To Murong:
I know that this sudden departure will surely leave you confused and heartbroken.
But I'm sorry, I really can't take you with me when I leave.
Although Xiao Jue said that going to the Sanctuary would allow him to revive his elder brother, with my talent and abilities, becoming a saint is almost an unattainable dream.
It will definitely take a very long time, ten years, twenty years, or even... hundreds of years. I don't even dare to think about or calculate it too much.
If I were to reach that realm in a hundred years, even after arriving in the Holy Domain, I wouldn't be able to guarantee whether I could immediately revive my elder brother. And even after reviving him, how long would it take before I could help him regain his original memories?
You heard what Xiao Jue said; if Big Brother wants to recover, he needs patient companionship.
I can't guarantee what will happen in the future, and I can't guarantee how much time I'll have to spend with you. I don't want our beautiful memories to turn into resentment and arguments.
Murong, you are a good girl, and I truly like you and want to marry you.
If it weren't for my older brother's situation, I think we could have lived a harmonious and loving life together until we grew old.
But now I know the truth…
I really... can no longer choose to ignore it...
You want to share the burden with me, but for my brother's sake, I can't take you with me. I can't tell you the specific reasons, but... taking you with me will definitely not be good for his recovery.
I'm sorry, I know that saying sorry a lot won't help, but this decision is one I've thought through carefully.
Murong, I don't want to hold you back.
While there's still time, Murong, you're really wonderful, so wonderful that I liked you at first sight, liked you a lot, liked you a lot.
But right now, I'm just a bastard who doesn't deserve happiness.
I don't deserve someone as good as you; you deserve better.
I think this is God's punishment for my selfishness...
I owe my older brother so much, and I've decided to spend my whole life making it up to him. In this life, I will only stay by his side until he stands up again.
Therefore, I have no choice but to let you down.
Don't come looking for me anymore. Let's just leave each other in peace...
Junran, this is your last words.
"Ugh... Waaah..."
When she saw the last two words, Murong Qin, who was already sobbing uncontrollably, felt a dull pain in her heart and almost fainted.
Final words…
Is this meant to make her believe he's already dead?
"Junran...you're so cruel..."
Murong Qin gripped the letter tightly, hugged her shoulders, and slowly squatted down.
You owe Brother Yu a debt, and if you want to make it up to him, do you have to sacrifice me?
At this moment, she wondered why she wasn't the one who died back then.
If it were her, then she would be the one he is now leading around seeking resurrection.
"Don't cry."
After quickly glancing at the contents of the letter, Zhan Wushuang pursed his lips and stepped forward to hug Murong Qin tightly. "A man who lacks responsibility is not worthy of you."
"No..."
Upon hearing this, Murong Qin nestled tightly in Zhan Wushuang's arms, but still gently shook her head. "Aran isn't that kind of person. There must be some hidden story I don't know about, but he just won't say anything."
Murong Qin understood Jun Ran; he wasn't an irresponsible person. She knew his choice was definitely related to Jun Yu, but she didn't know the specifics…
She really couldn't believe it, and she couldn't understand it...
In fact, she was truly willing to help him revive Jun Yu, until he was willing to move on and accept her.
Because, after all, Jun Yu died because of her.
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