Chapter 90 Chapter 90 Again and Again
Sometimes Ji Siyun's behavior made Song Youning feel weird, but he was a little yandere himself, so it didn't seem to be a problem for him to say some weird things.
She didn't take the words seriously, and the anxiety, panic and sadness she showed from beginning to end were just her superb acting skills.
Two tears quickly formed, threatening to fall. She pushed Ji Siyun away, her moist almond-shaped eyes widening in anger as she said, "You've achieved your goal."
Her expression revealed the perfect amount of sadness and stubbornness, her voice trembling. "I'm in your hands now. Take revenge if you want!"
Then, she seemed to think of something, her expression suddenly paused, and then her attitude suddenly softened in an instant.
The slender, soft palm changed from pushing to pressing against Ji Siyun's chest. Song Youning closed his eyes, forced a smile that seemed to be trying to please him, and said in a very soft and gentle voice: "I did all those things to you in the past. I will accept any revenge you want, but Mom and Dad have never hurt you. Please let them go, okay?"
The eldest lady, who had always been proud, now lowered her posture, sat in his arms and begged him with tears in her eyes to let her family go.
Even at this time, she still thought that everything he did was to take revenge on her.
Ji Siyun's heart began to ache again.
How could his proud eldest daughter beg him so humbly for a man like that?
His dark pupils were faintly red. He suddenly grabbed Song Youning's shoulders and looked at her with uncontrollable anger, but his tone was suppressed and dull: "They gave up on you, and you come to me for them?"
"They don't deserve this!"
Song Youning seemed to be hurt by his grip, and her whole body trembled. She looked over with misty eyes, and her voice was pitifully low.
"They have their own reasons."
There was a white mark on her cherry-pink lips after being bitten. Song Youning stubbornly argued for her parents, raised her eyes to look at him, then quickly lowered them as if in fear and asked him.
"You were the one who forced them to do it, so why are you putting on such a hypocritical show in front of me now?"
She gave a sarcastic smile, her voice still very light, but it seemed like a heavy hammer hitting Ji Siyun's heart.
"If they don't deserve it, do you?"
Ji Siyun's breathing stopped instantly, his pupils constricted, and the fire burning in his eyes seemed to be extinguished by a basin of water, but it rekindled in the next moment and set off a huge rage.
Pain and anger intertwined, his body seemed to be torn in two. Looking at Song Youning's mocking and resentful eyes, Ji Siyun was a little dazed.
She still didn't believe him.
Once again, she wanted to throw him away.
Blame him for not being decent enough, blame him for being too contemptible, he has been rotten in the mud since the first time we met.
Blame him for trying his best, but it was just a layer of shiny skin on the rotten soul coat, but he didn't even have the qualifications to touch her.
Blame him for being despicable and unscrupulous, and for not being able to win her favor despite trying his best.
But did he want to come into this world with such a shameful identity?
While his peers were still begging their parents for toys, he had to try his best just to stay alive.
He clearly had no expectations and just wanted to live quietly or wait for death, but she gave him a vague hope.
He wanted to be closer to her so much and tried hard to make himself better, but why did she want to abandon him again and again?
Anger gradually took over. The hand holding Song Youning's shoulder was so strong that it seemed to crush her. The superior jaw was as sharp as a knife, and the thin lips were pursed into a cold line. The beautiful face was slightly distorted by anger. Ji Siyun's voice was soft, but creepy.
"In that case, Miss, if you want me to let them go, shouldn't you show your sincerity?"
So what if she no longer trusts him? All he wants is her!
As long as she is by his side, it is enough!
His grip on her shoulder was so strong that Song Youning, who wasn't very sensitive to pain, swayed slightly, trying to break free from his iron-like grip. Ji Siyun, with a sinister and terrifying aura, as if he wanted to tear her apart, noticed her little movement, his breathing hitched slightly, and the strength on her shoulder quietly withdrew.
He had a gloomy face and continued to try to say harsh words, but his fingertips were rubbing her shoulders lightly without leaving any trace.
"Ms. Song has treated me during this period of time. You must know how he treated me. I'm not that kind-hearted to let him go just because of one sentence."
When the time came to say something harsh to her, Ji Siyun helplessly found that he seemed unable to open his mouth to her no matter what. Even though she made him so angry that he wanted to go crazy, his first reaction was still to consider her feelings.
Being used as a bargaining chip by her parents, she just stubbornly refused to show weakness. In fact, from the moment Song's mother asked her to go with him, Ji Siyun saw her pupils suddenly lose their luster and her fingertips tremble slightly.
She thought she hid it well enough, but he was completely devoted to her, so how could he not notice her loss?
Ji Siyun lowered his thick black eyelashes to hide the emotions in his eyes, and said self-deprecatingly: "You know, I am a despicable person and I refuse to do business that loses money. If you want me to let your parents go, you must pay a price -"
The soft touch was accompanied by the rich scent of jasmine. Song Youning lowered her head and kissed Ji Siyun's lips.
The thing he had longed for was now delivered to his doorstep. There was no reason for Ji Siyun to refuse to cooperate. He tilted his neck eagerly to ask for it, and kissed Song Youning quickly and heavily.
