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A round of examinations was held in Hengshui.

Yu Xia leaned on Xu An (actually Xu An carried him over!! But Xiao Yu was shy so he changed it) and played with his phone)

"Student Xiao Yu."

"Um?"

"Have you finished reviewing and are you just playing on your phone?"

“What else can you do if not play with your phone?”

Suddenly, Yu Xia noticed something was wrong.

“…” He sat up and looked at Xu An.

Xu An circled him back and asked, "Give me a kiss."

Well, it’s not a question of whether to ask or not. Yu Xia put it in her mouth without saying anything.

Xu An licked Yu Xia with his tongue. The boy's lips were very soft, so he was a little afraid to kiss him, but he licked him back very forcefully.

As Yu Xia was kissing, she noticed Xu An was not paying attention and turned his head away. "What are you doing? Why are you laughing again?"

He laughs at everything. Is he really that funny?

"No, I was just praising my boyfriend for his progress."

Yu Xagaba froze for a moment, then turned around and continued playing with his phone.

"No more kissing?"

"Fuck you, I won't kiss you anymore!!"

"Then you praise me?"

"Xu An!!!"

He concluded that he shouldn't let Xu An review in his room now.

Yu Xia was actually still a little scared. After all, every time Xu An attacked him when he wasn't paying attention, his condition seemed to get worse, and even if he took the initiative, it didn't get any better.

Fortunately, apart from dizziness, I have no other symptoms now.

"Stop playing around. If the boss knows about this, I'm afraid that only the skin will be left, not to mention peeling it off."

Yu Xia agreed and stood up to get her exercise book.

"Have you finished your math paper? Let me see it." Yu Xia pulled out his paper, with the red pen just stuck between his index and middle fingers.

Xu An stood up and took his.

Xu An's handwriting was not only beautiful, but also neat. Yu Xia was very unhappy seeing it.

"I'm so jealous."

“…”

But this person really deserves a beating.

Yu Xia ignored his answer.

There was something that was difficult to notice that attracted him.

Xu An’s word “解”.

Yu Xia couldn't remember how many times she had noticed this.

“How did you write this solution?”

Xu An had been looking at him the entire time, but didn't respond to his question. After a long pause, he slowly said, "Guess."

Guess your mom, guess.

Yu Xia asked regretfully.

He didn't quite remember how Yu Xia got Xu An back in his usual way.

Yu Xia had a premonition that the boat that had been balanced for so long was about to capsize.

He couldn't remember much about what had happened recently, and he felt vaguely uneasy every time he stayed with Xu An for a long time.

He was sure that if Xu An knew about this, he would leave. He couldn't stay. If Xu An knew the root cause, he would leave before him.

Xu An has always lived here.

Yu Xia had no right to let him leave.

After that, Yu Xia never regretted this choice.

…

The next day was a sunny day, and it was especially hot.

Yu Xia opened the door feeling a little dizzy.

Xu An stood at the door and looked at him. The boy always looked dazzling.

Yu Xia couldn't hold on to his heart, it was stronger than before.

A ringing in his ears made him stagger a few steps.

This was followed by a strong feeling of dizziness.

“…”

Whatever you fear will come true.

Yu Xia took a few steps out of the living room. Xu An waited until he disappeared before realizing that his boyfriend, who was so old, was gone.

"Oh my god?"

The boy had never run so fast in his life, and he followed Yu Xia's afterimage into the bathroom.

Yu Xia leaned against the sink and retched a few times, but nothing came out. He hadn't eaten as much as before recently.

Xu An frowned and asked, "What's wrong? Do you have a stomachache? Did you have dinner today?"

Yu Xia raised her hand, palm facing Xu An, and was about to reply when the nausea came back.

Now he vomited, and there was another stain of blood.

Yu Xia turned on the faucet with disgust, as if the blood was something disgusting that had to be cleaned up immediately.

"Get out, don't look!"

One step too late.

Xu An's outstretched hand hung in the air, and he almost immediately recalled the most serious part of the illness that Xu Yanxing had told him Yu Xia was facing.

"...Xiao Yu."

Yu Xia was a little weak, but he knew that Xu An's voice was probably even weaker than his, and the trembling was almost inaudible.

"I'm fine."

"You have something to do."

Yu Xia didn't want to argue with him for one reason.

