Hide from you
Yu Xia’s head buzzed.
Xu An didn't know how many times the system had crashed, but he still couldn't react.
It was getting late, and it was already the end.
Then the next second.
After a long while, I saw the boy who had been silent all this time suddenly push the person who was pressing on him away. The force was not very strong, just enough to give himself space to retreat. He turned and ran towards the stairwell.
I didn't hear it.
have no idea.
I have no idea……
My leg seemed to have tripped on the stairs, and the pain spread from my heel upwards belatedly.
Yu Xia didn't slow down. His hand was faster than his brain and he inserted the key into the door. The "click" sound echoed in the stairwell.
Key?! Damn, I can’t pull it out!!
Xu An...
Turn twice
Xu An...
Stop shaking your hands, use some strength
He likes me?
"Click--" the shabby wooden door opened.
Xu An's legs were stiff and uncomfortable, and even walking was much more tiring than before. He felt like he was being remotely controlled and was almost losing his memory.
When he came to his senses, he was already lying on the bed in the bedroom, his schoolbag casually thrown under the desk, and the black strap was hanging on the ground.
"Fuck... why should I say that? Are you crazy--" The boy turned over and pressed himself under the twilight.
Are you crazy?
oops--
The boy's voice was stretched out, and his fingers were already running through the hair. The hair that was originally flowing smoothly was now tangled.
Suddenly remembered something.
Xu An sat up suddenly, but his hand was retracted within two seconds of being stretched out.
After hesitating for 5 minutes, he closed his eyes, opened his phone and opened WeChat.
…
Yu Xia is in very bad condition right now.
He sank completely into the small sofa in the room.
He didn't turn on the main lights, but turned on a night light at the head of the bed. The small sofa was between the wardrobe and the bed. The light was not much, but it was enough for him to read here.
There is a small shelf on the inside of the wardrobe, which is just big enough to hang the charger, connected to the charging head next to it, and a small wooden platform can be used to place his mobile phone.
The phone buzzed twice.
"What……"
Micro chat from "A".
“Oh my god!!!”
Xu An, did you fucking forget to take your medicine?
Yu Xia buried his entire head in the pillow and tried to see if he could suffocate himself to death, but surprisingly, he failed.
The alarm clock rang a few times, and my mind was in a mess, as if it was starting to get tangled again.
When did it get so hot? It's only just starting to cool down. Weather forecasts are so inaccurate.
I'm hallucinating again. It seems like it's been a while since I last saw it. Is it a relapse and I forgot to go to the hospital? It's impossible that Xu An just confessed his feelings to me.
Confession… ?
Are you stupid!!!
In the end, the boy unlocked his phone with a fearless attitude.
A: If you want to review, will you still come?
I'm going to give you a hammer! Only an idiot would go there!
Yu Xia tapped the keyboard on his phone heavily.
! :roll
…
Yu Xia drifted into the classroom two seconds before the morning reading bell rang.
When he went to borrow a book yesterday, he lost both his library card and his bus card. The angry boy got up in the middle of the night to read novels in revenge.
Then I overslept.
.
"Yu Xia, your sleep quality is quite good. People said you didn't get up after being called several times." Teacher Ye glanced at the boy standing at the door and cursed casually.
“Who called me??”
She stood on the podium and glanced at Yu Xia, then looked towards the back row of seats in confusion.
When Teacher Ye spoke, Yu Xia was already dead. Why did he become like this every time he heard someone calling someone's name recently?
"Xu An, what did you say this morning?"
Xu An?
he……
This morning...
Did you call me...?
Yu Xia was so confused that he had completely forgotten about the embarrassment. He glared at the boy in the back row. He was screaming in his heart and mouthing
"You called me???!"
The girls sitting in the front row laughed so hard that their shoulders shook when they saw Yu Xia's speechless and self-lost look.
"Well, he didn't wake up after I called him."
Yu Xia was really furious this time.
“Holy shit??”
"Yu Xia, stop swearing. Okay, hurry back to your seat. We're going to discuss our reading notes during morning reading."
Xu An felt the wind blowing when the person next to him walked past, and even heard the sound of wind.
He's really angry.
"You called me?"
Yu Xia said in a low voice as she sat down.
"without"
"Wow!" Yu Xia was surprised by his big face. "Your ability to keep your face calm and your heart steady is your patent."
"I bet you won't come today"
“…”
You are quite good at gambling!!
Who gave you the courage?!
Yu Xia piled the books in the upper right corner, stacking them up thickly, blocking the view of the students next to him.
He was almost sleepy and no longer had the energy to think about so many messy things.
"You fell asleep right after you arrived?"
Don’t you know who to blame?? !!!
"Get lost!" Yu Xia cursed him fiercely, a look that could kill him. A few seconds later, he pulled out his phone and glanced at the time on the screen saver he had changed the previous night.
Seeing the boy burying his face with his elbows and lying down to sleep away from the teacher's sight, Xu An felt soft in his heart.
He stood up and leaned a little towards the boy, pulling the curtains. The edge of his school uniform brushed the boy's arm. The curtains fluttered for a while, and when they fell, they barely blocked out the morning sunlight.
Yu Xia thought for too long and he was really tired.
When the friction on my arm disappeared, the phantom night came all over me.
I dozed off for a moment, my consciousness blurred by the slightly sultry autumn heat. The sounds in my ears gradually faded, along with the heartbeat I had just heard.
…
"...Xiao Yu"
A woman's voice was heavy.
"Mother"
This is a little child.
"Well...will you forget your mother?" The voice of the woman squatting in front of him was very gentle, just like the voice deeply embedded in his mind in his memory.
The voice was shaking badly, but the content could still be heard clearly. The intermittent crying was hidden by the adult's self-esteem.
