Let's do it later.
Miao Xingzhou looked at the computer data and found it to be extremely poor.
Am I really suited to writing novels? Is this a path of no return?
So many years have passed...
Mom said, "Why don't you write?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't know what to write."
Dad: "You stay at home all day, it would be good for you to go out for a walk."
She did not go out.
Looking at the computer, she suddenly felt sleepy and went to sleep.
In my dream, I saw a blue castle floating in the air.
A pumpkin carriage slowly drove down.
She stood still.
Suddenly I woke up from the dream.
I can't rely on my parents.
We must not give up on our dreams.
Life is full of hardships.
She felt a little unwell.
Her mother looked at her and said, "It's comfortable inside. Why are you thinking about all that?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Sometimes I work odd jobs, and then I stay home every day, writing novels and doing farm work.
The older sister said, "Miao Xingzhou, what are you doing now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Write novels."
Sister: "Mmm."
When will my dream come true? If I die before it's realized, will I feel pain?
Even if you don't die, it doesn't matter, as long as you do what you like all the time.
Watching the colorful clouds drift by, the wind carries the clouds.
The earth is moist.
Raindrops blooming on fingertips.
If I could, I would like to always be on the path of pursuing my dreams.
Until death.
She looked at her hands, wondering why her memory was so confused...
She walked into the room and suddenly found her high-tech parents watching her.
She went outside and started shouting for her parents.
But his parents weren't there. Suddenly waking up from his dream, he looked at his hands and realized he was already eighty-five years old. His time was running out.
It was indeed a whirlwind tour...
In my hazy state, a voice appeared, "You succeeded."
Miao Xingzhou: "I failed!"
The man began, "Why did you choose such a difficult path?"
Miao Xingzhou: "If I don't succeed, I will not give up."
She picked up a book, "The Star Record,"
It records one's own life and death.
Died of natural aging.
Miao Xingzhou: "I haven't succeeded yet, how can I die!"
Do you think what you're doing is meaningful?
Why did you write it?
Miao Xingzhou: "I did it for happiness."
"But are you happy?"
Miao Xingzhou lowered his head slowly, "I am very happy, but my parents..."
"Give up."
Miao Xingzhou: "I will not give up."
She began rewriting her own "Star Record".
Afterwards, she saw her high-tech parents. Was this the only option?
She went there and received the best education.
Looking at the achievements afterwards, I felt very happy.
My sister said, "You're finally back."
"I did it! I did it!"
Mom: "Mmm."
She wrote novels every day, every hour. Then one day, she suddenly opened her eyes wide and wondered, "What am I doing? They aren't my parents." She stood up and suddenly saw those people standing outside the glass door in the night, looking at her in a neat row.
He shivered.
With her ashen face, she said, "I'm really dead..."
They came in and said, "If you work hard now, your next life will be even better."
Miao Xingzhou: "Where are my real parents?!"
They looked at each other and smiled.
Eerie darkness.
She went outside and saw five pieces of clothing hanging on a bamboo pole. She picked up one of the pieces of clothing.
She burst into tears. "Mom...I don't want to lose you!"
Suddenly, he never woke up again.
Those people came out and said, "Hurry up and write your novel."
Miao Xingzhou: "I can't be so selfish, I have to find you!"
Suddenly fireworks went off in the sky, and a voice appeared in my ear.
Congratulations on your graduation.
Miao Xingzhou opened his eyes wide.
Countless ghosts appeared. "Letting go of obsessions isn't easy, but it's fate."
Miao Xingzhou: "Fate?"
"That's fate!"
They surrounded Miao Xingzhou and then said, "Why are you so hung up on dreams now, things that don't belong to you?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm scared... Why can't I live a good life now?"
They said, "Your parents are incredibly powerful!"
You killed your parents!
Miao Xingzhou: "I didn't kill them, I just wanted to... pursue my dream!" Those people began to say: "You're the one who killed them!"
"You naughty kid, stop right now!!"
"Stop it!!"
A group of ghosts began to enter his body.
Her soul was torn apart.
Suddenly the clothes started to wrap around her, she felt a mixture of suffocation and tenderness...
I woke up to find myself in my twenties.
She was looking at the computer.
Suddenly I'm scared.
He started calling his mother. His mother said, "Miao Xingzhou, what's up?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't know whether I should work."
Mom: "If you like working, then work; if you don't, then don't work."
She began by saying, "If I don't work, no one will support me."
Mom smiled and asked, "Then you'll go to work?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
But she is the most fickle.
Looking at the computer, I couldn't resist anymore.
She continued writing, but felt particularly uncomfortable.
This kind of torment is extremely painful.
What happened...?
