time
Miao Xingzhou started to sleep.
High-tech mom: "The pain will pass. As long as you're happy, that's all that matters."
Miao Xingzhou: "I am in pain!"
Mom: "You're still young, don't always think about dying, you still have dreams."
Miao Xingzhou: "Dreams can never be achieved." Mother: "Look, if you die, and your mental illness is completely cured, you will be like a normal person. In that case, you will not have the opportunity to be treated. Wouldn't that be a great pity?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "You used to be so happy, why are you so upset over a few words? Your dreams will definitely come true!"
Miao Xingzhou: "Even if no one reads my work my whole life, I will still write novels! To maintain a simple life!"
Mom: "For you, dreams are far more important than reality."
Miao Xingzhou: "Yes. Even if I haven't succeeded by the time I'm old, I'll be happy as long as I've done what I love and have done it until I'm old!"
She woke up from her dream and realized it was only two o'clock, so she started studying.
Life has its joys and sorrows, but things are much better now.
You should be content with yourself.
Don't let a few words from others make you feel bad.
In the end, you hurt yourself.
Even suicide.
They will not suffer, no matter how close they are to their loved ones.
They didn't even feel anything.
Even the closest people can do the most hurtful things.
She started writing novels.
Will I really succeed?
Suddenly a voice appeared, and she went outside. She saw a spade playing card.
Is it really a coincidence?
It really was that amazing; he picked up the spade playing card, tore it to pieces, and went home.
Mom asked, "Do you want to come?"
Miao Xingzhou: "When I go to Ga Gong's place, can't I ride a motorcycle? Can we ride a tricycle instead?"
Mom: "If you're not coming, then forget it."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She has one that stays at home.
Reading a novel.
You can have anything in your dreams.
Suddenly, Mom said, "Miao Xingzhou, come here now."
Miao Xingzhou refused to go, and his mother said, "Don't you even know whether you're alive or dead?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't want to live like this anymore."
Mom: "Dreams, think about your dreams!"
"Is it really possible?"
She felt like she was soaking in milk, closing her eyes and slowly sinking. Then she woke up from the dream.
She looked at the computer screen: "I must catch around two thousand!"
Mom came in: "You can earn that much with any odd job, what's two thousand?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to earn around two thousand yuan from home."
Mom: "Two thousand is so easy to earn now."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm talking about home!"
Mom: "At home?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm!"
Mom: "That's impossible."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm going to turn the impossible into the possible!"
I'm twenty-two now, the perfect age to take risks and explore new opportunities.
My parents went through the same thing.
She looked outside and suddenly a huge playing card appeared.
Slowly standing up, it's fake... it must be fake.
Mom asked, "What are you looking at?"
Miao Xingzhou didn't speak immediately. After a pause, he said, "It's nothing."
Can I really succeed?
If successful, I will be able to support myself.
To be able to achieve one's dreams without relying on one's parents.
Mom said, "Tell Mom what you see. Is it serious if we go to the doctor?"
Miao Xingzhou: "It's alright."
Mom: "Mmm."
He looked at the sky, perhaps his family wasn't so bad after all.
She continued writing, and wrote for a long time, not knowing when she would finish.
Only by constantly refueling can we succeed.
Do what you love and earn what you earn.
She looked at the computer screen; it had been a long time since she'd written anything like this, but she hadn't made a single penny of profit.
Mom smiled and asked, "Are you alright now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "That's good. Keep it up and be just like a normal person."
Miao Xingzhou: "Does getting sick mean I'm not a normal person anymore?"
Mom: "You're sick. Once you get better, you'll be a normal person again."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm a normal person now!"
Mom smiled and said, "Okay, now you're a normal person!"
Miao Xingzhou then smiled.
My sister called, and I looked at her and said, "Why are you calling me?"
Sister: "What are you doing?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Write novels."
My sister smiled and said, "I'm off to work now."
Miao Xingzhou: "Yeah, going to work is good, I'll make money and buy a house."
Sister: "Mmm."
Miao Xingzhou said, "Now that you have money, you know not to flaunt it."
Sister: "Mmm."
Miao Xingzhou slowly began to speak: "How are you feeling now?"
Sister: "I'm off to work."
A long time passed, and she was doing farm work. Her mother said, "Go cook now."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Soon it was time to eat, and Mom said, "Go wash your feet in the river now."
Miao Xingzhou: "I know!"
She washed her feet and started heading home.
I started a fire and cooked a pot of meat.
When Mom and Dad came home, they exclaimed, "This is so delicious!"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Dad: "Let's eat."
They sat around the pot eating.
Mom: "You're feeling better now, that's good. Are you happy now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm very happy."
Mom: "Hmm. As long as you're happy, don't keep talking about wanting to die."
