Love and Resentment
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Pei Xuwan stood behind me at some point, arms folded, looking coldly at everything in front of him.
Looking at my tentacles drooping on the ropes that bound Shi Yanli, He sighed and just softly defended himself.
"Baby, Mommy is helping you."
"Now your brother, your so-called beloved brother, is in worse health than before..."
I was shocked because Pei Xuwan's words suddenly made me understand.
All the guesses are connected together like unraveling a thread.
I finally remembered why Shi Yanli often went on business trips for no reason, and remembered his weak and pale face in the past six months.
Shi Yanli often exercises to keep in shape and maintain good health, but his current condition is definitely not like that of a normal human being.
What is he feeding with his own blood...
I started biting my fingers unconsciously again.
Dark blood gushed out of the goblet.
The blood was flowing. I saw that from the narrow vortex deep in the center of the goblet, it was like a small spring appeared, and fresh and smelly blood was constantly oozing out.
"Baby, do you want your brother to always be your brother, or to be some other monster..."
Pei Xuwan had quietly moved closer to my ear. His voice was always very soft when he spoke to me, as light as a piece of thin human skin.
It seems like it is telling a story, and also like it is complaining.
But the cold wind blew through the corridor and passed by my ears, and all I felt was endless chill.
Shi Yanli in front of him was still shaking his body. He probably didn't want to fall into the worst-case scenario, so he was still trying to struggle.
I have never seen such a pale look on Shi Yanli's face.
Should I let my brother down? Should I let my brother down? Should I let my brother down? My mind kept clamoring, forcing me to make this choice immediately.
Shi Yanli raised his head and looked straight at me.
Two lines of dark tears flowed from the scarlet eyes.
I heard his pleading and wailing, constantly squirming his body and shouting over and over again.
Please kill me, please kill me, I am a sin, I am no longer a real brother, please let me be free.
When did it start...
My thoughts began to wander again, and the fingers in my mouth were torn and bleeding.
The smell of blood made me sober up instantly. When I realized the truth again, my hand had completely withdrawn the rope wrapped around Shi Yanli.
I had already noticed that everything was about to collapse, so I took action first.
My brother, I probably really love and hate him too much.
Since moving me to this city, he has not yet made an end to the past and is still stubbornly feeding that huge monster with the most ancient method.
The monster that symbolizes "love and resentment" is fragile and vulnerable in front of me, but it is extremely powerful in front of humans.
Greedy snake swallows elephant.
The greedy monster grew bigger and bigger, and the initial cup of blood could no longer satisfy it.
The monster's shadow covered the sky, but Shi Yanli no longer had any fresh blood to feed this evil monster.
His health was getting worse day by day. Without the irrigation of blood, he was using his essence, energy and spirit to absorb it.
The monster will never be satisfied and will only endlessly demand everything from Shi Yanli.
Poor Shi Yanli, there is no blood in his body at all now.
Everything that was taken away by love and hatred replaced him, and he could only rely on his own thoughts to snatch his body from the monster again and again.
The tentacles bit through the ropes, and Shi Yanli was completely freed by me.
This time, there was no soft carpet on the cold floor, and he fell to the ground awkwardly. It should have been a dull blow, but the moment he fell was silent.
The splashed black thick substance instantly wrapped him up, but those strange things immediately screamed and disappeared when they touched my tentacles.
They should be afraid of me.
Shi Yanli is always so overestimating his own abilities and always chooses these dangerous methods behind my back.
The illusion was completely torn apart, and the disheveled Shi Yanli was finally exposed in front of me.
He was still wearing that neat suit, but now the precious fabric had been completely torn to pieces by me.
His clothes were half-naked and had no aesthetic appeal at all. Along his exposed arms, I saw dense knife marks.
The knife marks vary in depth, and you can tell that each cut was made with great force.
There were old scars as well as fresh ones from not long ago, which was completely different from the lively Shi Yanli I had seen before.
At least, when I played him, it was impossible to see these scars on his perfect body.
Blood oozed from my bitten finger and dripped into my mouth. The familiar taste of blood finally brought me back to consciousness for a moment.
Only then did I remember that I had been living in an illusion created by Shi Yanli.
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This is the real Shi Yanli. He looks very miserable, his face is pale, and even his face is gray, as if covered with a layer of gauze, making his facial features unclear and blurry for me to see.
