Yun Xiangye looked at Ye Wanhe distressedly and said, "You just gave birth not long ago, why are you so angry?"
After the maids left, Ye Wanhe spoke to Yun Xiangye in Yongxing dialect, "Miaomiao told me today that Zhao Yun and Yu Xihe had spent a night together in Yongxing City..."
Yun Xiangye pursed her lips and said, "We just spent one night together, but that doesn't necessarily mean anything happened."
Ye Wanhe said, "But he allowed Yu Xihe to call him Brother Yan. Today, Yu Xihe asked for the slap, but he still protected her. If nothing happened that night, why would he bring Yu Xihe back to Chang'an and bring her to the palace..."
Yun Xiangye said, "Sister, there must be a misunderstanding. Why don't you go and verify this with His Highness?"
Ye Wanhe said, "If there was a misunderstanding, how could Yu Xihe dare to spread something that concerns her reputation without any scruples? This is not something worth spreading in the first place."
Yun Xiangye now truly understood the saying, "Those involved are often confused, while those who are on the sidelines can see things more clearly." "Sister, think about it, if His Royal Highness the Crown Prince really favored Yu Xihe, would he still consider marrying her off to Zhao Rui?"
Ye Wanhe gently rubbed her aching lower abdomen and said, "Xiangye, the conflict between him and me is not just about Yu Xihe. I want to be Ye Wanhe again. I agreed to be Wei Zhenzhu out of helplessness and in order to find an opportunity to take revenge on Zhao Yun.
I never thought that after I took revenge on Zhao Yun, he would forgive me when he came back.
I thought I would be executed, and after I "died" I would become Ye Wanhe again.
I've been thinking about it these days, why not just let it go.
Zhao Yun loves me, he just loves himself more. He can give me one of the most honorable statuses in the world, let my child inherit the throne in the future, and allow me to see my parents often. What else can I be dissatisfied with? Ye Wanhe, Wei Zhenzhu, aren't they all me?
I persuaded myself to just endure it. Even though I didn't want to be Wei Zhenzhu anymore, I should be satisfied.
The position of Crown Princess, second only to the emperor and above everyone else, is what many people dream of.
But today, I was so angry with Yu Xihe and Miaomiao that my illness flared up. Then I realized one thing: it seems that the daughters of the Ye family don't live long.
The two great-aunts of the Ye family also died in their early thirties, and my aunt also passed away at the age of thirty-three...
Now, I am already twenty-six, almost thirty. I don't know how much longer I can live. I don't want to stay in the palace anymore. I don't want to have any regrets. I don't want to have to call others "Dad" and "Mom" to the outside world. I want to be Ye Wanhe again, not Wei Zhenzhu anymore.
When Yun Xiangye heard Ye Wanhe's words, she thought of her mother who had passed away young. She said to Ye Wanhe, "Sister, you will definitely live a hundred years. We can all live a hundred years."
Ye Wanhe said, "I know my own body condition. I didn't take good care of myself during the confinement period. I've been very sensitive to cold and heat these days. I'm really afraid that I'll be trapped here for the rest of my short life. I want to leave."
Yun Xiangye whispered, "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will definitely not let you leave."
"Can he not let me die?"
Ye Wanhe held Yun Xiangye's hand and said, "Go and tell my parents. Don't let them get too upset, but don't reveal any flaws either."
"What about Yu'er?" Yun Xiangye asked, "Don't you want Yu'er anymore?"
Ye Wanhe said, "I'll go back to Yongxing City first, and then go back to Chang'an City to find a Taoist temple for retreat. You can bring Yu'er to the Taoist temple to find me. Yu'er has your Princess Mansion to rely on, so I'm relieved..."
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