Chapter 35: Ah Fei's Biggest Secret



Looking at Ah Fei, who was also a man, the boy's tone suddenly became cold and hard.

"Let go... Your Highness asks you to let go!"

Ah Fei sensed the anger in the boy's tone and dared not to be spoiled anymore, so she let go immediately. However, when he hung on Zhou Huaiyan, some physical contact was inevitable.

"......?"

Ah Fei was stunned for a moment, and then she realized something. Although now was not the best time to lure out the dragon, having laid the foundation for the first time might help her prepare the medicine to lure out the dragon in the future.

Moreover, even without Zi Gu, Ah Fei would still be willing. Looking at the overly beautiful face of the young man, he could not help but have such blasphemous thoughts. The more Ah Fei thought about it, the more excited and nervous he became.

Tick-tock...

Tick-tock...

However, as she watched, Ah Fei suddenly discovered that the water was stained with a little red, which gradually spread into a light pink.

Kitty: “......?”

Zhou Huaiyan suddenly laughed out of anger.

"Tsk, why is your nose bleeding again?"

Hearing the young man's voice, Ah Fei was stunned for a moment, and only later did she realize the blood on her face.

"ah!"

——He soiled his master’s water!

The kitten wanted to kneel down and curl up, but there was water below him so he could only stand and cover his face.

"Master... Master, please forgive me, I... I am sorry because..."

Because Ah Fei has been testing medicine on himself recently, trying to prepare a medicine that is strong enough to restrain the dragonflies. The ingredients of the medicine include many tonic medicines such as tiger whip, ginseng, etc., and because he was just excited, his qi and blood surged, which caused his nosebleed.

But the matter of the medicine could not be told, so Ah Fei couldn't find an excuse for her nosebleed.

He pressed a certain acupuncture point and the bleeding quickly stopped. He quickly wiped the blood off his face with his wet sleeves to avoid leaving a bad impression on his master.

Zhou Huaiyan seemed to remember something and looked strange.

"You're not really going to eat that tiger penis, are you?"

“.......”

Although she had only tasted a little bit to prepare the medicine, Ah Fei didn't know how to refute. Zhou Huaiyan felt that she had acquiesced to this silence. He immediately showed an expression of disbelief and surprise.

"You are so young... why would you eat that?"

“.......”

Ah Fei still couldn't answer. He tightly grasped his belt, feeling extremely panicked. The longer he stayed with Zhou Huaiyan, the more he was shocked by the boy's intelligence.

His master always seemed to be able to predict the future and deduce countless truths based on just a few details.

Ah Fei was afraid that her biggest secret, the lie she had told her master, would be discovered.

"Master... Master, if you have nothing else to do, I will leave first."

Having said that, he immediately wanted to climb up and then slip away.

"stop!"

Zhou Huaiyan really noticed something was wrong, he was always overly sensitive to people's expressions and movements. However, when he shouted, Ah Fei not only did not stop, but ran faster, like a guilty thief.

——This is quite interesting.

He stood in the water, while Ah Fei had just climbed up to the edge of the pool. The young man had broad shoulders and long arms, and without saying anything, he grabbed Ah Fei's belt from behind, catching the kitten who had just climbed up.

"What are you running for?"

"...Woo."

Ah Fei was lying on the edge of the pool, frozen in an instant, his belt was grabbed by his master, and he couldn't move at all. Or rather, he could easily break free with his strength, but he didn't dare to disobey the boy's order.

"A Fei, what are you hiding from me?"

The boy's deep voice made the little cat shudder. He froze and knelt by the pool, not daring to move.

"Master... Master..."

"You're so flustered, are you disguised as a man and afraid of being discovered by me?"

Of course, Zhou Huaiyan said this as a joke.

Modern ancient costume novels and film and television dramas like to write this kind of plot the most, where the heroine disguised as a man falls into the hero's bathtub and then her identity is discovered.

