Chapter 419 The system is reminding me that they are all me
A year ago in the summer, Lin Qin, who was only seventeen years old, went to Qingcheng to find her, and burst into tears because of her words.
At that time, Gu Nan didn't know what he was sad about. He just felt that it was very hard for an underage child to stand up for his relatives.
Now I understand that he blamed himself for the pain Lin Shili suffered.
His love turned into torture inflicted on his loved ones.
Gu Nan was a little sad, "He didn't tell me anything."
"He shouldn't have told you." Lin Shili said seriously, "That's unfair to you."
At that time, he was in a very bad condition and his life was hanging by a thread. Telling Gu Nan would only add to his troubles.
Lin Qin knew that no matter what decision he made, whether Lin Shili could successfully wake up, Gu Nan should not bear any pressure of the outcome.
Lin Shili also knew this, so he was even more grateful for Lin Qin's original choice.
"Professor Yi also hid it from me." Gu Nan had a complicated expression and felt emotional, but he could understand her choice.
Yi Jingrong and Lin Qin were quite uneasy when they were in the orphanage, and his attitude towards Lin Qin was also very complicated. Now that I think about it, Yi Jingrong probably had both love and hate for the two Lin brothers at that time.
Lin Qin's good intentions almost led to his downfall. He bought a place in the Tianguang Research Center, and only after a year did this big mistake happen.
Before this, Gu Nan, as the first awakener of the awakening project, had just left the research center. He was emotionally unstable and resistant, and he also had an inseparable relationship with Lin Shili, one of the protagonists of the incident.
Lin Shili successfully regained consciousness, and everyone was happy. If Lin Shili died, and either Lin Qin or Gu Nan had a mental breakdown and exposed the Tianguang Research Center's management flaws, the project would be over.
Yi Jingrong has devoted all his efforts to them for many years, so how could he dare to tell her about the entanglement between Lin Shili and her.
It just so happened that Lin Shili and Yi Jingrong had the same idea. Lin Qin sided with his brother, and the three of them worked together to keep the matter a secret.
If Lin Shili hadn't been unable to resist sending a message on New Year's Eve, Gu Nan would still be confused.
"How did you wake up?" Gu Nan asked, "Same as me?"
Lin Shili said vaguely: "Almost."
As soon as Gu Nan heard it, he knew that there must be a big difference.
She couldn't help but think of the conclusion Yi Jingrong had written at the end of the document: Lin Jingchun, Qi Yan, and Chunyi had similar numerologies, appeared at the age of 19, were born on the first day of the twelfth lunar month, had a weak bond with their parents but a strong bond with their brothers (?), and had a tendency to get lost/self-destruct.
These characteristics combined in a paper figure would create an attractive and tragic character, but in a real person it would make people feel distressed.
Especially the two points of "similarities in fate" and "lost/self-destructive tendencies" are particularly intriguing.
Lin Qin once asked Gu Nan if he had ever lost himself in another world. Gu Nan’s answer was no. What about Lin Shili?
Her committing suicide late at night was self-destructive, but what about Lin Shili?
He has Lin Jingchun's face, and his behavior and personality are very similar to Lin Jingchun. What about Qi Yan and Chunyi, who have a similar fate to Lin Jingchun?
He had no system, and no prerequisite for returning home after completing the mission, so how did he wake up?
In just a short moment, Gu Nan thought a lot. Many overlooked details were efficiently combined at this moment, forming a vague line. She only needed to fill in a little more accurate clues, and she would be able to grasp the truth.
"What does it mean that Lin Jingchun, Qi Yan and Chunyi have similar horoscopes?" Gu Nan asked.
"That's the prompt given to me by the Skylight Awakening System." Lin Shili said, "The system is reminding me that they are all me."
Gu Nan perked up, and Lin Shili continued, "Professor Yi said that it might be because my frontal lobe was damaged, so the system's influence caused the splitting of my second and third personalities."