He likes Xu An.

If his condition prevents him from liking Xu An, then let him continue to deteriorate.

This was what Yu Xia had thought of in the corridor that day.

"You need to go to the hospital..."

"I can't!" Yu Xia pressed down Xu An's hand holding the phone. Xu An was already out of strength, and the phone fell out of his hand when he pressed it.

"I told you, it's just a common cold, it's nothing, I'll clean it up..."

"Yu Xia, don't treat yourself as a nobody!"

Yu Xia looked at him silently.

"…Why would I go to the hospital? Tell your mother that I'm in love with her son?"

“…”

Xu An regained some consciousness.

Yes, what should he do? How can he go to the hospital? Yu Xia is just dating a boy, and he is the son of his attending physician.

"I can't go..." Yu Xia took a step forward, put his hands on Xu An's face, and gently touched it.

The phone vibrated for a second, waking Yu Xia up completely.

He seemed to have forgotten that Ms. Liao Shengnan would come home.

"...Xu An, go back."

"I don't want it. What will you do if I go back?"

Xu An supported Yu Xia in a panic. Things changed too fast. His love was still at its peak. His heart beating violently told him that he would not go back.

Yu Xia couldn't let Ms. Liao Shengnan notice anything and couldn't drag Xu An into this.

"Do you know that we shouldn't be in a relationship? Xu An, I'm the last person who should be in a relationship. I don't know why you like me, but I want to go back now..."

"Where are you going back to?"

Yu Xia didn't know.

"...Xu An, you have a better future than me. You are a normal person, and I am not."

He really didn't have the strength to stand there, so he slid down weakly.

"No..." Xu An followed his posture and squatted down to look at him at eye level.

It's not something, Xu An? Are you going to deny Xu Yanxing's diagnosis? Looking at it now, can you tell me why it's not something? You are not something.

"Xu An."

“…”

"Can you go back?"

It seemed as if every word was full of thorns, and Yu Xia couldn't finish reading it.

"I, don't want to..." Xu An's voice became smaller and smaller. He didn't want Yu Xia to suffer so much. He couldn't bear to see Yu Xia being tortured while being with him.

"I'll get you some medicine." He didn't continue the previous topic and got up to get Yu Xia's medicine.

The white bottle was no longer the same one as before, but the packaging remained the same. Xu An stared at it for a long time.

He had helped Yu Xia get this bottle of medicine several times. During the time when Yu Xia was lying in bed, he didn't like to talk to anyone. He also didn't like to wear hospital clothes, so he just wore his own clothes. He often secretly hid the medicine Xu Yanxing gave him.

Later, when Xu An was hiding from Jiang Wen in Xu Yanxing's office, he met Yu Xia several times and brought him medicine.

"Why don't you like taking medicine?"

"Why should I tell you?"

Unfortunately, Xiao Xu An was smarter than Xiao Yu Xia. He had seen too many people's experiences and didn't force Xiao Yu Xia to reply. "Whether you take medicine or not, you're still a patient. If you take medicine, there's still room for recovery."

Little Yuxia looked at him, lost in thought. Yuxia thought it was the first time he'd seen Xu An's eyes. He felt they were different from everyone else's. Xu An's eyes were always emotionless, like water, penetrating the heart.

He didn't like eyes like that. He liked his mother's eyes, which were bright when she looked at him.

But Xu An's eyes seemed to have only one color, as if they were spilled with ink, filling the entire area.

Xiao Yuxia took the medicine and asked the person next to him, "Why are you here?"

"My mom asked me to come."

"Oh, you are the little brother sent by Angel Sister."

Little Xu An looked at Yu Xia like a fool, but after thinking about it, he decided to let it go.

"It's okay if you understand it this way..."

"Angel sister said I was sick." Yu Xia interrupted him and looked at Xu An. "I don't think so. I know my mother loves me and knows what love is. I don't think I'm sick."

"Then do you feel it?"

He seemed stunned by the question and looked at Xu An with a strange look.

"How do you feel?"

"So you're sick." Xu An sat directly on Yu Xia's bed. "My mother said you can scratch yourself. Why?"

"Those people are so noisy."

"Can you hear me?"

"Well, I don't know what to do. They keep saying it in my ear."

“When you feel love, those voices will disappear.”