However, upon hearing this, Ah Fei's body shuddered violently. He suddenly thought that the master might... like women. For example, at the New Year's Eve dinner tonight, didn't the master stare at those women?

Ah Fei felt bitter in her heart and subconsciously grasped her clothes tightly.

This action did not escape Zhou Huaiyan's eyes. He suddenly remembered the first time he met Ah Fei. The latter was like this too, madly refusing, even refusing to take a bath.

[——Is she really a woman disguised as a man? ? !]

Zhou Huaiyan was shocked by this idea.

Although I have seen Ah Fei's upper body, some women develop late. In fact, if you think about it carefully, Ah Fei seems to have grown very fast recently.

[No no no!!!]

Zhou Huaiyan realized that he was going off the track the more he thought about it, and immediately stopped thinking. He forced himself to calm down for a moment, and suddenly turned the person over, grabbed Ah Fei's collar and pulled her in front of him.

Stroking the bulge on the throat of the alien boy, Zhou Huaiyan immediately felt relieved.

——With Adam’s apple.

Although it is a little smaller than me, it is still a very obvious feature.

The boy heaved a sigh of relief.

He had just thought that if Ah Fei was a woman, then wouldn't he be......

【Fortunately, it’s a man. 】

After confirming this, Zhou Huaiyan finally let go a lot.

A thought similar to "We are all men, so why not look at each other?" came into his mind. However, this wave of actions made Ah Fei nervous again. He even raised his chin slightly to make it easier for his master to move. Zhou Huaiyan noticed this little detail and found it funny.

"Tsk, you really are like a little cat."

Speaking of the kitten, Ah Fei suddenly remembered a small agreement she had made with her owner.

——Wait until his throat gets better.

In fact, his voice had been healed a long time ago, but at that time Ah Fei suddenly realized that the master was just using him as a tool for show and had no intention of that kind towards him, so he kept it to himself.

But! But today seemed different. Ah Fei suddenly felt confident. But before he could fulfill his promise to his master, he felt his waist suddenly loosen.

"......?"

[Eh?]

Ah Fei was stunned.

"Master... Master...?"

The kitten was so nervous that its voice was trembling.

"Since she is not a woman and she ate that thing, could it be that she has some hidden illness?"

Although Zhou Huaiyan confirmed Ah Fei's male identity through her Adam's apple, he still had doubts about Ah Fei's abnormal behavior. If it was someone else, Zhou Huaiyan would definitely not care at all.

But now, he has kept Ah Fei as his closest confidant. Although this move may hurt his self-esteem, Zhou Huaiyan will not tolerate any doubt on him.

His situation is now very precarious; even the slightest suspicion could turn into a fatal murder attempt in the future.

What's more, they are both men, and men's genitals look similar. He himself doesn't mind being seen by Ah Fei, just one glance is enough to confirm his identity. However, at this moment, Ah Fei's face suddenly turned pale.

[...hidden illness?]

He thought that the boy did this because of that, but he never thought that the boy was really suspicious about his body and wanted to check it out.

"Master... Master, there is no hidden disease, no, no..."

Ah Fei thought that one day Zhou Huaiyan would discover the secret of his body, but she never thought it would be under such circumstances.

The foreigners regarded his strange body as heresy, filthy, despicable and extremely disgusting.

Ah Fei hadn't confirmed whether Zhou Huaiyan thought the same. He hadn't thought it through yet, and wasn't ready. What if, what if the master didn't like it, or worse, thought the same as his tribe members did?

Ah Fei was very smart. He guessed that Zhou Huaiyan wanted to check because he was suspicious. This showed that the young man shared the same ideas with the foreigners to a large extent.

Then...then when the master finds out, I will definitely be hated!

Ah Fei's face suddenly turned pale.

Ah Fei had been hiding with her mother since she could remember. They wandered in the border between the foreign snowfield and the northern border, hiding from the brutal and terrifying foreigners, and also hiding from the cold and iron-blooded Zhou soldiers.

When he was a child, he would always ask his mother.

"Mom, Mom, why are my hair and eyes different from yours?"