When Gu Nan heard that the frontal lobe was damaged, he understood.
There are precedents in medical history of personality changes or the development of different personalities due to damage to the frontal lobe.
In addition, the infamous prefrontal lobe removal surgery is also performed based on the influence of the frontal lobe on cognition and personality. Destroying the frontal lobe means destroying emotions and losing oneself.
Lin Shili replaced someone else's place and entered the research center, resulting in the information the researcher gave to the system not matching Lin Shili, which in turn affected the accuracy of the world.
Lin Shili, whose frontal lobe was damaged, developed a pure and unique personality that was very different from his own under the stimulation of an inappropriate world.
The clues gradually became complete, and Gu Nan finally figured out the cause and effect.
Why do Lin Jingchun, Qi Yan, and Chunyi all act so much like natives of another world? Why does Lin Qin deliberately ask Gu Nan if he's ever lost? Why, despite the system repeatedly reminding them of their similarities, has Chunyi never once suspected they're the same person?
Because Lin Shili was lost.
He does not remember his own identity or situation, but lives under the identity provided by the system and according to the trajectory set by the system.
That's why his awakening requires intervention, and that's why Yi Jingrong and Lin Qin traveled thousands of miles to Qingcheng to ask her what she thought.
But then again, why did the system arrange such a story background and ending for Lin Shili?
Cyber background programmer Gu Nan, 18+ broken Wen Kelin Shili what?
As we all know, the protagonist's face may not conform to the mainstream aesthetic, and his figure may not be so good, but the hardware facilities must be good.
Gu Nan couldn't help but glance down at Lin Shili's waist.
He quickly turned his gaze away as if nothing had happened. The system probably wasn't so perverted as to know the x-abilities of a vegetative person so well.
Gu Nan decided to ask Yi Jingrong tomorrow morning.
Glancing at the time, it was twelve o'clock. Gu Nan changed the subject and said, "It's getting late. Let's go to bed early and talk tomorrow."
Gu Nan's expression was excessively calm, as if something as serious as split personality was as natural to her as rain.
This made Lin Shili, who was secretly expecting Gu Nan to be surprised, a little disappointed, but he didn't say anything. It was indeed very late, and Gu Nan had to rush back to Kyoto for work tomorrow. There was still a long time to go.
He lay down next to Gu Nan obediently, sharing a pillow with them.
Maybe he had guessed it a long time ago, Lin Shili thought.
Gu Nan had long suspected that Lin Jingchun, Qi Yan, and Chunyi were the same person, and had repeatedly asked Chunyi for confirmation. But he was the only one who was foolish, lost, and unable to wake up.
But if he didn't get lost, how could he meet Gu Nan?
Gu Nan took big and fast steps. Without the social interaction in the research center, he might never have the chance to stand by her side in his life.
But now he is standing next to Gu Nan, they kiss, hug, and sleep in the same bed, and there will be more beautiful and sweet moments in the future.
Lin Shili couldn't sleep, so he opened his eyes and looked at Gu Nan who was sleeping beside him.
She was extremely tired and fell asleep in just a moment. Her breathing was slow and her expression was calm. The warm light was like flowing honey, making her face warm and soft.
Lin Shili smiled and moved closer to Gu Nan.
Gu Nan was woken up by being squeezed.
A 1.8-meter-long bed, with less than 1/3 of it being used. She was lying flat on her back, with her left shoulder and hand hanging outside the bed.
A black head was pressing on her right shoulder, and the owner of the head was domineeringly pressing down on her right half of the body.
Gu Nan stared at the ceiling and was silent for two seconds because of Lin Shili's terrible sleeping posture. Then he reached out to the phone on the bedside and checked the time. It was just past six o'clock.
It was still early, but Gu Nan did not continue to take a nap. Instead, he pushed Lin Shili away and got out of bed with his cell phone.
After a quick wash, Gu Nan opened the glass door, walked to the small balcony, and dialed Yi Jingrong's number.
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