Chapter 90 Miss
G-Dragon seems to have matured all of a sudden. No one knows exactly how he changed or what the process was. It's like a sudden change overnight. It feels like just yesterday he was a big boy who looked carefree, always smiling cynically and with a bit of heartlessness. It seems that his life is an interesting game. Although life is sometimes tiring, it is mostly filled with little fun. Back then, the photos he posted on Twitter and Instagram were either handsome or funny. Then he changed in an instant. Now, from TV, magazines, the Internet and other channels where we can see G-Dragon, the signs of his growth are too obvious to be ignored.
It is still the same person. Some people think he is handsome while others think he is just average, but no one can deny his personal charm. His face has not changed either, but he is getting thinner at a speed visible to the naked eye. His face is getting smaller and smaller, and the flesh on his cheeks is gradually disappearing. His chin is so pointed that it makes people feel pitiful, and his body seems to be getting thinner and thinner. However, these are just changes in appearance. At best, they will only make people think that he is haggard. What really makes people see his growth is his eyes that are gradually becoming deep and calm. He still loves to laugh. Those who participated in the show were amused by the MC and squatted on the ground laughing, covering their faces and pounding the ground with laughter. He is still as hearty and handsome as before, with the same strong Quan style as before. Only when you look closely can you find that the smile has some meaning that people can't understand.
A man's maturity is marked by his gradual becoming unfathomable. Although the changes may seem subtle, when they happen to someone you care about, you realize how earth-shaking they are.
The VIPs saw G-Dragon's maturation and were anxious. While they didn't know what was going on, they felt certain some unexpected change had caused such a sudden change. But after searching for a long time and asking many people, they couldn't find any reason. It seemed as if there was no reason at all, as if G-Dragon had suddenly figured something out at a specific time. For some, maturity is literally just a matter of a thought. Unable to find any reason, the VIPs could only put it aside for now. Whether G-Dragon changed or not, as long as he remained the same person, as long as he was still worthy of their love and faith, then there was no problem. All they cared about was that he was okay.
However, the truth is, G-Dragon is not a good person, but this fact is only known to those closest to him.
G-Dragon has been in the entertainment industry since he was a child. Although he never thought about getting involved in the showbiz industry, his acting skills are unquestionable. He didn't have many opportunities to show his talents before, but this time he successfully deceived everyone.
The news about Jingrong and Zheng Yunhao's upcoming engagement spread more and more in the online media, as if it were true. The YG members who originally thought it was a scandal gradually realized some problems after the parties involved did not come out to clarify or deny it. Moreover, Jingrong and Zheng Yunhao did not seem to be shy. The media often reported the news that the two of them were together, even shopping, and even going home together. On their side, Captain Kwon never mentioned Jingrong's name. Even Taeyang, another member of Big Bang who had a good relationship with Jingrong, did not talk about his close friend all the time like before. And Seungri, who was usually the most cheerful, fell silent as soon as other people brought up the topic. Big Bang's non-violent and non-cooperative performance undoubtedly confirmed everyone's guess.
A couple who were once so sweet and envied by others have now parted ways. The girl has fallen into the arms of another man, but G-Dragon, the male protagonist, could not accept it except for that day. He disappeared in a fit of tantrum, which made his teammates, agents, parents and a lot of people anxious. After that, he was silent as if nothing had happened. No one was so blind as to mention Jingrong's name in front of him, but he didn't care. He went to get off work and came home every day, rushed to announcements as usual, joked and partied with everyone as usual, and then when he had some free time, he locked himself in the studio and kept writing songs, as if he wanted to make up for the work he had missed during his relationship a few days ago within a day. He wished he could eat, drink, defecate and urinate in his own studio.
The effects of G-Dragon's creative retreat were clear. Several of his songs received positive reviews from President Yang, who then encouraged others to follow his example and think more about their own work and future paths. After a few days of observation, the YG group felt that the breakup hadn't changed G-Dragon much. While Jingrong was certainly different for him, and while their breakup had some impact on him, everyone was optimistic and believed that with time, everything would be fine.
Even President Yang has great confidence in G-Dragon. Since he is so busy, he doesn't pay more attention to G-Dragon.
So until now, the ones who are most worried about G-Dragon are the other members of Big Bang and G-Dragon's parents.
In fact, neither G-Dragon nor Jing Rong formally proposed to break up, so apart from the one time when G-Dragon contacted her after he got drunk, he seemed to not care at all after that, as if they had completely walked out of each other's world and were estranged. Jing Rong herself was a little surprised. She also knew that she had done something too much in the past. Those photos of her and Jung Yunho that made G-Dragon feel uneasy were indeed real. When G-Dragon proposed to her with great joy, she not only refused without hesitation, but even proposed to break up. At that time, she thought G-Dragon would be angry and would not be able to accept it. But she didn't expect that he would compromise again and again, and then give in, so Jing Rong thought that this time, Quan Zhilong would still not be able to hold back and find her, telling her that as long as she was not married, he would pretend that nothing had happened, and they could still be together happily... But she didn't expect that this time he was completely silent. Jing Rong chuckled, thinking that she had overestimated her position in Quan Zhilong's heart and underestimated a man's endurance. When they were deeply in love, they could indeed have no principles and even put aside themselves, but it did not mean that they would only sink forever. After the dream was shattered, they woke up faster than anyone else.
So, recovery should be just around the corner, right?
