Chapter 245 She seemed to want to burn herself clean
Pei Yu looked left and right, as if looking for something.
Xingxing saw an acquaintance and felt happy but also a little worried for some reason.
Why didn't Sister Pei Yu stay with Fourth Sister?
Is it the fourth sister...
She had used too much of her abilities some time ago, and her small body could no longer bear it.
In addition, all the recent signs seem calm, so the child hasn't had his fortune told for a long time.
Xingxing patted the car window and shouted, "Sister Pei Yu!"
Pei Yu really heard her voice, and the moment he saw the stars, the handsome woman's eyes lit up and she strode over.
An Yan stepped on the brakes and looked at the woman in the rearview mirror.
Why is it her?
She had fought with this woman before, and the evil aura from her made her feel dangerous.
Xingxing seemed to like Pei Yu very much, and smiled softly out the window:
"Sister Pei Yu, long time no see~Are you here just to see me?"
Pei Yu nodded:
"Yes, there are things I want to tell Xingxing. Your fourth sister..."
Having said this, he paused and looked at An Yan who was driving, as if he didn't want to mention it in front of anyone other than Xingxing.
When Xingxing heard about her fourth sister, she became excited and anxious.
She quickly moved back, squeezed next to Dingding, and waved to Pei Yu:
"Sister Pei Yu, come in the car with me! Let's talk about this when we get back to the hospital!"
An Yan sighed:
"Xingxing, don't let strangers get on the bus..."
Xingxing tilted her head: "But Sister Pei Yu is not a stranger, she is a very good person."
An Yan took a deep breath. She certainly would not refuse Xingxing's request, but she would definitely not let her guard down against Pei Yu.
She reached for the pistol at her waist and opened the car door.
The car door opened, Pei Yu got in, and then he found that there was a wolf in the car.
A colorful wolf.
Pei Yu silently formed a series of ellipsis in his heart, but this child looked special, and it seemed that the current situation was not particularly incongruous.
She noticed that Xingxing was going to the hospital: "What's wrong with Xingxing? Is she not feeling well?"
Xingxing shook her head and said, "Fifth Brother said that Xingxing was tired, so she had to stay in the hospital. She should take good care of herself. But Xingxing is already much better!"
Pei Yu nodded: "That's good."
After getting out of the car, Xingxing held Pei Yu's hand again, which made An Yan feel sour in her heart.
You have to know that before, the stars were all nested in my arms.
Xingxing was sent back to the ward. An Yan then sent Dingding back to Mr. Yin's home.
In the ward, Pei Yu sat beside Xingxing's bed and poured a glass of water for the child.
Then, she pinched her brows:
"I know, maybe I shouldn't come to you..."
She herself found it ridiculous that the first person she thought of when encountering a problem was a three or four-year-old child.
But she also knew that this child held an extremely high position in Mu Zhi's heart.
She is now almost at her wit's end, and with nowhere else to turn to, she can only turn to the stars for help.
"She is in a very bad state. Although she smiles every day, I am very worried that she is about to collapse."
Pei Yu didn't know where to start.
That day, Mu Zhi accompanied Shi Hongbin to a dinner party. When they came back, he was so excited that she felt scared.
"He is really interested in me. He should be very restrained in such a public place in his current position, but he showed his interest in me in that occasion!
"Great, it's easier than I thought..."
An almost insane smile appeared on Mu Zhi's incredibly beautiful face.
Pei Yu stayed by his side. When he hugged her tightly, he realized that Mu Zhi's whole body was shaking slightly and couldn't stop.
She took Mu Zhi to take a bath and held her in bed.
I just turned around to get a glass of water, and when I came back, I saw Mu Zhi cutting his arm with a fruit knife.
"Mu Zhi!" She shouted and rushed over, snatching the knife from her hand. Mu Zhi came to his senses as if waking up from a dream:
"Oh, sorry." The beauty panicked and took a tissue to wipe the blood off her wrist.
"I didn't notice what I was doing. It's strange. How could I do this? My body is so beautiful, how could there be any marks on it?"
