Chapter 113
Komaeda Nagito, Kamado Miru knows who this person is.
A student of the 77th class of Hope's Peak Academy, and later one of the sources of evil that led the world into despair.
The other party possesses the talent of "Super High School Level Luck". After the whole class was infected with despair, he and his classmates began to use their talents to spread despair around the world. He is a heinous despair criminal.
"system."
Shen Du Jianliu called out a mechanical sound in his heart, pretending to be dead.
"You said anyone with the potential for despair would be silenced."
“Why did he appear in the live broadcast room?”
Considering that the following comments raised the idea of cosplay, the white-haired boy did not question it in a positive manner.
"Isn't that the person himself?"
[System: Uh, no, he is the real person. ]
The mechanical voice sounded somewhat guilty.
[System: Normal desperate patients cannot utter a single word, but Komaeda is a special case, so he was able to utter the first sentence successfully. ]
[System: Actually... the host’s live broadcasts so far have been very effective, and the action of spreading hope has been very successful. ]
[System: In addition, the Future Organization in your world is also working hard to save the world, Nagito Komaeda, including your predecessor Hinata... cough! No one, including Kamizuru Izuru, has given up hope. ]
[System: However, considering that they were desperate patients before and may do similar things in the future, I immediately banned them to be on the safe side. ]
Shen Du Jian Liu didn't say anything.
His expression was calm and thoughtful.
[System: Although we cannot allow Komaeda to speak on the public screen, don’t forget that our platform has gradually improved many functions. ]
[System: You can still have a private chat through the small window. ]
[System: Host, do you want to talk to him? ]
“…”
No.
Desperate people with talent are very difficult to deal with, and it is difficult to achieve the good effect of spreading hope through words alone.
Kamado Kenryu did not intend to be distracted to deal with the other party, and according to the system, Komaeda Nagito was no longer a hopeless person.
This is a good sign.
Because of this sudden incident, he realized that broadcasting live to this side of the world was the right choice, and the other side could successfully receive the images, and everything was getting better.
Maybe it will be of great use to government agencies in the future.
Shen Du saw Liu put down the slender white hand covering his lips, the blood on his lips expressionlessly, and sat back on his subway seat.
Normally he would choose to stand in the carriage, not taking up seats, and give his seat to anyone in need...
But the current situation does not allow this.
Having just performed first aid on a person, Kamado Mikuru's body felt even heavier than before, his limbs seemed to be filled with lead water, and his arms and legs could not move as flexibly as usual.
It felt like there were countless tiny needles pricking his brain. Every time he tried to move, it felt like he was dragging a huge rock, accompanied by great pain and powerlessness.
It was even more difficult to control my body than when I first woke up from the experimental chamber.
People around him came forward to show concern, but he rejected them all.
Sweat continued to drip slowly from his forehead. Feeling that he might not be able to control his violent coughing, the white-haired boy raised his hand and crushed the bug beside his ear.
That's right, a bug.
As early as when I came back from Shibuya, that is, when I stayed in Lupin... no, after I left Lupin.
Mr. Dazai touched his earrings and glued a bug to the cross.
Because it was a harmless matter, Shen Du Jianliu just let it go, as long as the other party was happy.
But the current situation is not suitable for the other party to hear, so it is better to be cautious.
***
As soon as Kamado Miru walked out of the subway exit, he saw Dazai Osamu waiting not far away.
The breeze blew up his soft, fluffy, slightly curly hair. He leaned against the crowded door, as if he was waiting there on purpose and had been waiting for quite a long time.
"Mr. Dazai."
Looking at the black-haired young man standing in the breeze, Shen Du Jianliu lowered his eyes and put his hands stained with dried blood behind his back.
However, Dazai Osamu did not say much.
He glanced at Shen Du Jian Liu's earrings, just smiled, stood up, walked forward and said gently: "You are finally back."
"Go home and meet Liu."
"Um."
The two people looked at each other in silence.
Perhaps because he noticed that Kamado Miru was not feeling well, Dazai Osamu did not ask any questions on the way.
When they returned to their familiar home, they changed their shoes and walked into the room together. The bandaged young man immediately took out the box of painkillers.
Shen Du Jian Liu: "..."
"Mr. Dazai, actually I..."
“No way.
"Miru must eat today's portion."
The black-haired young man stretched out his slender bandaged hand, pressed his shoulder and pushed him onto the tatami. Although his deep eyes were smiling, they revealed a toughness that would not be rejected.
"Is it difficult for you to even speak now?"
"Come to think of it, I didn't know Jianliu had so many friends."
"What's it like to go to the bathhouse together and play games together?"
"Could it be that I'm actually the one at the edge? I haven't even eaten oranges or cakes."
