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The road ahead is unknown, but life goes on no matter what.
This journey has not been easy.
She started drawing on paper.
Mom: "Are you going to work next year?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
He plans to work four months a year and then go home.
This has continued indefinitely.
She started to feel sleepy as she looked at the drawing on the paper.
While she was sleeping, she saw a spaceship sailing across the sea of stars.
She stands in the universe, with her family behind her.
They looked at themselves with a smile.
I reached out my hand, but it just kept falling...
I woke up from my dream.
Looking around, she stood up. Her mother had twenty-one more days until she could come home.
She started cooking, and her father appeared at seven o'clock, singing.
I went to the market today, and it rained this morning.
Dad came home while I was cooking.
They ate together.
The sky was damp and overcast.
The earth awakens from its slumber.
She started looking at the book, and what she read seemed simple to her; she longed for success.
But such a life was never realized for a long time.
When her mother returned home at the end of the year, she looked at her mother and said, "When next year comes, I'll go to work."
Mom: "Mmm."
Her mother said, "People really need to have some aspirations."
This was the first time Miao Xingzhou had heard his mother approve of his writing a novel.
She started repeating it several times.
Mom: "I bought a hamburger."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She ate bread.
Mom: "Eat slowly, no one is going to take it from you."
Miao Xingzhou finished eating with a smile.
Over the course of time, she experienced life all over again.
In the flow of time, she chose her dreams and her family, working odd jobs for four months before returning home to farm.
Looking at her, Mom said, "You've come back to make big money now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to pursue my dreams."
Mom: "Mmm."
Pursue your dreams while ensuring you can support yourself.
Mom said, "You play all day long, what's so fun about that?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't play every day."
Mom: "It's good that you can support yourself and don't need to eat our food."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She watched as time flew by, realizing she was already forty years old.
Time really flies...
I'm no longer young, and I'm writing novels at my computer.
Mom: "What's so interesting about writing about only making two thousand a month?"
Miao Xingzhou: "But I don't want to work."
Mom: "You're just too lazy right now."
She continued writing novels, and then started reading. She realized that she was living the life she had hoped for, so why wasn't she happy?
She longed to return to that time, to the self who dreamed of pursuing her aspirations and to the self who studied diligently at school.
But each stage has its own kind of happiness.
Then I started writing math.
Mom said, "What's the point of you doing high school math?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I am able to write novels better."
Mom: "Want to go play?"
Miao Xingzhou: "No, thank you."
Mom came home in the evening.
Mom asked, "What do you like to play?"
Miao Xingzhou put down his book. "I like to move forward, to keep moving forward."
Mom: "It's good to have dreams."
Dad: "I can't believe you actually persevered."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
They started chatting.
Mom said, "What are you thinking about when you write so many novels?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't know why I write novels."
She looked at the moon in the sky and said, "I like to write novels to make money, but when I actually make money, I don't feel happy."
Mom: "You're confused."
Miao Xingzhou woke up from his dream.
A voice appeared, "Do you really want to continue this difficult life?"
Miao Xingzhou: No matter how difficult it is, I will live... looking at the moon in the sky, looking at the sun in the sky.
Watching my parents grow old every day, and watching myself die.
Then they discovered what the afterlife is like.
Break free from your ordinary life.
My dream is to become an extraordinary person.
They are able to make their own contributions.
The older sister said, "Miao Xingzhou, shall we work together?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to stay by my parents' side."
Sister: "Is writing novels really that good?"
Miao Xingzhou stared at the computer screen. "I'm not satisfied. I don't know how I'm going to live."
Sister: "You smoked again?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Sister: "Don't you feel happy right now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "What I want is to become rich."
Sister: "Money isn't important."
"As long as you're happy."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm not happy, I feel terrible."
Sister: "What's wrong with you now? You're so old and you're still complaining of pain."
Looking at the comments on his computer, Miao Xingzhou said, "I know why I write novels."
"I want to write novels so that I can tell my stories to others, let them know me, and understand my stories."
Sister: "Mmm."
Then I turned off the phone.
The scariest thing is not that dreams cannot be realized, but that dreams are measured by money.
She began watching countless people pass by, wondering if the happiest time would be after death. That would be true liberation, but she hadn't achieved so much...
I want to complete my doctoral studies.
I want to become an excellent novelist.
He looked around and realized there was no one there; he truly didn't know what it meant to survive.
The nurse in the white house said, "Don't think about things that are impossible."
I was born an ordinary person, or even worse than an ordinary person, so why should I live?
