But whenever he tried to get closer, Jun Feijue's face, along with all her words and teachings, would appear in his mind.
"My body feels cold and I feel uncomfortable."
"Don't eat people!"
"You should dress properly!"
"Cooked food is so delicious and tasty!"
"..."
All her words were guiding him to choose the plate of bland and tasteless congee and side dishes next to him.
A sumptuous feast or simple porridge and side dishes—which should he choose? It was a very difficult decision.
His heart told him how delicious the lavish feast was, but his inner reason told him that only by choosing the simple dish of porridge and side dishes could he become the person he wanted to be, do what he wanted to do, and love the person he wanted to love.
"ah!"
This agonizing choice caused him to clutch his head and scream in agony.
“Ah Xie…”
Seeing this, Jun Wuyou couldn't bear it any longer. She ran out and shouted at Shi Wuxie, "And I believe in you. No matter what choice you make, I will always be with you."
You may not know this, but I love you as a person, regardless of what kind of existence you are.
Even if you fall into demonic possession, I will not hesitate to follow you into the abyss of evil.
"Eh..."
Seeing this, the Guixu Divine Turtle couldn't help but shake its head. "Girl, your way of loving someone is wrong. If you truly love him, you should help him find the right path, instead of watching him become a demon step by step."
"But I can't bear to part with it."
Jun Wuyou knew, of course, that many of Shi Wuxie's habits were bad, but she had seen how happy he was when he did whatever he wanted.
Isn't it good to just live as you please?
Why must we change ourselves for others?
"Girl, this idea of yours is going to lead you astray."
Upon seeing this, the expression of the Guixu Divine Turtle became serious. "You should know that good medicine tastes bitter. It's not wrong for you to want to be happy, but it must be based on certain bottom lines. The difference between humans and animals is that humans can control themselves, have thoughts, and have bottom lines. If you lose your bottom lines, then you can no longer be called a human."
“The bottom line…” Jun Wuyou’s eyes gradually lit up.
"yes."
The Ruins-Returning Divine Turtle continued to nod and said slowly, "What you need to think about now is, what is it that young master most wants to do, what is it most wants to become?"
"What A-Xie wants..."
To be honest, Jun Wuyou spent a considerable amount of time with Shi Wuxie, but the most time he spent with him was fighting monsters in the Endless Ruins.
Instead, what Shi Wuxie liked to do most was to eat the crystal cores inside the bodies of those demons.
What does he like to be?
She remembered that he seemed to have said something like he wanted to become a person with flesh and blood.
Because, as someone once said, his body is cold.
Because he was cold, he couldn't hug her; it would make her uncomfortable. So, he wanted to warm up his body.
At first, he didn't know who she was talking about, but she wasn't stupid. Ever since she reunited with Jun Feijue, Shi Wuxie's eyes had never left her.
From that moment on, she knew who Shi Wuxie liked.
Now, he knows even more clearly who the person he cannot embrace is.
But is the most important reason why he can't hug his sister just because of her body temperature?
No, it's not body temperature, it's identity!
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