"Won't"
"Okay...let's go home, okay?"
"Where's Dad?"
"Dad...he's not coming back."
"Well, has Auntie been taken away by Dad?"
The scene next to them became clearer and clearer, and a few onlookers looked in their direction.
"Baby..." The woman hugged him gently and hid her face in the child's chest.
A man suddenly walked into the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
"Don't hug me anymore. You haven't hugged me for so many years, but you hug me now." There was a hint of laughter in the man's voice. If you didn't know, you would think that the couple divorced and the woman regretted it because she couldn't bear to part with her child.
"Get out!!!" It was not pleasant when the heart-wrenching sound reached my ears.
"Who else but me can stand your temper? Okay, Xiao Yu, come here."
"don't want"
"Don't you want to go on anymore? Your mother doesn't have money to support a loser like you. You can only follow me." The man went to pull the child's hand.
"No!!" The child's voice was a little aggressive, but it still took him some time to pull away.
The man lost his patience and went to pull him over, "Come here!!"
The child endured the pain and stepped back to his mother's side, muttering something.
Just as the man grabbed the child, the woman next to him hugged her child like crazy.
"...Baby!!!! Get away! Don't touch my baby!!"
"You're so brave!"
The man's roar pierced the child's heart.
A pair of hands passed by the corner of my eyes with a residual shadow.
Yu Xia was awakened by the crisp sound of slap.
He opened his eyes tremblingly, but was slow to move, neither sitting up nor looking up.
Afraid of crying.
After a while, he found that there was no dampness, and only after confirming that there were indeed no tears on his face did he stand up.
"Why did you wake up?"
"Is it illegal to wake up?"
Xu An paused while writing a draft, looked up and saw Yu Xia who was not in the right state.
"…Are you okay?"
"What?"
"You look bad."
"...It's okay, it's like this when I first woke up."
"Well, your voice is a little..." Xu An didn't finish his words, because Yu Xia stood up and went out through the back door when the bell rang for the end of morning reading class.
He couldn't guarantee how much Xu An would discover in the following conversation.
I approached the empty corridor and felt the cold wind for a while before I woke up.
Ms. Liao Shengnan did not come back this week, and Yu Xia felt a little anxious because she had no chance to think about these things.
I took a few deep breaths and relaxed for a while. When I looked up, I saw a human figure reflected in the light from the fire door panel in the upper left corner in front of me.
"Xiao Yu."
What are you thinking about? Why are you shaking even when you are sleeping? Why don’t you look at me? Why do you want to leave so quickly? Why have you been hiding from me for three days?
"Um"
Even though she felt the boy approaching, Yu Xia did not move.
After confessing his love that day, he didn't go to Xu An's place. He didn't go out all day on Saturday. On Sunday, when he went to borrow a book, he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure sitting in the row behind him when he swiped his card on the bus. He hurriedly got off the bus, causing his bus card holder and library card to fall onto the bus.
"You've been avoiding me for a long time."
Yu Xia didn't say anything. If Xu An still spoke to him in the same tone as he did this morning, he would definitely answer.
But every time he spoke to him in such a serious tone, he always felt helpless.
I don’t know what attitude to respond with, and I don’t know what tone to use to answer.
“I’m serious.”
"Um"
"I like you, seriously."
"Um"
"So, I want to understand you. Please don't hide and cry alone, okay?"
"...Xu An, who the hell are you talking about crying?"
The atmosphere was suddenly broken, and Xu An looked at the person who had been silent just now with a smile.
"Yeah, okay."
What's so good about that!!! Who allowed you to confess your feelings!!
"Xu An, you... shut up." Yu Xia's heart was beating so fast that he almost lost consciousness in the pain.
"Okay."
Are you dumb? What else can you do besides being nice?
"Are you going to reject me?"
“…”
"Are you rejecting me like you did that day? If so, you won't have to cover my face when you talk to me."
"Is this matter irreversible?"
"Um"
Yu Xia turned around and threw away the work while returning to the classroom
"Hmmmm$‰#hmme‰@"
Xu An caught up in two or three steps.
"What is it, Xiao Yu?"
"……fine"
"Tell me, please."
Yu Xia thought again of what Xu An had just said to him with his head down: "I want to understand you."
"I say, do whatever you want..."
Never mind, that’s pretty much what I meant!
"Oh—what's so fierce?"
“Who’s so fierce?!!!”
Yu Xia looked at Xu An's inexplicable smile and was so angry that when he entered the classroom, he slammed the back door shut.
"What's going on? Why is it so hot?" Ding Wei was startled by the "bang" sound.
"We're fighting again, aren't you used to it yet?"
"I want to get used to it too. How can I get used to them if they keep arguing in different ways every day?"
"You two! Class has started, what are you standing there for?" Teacher Ye brought in the reading notes from the morning reading class and a handful of papers with tattered paper.
"Xu An! What are you doing outside?"
“Being disliked”
"Why do I dislike you?"
"The door disliked me"
“……?”
Yu Xia heard the noise in the corridor and felt a pang in her heart.
What kind of disease does he have? Why does he always get sick when he hears this person's name?
Xu An walked over from the podium, and when he sat back in his seat, Yu Xia raised his left hand to cover half of his face.
"What's wrong?"
When she felt the boy's voice reaching her ears, Yu Xia thought that Xu An must have eaten 100 speakers, otherwise why was the sound so loud?
Concentrating his attention and focusing his eyes on the example questions on the blackboard, Yu Xia spoke at a moderate speed.
The curtains that Xu An had drawn in the morning were pulled open by his classmates who were playing during the break.
He was blinded by the sunlight and couldn't see Yu Xia's expression.
But the sound was clear.
"Xu An."
"Yeah, I'm here."
"If you dare to talk to me again, I will kill you"
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