Chapter 13: The Demon in the Heart Appears
Looking at their excited expressions, Yue Qiran was a little distracted.
She remembered that she had encountered this situation two hundred years ago, but it was different from the Yisan Sect. She was fighting alone at that time, and because her fellow disciples were too concerned about their reputation, they made her the villain, while that sect became the weak one and was sympathized by everyone.
Of course, the crowd also included that group of ungrateful people, but if Xu Qianjia had not been seriously ill, if Xiao Si had not caused a big disaster and urgently needed money to clean up the mess, why would she be so shameless to pester him for the debt!
"Sister? Sister!"
She woke up from those memories, only to see them looking at her worriedly.
Zhao Xue said, "Miss, what's wrong with you? Your face suddenly turned red..."
He hesitated to speak, and finally swallowed the word "violent anger".
She smiled tiredly: "I remembered some very bad things in the past. Did it scare you?"
Xi Jing denied it: "No, no, we are not that cowardly."
"That's good." Yue Qiran paused, then said, "I'm a little tired, I'll go back to my room and rest first."
Han Yueshan frowned and asked with concern: "Miss, it seems that you haven't had dinner yet."
She shook her head: "I really can't eat it."
Master Wen nodded and said, "In that case, young lady, go back and rest. I'll tell the inn to have some desserts. If you're hungry, you can go get them."
"Thank you, Sect Master."
Yue Qiran returned to her room and closed her eyes to rest without even lighting the oil lamp. However, she could not fall asleep and became more and more irritable.
Finally, she gradually fell asleep.
"Sister, how could you do this?"
A familiar voice of accusation drifted in her ears. She turned around and saw Xu Qianjia appear in front of her.
Is this a dream? This dream is really terrible.
"Big Sister, do you know that your disgusting persistence will ruin the reputation of our entire sect?"
Xiao Si with bright eyes and white teeth appeared in front of her.
Ah, so it’s this paragraph.
She wasn't going to reply, but then another version of herself appeared.
Yue Qiran appeared before her in a red dress and said, "Don't you know who I'm doing this for? Stop messing around."
"You're the one making such a fuss!" Xiao Si became agitated. "I'd rather die than have a shameful senior sister like you!"
"Shame on you? I'm not the one who owes the debt and doesn't pay it back..."
Before she could finish her words, Xu Qianjia interrupted her: "But in the eyes of others, you are the shameless one, the petty one, and the disgusting one. Sister, you don't care about your reputation, but we do."
Yue Qiran laughed sarcastically, and so did 'Yue Qiran'.
'Yue Qiran' was laughing at them for being too naive and ignorant, but Yue Qiran was actually laughing at what happened next.]
She opened her eyes and closed them again.
The dream ended so suddenly that she was immersed in it for a while and couldn't come back to her senses.
What happened next?
Actually, it was nothing. It was just that Xu Qianjia dragged his sick body to apologize - publicly apologized for her in front of the world.
Are you very sensible?
For that sect, that was probably the case. After all, he had sensibly helped them tacitly acknowledge that she was a despicable person, trampling on her still salvageable reputation. The sect that had borrowed money and refused to repay it became the weaklings to be pitied, those ungrateful people became the younger generation who knew how to behave, and she, in turn, became a despicable bully.
Everyone was satisfied except her.
Her later notoriety also started from this.
She remembered that she was very angry at that time, but she told herself that they were too young and didn't understand and should be tolerant.
But…fuck their ignorance! She wasn't much older than them, so why should she tolerate them? Why should she bear all the hardships?
She suddenly opened her eyes, which gradually turned blood red.
"You raised them with so much hardship, yet they used your reputation to rise to power." Amidst the blood, a faceless figure suddenly appeared before her. He sat down beside her bed and stroked her hair. "Are you angry?"
She didn't seem surprised by its appearance: "Of course."
"It's not very happy to let them go like this, is it?"
She sat up and asked, "What do you think?"
"Then go get revenge."
"I'm a useless person."
It stood up, stretched out its hand to her, and said with a smile: "Come with me, follow me, and you will become strong, strong enough to kill them."
Yue Qiran's eyes were icy cold: "Can I kill you then?"
It was stunned. The next second, she picked up the dagger beside the pillow and stabbed it, her voice low and hoarse: "No matter how unbearable I, Yue Qiran, will not be controlled by my inner demon. Get out of here!"
The moonlight shone on its face, and it was Yue Qiran's appearance.
It disappeared in front of her and appeared in another corner of the room, saying, "Only by becoming a demon can you have a chance of revenge. Are you really not going to follow me?"
"Possessed by a demon? Ha."
It shook its head, its expression rather cold. "You are so cowardly and incompetent, no wonder they look down on you. As Lian Qingzhou said, you are destined to be nothing but a waste, destined to be someone else's slave."
Yue Qiran listened to this with an expressionless face and said, "I have nothing to do with them now, and I don't care about what they say. If you want to use this to irritate me, you're wrong."
The inner demon looked at her sarcastically: "Don't care? Then why would I show up? Yue Qiran, follow your heart, is that so difficult?"
"You don't deserve it."
"I am you, if I am not worthy, who else is?"
Yue Qiran looked at it and suddenly smiled: "If I become a demon, it must be my own choice. Those ungrateful people don't deserve it."
The inner demon shook her head and continued, "They are not the reason for your appearance."
"Why?"
"They don't deserve it."
When she said this, her expression was extremely disdainful. She, Yue Qiran, was not someone who could let go of something, let alone a group of ungrateful people.
The inner demon found a place to sit down, just like an ordinary human being: "What about your master? Don't you want him to know that he is wrong?"
"He is no longer my master."
"But you still feel resentment towards him." A smile appeared on its face. "You blame him for not protecting you, for not knowing right from wrong, and for ignoring your efforts. Yue Qiran, you keep telling yourself that he has shown you kindness and that you shouldn't and can't blame him, but in fact, you do blame him. Oh, and you also blame him for treating Lian Qingzhou better than you, because in your opinion, that's what should be yours. You're so selfish."
"Shut up!"
Seeing Yue Qiran's uncontrollable anger, the inner demon became more and more at ease: "You are jealous of Lian Qingzhou, right?"
"roll!"
She threw the dagger, and the demon disappeared.
"elder sister!"
The door was pushed open and Xi Jing rushed in.
It all finally came to an end temporarily.
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