The moon is dim and the stars are sparse, the sky is about to dawn, the wind is cool, the grass is dark, and the birds are about to sing.
Nanxi's biological clock now requires her to get up at five o'clock in the morning to go to the bathroom. After she came back from the bathroom, Balu got out of bed and planned to go for morning exercise with the guards.
After changing into training clothes and coming out of the main building, he caught something from the corner of his eye. His dark eyes narrowed, and he turned his head to look at the half-exposed pavilion surrounded by vegetation at the end of the gravel road. He licked his lips with the tip of his tongue and walked over.
In the small pavilion, Song Cai lay on his back with his eyes closed, not knowing what he was thinking. He held a cigarette in his hand and took a puff from time to time.
There were cigarette butts all over the ground at his feet, and the air was filled with the thick smell of nicotine.
"Didn't you sleep all night?" He asked, but his tone was firm, without any questioning.
Song Cai didn't open his eyes, his voice was hoarse, "Along, she doesn't want me. She won't want me no matter what. She would rather take off her clothes and let me sleep with her than accept my feelings."
Baru sat down, lowered his head, and rubbed the cigarette butts on the ground with his military boots.
"That's fine. My wife didn't let me sleep with her at first, but I shamelessly slept with her anyway. At the time, I thought, she's mine for life anyway, whether she goes to bed early or late, I'll just strike first and sleep with her first. As for the rest, I can take my time.
I didn't dare to hope that she would respond to my feelings at all. I knew that I was not worthy of her, but it was like I was possessed by a demon. I had to have her. No matter what means, soft or hard, I had to keep her by my side. I had to keep her.
At least she's willing to let you sleep with her, so go ahead and sleep with her. If she still has the strength to walk after you sleep with her, then it only means that you're really incompetent and deserve to be without a wife."
"But I can't bear it, A'long. She's been abused by other men, and she's traumatized. She doesn't care about anything, and nothing matters. I can't bear to see her being at the mercy of others. It hurts my heart."
"You also said that she's been abused and has never experienced what it's like for a man to truly love her, right? Then give it to her. Let her see how a man who truly loves a woman treats her. Then she'll be able to tell the difference, right?
What's the point of just talking? If you want it or not, just take it out and let her see it. In the end, you are afraid of being rejected by her.
If you really love her so much and can't live without her, don't even think of rejecting her. Even if she throws your feelings into the ground and buries them, and steps on them a few times, you still feel sorry for her hurting feet.
Guess, a man should act like a man, be open and honest, and don't be afraid of being rejected. A smart woman can tell who truly loves her. If she can't even tell the difference, then she deserves to be deceived by a scumbag, so you should just give up. Marrying such a stupid woman will only cause chaos.
A man who didn't have much experience himself, he shared all his knowledge with his good brother.
After Baru finished speaking, seeing that Song Cai still looked half dead, he glared at him and stood up. "Let's go. That bastard Zhan Peng just came back. He told the servants yesterday not to knock on his door before noon. He even let Danmin sleep with the servants. Now I have to get up early on my day off to train with his soldiers. He's an asshole. It's like he hasn't eaten meat in his entire life..."
Not until the figure of his good brother disappeared did the man with his eyes closed in the corner slowly open his eyes, throw away the cigarette butt in his hand, and look at the bright sky.
Today must be a sunny day. The sun can hardly hold back any longer and jumps out from the thick clouds. He knows that the scorching sun will come out sooner or later and the clouds cannot hold it back.
Not long after he took a step, Baru, who had returned from a trip, stood not far away and called him with full energy, "Guess."
Song Cai paused and didn't look back.
"Just a reminder, Chinese women don't like the smell of cigarettes. Wash it first, don't be so impatient."
Song Cai resisted the urge to kick him and said in a deep voice, "After training, arrange for your people to ask around. I want to buy a house, the closer to your home, the better."
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Liang Lu was sleeping in the guest room. Suddenly, the door was pushed open from the outside. A tall and straight man stood at the door, his body wrapped in the cold dampness of the night.
Due to a habit she had developed over a long period of time, she always slept very lightly, and she had to close her eyes for a long time before she could fall asleep.
Although it was almost dawn, she had not slept for long. She was suddenly startled by the sound and her whole body became stiff and alert as if by reflex. It was not until she could see who it was in the dim light that she spoke tremblingly.
"Commander Song... Commander Songchai..."
Song Cai looked at her without saying anything for several minutes. When Liang Lu thought he would not speak again, she asked in a hoarse voice,
"Does what you said still count?"
"What?" Liang Lu was confused and didn't react for a moment.
"I can sleep with you, and you're willing to be slept with by me, does that still count?"
Liang Lu never expected that he would ask this question. She was choked for a moment, not knowing whether to nod or shake her head.
Song Cai was too lazy to listen to what she said. It was just the same few words over and over again. He raised his hand to take off his black T-shirt, pounced on her and pushed her down on the bed.
The man's vigorous and surging breath was so close and aggressive that she was almost unable to resist. Song Cai raised his hand and gently scratched her face.
"Lulu, I want you, I must..."
After he finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed her.
This kiss is lingering, restrained and ambiguous, full of pity, and as tender as the spring breeze blowing on the petals, making people tremble.
Liang Lu is not an inexperienced girl, but almost all of her experiences are not pleasant, including her deceased ex-husband, who always only cared about himself and didn't care about her feelings at all. As for other things, let alone, she has a very bad experience with this kind of thing and has always rejected it from the bottom of her heart.
But today, she was pressed down by this man, kissed carefully, treated like a treasure, and gently called her
"Lulu... Lulu... my Lulu..."
Song Cai slowly pried open her lips and teeth, spread out her fingers, intertwined his fingers with hers, and their breaths were entangled.
"Is it okay...Lulu?"
When his love was deep, he still whispered in her ear. Even if the arrow was on the string, he still hoped that she would nod and agree personally instead of forcing her.
Liang Lu turned her face away, her cheeks suddenly flushed, a girlish shyness surged in her heart, and she suddenly didn't dare to look at him. This man's eyes were too hot...
Song Cai still didn't get her response, but after trying several times, he still didn't get her rejection.
The veins on his forehead were already bulging, and beads of sweat were running down his forehead, neck, and the strong muscle lines on his back. His black eyes darkened, and he reached out and held the back of her head.
"I love you, Lulu..."
"Hmm..." The little woman let out a soft moan after enduring to the extreme, and the last bit of his rationality disappeared.
"Lulu... Lulu... stay... let me love you..."
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