Chapter 143 Chapter 143 Changsheng vaguely heard, a...
Changsheng vaguely heard a voice, not sure whether it was Li Baili or Li Hanshuang, saying vaguely that someone was going to die anyway, so you don't have to take it to heart.
The information he got from mind reading not only failed to dispel his doubts, but made him even more confused. He was even a little panicked because his intuition told him that things might not be good.
"You don't look well today. Is it because you didn't sleep well last night?" Li Baili looked at Changsheng.
Changsheng hesitated for a moment, then suddenly raised his eyes and looked straight at him, as if he could not see anyone else in his eyes, and asked very seriously: "I have a question that I am very confused about, but will you tell me the truth?"
"What's the matter?" Li Baili raised her eyebrows and glanced at Li Hanshuang, telling him to hold back on whatever he wanted to say, as now was not the time to say anything casually. Li Hanshuang nodded implicitly.
Of course Changsheng could see their quarrel; after all, it was right in front of him, but he didn't want to care about other things. He took a deep breath and suppressed his heart, which was beating so hard that it almost jumped out of his throat.
"I want the truth," Changsheng said seriously again, "I want to know."
"What is it that makes you want to know so much?" Li Baili saw some clues from his attitude. She glanced at Li Hanshuang and told him to be careful and not let anything run out of the room. Li Hanshuang nodded.
Changsheng closed his eyes for a moment and didn't feel any movement from the bookworm. He was vaguely sure that there was indeed something wrong with this thing, but he really didn't think it was a big problem, so he opened his eyes again.
His attention was not on the bugs, but on Li Baili. He looked at Li Baili and replied, "Things about me, things about you."
"Do you really have to hear the truth?" Li Baili glanced out the window. It was a sunny day, which should not make people emotionally excited or extremely disappointed. So she took a step back, relaxed her attitude a little, and spoke in a much gentler tone, and asked Changsheng.
Changsheng sensed something he didn't want to know from this attitude. He took a deep breath, widened his eyes, and his face turned slightly pale, as if he had been suddenly hit by a heavy punch in the abdomen.
"I want to listen." After careful consideration, he still insisted.
As he spoke, his expression did not get better, but worse. His lips and eyelids were trembling, as if he was afraid of an impending outcome.
Li Baili really wanted to persuade him that it would be better not to know since that was the case. However, seeing his resolute attitude, she felt that even if she persuaded him today, she would not be able to persuade him tomorrow, so it would be better to just go along with him.
Maybe after asking today, he won't have anything to ask in the future. Of course, Li Baili also knows that this is the best case scenario.
But for Li Baili, there are only a few things he has to do every day: meet with Li Hanshuang, deliver medicine to Changsheng, and use Changsheng's blood to transform his body.
He had done what he had to do, but he really didn't want to do more because it was too tiring and he felt it was unnecessary. He thought about it and didn't have any interest in saying more.
What's more, it's not a big deal. Just ask if you want to. Maybe it's just an ordinary question. There's nothing to worry about. It's better than suddenly dying because of a disagreement.
"Okay," Li Baili nodded, looking at Changsheng calmly, her eyes were as gentle as usual, but today Changsheng inexplicably saw a little indifference in those eyes, "I will tell the truth, you can ask now."
He had never noticed this before. He only felt that the pair of black eyes were shining with the same light as the sun, like a gold mine shining in a deep, oppressive and dark cave.
He would only feel happy when he saw them, not sad. Even if he was sad, he would immediately become happy when he saw those eyes.
Because he knew that he still had things to be happy about. He was alive and well to this day, without any injuries, illnesses or disasters. He had such a big house to live in and such a large land to play on. This was already worth being happy about.
What's more, Li Baili neither despised him nor hated him, never tortured him, was always good enough to him and never gave him any pressure or burden.
What more could he ask for? What could he be unhappy about? What more could he want? He had already got what he wanted, and even more.
All of this came from Li Baili. He was very grateful to Li Baili before, and he is still grateful now, but it is different from before. The gratitude before was more pure.
Now, he didn’t know whether he was affected by Zhuyeqing’s words or earlier, but after he fell into a coma, everything around him seemed to have changed, which made him scared.
His gratitude was mixed with something else, uneasiness, confusion, and a bit of strange and twisted sarcasm, not directed at Li Baili, but at himself.
He suddenly remembered the content of his nightmare yesterday. He dreamed that the sky and the earth were pitch black and he was in chaos. He couldn't tell whether he was in heaven or underground, but he didn't see Li Baili.
