sick

sick

Let nature take its course.

As life becomes more and more comfortable, I realize I'm already forty years old this year and have returned home.

Her mother looked at her and smiled, saying, "Will you still go to work in the future?"

Miao Xingzhou: "No, thank you."

Mom: "Mmm."

Miao Xingzhou: "I bought you some delicious food."

Mom: "Cake?"

"Um."

Dad came out.

Miao Xingzhou: "Let's eat cake together."

They started eating the cake.

Mom smiled and said, "It's too sweet, I won't eat it, you can have it."

Miao Xingzhou: "Let's eat it later."

Mom: "Want to go farming together?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

She started looking at her hands and realized that she didn't know when her fingers had become so rough.

Parents in their seventies probably also long for someone to keep them company.

She said, "I'm going to take you to the city to play."

Mom: "What are some fun things to do in the city?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Looking at Shanghai from the city."

Mom smiled and said, "Shanghai Bund!"

Miao Xingzhou: "Let's go by plane."

Her eyes were shining as she said, "This will cost too much money."

Dad smiled but didn't say anything.

She started telling her mother to pack her luggage.

Dad said, "What's so fun about going to Shanghai?"

Mom looked at Dad with a smile, but it was a smile that made her a little angry. "I'm taking you out to play, but you don't want to go."

Dad said with a smile, "I'll play cards later and win back all the money you spent on gambling."

Miao Xingzhou smiled and said, "Money is not a problem, hurry up and pack your bags."

Miao Xingzhou slowly began to look at the people on the road; these were all passersby in his life.

They saw Shanghai; their father had rarely been to big cities.

Seeing these things now, I can hardly believe it.

Mom said, "I'm a little hungry."

Miao Xingzhou: "Let's go eat."

They ordered one or two steamers of xiaolongbao (soup dumplings).

After finishing their meal, they began to leave.

Miao Xingzhou: "Let's go to the amusement park."

Mom: "Amusement park?"

Looking ahead, Dad said, "The amusement park has a pirate ship."

Their hearts were pounding as they boarded the pirate ship.

After the drop tower ride, his heart had already stopped.

I remembered there was a sign posted outside saying "No entry for those with heart conditions."

Both Dad and Mom didn't look too good.

Miao Xingzhou went out and stayed in the rented room.

She was writing a novel when her mother and father entered her rented room.

Mom asked, "What did you write?"

Miao Xingzhou: "It's a novel about dreams."

Mom: "You should focus on writing your novel now."

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

They talked for a long time.

Mom: "It's ten o'clock, you should go to bed early."

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

Dad: "Go to sleep early, we're leaving."

She started taking a shower and going to bed.

In my dream, I saw my high-tech parents say, "Are you really happy to have given up your dreams for your family?"

Miao Xingzhou: "I'm very happy."

Dad: "If you had worked hard, you might have succeeded, but you gave up on your dream."

Miao Xingzhou: "My dream is still too far away for me."

"Only what's right beside you is truly precious."

Mom: "Don't you want to make up for your regrets?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Life will always have regrets."

"Besides, I haven't given up."

She woke up to find herself back home.

My mother began, "I'm getting old now, I don't know how much longer I can live."

Miao Xingzhou began to feel envious.

"You only talk about bad things."

Mom: "Now I'm eighty years old. How will you survive on your own when we're gone?"

Miao Xingzhou: "I'm fine now."

Mom: "Mmm."

While sleeping, she suddenly heard Guiyang calling her. She got up and saw her parents from that time. She chased after them.

Suddenly the world went blank.

She knelt on the ground, weeping bitterly.

I called my older brother and sister in the middle of the night.

The older brother and sister immediately came to their senses and resigned the next day.

At the funeral, Miao Xingzhou looked at his older brother and sister, and their children.

She felt a loneliness she had never experienced before.

Sister: "How do you want to spend the rest of your life?"

Miao Xingzhou: "I want to be alone."

Sister: "Mmm."

I am now seventy years old and live alone in a house.

I'm alone every day.

As she was passing away, she suddenly saw herself on another planet, where her technologically advanced parents and older siblings were looking at her with red eyes, and then they said something.

Suddenly finding herself locked in a laboratory, she felt intense pain. Instinctively resisting, she began to break the hard glass, releasing all the vengeful spirits.

Those vengeful spirits began to devour those people.

She went outside and began to change form.

Suddenly, she ran into Cao Anren, who grabbed her hand and said, "Guan Lingjie, you've finally arrived. Let's go home."

She now realized that it wasn't Guan Lingjie, but rather that Guan Lingjie had been replaced.

She looked at Cao Anren and said, "She is dead."

The world began to stop.

She was walking down the street.

Suddenly, that version of myself said, "Come here now."

Miao Xingzhou: "What do you want to do?"

Miao Xingzhou's eyes widened as he heard what the other person had said.

