Chapter 74: Fall
G-Dragon didn't know what he was thinking at the moment. He often regretted what happened to Jingrong. Sometimes he said something after careful consideration, but when he saw that her expression was wrong, he started to feel annoyed. Those things that had been hidden in his heart, the hurdles that he thought he could not get over without answers, were actually overcome as soon as he opened his mouth.
It was all over, so why would anyone continue to pursue it? If this question embarrassed her, made her not want to answer... then forget it. Actually, he didn't care.
Just when G-Dragon was feeling uneasy about Jing Rong's silence, and was even trying to convince himself to give up on delving deeper and looking for answers, Jing Rong finally spoke, but not to answer G-Dragon's question. She just said to G-Dragon in a very calm tone: "You weren't like this before. The deep suspicion and uneasiness in your eyes are completely different from the confident and free-spirited GD I know. The G-Dragon that Xue Jing Rong loves should be the one who has the domineering aura of a king dominating the world, so proud that he doesn't take others seriously and people won't think he is arrogant, because your self-confidence and arrogance are based on sufficient talent and strength. However, you now..." Jing Rong shook her head and didn't say anything else. Although her tone was still calm, as if she was discussing how their breakfast tasted today, her expression was also very calm, but G-Dragon understood her unspoken disappointment.
What's the point of just knowing? Even G-Dragon sometimes refuses to face this aspect of himself, needless to say. Yes, he should be free and easy, confident and uninhibited. He's seen a lot of women, pure, charming, cute, queen-like, and unique. There are so many people who like him, all kinds of styles. Even in their own circle, there are also many beautiful women who volunteer to be with him. Before the previous one leaves, he can just wave and the next one is already lining up. He never has to worry about being abandoned. Often, he's already gone before the woman is tired of him. Of course, even if he wasn't tired of him, why would he force a woman who doesn't care about him to be with him? How could he be so anxious about losing a woman when he is with her, afraid that she will be with someone else?
G-Dragon once thought that his greatest advantage was that he was open-minded and could take it or let it go. For him, being in love was actually not much different from playing a game of bowling or hanging out at a bar all night. The pressure from work was too great and this was his favorite way to relieve stress, so he never got too involved. Love is a matter between two people. When one party didn't feel enjoyable, he could always propose to end the relationship in a timely and reasonable manner. But now, he didn't want to admit it but had to admit it. Now, this suspicious person, who always suspected that his girlfriend was tired of him because of her unintentional tone at certain times, is also him, G-Dragon.
Why did it become like this? How did he get to where he is now?
This was an experience he had never had before. He knew they were in love, and it was a fact known to everyone that she loved him, but he often felt it was unreal. They had clearly done very intimate things, and he should be the first man she had ever been honest with, but he often had the illusion that he had not actually entered her heart. He always felt that there was an invisible membrane between them, which he could not enter, and she did not want to let herself enter. When she was not around, he often woke up from dreams. It was not a nightmare, but he searched the whole world for her in the dream and could not find her. He often had this dream over and over again that he had lost her. After waking up, he would doubt again and again whether their relationship was really as beautiful as everyone saw.
G-Dragon's words were a wake-up call. He hadn't thought of the details together before, but now, after connecting them all together, he finally realized just how drastically abnormal he had become. It was like he had become a completely different person. However, Jing Rong didn't pay much attention to G-Dragon's complicated feelings after she reminded him of this. After all, her original intention wasn't to remind Captain Quan, "You're becoming more and more like a psychopath, don't you know that?" Her purpose was to take advantage of this rare opportunity to test G-Dragon's bottom line towards her and see if it was what she had estimated.
So Jing Rong spoke quite harshly, of course it was not visible on the surface. G-Dragon always thought that his girlfriend was of genuine nature. Although she would beat around the bush, she was more likely to be straightforward in front of him, and would say what she meant. Now he could only think that she was indeed disappointed in him to a certain extent, and was almost heartbroken.
"Actually, you shouldn't ask this question. As an adult, there are some things you should understand. No matter what the truth is, it's useless if you don't believe it. Nothing is perfect in life. You must learn to make choices in the face of contradictions. But you don't believe me, but you want to live a good life with me. Do you think that's possible?" Jing Rong's ruthless words made Quan Zhilong's heart beat fast, but she didn't give Quan Zhilong time to answer. She continued, "Of course I know what you care about. Since you want to know, I won't hide it from you. In fact, I was drunk that day, and my friends left first, leaving only Zheng Yunhaoxi to take me home. But Zheng Yunhaoxi didn't know where I lived. It was past one in the morning, and as a public figure, he couldn't take me to a hotel at that time, so he took me to his house to stay for the night. Now, I've told you the whole process, but can you feel better? Don't you want to know what happened at his house?"
