Often, Zhu Qianying couldn't quite figure out what Young Master Yan was thinking.
For example, regarding the issue of children, when the two had just reconciled, he didn't actually take any precautions, and he made no attempt to hide his eagerness to have one or even several more children.
But at some point, he started using condoms. At first, she couldn't accept it. Of course, it wasn't that she couldn't accept the thin barrier, but rather that she couldn't accept the fact that he originally didn't want to have any more children.
However, as time went by, her feelings for him deepened, and she gradually came to terms with it.
Actually, having Zizai is the greatest fortune for her and him. Whether they will have other children is no longer important. The three of them can still live happily together.
So, after she had already tacitly accepted that he didn't want to have any more children, when he suddenly brought it up, besides the initial shyness, she later became somewhat annoyed.
Yan Shao was slightly taken aback by her questioning. After a moment's thought, he realized that he had indeed been too subjective.
At first, he didn't want her to suffer, so he thought that having a son was enough and there was no need for her to go through another ordeal.
But ever since Bai Xiaolu left, Zizai has been depressed for a long time, and even now, he still feels resentful about Bai Xiaolu's departure.
Then he thought, maybe it's really too lonely for him to have only one child, Zizai.
With this assumption, his original idea that one child would be enough gradually began to waver.
It wasn't until his son's accident that he realized more and more that his family probably really needed one or two more children.
For example, if Zai Zai had a younger brother or sister, perhaps his emotional wounds would heal more easily.
Yan Shao wrapped his arms around Zhu Qianying's waist, buried his head in her chest, nuzzled her a few times, and then looked up at her.
"Ying'er, why don't we have one or two more children? That way, Zizai won't be so lonely."
Zhu Qianying neither said it was good nor bad, she just quietly looked at him.
Yan Shao felt a little guilty under her gaze. After all, he was the one who didn't want to have children before, and now he was the one who wanted to have children again.
“Of course…provided you’re willing…” he said very carefully.
Perhaps some people will say that women have no right to say no when it comes to having children.
But actually, this statement is completely wrong.
Ultimately, the decision to have children rests with the woman.
If we go back to before marriage, Zhu Qianying's attitude towards children was neither like nor dislike.
But after having her son, her maternal instincts were greatly aroused. Before, she had no plans to remarry, so she never thought she would have any other children.
But after getting back together with Yan Shao, she longed for a new life to come into the world.
However, she didn't expect that Young Master Yan didn't like it.
Just when she finally accepted his idea that he only wanted one child, Zizai, he suddenly changed his mind and wanted to have one or two more children.
What made him, who is usually so resolute, change his mind? Was it because of what happened with Vic Chou? Or was it due to other external factors?
Zhu Qianying couldn't figure out what he was thinking, and besides, guessing was really tiring, so she simply asked directly.
"I remember you were very careful about using contraception a while ago. At that time, you didn't want to have any more children, right?"
Zhu Qianying had actually asked Yan Shao about this once, but at the time, Yan Shao gave her a vague answer and did not give her a clear one.
Can you tell me why?
Now, Yan Shao naturally couldn't keep up the pretense any longer, and simply hugged her even tighter.
"I heard Ji Yu say that childbirth is like a woman walking through the gates of hell and back. You must have suffered a lot when you gave birth to Zizai, right?"
Zhu Qianying remained silent, waiting for him to continue.
“I don’t want you to suffer, I don’t want you to be in pain, that’s why I’ve always been very careful.”
If any other man had given this reason, Zhu Qianying might have taken it as a perfunctory excuse. But at this moment, he spoke with utmost seriousness, his dark, deep eyes filled with an intense and unwavering affection and tenderness.
Now, she could no longer pretend to be silent.
“If I told you that the process of being pregnant and giving birth to a baby wasn’t painful at all, and that I didn’t suffer any pain or suffering, I would definitely be lying to you. But to endure this little bit of pain and suffering in exchange for a precious child, I think it’s worth it! Besides, you’re not a woman, so you wouldn’t understand the happiness of being pregnant!”
In fact, Zhu Qianying could no longer clearly remember many details of her pregnancy.
But she still remembers clearly the joy and happiness that grew as her baby grew bigger and bigger.
Yan Shao was deeply moved that Zhu Qianying was able to confess her feelings to him so frankly.
“Honey, thank you! To me, you and Zizai are the greatest blessings God has given me. And, apart from worrying about you suffering, I also truly feel that having you and Zizai is enough. But with so many things happening recently, I can't help but waver. Is Zizai too lonely in this family?”
Zhu Qianying now vaguely understood the reason for his change, but she was still not quite sure, so she asked.
"Is it because of Bai Xiaolu's departure? Or because of this incident?"
Young Master Yan readily nodded in agreement, "Yes, I have them all!"
"To be honest, I really didn't expect that Bai Xiaolu's departure would make Zizai so depressed. And now that Zizai is in this situation, I believe that having another child in the family will make it easier for his emotional wounds to heal."
Of course, these are just Yan Shao's wishful thinking; whether they have any scientific basis is not important.
After the two of them laid everything out on the table, they naturally spent most of the night in bed together.
As they heaved in sweat, Yan Shao suddenly remembered something, buried his head in the crook of her neck, nibbled on her earlobe, and asked in a hoarse, slightly breathless voice.
"Honey, I didn't use protection the last few times... could it be..."
The person beneath him, immersed in the exhilarating sensation of the bumpy ride, paused for a moment before giving him a halting answer.
"No...it's not...the safe period..."
"And now?" Yan Shao nibbled at her soft earlobe, his voice hoarse.
With her big, dreamy eyes wide open, Zhu Qianying hugged his strong back tightly, even intentionally or unintentionally responding to him.
"Ovulation period..." she replied honestly, panting heavily.
Upon hearing this, Yan Shao's movements involuntarily intensified...
After another night of fussing, Yan Shao carried her into the bathroom. Exhausted, Zhu Qianying nestled against him, letting him take care of her.
"Sweetie, do you think our little one has arrived yet?"
Zhu Qianying was too tired to open her eyes, and only mumbled an "Mmm!"
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