"......"

The beautiful woman looked haggard. Whenever she was asked this question, she would always show a particularly lonely and sad expression. In the end, she could only find a simple explanation in the long silence.

"Because... my son is special."

"囝囝" is a nickname for little boys in Jiangnan. It has the same pronunciation as "娜楠", but with different characters.

Before she was five years old, Ah Fei did not have a specific and formal name, and her mother always called her "baby".

They had lived a relatively stable life for two years, during which time his mother and he lived in a very dilapidated border village.

It is easy to imagine how difficult life was for a lonely and weak woman with a child who looked obviously of a foreign race.

It is very cold there, with snow all year round. Ah Fei's mother grew up in Jiangnan, the most beautiful and warmest water town, and his mother is just like that beautiful water town.

However, the overly beautiful and gorgeous flowers are not suitable to be transplanted in the remote and cold northern region.

My mother found it difficult to adjust to the extremely cold weather. She seemed to be sick all the time, always coughing. The frostbite on her hands and feet healed and cracked, cracked and healed again, and finally became completely rotten.

But despite this, she still managed to raise a child. Although she had nothing and was sickly, my mother was very smart, the kind of person who had seen the world and had great wisdom from reading a lot of poetry.

She always managed to think of many ways to get money, and each time it was just enough for their barely adequate living expenses for a month.

In fact, Ah Fei never understood. With her mother's ability, she could earn much more money, and she wouldn't have to cough every day in a shabby old house, nor would she have to drag her frostbitten hands to sew every night.

And my mother has a very strange rule.

Yes, it was a rule. It was a rule specifically for Ah Fei. His mother never allowed him to go out and play with other children. She absolutely did not allow him to do so, no matter what the reason was, no matter what the matter was, and no matter who the other person was.

Once, a boy from the village came to Ah Fei and said that his brother wanted to take him fishing. They were very experienced and could catch fish as long as they made a hole in the ice.

They asked Ah Fei if he wanted to go with them, maybe if there were any extra ones they could give him one.

Although Ah Fei was very afraid of his mother, he also wanted to have a fish to make soup for her. Because his mother had recently started to cough again, it was very serious. If she could drink a bowl of fish soup, it would be worth it even if she got beaten up.

So he followed, carrying a tattered little bamboo basket.

After returning, he was naturally beaten badly. The cold wooden sticks hit his body, making an extremely loud sound, but that sound still could not cover up his mother's cough.

That night, Ah Fei even thought that his mother was really going to beat him to death.

【Why...? 】

He just wanted a fish to make soup for her.

Did his mother really want to lock him up in the house for the rest of his life? No communication or contact with anyone, locked up in this narrow, dark, and dilapidated house forever and ever?

【Why would she do this? 】

Is it because you don't love him?

Is it because I hate that my eyes and hair don't look like hers?

Does she think that if he goes out and comes into people's sight, he will embarrass her?

However, there are also many examples of Zhou people intermarrying with other ethnic groups in the border areas, and those children also have some foreign characteristics.

It’s just that Ah Fei is too special, with her special eye color and special curly hair.

Is it just because of this?

Ah Fei didn't know, but he vaguely felt that his mother's weirdness and abnormality were not just because of his eyes and hair.

There's more.

There was something else about him that was strange and different from ordinary people, and this made his mother feel frightened.

Ah Fei was able to sense keenly that when his mother hit him with a stick in hysteria, she was more afraid than angry.

Even when his mother gave him a bath, she would occasionally look panicked, and even if there was a slight movement outside the door, she would immediately wrap him up with clothes.

——like a frightened bird.

There are more details like this, which make the young boy realize that his body is ugly, weird and shameful in the eyes of his mother.

It is also...the source of my mother's pain.

Ah Fei knew that his mother was not originally from here. He always listened to the gossips of the villagers.

They said that their mother must have been a lady from a prominent family, because of her beautiful appearance, extraordinary conversation, and even the way she walked was different from the people here.

