Chapter 70 Chapter 70 Do I have a chance to heal my scars?
There is a poem in France——
From her soul to her body, stretching like a wound,
Love is the only touch that leaves a scar.
Love always makes people collide with each other and embrace each other.
The moment Kwon Ji-yong had Sarah again, the scars in his heart began to heal like crazy. He was glad that Sarah was not in the world for three years from 16 to 19, so she could not see the complexity and trivialities of the world, nor could she see how bad his life was. When they met again in the midsummer, he had grown into a mature senior, and now he could protect her and care for her.
"As for the notebook—thank you, Nuna! If you hadn't told me you saw my stage costume in your room, how would I have found it?"
Quan Xingai remembered the old house in Kyoto! Oh, she said she felt like something was missing. It turns out that old houses are always ruining things!
"Huh? Well, damn, if it wasn't for this, I hid it well, right?"
"Okay? Even without this notebook, you won't be able to hide for long. Your handwriting will be exposed sooner or later." The clever fox said that he had guessed it a long time ago, and he would not have dared to believe it easily if the conclusion was not too unscientific.
"Huh, no need to pretend now," Quan Xingai breathed a sigh of relief, then became complacent again. "Do I no longer have to call you oppa, senior, or Zhilongxi?"
"Anyway, Nuna is 10 years younger than me now. She's got to call me that no matter how much she doesn't want to." Quan Zhilong shrugged and looked childishly proud. Looking at Xing'ai's face, he suddenly became curious. He looked around and leaned closer to ask in a low voice, "What about 'little Xing'ai'? Where did she go?"
Quan Xingai looked at Quan Zhilong and her mischievous heart rose again, "Yes, she is inside me, and she comes out from time to time."
"Mo!?" Quan Zhilong suddenly widened his eyes and spoke incoherently, "No, that's impossible? Then she can see everything you do?" He felt inexplicably ashamed.
"Everything? Yeah." Quan Xingai nodded, trying not to laugh in her heart.
"She saw me kissing you and having sex? Children shouldn't watch these things that are not suitable for children!" Quan Zhilong frowned and spoke righteously.
"..." Quan Xingai's expression was speechless, as if to say, 'Is this what you think about all day?'
"Why are you looking at me like that? Am I wrong? During the New Year's Eve..."
"Stop, stop, stop! Ah, you guy, you've changed a lot in these years, you're so sexy." Quan Xingai pinched Quan Zhilong's face and pulled it away.
"Then do you admit that you are talking nonsense?" Quan Zhilong grabbed Xing Ai's hand with a smile.
"Tsk, okay, I'm just kidding. I met Xing'ai in heaven. She's pretty nice. Oh, and you may not know this, but I spent three years in heaven and met a lot of idols." Quan Xing'ai suddenly realized the benefit of being honest with Kwon Ji-yong - she finally found an audience to listen to the gossip she heard in heaven. Oh, that's exciting!
For example, the mystery of Princess Diana's death, MJ angrily reciting rap in heaven and scolding the countless media for slandering him, and David Bowie, who passed away at the same time as her, missing his Japanese friend, and of course her uncle Lennon telling her about his love story with Yoko Ono, as well as all kinds of fun in rock music... Wow, there are so many gossips in heaven.
"Mo? Who? Is this really heaven? To be honest, I still find it hard to believe. So, are you really, really back from heaven? So is this world really a scientific world?"
"Hehe, I also saw my uncle John Lennon, whom I had never met before. He became good friends with MJ up there. There were also a lot of superstars in the Heaven Band. MJ and Lennon wrote a lot of new songs. MJ also saw his father-in-law Elvis in Heaven, and they sang and had fun together. It's a pity that after I came back, my mind was blank and I couldn't remember anything. It must be the Heaven copyright system to prevent addiction and piracy." Quan Xi Ai said a lot of gibberish, and also talked about how he played in a band with these superstars.
"You know, I rarely envy others...but if I say I envy something like this...wouldn't it seem like a joke from hell?"