Jingrong thought Quan Zhilong no longer cared, but that wasn't the case. He was just pretending too well. When Quan Zhilong thought love was a matter for him alone, he could of course do what he wanted without any scruples. No matter how he compromised with Jingrong, it was his decision alone and had nothing to do with anyone else. But the day after he got drunk, he went home to visit his parents. His elderly mother hugged him and cried bitterly for the second time because of him and Jingrong. Her tone was so heartbreaking that it was like he was begging Jingrong to come back, begging him to give up. She begged him again and again not to get entangled with Jingrong, and earnestly advised him to find a more suitable girl and live a peaceful life - as a child, who could bear to let his elderly parents worry about him like this?
In the end, G-Dragon could only nod slowly under his parents' earnest gaze. In fact, no matter what, it would be painful for him to continue to be entangled with Jing Rong, and it would be better for him to suffer alone than to make his whole family suffer. Completely cutting off contact with Jing Rong would at least give his parents peace of mind.
Everyone was preoccupied with their own concerns, and time flew by. From the beginning of the month to the end, it was but a blink of an eye. At the end of September, the end of autumn, the Xue Group held a shareholders' meeting to decide on the company's president and vice president. At the same time, Big Bang's concert in Singapore also kicked off.
When it comes to Singapore's weather, almost everyone thinks of rain. It seems their main theme is rain. Big Bang wasn't so lucky; it didn't escape the rain on the first day of their concert. But even with the rain, crowds of people were already lining up outside the venue by mid-afternoon, waiting to enter. Just like the lively atmosphere outside, the backstage atmosphere was equally bustling. 2NE1 was once again their guest performer, a total of nine members from both groups, each surrounded by numerous makeup artists, stylists, and assistants, all working tirelessly. Perhaps men are faster at styling, so while Big Bang finished, 2NE1 was still working on it. G-Dragon, feeling the noise inside was too much, turned and left. He didn't go to the adjacent lounge, but leaned against the wall in the hallway, lit a cigarette, but didn't smoke it. He simply watched the smoke rings spread before his eyes, and the flickering cigarette butts, in the dark corner of the hallway, added a touch of mystery.
After Taeyang finished styling his hair, he glanced around the dressing room. 2ne1 was still busy, while the cheerful Seungri was chatting up a pretty makeup artist. TOP and Daesung were chatting about something, but G-Dragon was nowhere to be seen. Taeyang frowned and left the dressing room. He walked around the lounge, but didn't see anyone. He headed to the corner of the hallway. As expected, Taeyang grew up with G-Dragon and was known as the man who knew him best. He looked at G-Dragon leaning against the wall without surprise and smiled, "You should smoke less, or your throat will take it."
G-Dragon pursed his lips, then tossed the half-burned cigarette to the ground and stomped it out. The hallway was quiet, though only relatively so. Everyone's conversation in the dressing rooms could be heard clearly, as could the clamor from the front of the venue. Taeyang said, "Looks like some fans are entering the venue?"
G-Dragon was about to nod when he suddenly remembered a few months ago when he was holding a concert in Japan. He thought she would not show up that day, and just like now, there was not even a greeting. He was in a bad mood and kept calling her before going on stage, but no one answered. He was so anxious that he almost smashed the phone. Later, the sun came out and he pulled himself back as if nothing had happened. Then when he was on the stage, he was suddenly surprised.
So today...will she suddenly appear like this too?
G-Dragon suddenly felt downcast, wanting to nod but unable to do so. Although he kept pretending to be calm, he couldn't help missing her until his heart ached. But where was she now, and who was she with? Would she miss him just as much as he could not help but miss her when he suddenly thought of her?
He really missed her, missed her very much, and couldn't control the urge to hold her in his arms.
Seeing that Quan Zhilong suddenly stopped responding, Taeyang couldn't help but shout out worriedly, "Zhilong?"
"Um?"
"It's almost time to go back and prepare."
Quan Zhilong turned around suddenly, pressed his head against the wall, and said in a low voice: "You go in first."
Although G-Dragon tried his best to disguise it, Taeyang could still detect a few slight tremors in his movements. He knew better than anyone why G-Dragon had suddenly lost control, and why it was happening. So, he felt sad, and instead of walking away as G-Dragon had suggested, he took a step forward and put his arm around his shoulders.
G-Dragon was shocked and said nothing. The two brothers remained silent in tacit understanding.
After a while, Quan Zhilong suddenly asked: "How is she doing recently?"
"Not bad." After a moment of silence, Taiyang spoke with difficulty, "The Xue Group is holding a shareholders' meeting these two days. If everything goes well, she will soon take over the Xue Group."
"That means...her father can't get better?"
Taeyang lowered his head and didn't answer. In truth, G-Dragon didn't need his answer. After waiting for so long, only to see more and more news about her and Jung Yunho's engagement, he could already guess the reason. If Chairman Xue was okay, why was she so anxious? So... his only hope was shattered?
Sun seemed to be able to feel the shoulder under his arm trembling, but when he felt it carefully, he found that it was all an illusion. Perhaps he was actually the one trembling.
After G-Dragon asked that question, he fell silent again. It felt like half a century, but also like only a few minutes. Finally, Seungri came out and called them because it was time to go on stage.
They stood on the darkened steps, the lights all off. The venue was a dazzling and gorgeous sea of crowns. Fans waved their crown lights in unison, like the rippling waves of the sea, with a sense of rhythm. Before the music even started, the venue echoed with fans' shouts of "Big Bang!" Then, suddenly, a beam of light lit up, framing the very center of the stage. Accompanied by the powerful music, the audience subconsciously began to scream, and the atmosphere reached its peak right from the start.
The author has something to say: Ah, what should I do? I can’t bear it any longer. I fainted in the toilet crying for the first time in a long time┭┮﹏┭┮
I will quickly update one chapter, and then go back to write the second one. Some girls asked if the second update is separated from the usual one. I tell you seriously, it is, because this way no matter how late the second update is, you can go to bed peacefully and read it the next day. Am I thoughtful?
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