Chapter 109 Are you scared?

The night was so long. Gu Nishi hugged the sleeping Lin Du, his eyes never leaving him.

God knows how panicked he was when Lin Du mentioned the topic of death.

At that moment, he almost told everything.

His thoughts were in a tangle, and panic was evident between his brows.

Gu Nishi subconsciously hugged Lin Du tightly and admitted that he was scared.

He could accept Lin Du's betrayal and his departure, but he could not accept his death.

Looking at the person sleeping in his arms, Gu Yanchi's eyes were already wet with tears.

He curled up the corners of his mouth bitterly. This kind of torture was really painful!

Lin Du's belly was already very big. He hadn't left the house for a long time. His living space was limited to the villa and this courtyard.

The servants in the house seemed polite to him on the surface, but they could not hide their contempt in their eyes.

Lin Du didn't blame them, after all, he looked down on himself.

In fact, he missed Wen Qing quite a bit. He could chat with him when he was around before, but he hadn't seen him since he became pregnant.

The alarm rang, and Lin Du walked towards the gate, followed automatically by two servants.

Lin Du was in a daze, and there was a rustling sound in the grass beside him.

He leaned over and pushed aside the grass to reveal a newly born puppy.

Lin Du slowly squatted down, picked the puppy out of the bushes, and carefully picked the weeds off its body.

A servant came over from behind, speaking with a slightly harsh tone: "Mr. Lin, I don't know where this puppy came from. I think you should just throw it away. Don't bring any dirty things in again."

Lin Du pursed his lips, rubbed the puppy's ears, and didn't want to pay attention to the servant's words.

"Mr. Lin, how can you be so ungrateful? I am doing this for your own good, you..."

The car lights not far away interrupted the servant's words. Lin Du held the puppy and watched Gu Nienchi get out of the car.

Gu Niechi frowned slightly, with a look of disgust on his face: "Where did this puppy come from? It's so ugly!"

Lin Du lowered his head and whispered back, "Not ugly."

Seeing this, the servant stepped forward and agreed flatteringly: "Boss Gu, I told Mr. Lin that the puppy was dirty and asked him to let it go, but he refused to listen."

Gu Niechi's face darkened instantly. His eyes were as sharp as an eagle's. When he fixed them on someone, it seemed as if he could deprive them of all their courage, leaving them nowhere to hide in front of him. "Who are you? Why should he listen to you?"

Gu Niechi's sharp eyes were cold and deep. The servant trembled all over when he looked at her. His knees softened and he knelt on the ground. "Boss Gu, I... I am also worried that the puppy may have bacteria. Pregnant women should still be careful. I mean well."

"Get lost!" Gu Nichi glanced at the servant with a displeased look, "You don't need to come here starting tomorrow."

The maid panicked when she heard this, and she kept begging Gu to give her another chance.

Gu Niechi looked at the servant with disdain and said, "If you say one more word, you won't see the sun tomorrow." With a wave of his hand, the bodyguard behind him pulled the man away.

Lin Du was stunned. This was the real Gu Yanchi. Cold-blooded, ruthless, brutal and cruel.

Gu Nianchi came over, and Lin Du subconsciously hugged the puppy in his arms: "Gu Nianchi, I...I want to keep it, is that okay?"

"Okay." Gu Nichi rubbed Lin Du's hair, his tone full of tenderness, "But it needs to be sent for disinfection and cleaning first, otherwise I won't feel at ease."

Lin Du tried hard to force a smile, looking silly: "Gu Nichi, you are such a good person, thank you."

Gu Niechi paused and chuckled helplessly: "Why do you feel that you are mocking me?"

"No, no." Lin Du shook his head and denied it. "Really, I thank you on behalf of the puppy."

After dinner, Lin Du took his clothes and prepared to take a shower. As soon as he walked into the bathroom, Gu Nichi followed him.

Lin Du blocked the door, biting his lip awkwardly: "Can I... wash first?"

"I'll help you wash it." Gu Nichi raised his eyebrows and took Lin Du's hand.

After filling the bathtub, Gu Yanchi helped Lin Du undress: "Soak for a while to feel more comfortable."

Lin Du held Gu Nianchi's hand, feeling strange. He knew that Gu Nianchi's gentleness at the moment was because of the child, but he also knew that Gu Nianchi's disgust and hatred for him were real: "It's ugly... I'd better wash it myself."

Gu Niechi's heart tensed up: "Where is it ugly?"

Lin Du grinned foolishly: "It's an ugly and weird body, isn't it?"

Gu Nishi clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging deeply into his palms, the pain intertwined with the suffering in his heart.

Gu Yanchi hugged Lin Du tightly and coaxed him softly: "You are not ugly at all. You don't even know how beautiful you are."

Lin Du lowered his head and said nothing. He knew that no one could change what Gu Lanchi was determined to do.

Sitting quietly in the bathtub, Lin Du avoided Gu's disgusted and passionate gaze.

He felt like a plaything at the moment, being watched without dignity.

Gu's gaze moved from Lin Du's profile all the way to his bulging belly.

He held Lin Du in his arms and gently stroked his belly: "Lin Du, this is our child, with our blood flowing in his veins."

Lin Du twitched the corners of his mouth, but the sadness in his eyes seemed to cast a gloomy tint on everything around him.

"Gu Xichi, you will love this child well, even if you are very..." Lin Du paused. He wanted to say that even if you hate yourself, you will still love the child well.

"Even what?" Gu Nichi turned Lin Du's face to look at himself.

"Even if he is very naughty, you will still love him very much." Lin Du scooped up the water to wet his face and hide the tears in his eyes.

Gu Yanchi raised the corner of his mouth, took Lin Du's hand and stroked his cheek: "He is our child, I will give him all my love."

Lin Du nodded and rubbed Gu Jinchi's ear: "I believe you will become a very good father."

Lin Du's words sounded like a compliment, but Gu Renchi felt extremely depressed and inexplicably sad.

"Lin Du, do you... do you love me?" Gu Yinchi asked, and he himself found it a little unbelievable that he would ask such a childish question.

Lin Du lowered his eyebrows and pursed his lips bitterly. In order not to let Gu Yanchi notice his abnormality, he narrowed his eyes into a line when he raised his eyes again: "Love!"

"Really? How much do you love me?" Gu Yanchi hugged Lin Du tightly, his voice trembling uncontrollably.

Lin Du sighed lightly, Gu Xinchi's acting skills were indeed better than his.

"I love you very much and miss you..." Lindu paused, as if his heart was being tightly grasped by someone, causing him unbearable pain.

His thoughts were in a mess, and he couldn't say what Gu Xinchi wanted to hear, so he could only express his previous wishes. After all, true feelings can move people more. "I want to be with you forever, wait for you to come home every day, and make a lot of delicious food for you. I want to plant flowers with you, chat with you, and..." Lin Du secretly exhaled, and then said, "I want to do many things with you and go to many places."

"As long as you are by my side, it's good."

Lin Du's words broke through Gu Zengshi's last line of defense. He clenched his back teeth, as if trying his best to suppress the pain.

At this moment he admitted that he regretted it. He didn't want to let Lin Du go, he wanted to keep him by his side forever.