She looked at the ceiling; even after her dream came true, she wasn't happy.
Then she gradually started to cry.
If possible, I want to live a happy life.
He opened his eyes again.
The tech-savvy parents said, "Now you're back."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
High-tech parents: "All we can do is find the root of the problem."
Miao Xingzhou: "What is the source of the problem?"
Mom: "What kind of robot is this, trying to control humans?"
They began to gather where everyone had come from, and many people started saying, "This robotics company is using illegal technology to research robots!"
The people inside started coming out, saying, "Our company doesn't have any, get out of here!"
Miao Xingzhou hated people like that. She said, "Why should we leave!"
Those people started attacking, and everyone started attacking in return.
The whole place was in complete chaos.
Miao Xingzhou said, "Let's go in now!"
She saw a pink-haired robot that was asleep; one could imagine how terrifying it would be when it woke up.
Miao Xingzhou began to destroy the robot.
Suddenly, someone pressed the red warning button, and all the robots in the room started attacking.
That pink robot is loading consciousness!
She looked at her parents, who stopped the robot, and Miao Xingzhou and Case stopped the machine.
When his parents were injured, the robot fired a laser beam, which Miao Xingzhou dodged. He then narrowly managed to shut down the pink robot's experiment.
She saw a human being from 300 million years in the future, who looked at her and said, "To solve the problem of extinction, we must start anew."
Miao Xingzhou: "How do we start over?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I've returned to my student days?"
She can touch the ceiling by extending her surgical arm.
She slowly looked at the security camera, then began to leave.
She looked at countless students and became a student herself.
The teacher is playing a game called "Eagle Catches Chicks".
Its long tail sways back and forth.
She slowly lay down on the grass.
Looking at the countless stars in the sky.
She slowly entered the classroom and watched as countless people were writing furiously.
Seeing countless people striving to create a future, where does my own future lie?
She started looking down and jumped without hesitation, only to break her arms and legs. She quickly had mechanical limbs attached to her.
Countless robots buzzed.
I opened my eyes, and this is the world after death?
Stand up.
Look around.
Everything is so magical.
What will my future look like?
She watched as countless people approached, and she kept backing away. When would she finally understand this kaleidoscopic world...?
Afterwards, I watched as I was moved into the laboratory, where countless other students were struggling.
One electric shock, and it began countless times.
This kind of pain will not disappear.
Miao Xingzhou began to slowly watch as the electric shocks were administered countless times.
Until the system is activated.
I saw the beautiful green mountains, and I saw familiar people on the mountains.
She flew over the mountain and came inside. Her parents were cooking over a fire, their backs bent, cooking without saying a word. She looked at the food in the pot.
It's a pot of green vegetables.
My sister took out her bowl, ate, and went outside. She saw a small city behind the mountain.
The mother asked, "What do you want?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Sticky rice dumplings!"
She picked up a glutinous rice ball, and suddenly a spaceship descended from the sky, carrying her technologically advanced parents.
Miao Xingzhou said, "It must be a dream..."
But she couldn't wake up from the dream.
I suddenly woke up and saw my mother looking frail and worried.
"You scared your mother to death! You slept for more than two days."
She looked at the IV drip and said, "Two days?"
Mom: "Mmm."
She slowly looked around the hospital and said, "I don't understand why I'm alive."
Mom: "You'll live for me!"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
As she left, her mother said with a smile, "Your older brother and sister were very worried about you."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Are you alright now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
When her older sister came home from school, she looked at Miao Xingzhou and said, "I bought you some snacks."
Miao Xingzhou looked at the snacks and said, "I don't want them, you eat them."
Those dazzling worlds may have nothing to do with me. Even if I can't live a life as exciting as a TV drama, I should still live.
Even if we become numb day by day, we should still live, even if it's painful, arduous, and heartbreaking!
She started making parts at the factory and writing novels at home.
Look at how many people outside live like this; you're not the only one suffering.
"To be alive is to be alive," she said, looking at the sky.
The sky is azure. The ground is green.
Existing between heaven and earth, watching the mountains and rivers change, how wondrous! Before, it was ancient times; what will it be like afterward? Mom: "You're daydreaming again."
Sister: "I'm going to work now."
After get off work, Miao Xingzhou chatted with his sister and mother.
The older sister said, "I don't have to work tomorrow."
Miao Xingzhou: "Why don't you want to work?"
Sister: "Many people are taking the day off tomorrow, so you don't need to work."
They went inside the house.
Mom said, "Miao Xingzhou, what's so good about your novel writing?"
"I don't know, maybe he healed my life."
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