Chapter 35
After arriving at the coffee shop, Sean put on sunglasses and a hat and said to Jiang Junying, "Oppa, wait here for a while."
Jiang Junying said, "Oh!" "Don't you want me to go in with you, Noona?"
Cheng Shangen shook his head.
After saying that, she opened the car door, walked into the store and came to the private room number that Li Junxun gave her.
After knocking on the door, there was soon movement. Li Junxun opened the door and smiled when he saw her: "You are here."
Cheng Shangen looked up at him and nodded. His eyes were still red, probably because he cried a lot.
As soon as she entered the room and saw the layout of the house, Cheng Shangen felt a little uncomfortable. The windows in the house were very large, and one could see a person's upper body clearly. There were curtains but they were only slightly drawn. She felt a little worried.
"Li Junxunxi, do you have anything to say?" Cheng Shangen asked indifferently while looking at Li Junxun in front of him.
Li Junxun was slightly stunned, motioned her to sit down, and then felt a little uneasy: "Mia Nei, I asked you to come so late...but I, but I really can't hold it any longer, Sean."
When Li Junxun looked up again, his eyes were filled with tears.
Looking at him, Cheng Shangen could only suppress the doubts in her heart. No matter whether it was what she thought or not, she couldn't escape from the moment she stood in front of this door.
"He discovered me and wanted me to act. He wanted me to be an idol. Ah, I really thought I saw hope at that time. I thought I could change the situation at home, I thought I could support my brother's schooling, I thought my mother would no longer have to go out to sell vegetables before dawn every day, I thought I could finally hire a nanny to take care of my paralyzed father..." Li Junxun lowered his head and sniffed, then raised his face with tears falling from the corners of his eyes: "Later, it seemed to be true, but it seemed that I was the only one who fell into hell."
Cheng Shangen listened in silence. He had sensed on Christmas Day that he must be having some difficulties, otherwise he would not allow himself to be humiliated like this if he wanted to be famous.
Li Junxun wiped his tears and smiled at Cheng Shangen a little embarrassedly: "Mia Nei, I'm sorry to let you see this."
Cheng Shangen didn't care: "Everyone has some stories."
"What about Sean? Does Sean have a story?" Li Junxun stared at Cheng Shangen seriously with red eyes.
Cheng Shangen's smile froze for less than a second before he realized, "I might be an exception."
Her slightly tightened hands relaxed: "Just tell me your story. Today I am just a listener, right?"
Li Junxun was silent for a while, and seemed to be constantly encouraging himself before he finally said the second half.
"I wonder if Sean knows about drinking with the boss to win resources for himself." Li Junxun lowered his head: "Not only female stars do this, men do it too."
"Some people like this." The crying voice became heavier and heavier: "I don't know how Sean was chosen for this play. Anyway, I came here to accompany the drinking."
Cheng Shangen was silent, she couldn't think of any words of comfort. She knew for sure how chaotic the circle of rich people was. She had heard a lot of gossip from Shen Sizhe. In fact, it was not only the rich that were chaotic, every circle was chaotic, it was just that they received more attention and had the financial resources to support their own ideas.
"Do you think I'm dirty... I have to accompany not only women but also men.
, but this is what I really want. They have indeed brought me fame, fortune and money. You see, I also have a fan club now. "Li Junxun's voice suddenly rose and then dropped: "But today he actually wants me to sleep with someone? Still a man! ! ! He told me not to think that I could take off just because I had a little bit of potential, and that his connections were enough to crush me who had just shown up! ! ! ”
Li Junxun couldn't control his emotions anymore, and his eyes were bloodshot.
Cheng Shangen subconsciously shrank back and tried to comfort him: "Li Junxunxi, don't get excited..."
Fortunately, Li Junxun reacted quickly. He restrained his fierce expression and apologized, "Mia Neiyo."
Before Cheng Shangen could even breathe a sigh of relief, his hand was suddenly grabbed.
Li Junxun's eyes were extremely passionate: "Sean!!! Please be with me!!! I like you!!! It's because of you that I can muster up the courage to say it and the courage to resist!!!"
Facing his gaze, Cheng Shangen was speechless for a moment, his body trembled unconsciously, and his eyes were full of fear.
Cheng Shangen pulled his hand back forcefully, picked up the sunglasses on the table, took two deep breaths and said, "Li Junxunxi, I'm sorry, I have to leave first."
"Sean..." Li Junxun's voice sounded behind him: "Am I not worthy?"
Cheng Shangen walked to the door and stopped: "I don't think you are unworthy."
"But I don't know what you think." After saying that, Cheng Shangen walked away without looking back.
Li Junxun was left alone, crying and laughing. He turned his face to the window, looking at the curtains that were not drawn tightly. His tears increased more and more. He felt that he did not deserve it.
Wu Yu asked him to make another choice today, which was to ask Cheng Shangen out. The paparazzi would follow them, and their scandals would be everywhere tomorrow. Cheng Shangen has been so popular recently, and his popularity as the male lead has dropped a lot after the end of the show, and is not as high as Cheng Shangen's.
Li Junxun remembered that he excitedly rejected the options given by Wu Yu. Whether it was sleeping with someone or taking advantage of Cheng Shangen, Cheng Shangen was the little bit of extravagant hope in his heart, and he didn't want to take advantage of her.
"Ding Dong", the phone notification sounded.
[It would have been better if you had been good and obedient so you would have suffered less? It's all going to be like this, why bother to make trouble with me? Okay, you don't have to accompany me tonight, but I still want to remind you that people like you are only treated as treasures by your fans, so why do you want to love others? Don't even consider whether you deserve it. ]
Li Junxun's hand was tightly holding the phone but it was shaking. That's right, he didn't deserve it. He didn't deserve it since he made that call.
Wiping the tears from his face, Li Junxun stood up and closed the curtains expressionlessly.
Cheng Shangen walked quickly back to the car and her tense body relaxed. When she relaxed, she began to tremble involuntarily. She had overestimated herself. She should not have come on this trip, no matter how much she cried on the phone.
Jiang Junying looked at her not-so-good face and was a little worried: "What's wrong, Noona?"
"Who are you going to meet?" Jiang Junying looked back at the coffee shop curiously.
Cheng Shangen came back to his senses and smiled at him faintly: "No, I just met with Li Junxunxi."
"Li Junxunxi?" Jiang Junying was a little surprised.
"Yeah." Cheng Shangen nodded randomly: "I just talked about something, now take me home, Oppa."
Jiang Junying looked at her and didn't say anything else, just started the car.
Cheng Shangen gave the snacks left at home to Jiang Junying who brought her upstairs. After they said good night to each other, Jiang Junying left.
Cheng Shangen used the remote control to turn on all the lights in the house. Looking at the house that was cleaned up and the windows open for ventilation, she smiled helplessly. It was really true. She had already said that she would let the aunt come to clean up, but she felt warm in her heart.
Before she could even think or get scared about what happened today, Lee Ji-eun and Kim Hee-cheol called her for a long time to say hello.
Very good, everything is warm and caring.
But she had another dream at night. In the dream, it was pitch black and she was the only one crying, feeling desperate and helpless. The suffocating thing was that she couldn't wake up. She tried to call for help but no sound came out. She kept telling herself that this was a dream and she would wake up after a dream, but it was no use. The fear deep in her heart made her tremble uncontrollably.
Late at night, only tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.
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