"We are best friends, is it possible that Jianliu is lying to me?"
"……I see."
Kamado Kenru silently took the cup of water handed to him by Dazai Osamu.
He stared at the glass of water, his drooping white hair making the skinny boy look even more pitiful: "We can take a bath together tonight, Mr. Dazai."
"You can do anything you want with me."
"Okay."
Dazai Osamu sat next to him with his chin in his hand, smiling, and it seemed that he was no longer brooding over what happened before.
Likewise, he did not soften his heart because of the white-haired boy's tone.
"But we have to wait until Miru is strong enough, right?"
He opened the box of painkillers smoothly, took out a plate of white tablets, and dug out a tiny pill without giving anyone the chance to refuse.
"I'm going to feed you now."
Shen Du Jian Liu: "... Yeah."
The young man looked at the piece of medicine and the transparent glass in his hand expressionlessly, recalling the feeling he had when he took it for the first time.
But with Mr. Dazai by his side, maybe he didn't need to resist so much.
Perhaps because he was afraid that Shen Du would go back on his word, Dazai Osamu fed it to him personally this time. The young man's slender fingers pushed in very quickly, and he also touched the boy's soft white hair with his palm.
"Did you swallow it well?"
"……Um."
"Good boy."
While the white-haired boy was taking effect of the medicine, Dazai Osamu let him lie down on his bed and coaxed him gently: "Well, Jianliu, now it's time for adults--"
"Question: How did you get to know those two people from the world of curse?"
"You went to school together, right?"
“…Well, I…”
"New question, what year is your earliest memory?"
"2014... No, maybe 2007..."
"Yeah, that's fine."
The black-haired young man covered Shen Du Jianliu with a blanket, as if getting these few answers was enough, and interrupted in a relaxed tone: "Time is up!"
"Get some rest, Jianliu."
"I won't leave until you fall asleep."
"Ah, but I may have something to do in the next few days, so I will be back later."
"Miru, remember to wait for me at home. Tsk... As for that slug Chuuya and your friends, I will reluctantly allow you to spend some time with them."
Dazai Osamu sat down next to him with a reluctant tone, lowered his iris-colored eyes without changing his expression, and tucked in the corners of the quilt for the white-haired boy.
【Chuya: Huh? ? ? 】
[Zai Ni, why do you sound like a queen when you say this, hahahahaha, point fingers.jpg]
[He is indeed the friend of the main wife. No one else can beat Dazai x]
【Wu and Jie:? ? ? ? ? (Satoru: I think I just left)]
[Jian Liu looks better. Maybe the painkillers are taking effect? I hope he can rest for a while.]
Because of the experience last time, Shen Du Jianliu actually accepted it quite well this time.
"OK."
Agreeing to Dazai's words, he closed his eyes, emptied his mind, and tried his best to ignore the sensations of his body.
This painkiller contains ingredients that promote sleep, and with Dazai Osamu by his side, Kamado Miru fell into a light sleep in a very short period of time.
Before falling asleep, he seemed to feel the black-haired young man gently stroking his bangs that were wet with sweat.
The other party sighed and murmured in an inaudible voice -
"Tell me, what should I do with you..."
"If one day you can no longer save others, and the survival rules you believe in are denied, you will not bring hope to others at all..."
That's not going to happen.
Dazai Osamu's voice could no longer be heard at the end, and Kamado Miru's consciousness was basically between clarity and confusion, but he instinctively wanted to deny the other party's whispers.
As the hope of the super high school level, the meaning of my existence is to bring hope to the world.
He is the second successful test subject of Hope Academy, which means that Kamado Miru will never betray and will never despair.
Dazai Osamu's voice with a slight nasal tone was too gentle, like a gentle lullaby. He really couldn't open his eyes. He could only flutter his eyelashes in the other's whisper and fell into a complete sleep.
***
The hands of the clock moved slowly, and when the white-haired boy woke up again, it was already the next day.
As expected, Dazai Osamu was not at home.
Just like the other party said, he has been busy with something these days.
Whether it was the second day, the third day, or even the fourth day... the black-haired young man came back very late.
Shen Du Jianliu can actually guess what the other party is doing.
He was probably investigating his previous situation, the identities and backgrounds of Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru, as well as ways to deal with his physical weakness.
The last question is actually unsolvable.
However, with the system's tampering records, in the eyes of others, Shen Du Jianliu actually has another way to be rescued.
Since he has died twice, he can just wait for this body to decay and die, and then use the so-called experiment to clone a new one.
As long as one masters the method or "notifies the higher-ups", Shen Dujianliu can be "resurrected" indefinitely.
In fact, he could indeed use this method to survive.
