Chapter 370 Psychological Reasons
Lu Yunshu was shy and was too embarrassed to speak even when facing her own mother. She could only turn to Lin Siqiao, who was also a newlywed and good friend, for help.
There were only the two of them in the room, and Lu Yunshu did not shy away from telling them that they had not yet consummated their marriage.
Lin Siqiao was surprised but not surprised. After all, she and Lu Jianchuan had gone through several times of getting along before they truly belonged to each other.
It was only after listening to Lu Yunshu's description that Lin Siqiao realized that although their situations were similar, Yunshu's seemed to be more complicated than theirs.
Lu Yunshu couldn't figure it out either. They had kissed several times before when they were passionate.
But when the two of them were actually lying on the same bed and he reached out to touch her, her whole body would tremble uncontrollably.
Obviously, she was not afraid of him at all, nor did she resist his close contact, but her body's instinctive reaction always made her push Shen Yucheng away at the critical moment.
On the first day, she thought she was just nervous.
But the same thing happened the next day and the day after, and Lu Yunshu felt something was wrong.
Lu Yunshu lowered his head and sighed, "Si Qiao, do you think there is something wrong with me?"
Lin Siqiao couldn’t say for sure, after all, she was not a doctor, but this kind of thing was usually caused by psychological reasons, right?
"Have you told Shen Yucheng these words?"
Lu Yunshu nodded. She said it, and she said it more than once.
"What was Shen Yucheng's reaction after hearing this?"
Hearing this, Lu Yunshu lowered his head even more. "He didn't have any special reaction, but that's why I feel weird. Siqiao, do you think he will think I dislike him?"
Before Lin Siqiao could speak, Lu Yunshu had already made the decision.
"Forget it, I'll go to the hospital tomorrow."
Lin Siqiao was silent for a moment and then asked, "Are you going back to the Shen residence tonight?"
"No." It would be embarrassing to go back.
Lin Siqiao did not persuade her to go back. She glanced at the time and saw that it was already past eight o'clock in the evening. She went downstairs first and briefly explained the situation to Lu's mother.
After hearing this, Mother Lu's heart skipped a beat. She had guessed what happened from Yun Shu's expression just now.
But she never expected that the problem was with Yun Shu.
What she is more worried about now is which department to go to for registration in the hospital?
But I have to go. What newlywed couple would not consummate their marriage?
After finishing the conversation, Lin Siqiao gave Lu Jianchuan a look, and the two of them went upstairs one after the other.
Lin Siqiao did not explain this matter to him in detail.
Even if I told him, he couldn't help.
She just told him that she would sleep with Yunshu tonight.
The two of them had slept in the same bed for such a long time, even if Lin Siqiao didn't say it, Lu Jianchuan could guess a little, not to mention that he had already discovered downstairs just now that Shen Yucheng was hiding something on his mind.
He nodded and said yes.
After taking a shower and changing into pajamas, Lin Siqiao went over with a pillow in her arms. The moment the door opened, there was an obvious expression of relief on Lu Yunshu's face.
It was still early and neither of them could sleep, so they could only chat idly.
Most of the time, it was Lu Yunshu who was talking, and she was talking about her childhood.
Previously, when Lu Jianchuan lamented that he was not as competent as Shen Yucheng as a big brother, Lin Siqiao thought he was exaggerating.
Now that I hear this, I can only say that Lu Jianchuan is quite self-aware.
But as he listened, Lin Siqiao felt something was wrong.
Turning over, she asked, "Yun Shu, have you been treating Chen Yucheng as your big brother for a long time?"
After a moment of silence, Lu Yunshu nodded.
She was only six years old when she met Shen Yucheng. At that time, she just thought that this big brother was really nice. He never pulled her braids and would save the delicious candies for her.
As long as she cries, Shen Yucheng will find a way to comfort her.
When I was little, I called him Big Brother.
When he grew up a little, he was called Brother Shen.
It was only after Lu Yunshu reached puberty that she stopped wanting to call him brother. She didn't want to be a younger sister, and he was not her older brother.
From the moment she realized her feelings, she changed her name to call him Chen Yucheng.
After listening to what she said, Lin Siqiao finally understood.
She didn’t deny Yun Shu’s feelings for him, it was just that Shen Yucheng broke into her life too early.
It can be said that ever since Yun Shu could remember, he has always been by her side as an older brother.
Emotionally, Yun Shu might be able to tell the difference.
It's just that after so many years of living together day and night, the identity of the boy next door has been engraved in her bones.
So when the two of them were honest with each other, Yun Shu would uncontrollably reject this intimacy.
It can be said that in Yun Shu's subconscious mind, she has not yet fully adapted to the other person's identity.
Another possibility is that some action of the other party caused her to fall into an emotional cognitive barrier.
This has the same meaning as the saying in later generations: the brain says I know it, the eyes say it's easy, but the hands say stop talking nonsense.
Thinking of this, Lin Siqiao suddenly thought of a question, "Then after you pushed him away, did you cry?"
Lu Yunshu had an expression that asked how could you know that, but she was indeed crying.
Lin Siqiao thought to herself, not only do I know that you cried, I also guessed what Shen Yucheng would do next.
Thinking of this, she stretched out her arm in front of Lu Yunshu.
"That's how he wiped it for you, right?"
Lu Yunshu hummed, and added, "He coaxed me for a long time, just like when we were kids..."
At this point, she suddenly got stuck.
Lin Siqiao continued, "Think about it again, did you cry before you went back to your room?"
Now Lu Yunshu couldn't say a word.
Of course she cried that day. No bride gets married without shedding tears.
"But I really don't have that idea." Lu Yunshu was sure.
Lin Siqiao sighed, "It doesn't matter whether you have this idea or not. What matters is that you have called him big brother for nearly ten years. I'm afraid you have spent more time with him than with your own family."
Lu Yunshu had no way to refute this, "So what should I do now?"
"There's nothing we can do. The person who tied the bell must be the one to untie it. You can only slowly work it out on yourselves."
Having said that, Lin Siqiao still gave some advice. She told Yun Shu to try getting a little tipsy when she returns home, but not to drink too much, just a little intoxication to relax herself.
Or change the way they get along with each other.
Chen Yucheng couldn't always face his new wife in the manner of an older brother.
Of course, the key point still lies with Yunshu.
She had to adapt to this change in identity from the bottom of her heart.
Before Lin Siqiao could finish his words, the bedside lamp on the side turned on with a click.
She was the one who stayed and she was the one who left. Mother Lu didn't say anything, but just asked them to drive slowly.
The next day, Lu Yunshu did not come as agreed, so Lin Siqiao knew that Yunshu should not go to this hospital anymore.
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