They said that their mother was abducted by foreigners and was tortured and humiliated, which led to his birth.

Ah Fei understood.

So maybe his mother hated him. Maybe it was because she hated the blood of another man in his body.

At that time, the little boy didn't understand what was special about him.

But one day, Ah Fei discovered that a few little boys were going crazy, running to his house, and then squatting behind the wall.

It was not until that moment that Ah Fei, who had no idea about the difference between men and women, realized how weird she really was.

The most different thing about him from others is not his hair or eyes, nor his overly three-dimensional and delicate facial features due to his foreign ancestry. It is his lower body, the place that determines the difference between men and women.

For the first time, the young boy clearly realized how heretical his own body was.

But when his mother found him crying in the corner, she unusually did not show her hysterical expression.

She just comforted him.

"It's okay, son. No matter what, you are still my beloved child."

But after comforting him tenderly, the woman showed a particularly serious and solemn expression, even with a sense of excessive ferocity.

"But son, you can't let others find out that you are different, understand?"

This was the first time that the gentle mother spoke to him in such an overly harsh tone. Even her watery eyes became unusually fierce.

"Absolutely not, no matter when, no matter what the circumstances!!"

When the mother said this, she deliberately tightened his belt. She used extra force, so much force that Ah Fei felt the belt was about to break his waist.

Ah Fei still remembers that pain. Even though he doesn't remember his mother's face now, he can still remember the terrible pain and fear when she tightened her belt around him.

But now his biggest secret, flaw, and heresy are about to be exposed to his beloved boy.

Will I be hated again?

Ah Fei saw an unprecedented fear, and he began to struggle

"Don't...don't, Master Fei really doesn't have it, really."

Ah Fei tried to push him away in panic, with a hint of tears in her voice. Her curly hair was in disarray, and the corners of her eyes were red. She looked like she was begging and crying, as if Zhou Huaiyan was really going to do something.

The boy finally stopped and didn't really check it out, but the clothes were wet and he could still vaguely see something. It was indeed a man. But Zhou Huaiyan didn't know and couldn't figure it out. Since there was no doubt, he didn't quite understand why Ah Fei was so nervous.

"Tsk...why are you crying again?"

Seeing the little kitten crying so frightened, Zhou Huaiyan suddenly felt a little annoyed. It was the first time he saw someone so crybaby. Even the concubines in the harem could not cry as hard as this little kitten.

But even so, he still reached out and wiped the tears from Ah Fei's face.

"Alright, why are you crying so much? I promise I will never touch you again!"

[If you don't move in the future? Doesn't that mean there will be no...]

Ah Fei became anxious again, and he quickly hugged the boy's arm.

“No, no…”

【No?】

Zhou Huaiyan felt that this little cat's mind was harder to understand than a woman's. Why did it keep changing?

"Master... do you like women?"

Ah Fei suddenly asked cautiously. This question confused Zhou Huaiyan. He thought about it carefully and said uncertainly,

"Should... should."

——After all, I never liked it.

This uncertain tone immediately gave Ah Fei some hope.

"Then... does the master like men?"

【man?!】

Zhou Huaiyan wanted to deny it right away, but when he looked at Ah Fei's wet blue eyes, he suddenly remembered that he had also had an unspeakable reaction and desire towards Ah Fei half a month ago.

The words of denial immediately got stuck in my throat.

"Well... maybe."

[Another uncertain answer.]

Woman, the master is not sure,

Man, not sure either.

Ah Fei was stunned, and suddenly an impossible delusion arose in her mind.

But even if it was so impossible, he still wanted to give it a try. Sooner or later, the secrets of his body would be revealed to his master. Rather than letting his master worry and doubt every day, it would be better to... make it clear.

If the master really hates her, Ah Fei will only be the master's sword or shield in the future. However, at this moment, Zhou Huaiyan was very surprised——

"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

"......"

Ah Fei was silent for a moment, then suddenly, trembling, she reached out to pull the boy's hand.