I looked at Shi Yanli, and he looked back at me, his eyes finally regaining some clarity.
When he saw it was me, he suddenly smiled faintly.
"Shi Anan, it turns out you already knew it."
"How else could we be brother and sister? My brother, you know too little..."
I walked closer to Shi Yanli step by step, and the smooth floor cracked and reshaped under my feet.
I raised my toes and hovered them above the back of Shi Yanli's hand.
My poor brother probably really thought that I would step hard on the back of his hand like I did before. He was so nervous that he even narrowed his eyes.
It's really pitiful.
But I didn't do it in the end.
Just as my toes were about to step on the back of his hand, I immediately changed the angle and kicked his chin cleanly, forcing him to look up at me.
When doing this kind of thing, Shi Yanli is always obedient.
He raised his head weakly and looked at me seriously.
But when I looked into his eyes clearly, I realized that Shi Yanli was really different from before.
At least, I could clearly see my reflection in his beautiful eyes before, but now I can only see two equally dark and terrifying eyeballs in his eyes.
My brother, what on earth has he been through?
I reached out and gently cupped Shi Yanli's cheek, stroking it carefully with my cold fingertips.
I could feel something gushing out at the touch of my fingers.
Can I, can I completely hurt my brother's cheek?
I thought unconsciously. The tentacles had already taken a step ahead of me.
By the time I finally reacted, Shi Yanli's cheek had been completely torn apart by my tentacles.
He probably really didn't feel any pain, but his breathing was heavy and he let me continue with my violent behavior.
His handsome cheeks were quickly split open by dense, tiny scratches. Because of this, I could see more clearly what kind of creature was hidden under his skin.
It was definitely not one of the evils I had ever seen, and it was certainly not something that could be easily described in words.
Shi Yanli's cheeks were completely split apart, and he let out bursts of screams in pain.
The dark, thick substance had long been consumed in his body, and I could only see a tiny bit of fresh blood intermittently flowing out from those narrow scratches.
My tentacles tried to touch them, but these creatures seemed to be afraid of me and screamed loudly before running away again.
"Baby, this is my real brother. Do you want me to eat all of this? I can sense that you are unhappy. It only takes a word from me to eat all of this."
Pei Xuwan was standing beside me again without me noticing, and she had changed into a gorgeous cheongsam without me noticing.
A camisole as light as gauze draped around her wrists, and the color of her cheongsam was the richest, deepest night hue. The mutton-fat jade buttons at her collar shimmered with a faint glint, and the lines were smooth and flowing.
Her hair, which usually hangs down, is now tied up high, and a few strands of hair fall playfully beside her pale cheeks, adding a bit of charm and tenderness.
I am very familiar with this outfit. It is what my mother wore on my birthday.
I remember that grand birthday party with only the three of us. When I folded my hands together and blew out the bright candles, everything around me was pitch black.
When the room was bright again, Shi Yanli was no longer beside me. When I tried to look around for him, my mother had already gently embraced me, explaining over and over again that my brother had accidentally fallen asleep again.
In my memory, my brother always fell into a deep sleep. I once joked that even he, a human being, needed to hibernate.
But now, I looked at Shi Yanli, and a dark and thick substance continued to gush out of his eye sockets, and the fresh blood that had just overflowed could no longer be stopped.
I murmured to myself in obscure words, and in front of Shi Yanli's pale face, I leaned over and kissed his no longer soft lips.
"When did it start? Isn't my brother human anymore?"
I asked Shi Yanli, but he did not answer me. He probably did not have the energy to answer this extremely heavy question of mine.
A hot tear flowed from the corner of my brother's eye. The tear was transparent and sparkled with luster, which was different from the pitch-black color.
I licked away all the tears that had flowed away. I saw Shi Yanli shaking his broken body, then lowering his head and silently responding to my kiss.
A broken kiss that felt strange.
The dark love and resentment flowed away, and everything returned to the starting point, and everything returned to the beginning.
When I woke up again, I was lying in Shi Yanli's arms.
His wound has completely healed, and the scar is very shallow. He hugged me, tears boiling in his eyes, and they fell drop by drop into my palm.
"I thought you wouldn't forgive me for such a sin."
"How could that be? From the moment I picked up my brother, we were one..."
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