They had kissed many times before, but this time was different. In the past, Ji Siyun always kept his eyes open, staring at Song Youning as if one more glance would be enough. But this time, in the usual sweet breath, Ji Siyun tasted a hint of saltiness. His heart trembled and he closed his eyes.
The quick and heavy kiss became light and gentle. He treated Song Youning as if she were the most fragile thing in the world, and his palm gently stroked her thin back, as if to comfort her.
When Assistant Fang got in the car again, the two of them had calmed down and sat down. Song Youning turned her body sideways with her back to Ji Siyun, looking out the window, while Ji Siyun also tilted his head and kept looking at her.
The two of them remained in an awkward position until they got out of the car. Assistant Fang took Song Youning's luggage into the house but did not leave immediately. Despite Ji Siyun's cold face, he reminded her, "Boss Ji, there's something else going on at the company..."
After Song Youning entered the room, he sat on the sofa hugging a pillow in a daze. Ji Siyun nodded to indicate that he understood. Assistant Fang swallowed his urging words and went outside to wait.
There was a nanny in the house who was responsible for cooking. Ji Siyun called her over. The kind-looking nanny looked to be around forty years old, with a plump figure. She introduced herself to Song Youning with a familiar smile: "Miss, my last name is Wang, you can just call me Sister Wang."
Song Youning didn't say anything, his eyes were blank as if he was in a daze.
Sister Wang glanced at Ji Siyun, who was also silent. She didn't feel embarrassed. She chuckled twice while holding her apron and continued, "The gentleman showed me a list of the dishes that the young lady likes to eat. Tonight we have hawthorn pork ribs, clams with scallion oil, stir-fried asparagus with shiitake mushrooms, and three-flavor tofu soup. What do you think?"
Song Youning still didn't say anything, but her eyes fell on her fingertips, as if silently expressing her dissatisfaction with Ji Siyun's arrangement of her here.
Ji Siyun frowned and said to Sister Wang, "Change the hawthorn spareribs to yam spareribs, and give her a bowl of five-red soup."
Sister Wang understood immediately, agreed, and turned into the kitchen.
Ji Siyun came to Song Youning's side and noticed him approaching. She wanted to turn sideways again, but just as she turned a little to the side, she was pulled back by him.
When Ji Siyun lowered his head and moved closer, Song Youning tried to hide uncooperatively, but his rough hands with thin calluses gently held her cheeks, forcing her to accept his reluctant and cautious kiss.
Afraid that she would be angry, the kiss ended immediately. Ji Siyun looked at her affectionately and said, "I'm going out for a while. I'll be back as early as possible in the evening. Don't wait for me."
"I'm not planning to wait for you." Song Youning said immediately.
Ji Siyun seemed not to hear her words. His inky black eyes continued to gaze at her stubbornly and gently. He continued to speak, "The room is ready. It's upstairs, facing the sun. Sister Wang will help you carry your luggage up. If you don't want to unpack, just leave it there. I'll help you when I get back."
He gently stroked her long hair, his expression calm and peaceful, like a young couple who had set up their own home with her. Before going out for a social event, the husband was worried about his wife at home and gave her careful instructions.
"Go to bed early at night and don't go out these few days. I'll take you out to play after things are settled."
"There are many varieties of jasmine in the yard, and most of them have bloomed recently. If you're bored after dinner, you can go to the garden and take a look. If there are any you like, ask Sister Wang to cut them off and put them in a vase..."
Song Youning opened his eyes wide and said in a bad tone: "Ji Siyun, if you want to leave, leave quickly."
With his hand on her face, unable to turn her head away, she turned her gaze aside and refused to look at Ji Siyun. Song Youning snorted coldly: "Mr. Ji has everything now. There is no need to pretend to be considerate like before, as if you care about me a lot."
Ji Siyun's gentle expression froze, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, "Miss, do you think... I'm pretending to be nice to you?"
Although Song Youning didn't look at him, at such a close distance, he could see the hurt expression on his face out of the corner of his eye.
She suppressed the discomfort rising in her heart and continued to say the words that touched his heart: "Didn't you do all that before just to use me to deal with my parents? Congratulations, after all this hardship, you finally don't have to flatter me or be so subservient to me anymore..."
"Miss!"
Her voice was interrupted by a trembling male voice.
Ji Siyun rarely interrupted her, his expression pale and painful, with only bitterness in his gloomy black eyes.
"I admit that I'm despicable and my methods are mean, but my feelings for the young lady..." Ji Siyun's voice was very unstable, a moist glimmer flashed in his dark eyes, and his lips were trembling with all his might. "After all these years, the young lady didn't feel anything at all?"
His heart felt like it was being clenched tightly in his palm, slowly squeezed and kneaded, producing sour blood. The feeling of powerlessness made Ji Siyun's eyes go dark.
Why? Why!
He is unworthy! No matter what he does, no matter where he is, he is unworthy!
In this world that belongs to him, can't he get her?
This was his only chance to risk everything and he would never allow himself to fail!
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