He was crying and looking for someone. He didn't know how he was looking. He just knew that he had been looking for a long time but couldn't find her, so he cried for a long time. Gradually, there were some sounds around him.
When he went to listen, he heard those voices surrounding his ears saying: "What is this? An enemy's child? It should be killed! Why keep it alive? Why don't you just die?"
He woke up in fright.
He couldn't figure out why this happened. He didn't dare to think about it too much, nor did he really want to know the answer. There were many things he would rather not know, but these things tortured him.
He has never been very patient, which is probably because of Li Baili. Although Li Baili looks gentle and seems to have great patience, he doesn't think so.
Although Li Baili was very nice to him, he felt that sometimes Li Baili was actually quite impatient with him. Although she didn't show it, this thought only flashed through his mind most of the time and he couldn't even catch it or pay attention to it.
But now, this thing has begun to take root in his heart, and he can't tolerate it. Whether it is true or false, he has to throw it away, any way will do.
Before Changsheng opened his mouth, he felt as if his throat was so congested that not even a breath of air could pass through. But after he opened his mouth, his voice was only slightly hoarse and still clearly audible. He didn't know whether he was happy or unhappy, he just breathed a sigh of relief.
"Have you ever loved me?" Changsheng stared at Li Baili, his eyes seemed to turn into needles, piercing into Li Baili's brain, to find out what he was thinking and to confirm whether what he said was true.
His heartbeat was so loud that Li Hanshuang and Li Baili could hear it. After he finished speaking, his pale face looked much better and a little rosier, as if he had resolved a problem.
Li Baili raised her eyebrows, thinking he was going to ask something else. It turned out to be this. She wanted to be more tactful, but felt that if she was too tactful, she might be considered to be lying. It would be better to be straightforward and save some time. After thinking for a while, she said, "No."
Changsheng closed his eyes and took a step back, as if he couldn't accept it, or as if a huge stone had fallen on his heart. His face, which had just recovered a little, turned pale again, but his expression was different.
He raised his hand to cover half of his face, but not completely. Li Baili could see that he was smiling, not because he was happy, nor because he was sad. Instead, he was laughing at himself. He should have known the answer long ago, so why did he have to ask?
Li Baili opened her mouth and wanted to say something to comfort him, but Changsheng had already fallen straight down, like a long steel plate.
He hit the ground with a dull thud, like the sound of a hammer at an auction when a deal is done, neat and relaxed.
Li Baili blinked and said to Li Hanshuang with emotion: "He fainted so quickly!"
Li Hanshuang didn't know what to say, and even thought the matter was a bit absurd, so he laughed: "Aren't you afraid of irritating him to death? You were worried that I would irritate him before! Who is it that irritates him?"
"It's me, it's me," Li Baili smiled, and walked over to help the man up from the floor. She checked his breathing and pulse, and found he was still alive. She transferred some energy to him, and frowned slightly, "Come over and give me a hand."
Li Hanshuang put away her smile and reached out her hand. When she touched Changsheng, she immediately grabbed the bug out and crushed it to death with a frown. She shook her hand and said to Li Baihe with disdain, "I wonder if this will happen every day. Didn't you check it this morning? How come it's still there?"
Li Baili picked Changsheng up from the ground and couldn't help shaking her head: "I'm weaker now than before, so it's possible that the diagnosis can't be done. Why don't you go and check it out later!"
"He may not be willing." Li Hanshuang glanced at Changsheng and shook his head.
Li Baili looked around, put Changsheng on the bed, and said as she fed him medicine, "Then don't let him wake up. If he wakes up, he will just question me. There's no point."
"Won't Li Qinglian come and cause trouble for you?" Li Hanshuang said, standing nearby, with a half-smile.
"Are you gloating over someone else's misfortune, or are you trying to find a solution?" Li Baili was a little surprised. She looked at him, then glanced at the medicine in her hand and cast a coma spell on Changsheng who was lying on the bed.
"All of them!" Li Hanshuang waved his hand.
"Why don't you just not let him know? Even if he does, what's the use?" Li Baili patted Changsheng's face on the bed, making sure he wouldn't wake up, then withdrew her hand. "Why don't you set up a barrier to keep him out?"
"That's not easy," Li Hanshuang said with a sigh, "What if he has some method that I don't know? I am strong enough, but I am not infallible."
"That's it," Li Baili glanced at Changsheng on the bed, "I don't want to care so much. He will die in two days, let's talk about it later."
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