In fact, little Xu An didn't know that day that Yu Xia had hardly spoken since he was admitted to the hospital. He had given him a privilege a long time ago.

…

Xu An placed the bottle next to Yu Xia and stuffed the medicine into his mouth.

"Xu An."

"Well, drink the water..."

"We've met before."

Xu An paused for half a second, but still handed the water over.

Yu Xia didn't push it away and just drank from Xu An's hand.

"Why did you deny me that day, when I asked you."

“…”

"Do you know I'm going to have a seizure? Xu An, aren't you afraid that I'll be cruel to you?"

"I……"

"Xu An, I really like you." Yu Xia said every word with all her might, but the more Xu An listened, the more pain he felt. She coughed so violently that blood stained the back of her hand.

"Xiao Yu..."

Don’t like me anymore, I regret wanting your love. Xu An didn’t say it, as if he was too embarrassed to say it.

"Xu An, my medicine has been sitting there for ages, so it's probably no longer effective." Yu Xia leaned against the cold tile wall, regaining some consciousness. "Go buy some for me."

Xu An nodded and wiped the blood off Yu Xia's face with a towel hanging on the wall.

"Okay, wait for me to come back."

"……Um."

Xu An put Yu Xia down, grabbed his cell phone, opened the door and ran out.

Yu Xia smiled weakly, stood up and looked in Xu An's direction.

He no longer had the ability to love Xu An. If he had to die in front of Xu An, he would rather die now.

"Xu An, I don't think I can go to the competition." Yu Xia opened WeChat and saw the message that Ms. Liao Shengnan had just brought that she would be home soon.

Before I could finish reading, a message arrived at the door, "Xiao Yu? Are you home? What happened...! What happened to you?"

Ms. Liao Shengnan stared blankly at the stains all over Yu Xia's clothes.

Yu Xia felt that she was too calm and that Ms. Liao Shengnan's panic as expected did not materialize.

"Have you taken the medicine? I'll contact the doctor."

Yu Xia raised her hand and gently placed it on Ms. Liao Shengnan's arm. "...Don't look for Dr. Xu Yanxing."

Suddenly the silence in the room became more serious.

Ms. Liao Shengnan remained calm and did not move. Instead, she put away her cell phone and sorted her clothes.

Yu Xia leaned against the wall, looked up and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Mom will take you to my teacher and I will transfer you to another school."

"I……"

Yu Xia subconsciously wanted to refuse.

No, Yu Xia, why did you refuse? You were going to leave Xu An anyway. Wouldn't this be more to your liking?

Yu Xia leaned on the spot and was in a daze for a long time.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know who that person is, but he's no longer in Hengshui." Ms. Liao Shengnan kept a distance from him. "Yu Xia, you've always known the consequences of this."

Yu Xia nodded. He had left Beijing last time.

…

Ms. Liao Shengnan packed half of her things and went to buy the rest over there. "Please take the things from your room. Is there anything important?"

Yu Xia thought about it, went back to the room and opened the locked cabinet, which was full of information about Xu An.

Yu Xia's stomach inevitably churned, but he endured the discomfort and took the food out.

He took a look at the photo, closed his eyes and threw it out of the window. He took the test paper, picked up his schoolbag and looked at Ms. Liao Shengnan.

"No clothes?"

"Um."

Yu Xia was always unsure about the fact that he was leaving now, since they were just together and had agreed to review together.

He seemed to have kept Xu An again.

Yu Xia opened WeChat on her phone and looked at Xu An's account. In the end, she didn't block him and deleted his contact information.

He transferred the money to Ms. Liao Shengnan's mobile phone, broke the card into pieces, and took away everything he had in Hengshui.

Crush it.

"Are you in love with Xu An?" Ms. Liao Shengnan was stunned when she saw the money, and asked him suspiciously about the son she had raised for so long.

"Um."

Ms. Liao Shengnan pressed her phone for a long time without saying anything. She let out a sigh and said, "Do you know the prototype of the imaginary friend that the doctor in your junior high school talked about?"

"Now I know."

Ms. Liao Shengnan nodded, she took a step forward and gave Yu Xia a brief hug.

"Let's go before he comes back."

Yu Xia didn't look at her, he didn't even dare to blink.

If a tear falls, he can't leave.

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