"Hehe, I don't blame you for being envious. I feel very lucky myself. I initially became famous thanks to my relationship with the Beatles. Now that I'm dead, I can still sing on the same stage with superstars thanks to my uncle's connections. Well, my death was quite worth it."
"Bah, bah, bah, no way. It would be best if Sarah stayed with me in the human world." Kwon Ji-yong looked at Jeon Xingai speechlessly. That's how Nuna was. She would say whatever she wanted when she was happy. He didn't think anything of her joke, but for Kwon Ji-yong, who had actually experienced her funeral, he couldn't accept that Nuna left him again.
She looked at Quan Zhilong's eyes, which were sparkling as if they were about to shed pearls: "I'm doing well now. My career is good, my relationship is good, and my mental state is good." She reached out and ruffled his hair, not wanting to see him look so vulnerable.
Then they both spoke at the same time.
"Then let's be together."
"Love again!"
Silence fell between the two of them. Quan Xingai blinked, and then they both laughed, "Why do we have to confess at the same time?"
"How can I let Nuna do something like confessing my love? Whether it was 2005 when I first fell in love with you, or 2009 when we finally got together, or 2013 when we broke up, or 2016 when you left, I always loved you. In the three years since you left, I've thought about you every day and every second. Now I feel like I'm back to 2009, so, I should be the one to confess my love."
"I'm not going to compete with you. You always try to make me cry, but I won't cry." Quan Xingai raised his head.
"Nuna, you're no longer 178cm tall. I can easily see your tears. It's okay. I've cried many times before. This is just one time. I won't laugh at you."
"You bastard! Damn it..."
"Nuna, I'm sorry. I know you've been hesitant about getting back together because we broke up before. I will make you forget this hesitation. I promise I'll never be childish, immature, or uncompromising again. I've already lost everything once, and this time, true love has finally arrived before death. Year after year, this time, we'll be together forever."
Quan Zhilong hugged Quan Xingai completely in his arms, and before he finished speaking, tears had already flowed down his face. Then he began to mutter in Quan Xingai's ear: "I long to live with you forever and ever."
"Okay, let's love again. If I fall in love with you, I will be happy to do it." Quan Xingai hugged Quan Zhilong and raised her bright smile. She really didn't let her tears fall. She was very happy and fulfilled. She had a second chance in life. Quan Zhilong saw the abyss in her heart, and she also saw the dawn in his eyes. True love was born at the moment they confirmed each other.
"Thank you, Nuna." The crybaby couldn't help but shed tears first. The long journey seemed to have found its end, and the lonely soul had a home again. After leaving old friends and former company, and being infinitely disappointed with life and circle, Quan Zhilong found that he was still the same person he was 10 years ago, and everything seemed unchanged.
He embraced Nuna, and felt that happy fate had presented him with a rose and its wonderful bright red color, and he would love this rose forever that had never been tamed.
The two crybabies hugged each other and moved each other for a long time before they found their voices again.
"Anyway, we're in the same company, so we need to finish our work first. Your album, my album. Cheer up, little golden retriever! Tsk tsk, your hairstyle makes you look even more golden now."
"I have been thinking about postponing the official album. I want to release a mini album first, named - Destiny Time." Ever since he knew that Star Love was Sarah, Kwon Ji-yong's state and mood changed completely. He came up with this idea naturally. Now he is no longer in the same mood as before. He wants to make a hip-hop rock album, named - Kairos, which means "Destiny Time" in ancient Greek.
His thirty-year-old self, lost and shattered, has reached a fateful moment. He wants to seize this moment, to record it. He wants to document the moment when he regains interest in life, love, and the world. He is still Kwon Ji-yong, still G-Dragon. Kwon Ji-yong no longer wants to waste time or conform to the world. More than ever, he longs to be himself. He wants Star Love to fully participate in his life and his career. He wants them to be forever entwined and inseparable.