She seemed to regain her sanity in an instant and waved her hand:
"Pei Yu, please buy me some ointment to stop bleeding and remove scars."
Pei Yu stared at Mu Zhi for a long time, then looted all the sharp objects in the room before walking out.
After I bought the ointment, I found that Mu Zhi had fallen asleep, but she was sleeping very restlessly.
His fingertips twitched, his brows were furrowed, and he even belched from time to time.
Pei Yu gently applied ointment on her, held her in his arms, stroked her back, and hummed a lullaby that he had heard when he was very young.
Only then did Mu Zhi slowly calm down.
But every night thereafter, Mu Zhi's condition became more and more serious.
She knew clearly that she was burning herself, but she had no way to stop it.
Because that seems to be Mu Zhi's only way.
If she doesn't take this path, she will just rot quickly, but if she takes this path...it seems like they'll both lead to the same destination.
Only when Mu Zhi kissed or rolled around in bed did Pei Yu feel that she had normal reactions.
Mu Zhi will no longer reject her and will even be proactive.
Especially every time she accompanied Shi Hongbin to social events, after they came back, she would always cling to her like a poisonous snake.
But that was all, she couldn't feel any love from Mu Zhi, and of course, she didn't need love.
"I don't know what to do." Pei Yu sat on the edge of Xingxing's bed, holding his head with both hands, his voice hoarse.
"Whether you stop her or let her go, she seems to burn herself to ashes.
"I know that nothing has really happened between her and Shi Hongbin, because Shi Hongbin has recently been conducting research on the entire film and television industry. He is a well-known figure, and it is impossible for him to have anything to do with a top actress during this period of time, after all, so many eyes are watching.
"But some contact is inevitable. And now it seems that everyone has tacitly accepted that Mu Zhi is Shi Hongbin's female companion.
"She can't go on like this, I really want to..." Pei Yu took a deep breath,
"I really wanted to kill Shi Hongbin. But I was afraid that after killing him, I would definitely go to jail, and maybe even be sentenced to death.
"I'm not afraid of death. But I'm afraid of what will happen to Mu Zhi if I'm gone?"
Pei Yu muttered for a long time before he came to his senses.
She was actually talking to a three or four-year-old child. She smiled bitterly and shook her head:
"I shouldn't be telling you this. I just want to ask if you have time, can you go see Mu Zhi, your fourth sister? Maybe she'll feel better if she sees you.
"She has stopped using the knife to self-harm under my supervision, but I have recently noticed that she seems to have found ways to make it more painful for herself.
"She drinks strong liquor on an empty stomach and then can't control herself from vomiting it out. Last time I even saw her vomiting blood.
"After I took all her wine away, she liked to put her long nails down her throat.
"I wish she would do that to me."
Pei Yu's voice was always steady. Only if one listened carefully could one hear her suppressed, almost imperceptible pain.
Suddenly, she felt a soft little hand holding her wrist.
When I looked up, I met a pair of wet eyes.
Tears were filling and rolling in those eyes, about to fall out, filled with sorrow and heartache.
"I'm sorry... Xingxing failed to protect my sister. Xingxing wants to go back. Xingxing wants to see Fourth Sister..."
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But when Xingxing told Shi Mo about this, they were rejected.
Shi Mo sneered: "Mu Zhi? Don't worry, she won't die."
Pei Yu narrowed his eyes: "What are you?"
Shi Mo looked up in surprise. The gentle doctor smiled and asked, "Who is this?"
Xingxing began to introduce: "This is from my fourth sister..."
Xingxing was still considering how to use words when she saw Fifth Brother laugh: "There are actually people who like Mu Zhi."
Pei Yu looked at Shi Mo expressionlessly.
Although this doctor looked exceptionally gentle, for some reason, she always had the urge to hack him to death.
"My Xingxing is not in good health and cannot travel. It is impossible for her to go to see Mu Zhi, and Xingxing still has to go to school.
"Mu Zhi is not dead, she is alive and well in the crew, what's so good about it?
"Xingxing, be good." Shi Mo smiled and touched Xingxing's little head, "Let's ignore her."
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