Perhaps it's alright, as my older siblings take care of my mother. I can also support myself by doing farm work at home!
She started to laugh, but her mind remained tense.
She was unhappy.
It will succeed!
She looked at her phone, and the gloom in her mind vanished.
She studied hard every day, writing novels, and although she didn't earn a penny, she was still very happy.
While working in the fields.
I was happy both when I was picking tangerines and when I was making berry tea.
You can earn a decent amount of money in a month.
Back home, I looked at the books I had bought.
I've found the fastest way to live, and that's the life I've always wanted!
After that, she began to learn more.
Life is so wonderful!
Typing and typing on the computer.
Suddenly the power went out. When Dad came home, he said, "The power went out?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Do you owe electricity bills?"
Dad checked the power meter and said, "There's no outstanding bill, the circuit breaker tripped."
Finally, the gate was opened.
Shortly after, the circuit breaker tripped again; it turned out the light bulb had short-circuited.
They removed the light bulb, and the circuit breaker stopped tripping.
But the light bulb broke, and there was no light in the kitchen. Dad had to go to his shift.
He said, "I'll buy light bulbs when I get back."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
But when she woke up, she found that the light bulb had been replaced.
When my father passed away, time flew by while I was writing my novel, and sometimes I felt very tired.
She was looking at the book.
These days are truly heavenly.
He always stayed by his family's side.
How similar it will be ten years from now.
I saw that I had earned twenty yuan.
It's not bad, at least I was able to earn this much money.
He is writing a novel.
A woman's father scolded her, saying, "You didn't give me a single penny for your brother's wedding!"
A woman and her husband go back to her parents' home.
While they were sleeping, their father started killing them with a knife...
When he was arrested, he even said that the woman had no conscience.
She felt sleepy after finishing her writing. While she was falling asleep, she saw her mother. She stood up, and suddenly a rope was hanging around her neck. Then she woke up and saw a terrifying monster staring at her from the ceiling...
She struggled to wake up.
Start going out.
No one was home when suddenly a cat meowed, "Little Mimi!"
She hugged the cat and began writing a novel.
She laughed and said, "It's already eleven o'clock!"
She started writing a novel in a hurry!
Looking at the data, there's still no increase in the number of favorites.
After that, she began to feel afraid. This was a road of no return, but if it was a road of no return, why was she standing still?
My mom called and said, "Things are easier now. I don't have to stay up until 9 p.m. every day."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
"But it doesn't pay as much as before. If we could reduce the hours and increase the salary, that would be great."
Mom exclaimed in surprise, "You want a raise! As long as you haven't had your salary reduced, that's fine."
Mom: "We're a bit short on money now."
She suddenly felt a headache, perhaps from sleeping too long.
Or is my manic-depressive disorder acting up again?
She continued writing novels.
Her mother looked at her and said, "You can hang up now."
He was looking at the computer.
I've never been able to succeed. How long will it take before I understand that those things are impossible?
She wrote desperately, but it was returned.
She was almost driven mad.
Dad came home a week later. "How are you feeling now?" he asked.
Miao Xingzhou began by saying, "Nothing much."
Dad: "Are you not working because you're not in good health?"
Miao Xingzhou: "My head does feel a bit uncomfortable."
Dad: "Should we see a doctor?"
Miao Xingzhou: "No need."
After that, she felt that no one would like anyone except herself, not even her closest family members.
She wrote for five hours, and then started cooking.
Dad: "You cooked it very well."
Miao Xingzhou smiled, but said nothing.
The days seem to be repeating themselves.
I feel so lonely and bored...
She was reading a novel in single-player mode.
No, this is the life I chose!
She felt as if a bottomless pit was beginning to spiral out of control...
She slowly began to feel pain, wondering if her life was coming to an end.
What is it that I am so obsessed with?
Why do I always have high aspirations but low abilities?
She cried out in anguish, "Cry, cry, crying will make me feel better..."
When Dad came home, he said, "If you feel particularly unwell, go to the hospital."
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't want to go to the hospital!"
Dad: "Don't go to the hospital, you're in pain, don't go to the hospital."
"I'm just unhappy, nothing's wrong."
Dad: "Are you really alright?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She took out her car keys, "Let me check."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm really fine!" Dad: "Check it out."
She was caught and then put on a tricycle.
She said, "I just feel a bit dizzy and numb after sleeping for too long, and I also feel the pain of thinking about the fact that my dreams may never come true."
Dad started parking the car, and Miao Xingzhou went inside to continue writing his novel.
Dad: "If you don't want to write, then don't write."
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to write."
She continued writing her novel, and as the seasons changed outside her window, she longed for happiness.
I have achieved success, but I have also found happiness and live in a good family.
Let's realize our dreams later.
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