"Oppa? Didn't you say you were planning to collaborate with Anderson . . . Paak on funk music?" Quan Xingai asked curiously.
"Yeah, I originally planned to try making marketable music after not returning for such a long time, but now I've figured it out. What I want to do more now is to complete hip-hop and rock with you. It's a big regret of mine not to collaborate on songs with you." Kwon Ji-yong just felt that he really wanted to share his experience from his discharge from the army to now with his fans and music lovers, and he still had a lot of opinions to express.
"Okay, let's create together. How about pure black bubble style combined with hardcore rock? I'm excited just thinking about it." Quan Xingai's eyes lit up. She had never tried complete hardcore black bubble, and since Zhilong wanted to do it, she would accompany him to the end.
After their confrontation, their disguises were exposed, and they announced they were getting back together, Jeon Seong-ae felt her soul lighten, as if the angels had begun singing again. Pretending to be someone you're not must be exhausting! Besides, Jeon Seong-ae wasn't good at lying or hiding things.
"This place is great. The sound insulation and reverberation are excellent." After relaxing, Quan Xingai walked around the small stone chamber. "It's completely isolated from the noise outside. It feels like I'm really in the 16th century."
"It's a fusion of architecture and art. A friend in Paris introduced it to me. It used to be a musician's house, but over the years it's been transformed into a private concert hall, where musicians often hold small concerts." Kwon Ji-yong noticed the violin on the wooden bench nearby. "Did Joo Hyuk persuade you to buy it? What excuse did he give you?"
"Ha, I knew it was you who brought Zhu He here. He said he wanted to give a gift to his potential partner, so I ran here excitedly and curiously." Quan Xingai rolled her eyes.
Quan Zhilong laughed and said, "The violin you chose should be very good. Do you want me to take a few videos for you here?" When he is around Quan Xingai, he always unconsciously becomes a staff member and wants to record every detail for her.
"Jilong is dressed so handsomely today, it's a shame I'm the only one who saw it. Besides, you should increase the hype for your comeback. Why not start a live broadcast? It should be 2 a.m. in Seoul now, perfect for night owls. Anyway, your fans know you're attending the Chanel show in Paris."
Quan Xingai said as she found a good angle with her phone. From the camera, she could see Quan Zhilong standing next to the light source. The hazy halo gave him a layer of warm gold edge. He combed his hair. Not only was the jewel bow tie shining, but even the cuffs were the same red fiery color.
"Me? Am I going to broadcast live? Play the piano?" Kwon Ji-yong laughed while looking at the camera of his mobile phone.
"Yes, it's an online concert dedicated to the fans." Quan Xingai nodded and continued to adjust the lighting and angle. "This angle is good. Let me prepare it."
She moved over several chairs of various shapes, and all the Bauhaus and Louis XV chairs became phone holders. After making all the preparations, she took Quan Zhilong's phone and opened his Instagram.
"Moya? What's this number?"
"..." Quan Zhilong felt a little embarrassed. He forgot to switch accounts and logged in with his small account. Now it was okay. Quan Xingai asked him with a puzzled look, and he simply said as a matter of course: "It's my small account. The previous one was hacked and made public, so this time I simply created a new one that no one knows about. I just want to record some of my feelings."
Quan Xingai saw a few unidentifiable photos of scenery and objects, but didn't see his captions. He looked at the other person softly with a nostalgic expression, "Zhilong, that's you who likes taking photos and recording things. How about I open a small account too? Since we can't interact frequently on our main account, let's do it on the small account. What's your name? I didn't even see your account name..."
"I'll tell you when I get back. Are you still live streaming now?" Quan Zhilong shook his head and switched the account to a large one.
"If you don't want to watch it, then don't watch it—of course it's going to be live. Hurry up and sit down, I'll get ready!" Quan Xingai pouted. She didn't really want to watch it either, she'd find another chance later...
