Chapter 312 I Like It Very Much
The latter had a calm expression on his face, "Does the government recognize it?"
Her words, without any emotion, were like a steel needle, piercing Li Huaiyan's heart.
"Come back with me, and we'll go to the government office right away."
He pulled Zheng Yue'er and was about to leave.
"Let me go,"
"Brother Li, let her go."
"Get lost." Li Huaiyan's eyes were fierce. "Our husband-and-wife affairs have nothing to do with you. If you dare to interfere again, don't blame me for being rude."
Ling Chenyi clearly read the murderous intent in Li Huaiyan's eyes. He was shocked and immediately stepped forward to pull Lord Zhao away.
But Lord Zhao was also a stubborn man, and Ling Chenyi was so tired from trying to stop the fight that he was sweating all over.
Zheng Yueer was afraid that something might happen again, so she said to Lord Zhao, "Brother Zhao, please go back first. This is my personal matter, I can handle it. I'm sorry for causing trouble for you today."
Lord Zhao looked at Zheng Yue'er, who had embarrassment and pleading in her eyes. After a moment's silence, he agreed.
After Lord Zhao left, Zheng Yue'er's expression turned completely cold. "Duke Li, can you let me go?"
First it was Brother Zhao, then Duke Li. Zheng Yue'er's change in attitude made Li Huaiyan's heart ache, and at the same time, a strong jealousy surged up uncontrollably.
All that tenderness used to belong to him.
"Let go." Zheng Yue'er's face became even darker. Li Huaiyan frowned and gently let go of her, but blocked her way again, fearing that she would run away again.
Zheng Yue'er lowered her head and rubbed her arm that was hurt by the squeezing.
"Yue'er, why on earth did you leave?"
Zheng Yue'er's eyelashes drooped, and she spoke very softly, "At the beginning, I was very grateful to you for pulling me out of the Zheng family's hell. I really wanted to spend my life with you. Although those words had hidden calculations, my heart for you has never lied."
"I admit that you treated me very well after we got married, but you treated me very well. Actually, when I was going to marry you, I never planned to be a superficially loving couple with you. I lied to you. I thought highly of myself and thought that I could change you as long as I worked hard. But the more I did this, the more you disliked me. You stayed out all night and lingered in brothels."
"You only know that I'm jealous, and even replaced the maids in your study with the ugliest ones. But you never thought about how you put me, the mistress, in the same position when you flirted with them without hesitation. You let the two maids ride on my head and embarrass me."
Zheng Yueer's eyes slowly misted up, "I'm in charge of you, and you find me annoying, so I can only pretend to be deaf and dumb and keep silent, but I..."
But I like you, I like you very much, I am jealous, I am crazy, I can't bear to see you flirting with those girls.
I restrained myself from looking for you, and curled up in the corner of the bed every night.
At one point, I felt like I was going crazy. I was filled with anxiety, jealousy and resentment. I even had the urge to rush to the brothel and kill those girls who were hanging out with you.
When I had this thought, I was shocked. I know that I like to play some tricks. Maybe I am not a good person, but I am definitely not a bad person.
I don't want to become hideous.
"Li Huaiyan, during the two months I was married to you, I tried my best and used up all my magical powers." She lowered her head and smiled bitterly, "In the end..." I couldn't change you.
"I was wrong. I thought too highly of myself that I could trap you. I deliberately threw myself at the assassin that day. This is how I repay your kindness. I don't want to hate you for the rest of my life. From now on, we will part ways and live happily ever after."
After she said this, she turned around without hesitation and entered the courtyard and closed the gate.
Li Huaiyan stood there, looking at the closed door for a long time without moving.
His sadness and pain were even spread to Ling Chenyi who was standing beside him.
"Let's go first." Ling Chenyi patted his shoulder, but Li Huaiyan still didn't move.
After a while, he suddenly walked over and was about to knock on the door, but someone grabbed his wrist and shook it off. It turned out to be Lord Zhao who had returned.
"Do you know how she spent the time she took her brother away from the Duke's Mansion? She finally let you go and cheered herself up. Don't force her anymore."
Li Huaiyan turned his head and saw Lord Zhao, his eyes began to turn red again. Ling Chenyi hurriedly stepped forward, put his arms around his neck, and pulled him away without saying a word.
I’m afraid that he might get impulsive and really kill Lord Zhao.
"Now that we have found the person, everything will be easy. We just need to plan the rest in detail."
Li Huaiyan was forced into the carriage. He stared at the alley with cold eyes and ordered the servant, "Call all the secret guards in the mansion here and keep a close eye on them. Don't let anyone escape again."
"yes."
After Li Huaiyan and Ling Chenyi's carriage left, Lord Zhao breathed a sigh of relief and knocked on the door.
"Miss Zheng, it's me."
After a while, the door was opened and Zheng Yue'er stood at the door, but she did not intend to invite Lord Zhao in.
Lord Zhao gave a bitter smile and said, "I'm sorry, it was my fault that he noticed something."
Zheng Yue'er didn't say anything, but just looked at him quietly, her eyes seemed to be able to see through all of Lord Zhao's thoughts.
Lord Zhao smiled bitterly again, "I deliberately lured him here."
"Why?"
"Because I like you," Lord Zhao said calmly, "As early as the first time we met in the restaurant, when you told me that someone was following you, I recognized you as the person who sponsored me back then."
"But you were the wife of Duke Li at that time, and I wouldn't have dared to have any other thoughts even if we met..."
Until he accidentally met her buying medicine in the pharmacy while carrying her brother's back.
"But Miss Zheng, I also know that the person you like has always been Brother Li. If you want to start over, you shouldn't keep avoiding him. You haven't let it go at all, but you are afraid to face it and can't bear to cut it off completely."
So, he deliberately revealed it to Li Huaiyan, forcing Zheng Yue'er to face the thing she had been avoiding. If she was really determined to break up with Li Huaiyan, then he could pursue her openly.
He never claimed to be a gentleman, but he would never do such despicable things as sneaking around and taking advantage of others.
Zheng Yueer couldn't help but let the tears fall from her eyes. "What's there to face? Everything is predestined. If we can't meet each other in this life, it can only mean that we are not destined to be together."
"Miss Zheng didn't believe in fate before."
Zheng Yue'er pursed her lips.
Yes, she didn’t believe it before. She only believed that fate is determined by one’s own destiny and everything can be changed and is in one’s own control. But Li Huaiyan made her believe it.
It also allows her to see the reality clearly. There are some things in the world that cannot be changed by one's own efforts.
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Li Huaiyan took leave from the morning court for several days in a row, and it was only after Xiao Yuan asked him that he found out the whole story.
He used to be busy drinking, and now he is busy chasing his wife. Anyway, he has no time to deal with government affairs.
However, since he finally had hope, Xiao Yuan was naturally happy for him. However, when he heard soon after that Zheng Yue'er was planning to marry Lord Zhao, Xiao Yuan was silent for a long time.
Then, he watched Shen Anan more closely.
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