Chapter 8: Would Wenxin want her to be alone? ...
Ying Bu Ran: “…”
She shook her head, feeling a bit amused and helpless: "How is that possible? You think too much."
Cheng Banxia first glanced around, then beckoned her to come closer, saying with a sly smile, "Well, it's mainly because it's hard not to think too much. Imagine a high-born beauty suddenly being very gentle to someone, right?"
Ying Bushan: “?”
She didn't understand.
Seeing her half-understanding, Cheng Banxia glanced at her senior sister. After confirming that she had no signs of returning, she handed her a book and said with a smile, "When no one is around, take a look at this and you'll understand."
Ying Bu Ran was a little nervous after seeing her action. He quickly took the book and covered it, then glanced at the title quietly.
After Faking My Death, Gaoling Hua Became Crazy About Me
What a strange title! This was the first time she'd seen one. What kind of book was it? Nonfiction or a Taoist practice?
"You must keep this properly and don't let anyone see it, understand?" Cheng Banxia leaned closer and raised an eyebrow at her.
Ying Bu Ran nodded seriously, put the book into the storage ring, and planned to read it after Zhao Qingxun returned to his room to sleep in the evening.
At night, after saying goodbye to Zhao Qingxun, Ying Bu Ran curled up in bed, covered his head with the quilt, and used the luminous beads to illuminate the room. Then he took out a book and read it carefully.
Then she didn't sleep all night, so she was in a daze when she got up to exercise in the morning.
"Are you feeling unwell today?" Suddenly, someone put their hand on her forehead. Ying Bu Ran was startled and turned around to look. What caught her eye was Zhao Qingxun's concerned gaze.
"Are you tired because you ate too much yesterday? Why don't you take a break today?" Zhao Qingxun said worriedly.
Ying Bu Ran quickly shook his head, turned away his gaze, and said with a guilty conscience: "It's okay, it's okay, I just didn't sleep well, it won't affect me."
Whenever she saw Zhao Qingxun, the plot of the book came to her mind.
It really matched... So is that really the case? Ying Bu Ran glanced at Zhao Qingxun cautiously, thinking he should observe for a while longer.
And there's another question: what kind of feelings does she have towards Zhao Qingxun? Is it simply gratitude for saving her life, a simple friendship between fellow disciples, or something else?
She didn't know that this was an area she had never been exposed to.
Asking Zhao Qingxun would definitely not work, so she would ask Cheng Banxia the next time she saw her. Ying Bu Ran made up her mind, but she didn't know that Zhao Qingxun knew that she hadn't rested well and was distracted again.
"You should go back and rest first. Today's physical training will be suspended." Zhao Qingxun said.
Ying Bu Ran uttered an "ah" and then waved his hands repeatedly to indicate that he was fine: "It's okay, I can continue."
"Practice requires a balance between effort and relaxation. Yesterday, when I was massaging you, I also checked your body. Your foundation is a little weaker than others, so you should practice in moderation at the beginning. We'll continue with the physical training tomorrow. Go back and rest today, then meditate and practice the Senluo Jue."
In this regard, it was obvious that Zhao Qingxun had absolute say, so Ying Bu Ran did not insist and obediently went to rest.
The training after that was to alternate between body training and meditation. After a period of time, Ying Bu Ran felt that his physical condition had been significantly improved and his spiritual power began to accumulate.
Of course, she didn't forget about that issue either.
Cheng Banxia was very excited when asked this question. She pulled Ying Bu Ran to have a detailed "lesson" and even left her "homework" so that she could judge what her feelings were for Zhao Qingxun.
Would he feel uncomfortable because she was standing with others? I haven't seen the fourth person, so I don't know.
Does he want to be with her all the time? - He really does. Once she hasn't seen Zhao Qingxun for more than a day, she can't stop worrying.
Would she want to share everything she has with her? - Yes, every time she has a new discovery or gain, she will share it with Zhao Qingxun, and Zhao Qingxun will also celebrate for her.
Will she be attached to her? - Yes, everything she has now was given to her by Zhao Qingxun. If there was no Zhao Qingxun, she would not be who she is now.
Would you want to be alone with her?
Ying Bu Ran stopped writing and thought seriously.
She always felt that this idea was a bit dark. Can a person really only have one person by his side? Isn't this a bit too overbearing?
"Possessiveness! This is a very important symbol." Cheng Banxia slammed the table and said excitedly, "Think about it, if it was someone who had nothing to do with you, would you want her to be alone with you?"
Ying Bu Ran thought about it and felt the same way: "No."
Cheng Banxia nodded in agreement, anticipating Ying Bu Ran's next words: "So, huh? So you'd want to do this?"
Ying Bu Ran fell silent again. Did she want this?
Seeing Ying Bu Ran didn't respond, Cheng Banxia changed the question: "Do you want Senior Sister to have someone who is treated the same as you?"
"...I think, I might not want to..."
Cheng Banxia clapped her hands suddenly. "That's it! The answer is clear. You just have other thoughts about me. It's just that you haven't been exposed to this before, and, uh, you should be used to this kind of relationship. That's why you don't feel it, that's it."
"What's the saying? Those involved are often confused, while those who are on the sidelines can see more clearly."
Is that so? Ying Bu Ran clapped his hands as if suddenly understanding something: "I see. So what should we do next?"
"What's next? Let's take a look at senior sister? Or, do you want to be with her?" Cheng Banxia touched his chin and asked.
Ying Bu Ran recalled the part about "being together" in the book and felt a little hesitant.
Cheng Banxia looked at her expression, then thought about the book he had given her, and slapped his head in regret.
Some parts of the book did, well, not end well. I didn't expect it to stumble here.
"In fact, that part of the content in the book is only a minority. Most people can live together peacefully for the rest of their lives after being together. After being together, the relationship between you is the closest relationship except for blood relationship." Cheng Banxia explained.
After understanding the situation clearly, Ying Bu Ran became even more hesitant. The gap between them was too great. One was a child of destiny, while the other needed help even to enter the immortal realm.
If she hadn't been rescued, she would have become an unknown skeleton on the roadside.
She really doesn't deserve it.
After Cheng Banxia learned of her thoughts, he was silent for a moment before saying, "I don't know what you think, Senior Sister, but as for my partner, I don't care about their background or status."
"As long as they truly love each other, what does it matter if there's a big gap? Birth and status don't determine everything. In the world of cultivation, chance and hard work are equally important."
"I was originally just a child from an ordinary mortal family. I didn't have a perverted talent like my senior sister. On the day I entered the sect, my talent was at best average. But now, I have left those who once surpassed me far behind."
At this point, Cheng Banxia scratched his head and said seriously, "I have a feeling your achievements will be great in the future. I've seen you practice, and your progress is the fastest of anyone I've ever seen. And do you know how difficult the sword technique my senior sister taught you is? Many people can't even get close to mastering the Zhu Xian Sword Technique in five years, but you already have the initial form of your first move. How long has it been?"
After saying that, Cheng Banxia patted Ying Bu Ran's shoulder and said, "Don't underestimate yourself. You are also very capable. If you really want to pursue it, then go for it."
"I'll also help you with Senior Sister. She obviously treats you differently from others. Although you can't see it, I can feel that she cares about you very much."
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