*
At midnight in Seoul, the fan group was still excited about seeing Oppa's fashion week look in a few days, and was posting various photos of Kwon Ji-Dragon and illustrations of his fan wives on their Instagram and Twitter. Then a push quickly ignited the enthusiasm of all fans.
@xxxibgdrgn is live streaming!
What the hell? Brother Long is live streaming!? Fans spread the word and quickly flocked to the live broadcast room, and soon the number of viewers soared wildly.
【Aaaaaaa, it’s live!!!】
【husband! ! ! 】
[Brother! Where are you? It's so dark, please turn on the light!]
[It looks like a room, quite retro! ]
The Stone Chamber Concert Hall, hidden deep in the heart of the Marais district, caught everyone's eye. The low arched dome and rough walls were like the falling night sky, gently embracing people in its arms. A floor-standing reading light lit up in the middle of the live camera, and Quan Zhilong, with his gradient-colored hair, sat in front of the piano, wearing a rare formal suit!
Tell everyone, it's Brother Long live-streaming a concert! He's dressed like a little prince! In a suit and bow tie! You know what a formal dragon is! Then, a gorgeous voice flowed out like flowing water, and the piano version of his first hit song, "Lies," echoed through the concert hall.
[This is so good!! Woohoo, I'm about to cry! My brother doesn't forget to livestream us even when he's working!]
【Benefits of staying up late! Good things will happen if you stay up late!】
[So handsome! Oh my god! I haven't seen my brother this formal in ages! The rubies on his cufflinks are so dazzling!]
[It's not just the cuffs, look at that bow tie! That big gem!]
【Seeing my brother is so rich, I feel relieved! 】
[Hehe, even though he's so rich, he still plays the piano for me. My husband is awesome.]
[I haven't heard this in a while. It's like a dream. As soon as the prelude came out, I knew all these songs by heart - Lies, Day by Day, Heaven...]
【Brother, talk to us! 】
[It's nice to just listen quietly! This place has a special feeling!]
「Ahhhh, it looks like a vampire Count in that castle! 」
"I think she looks like a princess from a castle! Princess Zhilong! Ahh ...
Kwon Ji-yong played several classic songs of his and his group's, which lasted for almost 20 minutes before concluding. As the performance ended, the lights in the concert hall came on again, and fans realized it truly resembled an ancient European castle. The semi-circular spherical space enveloped the music, and paintings hung on the walls on both sides. Kwon Ji-yong, who walked towards them, looked even more handsome after the lights came on!
After seeing his full outfit, someone quickly grabbed a copy of the same style. It was a vintage YSL suit. The gemstones on the bow tie and cufflinks couldn't be seen, but the shine and size made it clear they were worth a fortune!
"I'm very happy to have discovered this interesting concert hall and created some interesting music, so I want to share this place with you. Isn't it great?" Kwon Ji-Dragon chatted with a smile in front of the live camera. Jeon Star-Ai behind the camera looked at Kwon Ji-Dragon with a smile. In the dim light, no one noticed that the superstar's eyes were a little red.
"Oh my, I left the message too quickly. I can't see anything - new album? Ah, I'm preparing a new album. It will be produced this year. I will participate in some activities in the second half of the year. You should be able to see me soon. How about releasing new songs in August? I really like the album I'm working on and I look forward to seeing it with you soon."
"That's it, today's surprise live broadcast is over, go to bed, good night." After saying this, Quan Zhilong decisively turned off the live broadcast.
[Ahhh, my brother is so handsome during today’s live broadcast]
Where is this place? It's useless to know. I can't leave the country at all.
[Why do I feel that Brother Long’s eyes are red today?]
【He looks so happy! ! ! ! 】
【What good thing happened? Tell me about it?】
[As soon as I arrived in Paris, I felt relaxed and happy. Hahaha]
【But it seems that Quan Xingai is also in Paris】
[Long Ge arrived a long time ago, and we weren't together. There were so many Korean stars at Fashion Week, so it's not strange to be from the same city.]
[Hmm... I can only say... Paris is a great place for romance.]
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