She watched her parents standing behind her, and they were talking to each other...

She began to open her eyes.

I felt like I was back in my childhood.

Look at your hands and squeeze hard.

I don't want to come back. In the end, it's just a struggle for power and desire.

She began to leave the classroom.

Looking at the school.

Even if you have good grades and money, so what?

Happiness and pain: being happy doesn't necessarily mean being truly happy, and being in pain doesn't necessarily mean being truly in pain.

She returned to the classroom.

My classmate asked, "What's wrong?"

Miao Xingzhou: "It's nothing."

Studying is tedious.

After school, she would read books, and the knowledge in the books consisted of questions that didn't seem too difficult.

She entered the house.

Mom asked, "What's wrong?"

Miao Xingzhou: "It's nothing."

Mom: "Now that it's spacious enough, let's go home."

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

Her older sister looked at her. "Weren't you kept after school?"

Miao Xingzhou: "No."

Sister: "Let's eat now."

Brother: "What are you still thinking about?"

Miao Xingzhou: "What am I thinking?"

Sister: "Mmm."

Miao Xingzhou frowned and said, "Everyone has to die, so why live?"

The older brother and sister frowned.

Mom: "No wonder your grades are bad, you're always thinking about these things."

She said slowly, "Mmm."

But countless times she woke up from her dreams, not knowing what they were saying in her dreams, or perhaps she couldn't even distinguish between dreams and reality.

What are they saying?

She slowly began to put the book down.

I discovered a golden monkey in the book, picking coconuts.

A coconut fell into the water...

Slowly close the book.

How have I lived my life?

Will you be driven by the desire for power your whole life, or will you live your own life?

What does it mean to be alive?

She began to speak slowly, "Sister, it's getting late."

Sister: "What do you mean it's not early?"

At night, she saw many souls, leaping about like angels.

She looked at the little angels.

Go to sleep slowly.

You can have anything in your dreams, but how do you wake up from a life of dreams?

She suddenly heard her parents' voices.

Mom: "Go to sleep."

Miao Xingzhou finally found out.

Those were not just simple dreams.

They are things that humans cannot explain at present.

Miao Xingzhou: "Reality really can't be tricked."

She looked at herself slowly, noticing that she was getting older.

Go to work in a big city.

My mother called. My sister asked, "What kind of work are you doing now?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Sales."

Sister: "Mmm."

They chatted for a while, then looked at themselves growing old once again.

She began to wake up.

My sister said, "You're sleeping again."

Miao Xingzhou: "The White House."

I was surrounded inside the white house!

She can never escape the white house!

She said slowly, "Why is it like this? I want to go out now!"

Laboratory personnel, hold her down.

She was covered in electrodes.

Then came the sound of the demon tearing things apart.

She slowly turned into an alien...

Upon seeing their surroundings, the stylishly dressed, expensive parents stood before the iron gate and said, "Come out with us."

She said, "Yes."

As I went outside, I walked out of the white house. Then I saw a big house.

Sister: "Now you can do whatever you like."

She looked at her elegant older sister and said, "I don't want to go back."

Mom: "What are you still afraid of?"

Miao Xingzhou: "What I want now is to live with you forever."

Mom: "Aren't you afraid of dying?"

Miao Xingzhou: "What's the difference between death and life?"

Mom smiled and said, "In that case, let's just forget about it."

Dad: "Since you want to die now, it means you understand that you've been put into a quantum computer."

Miao Xinggang just left: "Hmm."

Dad: "Quantum computer, your electrodes are starting to weaken. Come with me."

She began to watch as countless human brains were connected to electrodes on a huge screen.

The people on the screens all stared at her. Miao Xingzhou began to back away in fear. Suddenly, her mother said, "Now that you understand the principles of the world, do you still want to go in?"

Miao Xingzhou: "What exactly do you want?"

Mom: "Humanity is nothing more than a selection competition."

Miao Xingzhou: "A selection competition?"

Miao Xingzhou began to rise and saw God's chessboard.

They were playing a game of strategy against each other.

He slowly began to jump down, watching countless people watching him.

They were speaking a language she couldn't understand.

How long will this game of chess take?

The older sister said, "Miao Xingzhou!"

He turned around and began to slowly walk over, but suddenly realized that he couldn't move his body.

She looked up again, and a thread entangled her.

The older sister said, "Miao Xingzhou! Come here quickly!"

Mom and Dad, my older brother and sister are starting to disappear...

She knelt on the ground and wept.

Suddenly, countless memories flooded back.

He began to look, and slowly said, "Do I really have a life now?"

Am I still bound by the silken thread?

She began to touch the threads, only to find that without them she could not move her limbs or speak.

When they opened their eyes again, their technologically advanced parents said, "You've come."

Miao Xingzhou: "Why am I in so much pain and so confused right now? I must have a mental illness."

Mom: "It's alright now."

"Don't worry about those things."

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