In the eyes of Dazai Osamu and his people, they were transferring life forms through the government's experiment, but the real situation was that Kamado Miru used the live broadcast views and rewards so far to complete the resurrection through the system of the higher-dimensional world, and the system then tampered with the official records...
The difference is that in the latter case, as the number of times increases, the body's functions will become increasingly exhausted until it can no longer be replicated.
The former is false.
As long as he wanted, he could actually live forever using this method. It couldn't be long, but at least he could live for a few years.
During these days when Dazai Osamu was busy, Kamado Miru accomplished a lot.
He fulfilled his promise to have dinner with Chuuya Nakahara, consoled Verlaine, and subsequently met with Geto Suguru to confirm again whether the emotions in his eyes were stable.
By the way, the next day after taking the painkillers, Shen Du Jianliu inexplicably received a box of exquisite cake delivered to his door.
When the deliveryman arrived at Mr. Dazai's house, he emphasized the deliveryman's signature.
The world's best, most handsome and strongest friend.
Kamado Miru originally wanted to wait for Dazai Osamu to come back from get off work to eat together. However, around 5 p.m., when he went out to buy groceries, the box of exquisite dessert appeared in the kitchen trash can for no reason.
Dazai Osamu had already arrived home at that time and was in the kitchen, smiling as he prepared two servings of omelette rice without mentioning the cake at all.
“…”
Shen Du Jianliu wisely did not ask this question.
On the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day...he received desserts at Mr. Dazai's house every day.
The person who ordered these high-end desserts, Gojo Satoru, even called Kamado Miru and went to Mr. Dazai's house while he was at work to ask him all kinds of questions, as if he had no work to do at all.
When the white-haired boy was looking for Geto Suguru, the other party suddenly came to the scene, interrupted their interaction, and dragged the three of them to eat cake together.
Kamado Miru therefore realized a problem.
Not only Dazai Osamu is looking for a solution to the boy's physical condition, Gojo Satoru is also investigating the corresponding situation.
There were even signs that they were collaborating behind his back.
It is true that Kamado Miyazawa can be resurrected through cloning, and the direction of everyone's investigation is correct.
But he didn't intend to do that.
The reason is simple: there is no need for me to live anymore.
Through the little episode before Komaeda Nagito, including some other phenomena in the barrage, Kamado Miru has confirmed the state of the native world, and everything is slowly getting better.
His health was deteriorating and death was imminent. He would probably die within a week.
Originally, he was worried that not being able to accompany Dazai Osamu would cause him to despair, and wondered whether he should kill him before he died.
But I don’t know why…
Kamado Kenryu gave up the idea.
He himself couldn't explain the reason. It might be because the world on his side was getting better, and when his death live broadcast room was closed, Dazai Osamu's despair would not spread to his side of the world.
The other party himself will not spread despair everywhere in this world like Enoshima Junko.
Moreover, from the time since my death "four years ago" until now, the other party has been living well.
Even without me, Dazai Osamu can survive.
…That should be the case.
Not to mention, with the guise of the system's experimental data, everyone would mistakenly believe that they would always be resurrected, adding a bit of hope to them.
This is a good solution.
In this way, the peaceful and busy days continued until the fifth day.
On Thursday morning, Kamado Miru hid in the toilet and sorted out all the things he had to do now...
He suddenly realized that he actually had no specific things to do.
Similarly, Kamado Miru has no intention of returning to the original world called Danganronpa mentioned in the barrage.
Because even if I go back, this broken body will not be able to perfectly spread hope.
As long as he can spread hope at the last moment of his death, complete his mission and realize the meaning of his life...
That's enough.
“Cough… cough cough!!”
After sorting out his goals so far, Shen Du Jianliu asked the system to shut down the live broadcast room and continued to vomit bright red liquid into the bathroom sink.
In front of the silent mirror, the white-haired boy with an abnormally transparent complexion held the edge of the sink with one hand and wiped his blood-stained lips with the other.
He raised his head and stared at himself in the mirror expressionlessly.
The young man in the dim mirror had snow-white hair that was scattered messily on his forehead. His handsome face was thin and haggard, his eyes were dark, and there was a shocking bloodstain at the corner of his mouth, which seemed to be imprinted on it and could never be wiped off.
Not only was there blood on the boy's mouth and in the pool, but his pale skin also had an ominous grayness, like the last yellow leaf in autumn, which could wither at any time.
Shen Du Jianliu withdrew his gaze from the mirror, lowered his head, turned on the faucet, and wiped his reflection in the mirror without any expression.
Maybe--
It's time for him to choose the right time, take care of everything, and close the live broadcast room that has been going on until now.
Finally, find a deserted place and die slowly alone.
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