Chapter 204 Back and Forth
Feng Lan felt even more distressed when she saw her daughter trying so hard to hold on. Her heart felt as if someone had grabbed it, unable to move it up or down.
"Wait in the kitchen. I'll make you something delicious. Just wait here for me."
After saying that, Feng Lan went to the kitchen. She wanted to make cakes for San Ya.
This is Sanya’s favorite snack since she was a child. Whenever Sanya was unhappy, Feng Lan would make sweet cakes to comfort her, and her mood would improve.
Feng Lan opened the flour bag, scooped out the flour, boiled water and kneaded the flour. Her movements were very skillful, as if she did this often.
San Ya sat on a small stool in the kitchen, watching Feng Lan busying around, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable.
"Mom, you don't have to bother me. I don't have to eat these."
"No trouble."
Feng Lan didn't even turn her head. She kept speeding up her movements. Her movements were quite skillful. "It's been a while since I made you a cake."
San Ya's nose felt sore. From childhood to adulthood, every time she encountered grievances or was unhappy, he would make sweet cakes for her. She lowered her head when she thought of this.
Feng Lan kneaded the dough and started rolling it out. She moved very gently, for fear of disturbing her daughter, but at the same time she moved very quickly.
"Sanya, do you remember the first time you ate sugar cake?"
Sanya thought about it, and couldn't help but curl the corners of her mouth, "I remember, I was only five years old at that time, and I was bullied by the kids next door."
"right."
Feng Lan smiled. "You ran home crying, so I made you a candy cake. After you ate it, you never cried again."
Some things in the past really cannot stand up to scrutiny, and it makes me feel sad and tired when I talk about them.
"Mom, your cooking skills are really good." San Ya praised sincerely with a smile on her face.
Feng Lan paused for a moment, but quickly returned to normal and just spoke silently.
"Girl."
Feng Lan put down the work in her hands and said, "You don't have to pretend to be strong in front of me. If you have anything, just tell me. Although I can't help you, I can stand by you."
Sanya was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously shook her head, looking as if she didn't know what to say, "I'm not pretending."
"Still saying no?"
Feng Lan came over and sat next to her daughter. "You've been like this since you were a child. You keep all the grievances inside."
San Ya lowered her head, feeling a little embarrassed for a moment, not knowing what to say, "Mom, I'm really fine."
"Would someone who's fine sit in the yard and cry in the middle of the night?"
Feng Lan really couldn't control her temper anymore and couldn't help but say something.
San Ya's body froze, and she didn't know what to say for a moment. She immediately lowered her head, unable to utter a word.
"mother……"
"Silly child."
Feng Lan stroked her daughter's hair gently, tears in her eyes, "When have you ever needed to be so strong in front of your mother?"
San Ya couldn't hold back any longer and tears suddenly burst out.
"Mom, I'm really upset. Shitou clearly said he would come and marry me."
Although all this has passed, I still feel very uncomfortable in my heart and there is no way to let it go.
"I know."
Feng Lan hugged her daughter distressedly and said, "It's better to cry it out than to hold it in. Just say whatever you want to say."
San Ya lay in her mother's arms, tears falling like beads from a broken string, as if she had expressed all the grievances she had suffered during this period.
"I thought he would wait for me, but I didn't expect so many unexpected things to happen, and I didn't know anything about it."
Feng Lan patted her daughter's back, said nothing, and just stayed with her quietly.
At this time, footsteps were heard outside. Chen Kangbo pushed the door open and saw the mother and daughter hugging each other. He was stunned for a moment and hurried over.
"What's wrong?"
Feng Lan shook her head and signaled him not to speak. Chen Kangbo understood and quietly retreated. He stood in the yard and sighed.
San Ya cried for a long time until she was too tired to open her eyes, and she looked pitiful.
"Mom, am I useless?"
"nonsense."
Feng Lan wiped the tears from her daughter's face very gently, and couldn't help but say, "You are the most outstanding girl I have ever seen."
"But I can't even keep the person I like." San Ya felt helpless when she thought of this.
"This isn't your fault, and it has nothing to do with you. Things like relationships don't always work out just because you work hard."
San Ya nodded, but her eyes were still dim, and she seemed to not know how to say some words.
The next morning, San Ya fell ill. She had a high fever and felt so weak that she couldn't even open her eyes.
Feng Lan was extremely anxious and quickly called a doctor to see what was going on. She stayed by the patient's side the entire time and didn't dare to leave.
"This girl is suffering from a heart disease."
The doctor felt the pulse, shook his head and sighed, "It's hard to cure. You have to figure it out yourself. We can't prescribe any medicine here."
This is the most difficult disease to treat in the world. The others are just minor problems and can be treated.
Chen Kangbo was so anxious that he was spinning around, sweat on his forehead. "What should I do? I can't just watch her go on like this."
Feng Lan sat beside the bed, looking at the drowsy San Ya, her heart ached, and she couldn't help but sigh.
"Go, write a letter to Wenbin."
She said to Chen Kangbo, "Tell him to bring Ya'er here. We can't handle these things anymore. We need them to come here quickly."
Chen Kangbo immediately understood what his wife meant and quickly asked someone to write a letter and send it to them.
Su Wenbin received the letter that afternoon. After reading the contents of the letter, his face changed drastically.
"Ya'er, pack your things quickly, let's go to Jinzhou."
Chen Ya was feeding the baby, with a hint of surprise in her eyes. "What's wrong? So urgent?"
"Saya is sick." Su Wenbin briefly explained the situation with a very serious expression.
When Chen Ya heard this, she immediately put the child down and stood up quickly, her eyes full of worry.
"Sick? Seriously?"
"Your mother said it was a heart disease."
Chen Ya understood. When she thought about what happened some time ago, she felt very uncomfortable and just nodded slightly.
"What about the child? Why don't you come with us? I'm really worried about leaving him at home."
"Take it with you."
Su Wenbin said decisively, "At this moment, nothing is more important than Sanya. Anyway, it won't take that long to go back and forth."
The two packed up their simple luggage and set off overnight.
On the way, Chen Ya held the child in her arms, feeling extremely worried and uneasy, with a hint of sadness in her eyes.
"Wenbin, do you think Sanya will..."
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