Each of Jing Rong's questions hit the bottom of G-Dragon's heart. The topic started to return to what Jing Rong said before. He really shouldn't ask. Once he starts to doubt, there will be countless questions, one after another, one after another. How can he ask them all, how can he care about them all?
Jing Rong seemed unaware of Quan Zhilong's dilemma. He started talking as if he couldn't stop, and continued, "But what should I do now? When Zheng Yunhaoxi and I got in the car, someone saw us and there were surveillance cameras to prove what I said. But Zheng Yunhaoxi can't possibly have a surveillance camera installed at home. I said nothing happened between us. Zheng Yunhao was a gentleman and arranged for me to sleep in his guest room. He didn't disturb me until the next day... But if I tell you something like this, will you believe it?"
"sorry……"
"I'm not telling you this to hear your meaningless apology—it's meaningless." Jing Rong ignored Quan Zhilong's apology and pleading look, and continued with a hint of aggression. "From the beginning, you would take my phone from time to time, and I knew you would check my correspondence when I wasn't paying attention. I thought it was because I made you feel insecure, so I pretended not to know. I knew I couldn't express it, but I always thought that one day you would understand my feelings. But my indulgence only made you become more and more aggressive. Since when did you become so distrustful of me? You found out all my news in front of the people around me, checked my unread text messages privately, and even chatted with my friends in my name to get something, and then deleted the record completely... Do you feel tired of doing this?"
"Listen to me, Jingrong." Seeing that Jingrong was getting serious, Quan Zhilong quickly explained, "I was just curious about your text message that day. I didn't think of doing that at first, but I became more and more curious about what Cui Yingyaxi was talking about, so I couldn't help it..."
Having heard what he wanted to hear, Jing Rong made a stop gesture, leaned back in the back seat a little tiredly, and looked straight at Quan Zhilong: "No matter what the motive is, you did it. You must have started to doubt me before you did it, right?"
Quan Zhilong really couldn't deny this. He murmured, "I'm just a little worried..."
"But I thought you never did this kind of thing when you were in love before, right?"
Jing Rong's question obviously reminded G-Dragon. He had never felt this way before, and no one could make him feel this way. Love was just a pastime for him. Since it became a burden in life, he always withdrew without hesitation. But Jing Rong was different. Even though he was worried about gains and losses, suspicious about this and that, and even worried that Jing Rong and Jung Yunho really had something going on, he never thought about breaking up. Even when he doubted her the most, he never imagined them breaking up like before.
This is simply unimaginable.
After a moment's silence, it was Jingrong who broke the silence. She sighed and said exhaustedly, "It's not hard to imagine what you'll become if you continue like this. Zhilong, if I've become a burden to you, then why not end it now? It's better than ending it now than becoming enemies in the future."
G-Dragon was stunned by Jing Rong's sudden words. He was really stunned. He thought Jing Rong was going to settle the score with him and asked him to write a few letters of guarantee. It didn't matter. He didn't want to go on like this. He would learn his lesson and no longer doubt her for no reason. He would learn to trust her enough, learn how to truly love someone, how to be good to the one he loves, to protect her from wind and rain and give her support even if she doesn't need it. Then they would put aside the halo of all fields and be an ordinary, happy couple, living a simple life.
He never expected Jingrong to actually break up. After they had cleared up all the misunderstandings and she had forgiven him, she said this unexpected thing. Moreover, she said breaking up from his perspective, as if she was completely considering him. G-Dragon's first reaction was anger and suspicion. It was undeniable that when Jingrong mentioned breaking up, he immediately thought that she might have really fallen in love with Jung Yunho and wanted to break up with him. This speculation shocked him after he came to his senses. He knew very well how much Jingrong loved him. She wanted to break up now because she was afraid that if they continued, he would become less and less like himself. So how ridiculous was this idea that came to him in his irrational state! It seemed to verify what Jingrong had said. If this situation continued, this relationship would sooner or later become a burden for him, and even a burden for both of them.
Jing Rong looked at Quan Zhilong expressionlessly. Quan Zhilong was completely immersed in his own emotions at this time and did not notice her observing eyes. Jing Rong thought that he was seriously considering the feasibility of her proposal. She narrowed her eyes. It seemed that she still overestimated herself. But it didn’t matter. There was still enough time. She could try harder and there would be no problem. The most important thing now was to know what position she held in his heart.
Jing Rong withdrew his gaze and lowered his head to look at his hands. Break up? Even if he really accepted his idea, it could only be accepted. The decision-making power would never be in his hands. When Jing Rong was thinking about how to smooth things over in this situation, Quan Zhilong had already made his decision. He looked at him deeply and said in a flat tone: "I don't agree."
