Chapter 61 He is in pain. Ricardo, kiss me.

Xu Huaiting pressed his head hard and pressed him against himself, as if he wanted to stuff him into his heart.

The person in his arms was shivering as if he was very cold. At first it was just a little, but it gradually became more and more severe, as if he was out of control, and his lonely and thin shoulders twitched.

He didn't make any sound, but his body seemed to be in great pain. His back gradually bent, tensed, and curled up.

The realization that he felt sad about it hurt him more than the sadness itself.

The moment he began to realize that he was feeling wronged and uncomfortable, deeper and more excruciating pain shot through his body, nearly breaking him down.

If he is sad, then what about other things?

Wouldn't it be better to remain numb? Why did he have to find out?

Why did the impenetrable shell he had spent so much time building become so porous? Why did he still get pierced?

Ye Man pressed against Xu Huaiting's chest, biting her lips tightly. She refused to let go even though she felt pain on her lips and tasted the rust in her mouth. She would rather block her breathing than let out a single sound.

It seemed that if he cried out loud, he would die.

Don't want to see, don't want to hear, don't want to know.

As long as he doesn't think about it too much, he won't know anything and he can still be the same as before.

Xu Huaiting felt as if he was stung by these silent tremors and clenched his teeth tightly.

He touched his head again and again, then pressed him deeper into himself, "It's okay, you can cry."

There was a trembling sound in his throat that he tried his best to hold back but couldn't hide.

"Cry, no one can see you."

These words were like opening a gate.

The boiling tears instantly soaked his chest, and from his arms came the long-suppressed sobs, like the howling of a stray and injured little beast.

Ye Man fell on his chest, her sobs slowly turning into loud crying.

"I feel bad... I don't know..."

"Ricardo...it hurts...what should I do..."

"I don't know where I am. Am I sick? I feel really bad. Please save me..."

The hand that Xu Huaiting was stroking the back of his head trembled violently.

My eyes started to turn red.

Ye Man raised his tear-stained face, as if he had grabbed the last straw. He cried and choked, "You... kiss me... please... it really hurts..."

"I want you to kiss me..."

He clutched his clothes and looked up in supplication.

He hugged Xu Huaiting's neck tightly, climbed up his body vigorously, and rubbed his lips against Xu Huaiting's lips in an inappropriate way. He didn't know how to express what he wanted, and he didn't even know what he was asking for at this time. He just stretched out his tongue anxiously and licked his lips randomly.

The cry was swallowed between the lips and teeth.

Xu Huaiting kissed him with trembling breath, and the intense pain was like needles, drilling into his bone marrow along the connection.

Even though the wound on her lip stung, Ye Man still chased after him eagerly.

Xu Huaiting hugged Ye Man, stroked his back with his hands, kissed him patiently and carefully, hugged him, and constantly responded to his requests.

Salty tears flowed into his mouth from the corners of his mouth. Xu Huaiting called Ye Man's name again and again, and his arms tightened more and more, as if he wanted to crush him into his bones.

The two of them hugged each other and hid behind the vending machine. They didn't know how much time had passed before Ye Man gradually calmed down. She sobbed and rested her face on Xu Huaiting's neck, wiping her tears with her sleeve.

After he regained his consciousness, he dared not face the fact that he had done such a useless thing.

She hugged someone and cried bitterly, and... that...

Ye Man wiped his eyes fiercely, but was stopped halfway through.

Xu Huaiting lifted his chin and checked it, his voice also hoarse: "You can't watch if you rub your eyes again. If your brother sees you crying like this, he will kill me."

Ye Man let Xu Huaiting hold his hand tightly and said softly, "My brother doesn't know that I came out with you."

Xu Huaiting sneered.

This is just a little fool.

"You two..." Wang Wan said awkwardly, holding two cans of Coke in her hands and trotting over: "Well, Xiaoman, would you like some water to moisten your throat? It's given by the hospital, free of charge."

Ye Man was startled and hid her face in Xu Huaiting's arms like a thief covering her ears.

Just now he and Xu Huaiting...Does everyone in the hospital know about it?

Xu Huaiting took the two cans of Coke handed to him and said, "Thank you, this is exactly what I needed."

There was a large wet spot on his chest. He had lost so much water that he would become dehydrated again if he didn't replenish it.

I really don't know where so much water comes from in a person's body.

I was distracted for a second and remembered that it was the same as before, just like a faucet, which would leak out as soon as the valve was opened.

It's very difficult to comfort him. The more you comfort him, the harder he cries.

Xu Huaiting was lost in thought, and the corner of his mouth was scratched by the person in his arms. It hurt a little, but he didn't care much and even licked it quickly. In the warm sun of a winter afternoon, he put his hand on the erect neck of the person in his arms, leaning comfortably against the vending machine, feeling lazy.

Wang Wan made an OK gesture and said, "Don't worry. There aren't many people passing by today. No one will disturb us. I'll leave first."

