Chapter 134 Did We Really Miss It?
After driving to Lindu's rental house, Gu stood quietly outside the door for a long time, but he still didn't have the courage to knock on the door.
He sighed, he had been through all kinds of situations, but now he was so cowardly.
Gu Niechi turned around slowly and was about to leave, but at this moment he heard the sound of broken glass coming from the room, and he knocked on the door without thinking.
Lin Du squatted down, trying to clean up the cup he accidentally knocked over: "Here it comes."
Lin Du opened the door a crack, and his pupils dilated instantly.
Without a moment's hesitation, he subconsciously closed the door.
Gu Nichi was quick to press the edge of the door, and his hand was caught in the middle. He groaned in pain.
Lin Du looked at Gu Nichi's clamped hand, his eyes looking around as if he was looking for something. His breathing also became rapid, and he was obviously in a state of anxiety.
"Lin Du, it hurts..." Gu Yinchi's voice sounded a little more aggrieved.
Lin Du paused as he pushed the door open: "What...what do you want to do?"
Lin Du was sweating profusely, and his expression became more and more frightened. His heartbeat was like a drum, and his whole body was shaking uncontrollably.
Lin Du wondered, was Gu Yanchi here to avenge Su Wenlang? Otherwise, how could he suddenly come to find him?
"Lin Du, if you pinch my fingers again, they will break!" Gu Yanchi's eyes dimmed, the corners of his mouth drooped slightly, and he looked full of grievance.
Lin Du let go of his hand, took a step back, and looked at Gu Yinchi warily.
Gu Yinchi slowly opened the door, his fingers were pinched and bruised. He shook his hands and his eyes fell on the broken cup.
He looked at Lin Du calmly, and when he saw that he was not injured, he finally felt relieved.
As he approached slowly, he saw Lin Du's alert face. His defensive posture deeply hurt his heart.
Gu Yanchi's eyes were dull and lifeless, his face was pale and colorless, and he looked exhausted.
Like a defeated lion, it has no strength to fight.
"What exactly do you want to do?" Lin Du frowned and deliberately kept a distance from Gu Xinchi.
Gu Niechi lowered his eyebrows and said in a very soft voice, "I just wanted to come and see you, you..." His heart felt so stuffy that he clenched his fists and continued to breathe with difficulty, "Don't be afraid."
Lin Du's eyes were dazed. He would not believe such nonsense again: "I know you want to vent your anger on Su Wenlang's behalf, but he provoked me first today, so I am not wrong."
Gu Yinchi looked at Lin Du in disbelief. He actually thought that he came here to vent Su Wenlang's anger.
He lowered his eyes in sorrow, tears welling up in his eyes but never falling.
His eyes were filled with deep helplessness and grievance, like a misunderstood puppy, silently enduring unfair accusations.
"You..." Gu Linchi raised the corner of his mouth in self-mockery. Lin Du thought it was all his fault.
Lin Du turned his face away, not wanting to look at Gu Yanchi's pretended grievance.
Su Wenlang's words were still echoing in his ears. He would never forget the ridicule that Gu Jinchi had once hurled at him in front of him.
She bit her lip stubbornly, trying not to look so vulnerable.
“Lin Du, we really missed each other, right?” Gu Yinchi slowly raised his eyes. He pursed his lips tightly, as if he was restraining his emotions, but the tears flashing in his eyes still revealed his fragility.
Lin Du clenched his fists and tried to calm himself down, but his restless heart could not be restrained: "I missed it ten years ago..."
Gu Lianchi's heart suddenly ached, tears flashed in his eyes, the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, and the grievances in his heart were like a spring, pouring out uncontrollably.
"In these ten years, have you ever really loved me? Even for a moment?" Gu Linchi looked at Lin Du, his eyes filled with tears and expectations, but mostly with grievances.
Lin Du bit his lip. He didn't know what tricks Gu Xinchi was playing. But no matter how he played, he would not continue to be his bargaining chip.
"Never!" Lin Du faced Gu's disgusted eyes with a firm gaze. His dignity had long been trampled into the mud, but he still wanted to pick it up.
It is always easier to say hurtful words.
Gu Ni's pupils trembled, he pursed his lips, feeling extremely aggrieved in his heart.
It was as if an inexplicable force was gripping his heart tightly, making it difficult for him to breathe.
He couldn't help but sigh, with a hint of helplessness and sadness in his eyes: "Okay... I understand."
Lin Du pinched his fingers, reminding himself not to be fooled by Gu Ni Chi, he was just playing a new trick.
Disgusted with his heavy steps, he turned around slowly.
When he reached the door, he leaned against it, his heart aching and he couldn't breathe.
Those beautiful eyes were empty and lifeless, as if they had lost all their light.
With tears blurring his eyes, Gu Xinchi raised his chin slightly and sighed deeply: "I know you won't believe anything I say, but remember, if you need help, just come to me."
"As long as you come, I...I'm here."
Gu Nichi looked at Lin Du's profile. His resolute look was really hurtful.
Lin Du's fingers had been broken by himself, but he held on and turned around stubbornly.
"Take care of yourself. You... have lost weight again." Gu looked at Lin Du's back with disgust and greed. He wanted to rush over and hug him tightly in his arms, even if he was slapped a few more times by him.
But, he was afraid that Lin Du would hate him even more...
Gu's eyes were deep and sad, as if he was recalling something painful. His lips trembled, and he was hesitant to speak.
He had already wasted everything he wanted to say, and he knew that every word he said now was calculated and exploited in Lin Du's mind.
Who should I blame? Gu Nishi closed his eyes in sorrow, tears welling up in the corners of his eyes.
Glancing at the broken glass on the ground again, Gu Nichi picked up the broom and planned to clean it up before leaving.
Lin Du rushed over and pushed him away: "Gu Yanchi, that's enough. Do you think I'm really stupid enough to let you play with me again?"
Gu Nichi staggered back two steps. He lowered his eyes, deliberately avoiding looking at Lin Du's cold eyes.
With a deep sigh, Gu Xinchi knew that he had lost Lin Du and could never find him again.
He was unwilling, but he had to accept this reality.
After cleaning up the broken glass, Gu turned around and was about to leave.
Lin Du called him, his voice was calm after restraint: "Gu Yanchi, I am very grateful that you helped me save Lin Yue, but...but I also paid a heavy price, so, please don't disturb my life again."
Gu Nishi's fingertips twitched, he pursed his lips, and finally didn't say a word.
The moment the door was closed, Lin Du burst into tears and collapsed to the ground, losing all his strength.
Lin Du covered his face. He hated himself. He knew everything was fake, but his heart still hurt.
His fists were clenched tightly and his body kept shaking, as if he wanted to pour out all his sorrow into the endless darkness.
Lin Du struggled to stand up, sat on the bed and hugged himself.
He knew that Gu Yanchi's goal was still the child, he just wanted to trick himself into giving birth to another child.