Jing Rong was surprised at the right moment and asked, "Why?"
"You can't deny me a chance to correct my mistakes just because I made one. Not everyone gets a chance to start over, but this isn't a serious, unforgivable mistake. At most, it's..." After thinking for a moment, G-Dragon thought he'd found a word that perfectly described his current situation. "I haven't adjusted myself yet, so I've taken some detours. But I know I was wrong now, and I'm happy to correct it. You can't deny my future just because you haven't seen my efforts, right?"
Hearing this, Jing Rong looked at Quan Zhilong deeply without saying a word. Quan Zhilong also met her gaze, as if he had returned to the stage where he shone so brightly. He said confidently, "I will do it. Trust me, okay?"
"It's not a question of whether I believe you or not." Jing Rong said deeply, "Regarding me and Zheng Yunhaoxi, can you really not mind? He has helped me a lot, so clarifying the scandal now will have a certain impact on him. In order to cooperate with him, I will not make any comments for the time being. Even if fans or the media put us together, I can't give any explanation. Can you accept this? Zheng Yunhaoxi and I are still friends. There will definitely be opportunities to meet and spend time together in the future. Can you promise not to overthink it? When the whole world says we are a couple, I can promise that I will not change my heart and will not have any relationship with him beyond friendship, but do you believe it?"
This request was a bit excessive. Not to mention a proud man like G-Dragon, even ordinary men would not tolerate it. Who would want their girlfriend to be officially married to another man while they, the real partner, are left to face the public? But as Jing Rong said, life is all about making choices. If not accepting means losing her completely, then why not accepting?
At this point, G-Dragon no longer had the sanity to consider whether, once he took this first step toward compromise, he would continue to compromise. All his principles were based on possessing her. If she wasn't even his, what was there to cling to?
Quan Zhilong looked at Jing Rong with clear eyes: "I can't guarantee that I can achieve a certain level, and this is not something I can decide alone, but in the future, you should tell me everything clearly, and I will learn to understand. In the future, let's work hard together, okay?"
Jing Rong really didn't expect Quan Zhilong to compromise to this extent. It was a pleasant surprise. Jing Rong nodded and smiled: "You said so. Don't be so suspicious in the future."
Jingrong agreed to his suggestion so readily, which was a big surprise to Quan Zhilong. He was just shocked and worried that if his girlfriend was determined to break up, then no amount of persuasion would be of any use. Fortunately, she didn't really want to break up, and as long as he was willing to change, she would give him a chance. Thinking of this, Quan Zhilong was moved again. He didn't know if other girls would be equally unbearable to have their lovers' information and to get information about their every move by various means. But through Jingrong's harsh words just now, Quan Zhilong knew how much she minded this matter. Of course, he could imagine that a girl as strong as Jingrong would never accept such a lack of freedom, but she could endure it, which showed how tolerant she was of him. Quan Zhilong even had the illusion that she would tolerate anything he did, but perhaps the deadline was a little short.
Quan Zhilong felt relieved and smiled, but before he could smile for long, Jingrong's turn of events frightened him back: "But..."
"What...what happened?"
"I heard that you turned my two secretaries and assistant into your spies?"
"No, no." Quan Zhilong looked away uncomfortably, trying to sound righteous. "I just built a good relationship with them so I could get to know more about you."
Jing Rong narrowed his eyes: "Are you sure it's them?"
"It's them." Quan Zhilong was confused. "Is there a problem?"
"That's quite problematic." Jing Rong nodded and said slowly, "As far as I know, Assistant Xu doesn't know you."
"Uh..." Quan Zhilong felt guilty and said unnaturally, "How did you know?"
"They're my employees. What could there be that I don't know?" Jing Rong asked, but before giving Quan Zhilong a chance to answer, he added, "But I really want to know. You clearly haven't had any contact with Assistant Xu, so why did you drag him into this? Are you deliberately trying to make me distance myself from him after I find out?"
Quan Zhilong smiled awkwardly and did not answer. Jing Rong continued to ask: "What good will it do you to sow discord between us?"
Quan Zhilong then muttered softly: "After all, he is a man..."
The house was very quiet. After finishing his porridge, Tai Feng went to the balcony to lie down and bask in the sun. Apart from the two of them talking, there was no other sound at all. So even if Quan Zhilong spoke softly, Jing Rong still heard it. She raised an eyebrow and asked, "What's wrong with being a man? Aren't all the people around you, from your agent to your assistant, men?"