There were not many people. Ye Man was even more devastated.

——That means more than one person knows what he just did!

Xu Huaiting felt his chest sink. He looked down, smiled silently, and raised the Coke in his hand to Wang Wan: "Thank you."

He tucked a can of Coke under his arm, opened another can, and pressed the opening of the other can against Ye Man's lips: "Drink some. You're going to get dehydrated from crying."

"No."

Ye Man drank one-third of the can from his hand, then shook his head to refuse. Xu Huaiting raised his head and drank the rest in one gulp, threw the empty can into the trash can, and pulled him back.

When the two came back, Wang Wan was pushing Grandma Lu back to the indoor lobby.

Two figures walked back one after the other. The young man was obediently led by Xu Huaiting's wrist and walked behind him. He rubbed his red eyes with the back of the hand holding the cane.

The man walking in front nodded to her, and they all returned to the lobby together.

Ye Man has sorted out his emotions.

I still feel awkward.

I couldn’t tell anyone, so I vowed to the system, “I won’t cry like this next time.”

He was full of regret: "I don't know what happened. I lost control all of a sudden."

System: "Why don't you cry next time?"

Ye Man opened his mouth, but could not answer.

"If people feel sad and wronged, shouldn't they cry?"

Ye Man puffed up his cheeks, "If you act pretentiously, others will be annoyed."

"Do your ancestors bother you?"

Ye Man quietly grabbed one of Xu Huaiting's fingers and held it in his hand, trying to find some evidence to refute the system. In the end, he admitted with some disappointment and reluctance, "No."

The system lowered its voice: "I don't bother you either. None of us bother you either. So if you want to cry, just cry. It's nothing."

"...Brother Tong, please don't be like this. When you say that, I feel like crying again."

Ye Man could still bear this little scene.

Xu Huaiting's previous words did not improve the situation of Grandma Lu mistaking the wrong person. Grandma Lu still couldn't recognize the wrong person and continued to call Ye Man "Junjun".

Ye Man still smiled sweetly and sighed, but for the first time he seriously corrected the way he addressed Grandma Lu. While peeling apples for Grandma Lu, he casually said, "I'm Xiao Man, Grandma."

"......"

"Jun... Jun Jun..."

Ye Man sighed helplessly and complained to his living ancestor: "Look, I'll tell you what I am saying."

What's the point of arguing with the patient?

Even so. Even though it was such a trivial matter, not worth worrying about, and in the end it did not change, Ye Man still felt relieved in his heart after a long time.

Most of the afternoon's conversation with Grandma Lu was just a boring name correction game.

Even if Ye Man felt annoyed, it was useless and she could just give up. Xu Huaiting would still tirelessly correct Grandma Lu when she mispronounced her name, as if he never felt bored or tired at all, and his tone of voice never changed from beginning to end. Ye Man couldn't help but secretly grab his fingers again.

It was almost time, so they prepared to go back.

When they were leaving, Wang Wan was answering the phone at the front desk. When she saw the two people were about to leave, she called out to Ye Man.

"Xiao Man, it's Jun Xing calling! She said she will be returning to China for further studies after the new year, and will come to visit Grandma Lu when she does. She also said she wants to see you. She said she has something to tell you in person. I heard that you two knew each other when you were kids. She hasn't hung up the phone yet, do you want to say a few words to her?"

Xu Huaiting didn't care much about this matter at first.

But he found that Ye Man, who seemed to be in a very happy mood in the last second, was frozen in the next second.

Ye Man seemed to be avoiding something, saying repeatedly: "No, no, since Grandma Lu's granddaughter is coming back, I won't be needed here anymore. I won't come here for the time being, so she doesn't need to come to see me. I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first!"

He pulled Xu Huaiting away quickly.

The blind stick was knocking on the ground in a mess, and he looked like he was running away, causing Xu Huaiting to stare at his back with his eyes slightly narrowed.

At the time specified by Chi Yan, Xu Huaiting sent him home.

When they arrived at the place, Ye Man wanted to leave, but found that the car door could not be opened.

Xu Huaiting tapped the steering wheel with his fingers and asked him, "Xiao Man, do you have anything you want to tell me?"

Ye Man's breathing became disordered when asked this question. He seemed very nervous and shook his head vigorously: "No." As if to convince himself, he nodded vigorously: "Yes, no."

"Oh, I didn't," Xu Huaiting glared at him, "Looking at you, I thought you had some very important secret that you had to hide from me."

Ye Man felt a tightness on his back, "No, no!"

Xu Huaiting: "Do you remember what I said? You have to be honest with me. Don't lie to me or cheat me."

Ye Manping took a breath, "......Yeah."

"So, what you just said... is it true?"

Ye Man swallowed his saliva and said, "Yes!"

The volume was so out of tune that he couldn't even see it.

However, Xu Huaiting nodded and said calmly: "Okay, I believe it."

He actually let him go just like that.

Ye Man thought he had discovered something. When he got home, he found himself sweating.