After all, reputation is not as important as life.
But... no one can predict what will happen next.
If we have to find the reason, the overall environment is the biggest reason.
There is really no need to put too much responsibility on Su's father and mother. They are the ones who are most desperate and sad because their beloved child jumped into the river.
9. *The boss of the end times has emotions*
Some readers think that the heroine is a big boss in the end times, and she shouldn’t and can’t cry, and shouldn’t have so many emotional changes.
Xingxing does not agree with this.
It’s true that the heroine is a big boss in the apocalypse, but she is not a cold-blooded animal. Why can’t she have the emotions that a human should have?
She was all alone in her previous life, with no relatives or friends. No one cared about her joys and sorrows, and no one cared about her physical and mental health.
In this era, she suddenly became everyone's favorite, cared for and loved by everyone. Why couldn't she cry out of emotion?
She has the family affection that she longed for in her previous life, so why can't she become weak and sentimental?
She was strong in her previous life, but that was only because she had no one to rely on.
There are people in this world who give her warmth and support, so why does she have to be strong in everything and not be weak?
For example, a girl who can't open a bottle cap in front of her boyfriend, but can throw someone over her shoulder behind his back, maybe even a red or black belt in Taekwondo. Who is she bothering?
A woman who always wants to be strong may be the most sentimental.
When she walks alone at night, who cares if she's scared? Who knows she's clutching a bottle of pepper spray, on high alert?
She lives alone. She changes the light bulb by herself when it breaks, changes the water by herself when it runs out, takes medicine by herself when she is sick, and climbs into bed to continue sleeping after waking up from the pain of gastroenteritis. She even dares to fight big rats, big cockroaches, big spiders, etc. She seems to be very strong.
Who knew she was actually terrified? But if she didn't do those things, no one would help her!
Who knew that she wasn't actually strong, but no one made her weak?
Who knew that she could cry so hard just by watching a touching scene?
Everyone is different, so why does a person's personality have to be defined by others?
Who likes to be told “you shouldn’t do this” or “you should do this” by others?
To the enemy, the heroine is the boss. She can be cold-blooded, ruthless, and kill people without them even noticing.
To the Yu family, she is Su Qingzhu, a girl/sister/elder who is spoiled by her parents and brothers, and can be naive and childish.
As for her lover, she is not only Si Jingyu's comrade-in-arms who fought side by side with him and gave his life for him, but also the little woman who acts coquettishly and naughtily in Si Jingyu's arms.
These make up a complete heroine.
So, don’t describe the heroine with words like “a big boss in the end times is so fond of crying”. Who says that a big boss can’t be moved or cry when he is with his family and lover?
Stop wondering why she is so easily moved.
Because no one had ever done those things for her in her previous life.
Finally, if someone can spoil you like a child, then congratulations, that person really, really, really loves you.
Just like Su's father and mother love the heroine, just like Su's elder brother and younger brother love the heroine, just like the hero loves the heroine.
10. *Su Xiaodi’s feelings towards the heroine*
I had originally intended to write it when I started the extra chapter about the younger brother, but if I wrote the extra chapter about the younger brother, I would have to write about the older brother, and if I wrote about them, I would also want to write about the two little ones in the Yun family. It seemed a bit excessive to write about them without writing about the heroine's three children.
As it is, the limited extra chapter can only be written to 100,000 words, which is simply impossible to finish, so I simply don’t write it at all.
Since I have never seen any readers have any doubts about this, Xingxing did not mention it specifically.
It can almost be said that Su Xiaodi was raised by Su Si Ya, although after he was nine months old, Su Si Ya no longer carried him on her back while working but left him in the yard.
But every time she finished work, she would definitely go to see him first.
Therefore, after Su Xiaodi could remember things, his feelings for his sister were the deepest.
Half a year before Su Siya jumped into the river, the male protagonist took the female protagonist Butterfly to the countryside.
In fact, the butterfly heroine can be seen not only by the male protagonist, but also by Su Xiaodi.
The difference is that what Su Xiaodi saw was a heroine with colorful transparent butterfly wings behind her, who looked exactly like Su Si Ya.
Although they look the same, their personalities are very different.
The Butterfly Heroine would accompany and play with Su Xiaodi when Su Siya was at school or working.
At that time, Su Xiaodi had no concept of twins looking alike, so he thought that the Butterfly Heroine was also Su Si Ya.
Later, Su Siya jumped into the river and the Butterfly Heroine entered Su Siya's body. Su Xiaodi never saw the Butterfly Heroine again, so he thought that the monster in the river had swallowed his Butterfly Sister.
Fortunately, my sister is still alive.
Su Xiaodi is very smart. When he found that the heroine looked less and less like Su Siya, he knew that this was his Butterfly Sister.
They were all his sisters and treated him very well, especially Sister Butterfly. Even after his parents and elder brother told him that this was his other sister after he calmed down, he didn't feel anything special.
His thought was: This is my Butterfly Sister, that’s right.
When younger brother Su grew up and met twins who looked exactly the same but had very different personalities, he finally understood what his parents and older brother had said to him.
The sister Si Ya in his memory and the sister Butterfly who accompanied him were two completely different people.
Sister Butterfly accompanied him the most, treated him the best, and made him rely on her the most. Both of them were his sisters, and now that one is gone, he should cherish the other one more.
Therefore, even after knowing the truth, his feelings for the heroine remained the same.
11. *Heroine's Superpower*
The title of the article is "Big Brother", and the copy also says that "the heroine has very powerful superpowers". I really don't understand. She didn't use her superpowers to commit crimes, so why do people always seize on the point of "powerful superpowers" to make a fuss?
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