"That's different. There are differences between men and women. Your assistant is with you all day long..." G-Dragon's tone was a bit like a child who couldn't get candy.
Such a strong reason almost made Jing Rong laugh with anger. However, she had already mastered the art of teaching with a combination of a big stick and sweet dates. The big stick had beaten Brother Long badly before, but now she immediately changed to a soft policy. When Quan Zhilong was about to be scolded, she began to persuade him earnestly: "If you really mind, just tell me directly. I will pay attention to keeping my distance from them outside of work in the future. Why do you have to use such tricks?" Jing Rong sighed and continued, "But Assistant Xu is indeed very capable. It's impossible for me to replace him for no reason."
Quan Zhilong whispered: "I didn't ask you to do this..."
But isn't that what you mean? Jing Rong glanced at Quan Zhilong coldly, her eyes were very clear, but of course she was still merciful. She said, "Besides, you have to admit that sometimes boys are indeed more capable than girls at work. For example, there is a male assistant who can stop me from drinking when I go out for social events. Besides, the work of a special assistant is very intense and stressful, and most girls can't adapt to it."
Jing Rong's meaning was clear. It wasn't that she couldn't bear to part with Assistant Xu, but even if she replaced him, there was an 80% chance it would be a man, so it didn't matter whether she changed or not. Of course, that didn't mean Jing Rong's explanation had no effect on G-Dragon. At least, Captain Quan appreciated it. His girlfriend must really care about him for being so patient to explain so much to him. She had previously said she wanted to break up, but now she finally let it slip.
Captain Quan, who had finished his imagination, looked at Jing Rong without blinking, his eyes becoming brighter and more affectionate. Suddenly, he stood up and walked towards Jing Rong. Jing Rong was sitting upright at the dining table, but he tilted his head to look at Quan Zhilong who was very close to him. Quan Zhilong suddenly reached out, grabbed Jing Rong's chair and turned it half a circle, trapping Jing Rong between himself and the dining table. Then, he bent down, faced Jing Rong's upturned face, put his side face against hers, and rubbed it intimately. Then, he reached out and held the back of Jing Rong's head, and gently pressed his lips against Jing Rong's.
This is probably what is called "when you are well fed and well clothed, you will think about sex". A chuckle escaped Jing Rong's mouth. She opened her lips and actively sucked and licked the corner of Quan Zhilong's lips. The tingling and electric-like touch slowly spread between their lips and teeth to their whole bodies. Jing Rong stretched out her hands and hooked them around Quan Zhilong's neck. The two bodies were intimately intertwined. Quan Zhilong's breathing suddenly became hot. The rapid breathing and the heat of his body seemed to burn both of them.
"Jingrong..." Quan Zhilong whispered softly, then he reached out with his remaining hand to hug Jingrong's waist, squeezing her hard to make her body stick more closely to him. Quan Zhilong's hot lips wandered freely between Jingrong's lips and teeth, and entered and exited her red lips freely without any obstruction. Couples who reunited after a short separation have experienced such passionate moments, and even singles with a little common sense can understand it, not to mention Jingrong who has experienced it several times. The prerequisite for completing her task is to increase Quan Zhilong's favorability towards her to the point of bursting. She already knows very well what to do and when to move the person in front of her, so she almost doesn't need to think rationally. She actively sticks out her tongue and hooks Quan Zhilong's fiercely dancing.
The author has something to say: I am an indestructible cockroach. After so many people comforted me, I was immediately revived and now I am full of energy →_→ It’s just psychological. In fact, the power of my period is still huge.
In short, I am very grateful to my friends for coming to comfort me. I was moved to tears. Thank you everyone, I bow!
Then, regarding the possibility that I may not be able to satisfy you with the quantity in the next two days, I will make up for it with the quality. You all know the next chapter. Let Brother Long pledge his love to you. Do you have it? I admit that I am aroused.
Today I saw on Weibo that iQiyi was livestreaming "You Who Came From the Stars," with simultaneous translation. I was so idiotic I started praying the moment I got on the bus, then sprinted home in my high heels to finally catch the 9 o'clock livestream. Then I turned on my computer and was stunned. You know what? So-called simultaneous interpretation is just a scrolling bar of subtitles below the video that you have to drag your mouse down to see. Holy shit, how can I even watch a livestream like that? Tired of it! I'll just wait patiently for the 2 o'clock Chinese dub. Those who can't handle this, raise your hand!
Well, that’s enough chat time. Thanks to my friends who have thrown bombs these days——
The South Gate of Heaven exploded. A rocket was thrown. Time of throwing: 2014-02-26 00:11:30
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The person waiting for the next shift threw a rocket launcher. Time: 2014-02-25 22:32:15
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