This slow movement brought back memories for him.

A scene that my mother had severely warned me about.

You must not!!! You must not tell anyone!!!

Even now, I can still vaguely feel the pain of my mother's tight strangulation around my waist.

From then on, Ah Fei obeyed her mother's words. She read and wrote every day, and listened to her mother talk about many things about the Great Zhou Dynasty. Among them, the story she talked about the most was about the female general.

——The only female general in the Zhou Dynasty.

Ah Fei could tell that her mother admired her very much, even more than the evil general Duke Wei who made all the foreigners tremble with fear.

But perhaps because he was too young at the time, he could not remember many details of the story. He only vaguely remembered the envious tone of his mother's voice at the time.

I envy her because, although she is also a woman, the female general can fight on the battlefield and kill the enemy to defend her country just like men.

It's a pity that she did not continue to be a general, but was taken into the emperor's harem and became a more honorable imperial concubine.

But Ah Fei didn't understand. Although it was a more honorable status, there was a deep sigh in her mother's tone.

He asked his mother why, and the answer he got was -

"Originally, someone led a new path for women in the world, but in the end, this new path circled back to the old path."

"So in the future, the paths of women in the world will become even narrower..."

"Live for your husband, die for your son, forever and ever, you are someone else's appendage."

Until now, Ah Fei has never understood what his mother said at that time, but perhaps it was because of the sad tone that made him remember it until now.

Until one day, a young man told him that the reason why men are respected and women are despised in this era is because men have the power, and to maintain their power, they can only oppress and exploit others.

Therefore, they chose weaker women. Women in this era are all suffering, regardless of their status, because from the moment they are born, they are shackled by their identity as women.

At that moment, Ah Fei finally understood what her mother had said many years ago.

Similarly, perhaps because of the boy's extremely clear and sharp insights and perspectives on the world, Ah Fei began to have an indescribable admiration for him.

He admired those men of great talent and strategy as described by his mother, those who had a far-sighted vision and a broad mind, those who were good at planning and could win battles thousands of miles away with just strategy.

True strength does not lie in the body, but in a person's mind, mind, bearing, courage, and many more.

These things combined make an extremely powerful person.

Just like a dynasty, its culture, system, history, territory, and many other things have come together to create the powerful Zhou Dynasty.

The foreign race, after all these years, is still a foreign race. It is a very powerful tribe, or it can be considered a very powerful small country.

But he will never establish a dynasty.

Ah Fei understood this truth when she was selected into the Human-Snake Project.

The foreigners admired strong bodies, they believed in the supremacy of force, and they looked down on the weak Zhou people.

That's why they came up with this human-snake plan, training humans like snakes, letting them fight and devour each other, and achieving the goal of becoming stronger by killing their own kind.

The only slightly clever change is that powerful human snakes are more deadly than powerful soldiers, because the former can penetrate deep into the Great Zhou Dynasty and assassinate its vitals, while the latter can only hurt the Great Zhou Dynasty's toughest northern border army.

But because of his mother, Ah Fei deeply admired that dynasty, and at the same time deeply hated the foreigners who hurt his mother and himself.

He suffered, struggled, and hid in that hell for nine years, killing people, using poison, raising pigs, and interrogating people... He learned many sinister and terrible methods.

In the end, he used all these methods on those who taught him. He killed them all with his own hands, and then used a big fire to burn away all the sinful past, filth, and conspiracy.

——Clean and clean.

So much so that the ice and snow that had not melted for thousands of years on the alien snowfields melted in the fire.

He also abandoned his former identity in that hell.

——Helubei.

Before his mother even had a chance to give him a real name, she disappeared.

And that alien name was given to him by them when he crawled out of the poison pool and became the most powerful dragon king among the alien population.

In foreign languages, it means "the knife that crushes the North."

Therefore, no matter whether she was in the slave camp or in that hell, Ah Fei realized that she was always an object to be manipulated by others.

A person like him, with such a lowly identity, may really be able to be a toy or a knife for killing people forever.

