungry?]
Sometimes I actually admire Shi Yanli. Even if I reply with a single word, he can still rattle off a whole bunch of words.
I clicked on the picture he sent me and I knew what it meant.
I call this series of his activities "recording life." Because in addition to reporting what he ate and did, Shi Yanli also sent photos of the sunset, the evening glow on the horizon, and other similar scenery to my phone.
However, he rarely commented on it. He just wanted to show it to me.
It just proves that he is still "alive".
My gaze slowly moved down, and I saw another fresh lip mark on Shi Yanli's lower abdomen.
He secretly used my lipstick again.
I raised my eyebrows, saved the photo calmly, and looked at him in the surveillance video.
"Baby, are you looking at me? I'm right here. I'm done with today's work. I'll see you after a meeting this afternoon. Can we go out for dinner together tonight? Okay? Please. ]
I received a message from Shi Yanli. Facing the blurry camera, he waved lightly and said hello with a bright smile that was very contagious.
He started his usual act again and I licked my lips.
I'm hungry again.
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The knocking on the door was still intermittent.
It was a regular knock on the door that wasn't annoying, but it never showed any signs of stopping.
There are only two families in the corridor. Shi Yanli, I and...
A woman named "Pei Xuwan" who just moved in today.
The knocking on the door continued, so I got up and got out of bed.
The air conditioner in the living room was not turned on and the temperature was a bit high.
My hand stopped at the door handle and felt something cold, sticky and wet.
I pushed open the door.
Pei Xuwan outside the door changed into a plain dress and her long hair was loose.
Seeing me coming, she tilted her head slightly and gave me a polite, distant smile. She shook the bag in her hand and said in a distressed tone:
"Sorry to bother you. I made some extra cookies this morning. I thought you would like them, so I made a few more to bring to you. By the way, have you had lunch? I just cooked some. If you don't mind..."
Pei Xuwan is a stranger who I have met less than twice, so it is really suspicious for me to have such a familiar chat with him.
I squinted my eyes and looked at her face carefully. She must have put on some light makeup. Her willow-shaped eyebrows were always slightly furrowed when she spoke. The fragrance on her body was light and soothing.
So I gave her a flawless smile and said sweetly, "Okay, thank you."
My tentacles inevitably wrapped around her graceful waist. I knew that others could not see this, so my actions became more reckless.
I want to find out all the information about Pei Xuwan.
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