Dad picked up a piece of meat with his chopsticks and said with a smile, "Life is getting better and better now, and it will only get better in the future!"
The mother looked at the father, and the father looked at the mother, and then they smiled at each other.
Miao Xingzhou: "I've finished eating."
Dad's expression stopped smiling.
Mom said, "You've finished eating?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm full."
Mom started by saying, "Eat some more!"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm full!"
The mother looked a little angry, but there was nothing she could do about it.
While sleeping, it keeps falling.
The face of the high-tech mom appeared on the black vertical tunnel.
Mom: "Are you happy now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "To be happy, you have to try to live on."
Miao Xingzhou: "I understand."
She began to grasp at something, a book called "The Star Record." She let go, and all the ink transformed into a giant spade.
She slowly closed her eyes.
I know I can get through this!
I'm sure I can pull through and achieve my dream. I woke up feeling incredibly excited.
Looking at my phone, I still couldn't find any data in the input I had made.
She got up and started cooking.
Mom said, "You got up? What time is it now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "It's exactly seven o'clock."
Mom: "Mm."
Let's cook together.
Mom: "Don't think about those things."
Miao Xingzhou: "What are you thinking about?"
Mom: "You want to make money by writing novels? Impossible."
She began by saying, "I feel uncomfortable if I don't write novels."
Mom: "Whether you write novels or not, you can live the same life."
Miao Xingzhou: "I can't live without writing novels."
Mom kept her head down and tended the fire without saying a word.
It's hard to understand on your own.
In my dream, I saw that plain again, with countless scarecrows stuck in it.
Crows flew in one by one.
Suddenly, huge bubbles appeared behind them.
It's a reflection of myself when I was a child, or perhaps a version of myself from another parallel world.
She touched and looked at her score: 100 points?
She held up the results and began to be incredulous.
The teacher said, "Miao Xingzhou, come up and receive your award."
First place!
Suddenly, I emerged from the bubble and saw myself reading a book intently.
Miao Xingzhou began to feel a little scared.
Then you see other bubbles suddenly disappear.
Miao Xingzhou: "It's already late, I'm so sleepy."
She wanted to wake up, but couldn't. With all her might, she finally woke up from her dream, only to find it was already dawn.
Mom said, "Why did you get up so late today?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Go pick some tangerines later."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Are you feeling alright now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "It's alright."
We went into the mountains after finishing our meal.
While picking tangerines, Mom said, "The ones you picked are a bit small."
Miao Xingzhou began by saying, "Hmm."
Mom: "Are you feeling alright now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Go deliver the tangerines."
She started going down the mountain and then up again.
This went on for a long time, until it was time for dinner, when Mom said, "You're tired, eat more."
Miao Xingzhou: "Not tired at all!"
She started writing novels on the computer.
They sleep at night.
He saw high-tech parents, dressed in matching outfits.
Mom asked, "Are you alright now?"
Miao Xingzhou felt as if he had entered a vacuum, and no one could hear what he was saying.
Sister: "Live bravely."
The older brother nodded. They were getting further and further away. How was he supposed to survive?
It's getting late.
As I started to go downstairs, snowflakes began to fall outside.
Mom said, "Your brother is coming home soon, are you happy?"
Miao Xingzhou smiled and said, "Happy!"
"But my sister isn't coming home."
Mom: "I don't know her. If she doesn't want to reply, she doesn't have to."
She looked at the food in the pot and said, "Are we almost done eating?"
Mom: "There are still many vegetables in the garden, more than we can eat."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Are you still worried about finishing the food?"
Miao Xingzhou looked at the stars and said, "Why does time pass so quickly?"
My brother laughed and said, "Let's set off firecrackers!"
The sister-in-law was smiling around everyone.
The Spring Festival Gala has finished airing.
Miao Xingzhou started to sleep.
Mom said, "Another year has passed, and I can hardly believe I'll be fifty soon."
Brother: "Everyone gets old."
Dad smiled and said, "You'll have to take care of us when we get old."
Brother: "Definitely."
Sister-in-law: "Mom and Dad, we're going to bed now."
Mom: "You sleep, we'll sleep too."
Miao Xingzhou closed his eyes.
Suddenly, another version of myself appeared and asked, "Will you regret this?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Do you regret not pursuing your dreams?"
That version of myself said, "I regret not getting married. Do you want children?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't want a child. She will only suffer with me in the future. I can't even take care of myself, how can I support her education... Besides."
That version of myself was wearing a white plaid suit. Three adorable children were beside me.
That version of myself: "Are you really not regretting it?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm!"
When I woke up, my mother said, "You are twenty-three years old now."
Miao Xingzhou said with a smile, "I thought I was eighteen years old."
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