But compared to using a knife to hurt people, he would rather do the former.

Until one day——

He met an overly beautiful boy in the iron cage.

Although Ah Fei couldn't remember what her mother looked like, she was beautiful in her memory. But when she saw the boy who asked her if she wanted to follow him, Ah Fei felt that the person in front of her was the most beautiful person in the world.

Just like the Son of God incarnated from the moon in the alien legends.

Ah Fei didn't know that the moment her heart beat wildly when she saw the boy,

It's called love at first sight.

Later the boy gave him a name, Ah Fei. Later he found out that it was the same as the name of jadeite. It was also the name of an object, but it was much more beautiful than the knife that killed people.

At first, Ah Fei just regarded herself as the boy's servant. It was the first time he met such a gentle person. The gentle person gave him a name, gave him soft and comfortable clothes, and praised his beautiful hair and eyes.

Perhaps because she had been struggling in the dark hell for too long, this little bit of warmth like fluorescent light was enough to make Ah Fei fall in love with her.

Later he learned that Zhou Huaiyan, his master, was the son of the female general whom his mother admired the most.

Ah Fei began to admire him even more.

As they gradually got to know each other, he realized that the young man had extraordinary wisdom, a broad mind, and extraordinary courage, which were far beyond the ordinary people and even far-sighted for the times.

There are many more qualities that make him admire and worship her.

Later, this worship gradually turned into love, and even an obsession that bordered on obsession.

If he can only be an object in his life, why not choose a good master?

"......"

Ah Fei stroked her master's hand.

Zhou Huaiyan's hands are extremely beautiful, slender and delicate like jade carvings, but soft and cool to the touch, making people unable to help but stroke them over and over again.

Whenever he saw Hongdou massaging the boy's palms, Ah Fei couldn't help but feel jealous. He even dreamed of his master's overly delicate and slender hands in the middle of the night.

"......A Fei?"

Zhou Huaiyan's voice suddenly rose, and he became surprised, because at this moment, his fingers touched the kitten's soft lips.

"......"

Zhou Huaiyan was stunned by the scene before him. Soon, he couldn't even make a sound of surprise. The calmness that he had always worn for more than a decade suddenly shattered at this moment.

For the first time, Zhou Huaiyan showed such a confused, flustered, and even shocked expression. Because his hand was led to discover Ah Fei's biggest secret that she had always been ashamed of and afraid of.

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[Pheromone recognition disorder [abo main attack]]

In the dark and dirty dungeon, Chu Bai discovered a special Omega.

He was gorgeous, cold, and sharp, like a rose growing out of thorns.

There were a dozen wailing alphas lying on the ground, and a beautiful omega was flushed and gasping hoarsely because of the surging passion.

His silver hair was stained with blood, and his gorgeous red eyes were filled with hatred and murderous intent.

"You want to... mark me too?"

Chu Bai, who suffers from pheromone recognition disorder, is very surprised——

"Why do you think so? I was just passing by."

“.......”

The beautiful Omega was shocked

Later, Chu Bai was unable to pass safely after all. He was pinned against the corner by the beautiful Omega and was forced to mark the other party.

Chu Bai: “…???”

I have never seen such a shameless Omega!

——

Yan Liang's dream was to become the most powerful Omega in the world and to trample under his feet all the Alphas who looked down on him and coveted him.

Later, this dream was shattered.

"Why can't you just kiss me and comfort me!"

The beautiful Omega crawled into Chu Bai's arms, bit his Adam's apple in anger, and sobbed non-stop.

"Damn Chu Bai, you can't do it!"

The handsome Alpha sighed deeply, and reached out to hold his coquettish wife in his arms.

"Be good, the doctor said you need to be restrained during pregnancy."

"......"

[The flower of Takayama, the arrogant and proud girl, silver hair and red eyes, the beautiful Omega bottom]

[He is a jerk in daily life, but a very handsome alpha top when he is serious! 】

【Main attack, receiving childbearing. 】


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