Chapter 140 Do You Understand or Not?

Gu Niechi knelt on one knee beside Lin Du, afraid that he would hurt him.

He held Lin Du's face, kissed the tears in the corners of his eyes, and begged: "Lin Du, can you hug me too?"

"Get out of here!" Lin Du frowned in disgust.

"Let me go away? Then who do you want to get close to you? The owner of the dessert shop?" Gu Nienchi growled, and it was obvious that his sanity, which had just been recovered, was once again dispelled.

Lin Du was startled: "You...you followed me?"

"Yes! I have been following you since you left." Gu Yanchi endured it.

"I watched you smile at him, watched you take him to eat wontons, watched you get so close to him..."

"I wish I could destroy him and make him disappear from this world."

Lin Du was trembling all over. He never expected that he had been living under Gu Zengshi's surveillance.

"You...you can't touch him!" Lin Du grabbed Gu Jinchi's arm, his voice filled with both warning and pleading.

Gu Niechi lowered his eyes and watched Lin Du getting emotional because of another man. He frowned with hurt: "Do you care about him that much?"

Lin Du avoided her gaze, of course he cared.

Chen Wei helped him when he was in the most difficult time. He couldn't let him get hurt because of him, otherwise he would feel guilty for the rest of his life.

Gu Yinchi pinched Lin Du's chin and forced him to look at him.

She was clearly trying to control herself, but her damn voice still couldn't help shaking: "I'll ask you again, do you care about him that much?"

"yes!"

Gu Nichi's anger burned like wildfire. He clenched his teeth fiercely, and the veins on his neck were clearly visible. "What's so good about him?"

Lin Du turned his face away, but was stopped by Gu Linchi: "You are lying to me, right? Are you deliberately trying to irritate me? Do you want to see me go crazy?"

Lin Du stubbornly insisted on looking at the superb acting skills: "No, I really care about him, he is a very good person, very sincere, very..."

Lin Du's words were interrupted by Gu Yanchi's strong kiss, and his rationality had been completely worn out.

Their lips pressed together, a fierce emotion surging in their chests.

Under the passionate kiss, Lin Du's body became stiff as if he was electrocuted, and Gu Jinshi's hands roughly stroked the spine on his back, making him unable to resist the frenzy he brought.

"You are mine!" Gu Yanchi roared, "You can only be mine for the rest of your life. Anyone who dares to touch you will be sent to hell."

Lin Du was startled. Gu Penchi's crazy criticism was both a warning and a hint.

My thoughts were in a mess and my breathing was stagnant.

Lin Du's body became weaker and weaker, and his eyes began to blur due to lack of oxygen.

"Lin Du, be good and breathe..." Gu Xinchi, who had been in a crazy state just now, was unspeakably gentle at this moment.

His kiss became increasingly gentle, and he held the person in his arms, as if he was afraid that he would disappear into thin air.

After he was able to breathe freely, Lin Du finally calmed down.

“Lin Du, can you please take a look at me?” Gu Nichi rested his forehead against his, feeling his faint breath.

Lin Du's eyes turned cold and distant. A suffocating hatred emanated from him, as if to freeze everything around him.

Gu Xinchi's chest suddenly felt a pain. He really couldn't bear such a resolute look.

He covered Lin Du's eyes and lay powerlessly on Lin Du's body like a seriously injured beast.

"Don't look at me like that..."

Gu Yinchi choked with sobs. He never thought that one day he would end up in such a miserable state.

If his downfall could bring back Lin Du, he would accept it.

But he knew that all this was just wishful thinking.

Lin Du closed his eyes, his heart aching: "Are you taking revenge on me for losing your child?"

Gu Yanchi's hands were trembling, as if he was trying hard to endure the pain in his heart.

His eyes were filled with pain, which moved people. Every time he breathed, it was like a sigh, which made people feel heartbroken.

"Lin Du, the child is gone, I am also very sad."

"You don't know how much I look forward to his coming, because he belongs to both of us and has our blood in his veins."

"But...but compared to losing the child, I am more afraid that the only bond between us is gone. I don't know what I can use to keep you..."

"Your leaving without saying goodbye and your ruthlessness have plunged me into endless pain."

"I know that you... you are using me, but I am obsessed with everything about you."

Tears of disgust kept flowing out, and endless sadness and pain were hidden in his eyes.

"I admit that I hated you because I thought your responses to me were genuine and I thought you really loved me..."

"But in the end, everything is fake. But even so, I still can't help wanting to get closer to you."

"I threw all my self-esteem at your feet and let you trample on me, but you were so close to others. I couldn't bear it."

Gu Yanchi's pupils trembled as he responded to Lin Du's coldness: "Lin Du, do you understand? I love you..."

Lin Du felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if millions of ants were drilling into his heart through the cracks in his heart.

His breathing became rapid and uneasy, and an inexplicable depression overwhelmed his mind.

His face was pale and his chest hurt so much that his whole body was twitching uncontrollably.

"Lin Du!" Gu Yinchi panicked. He picked up Lin Du and kept stroking his back.

Lin Du took a breath with great difficulty, and then he let Gu Yinchi hold him powerlessly.

My heart aches, but my mind is exceptionally clear.

Both Gu Xinchi's words and his performance were heartbreaking, but how could he jump into the same abyss twice?

Gu Jinchi gently let go of Lin Du and stared at him nervously like a child who had done something wrong.

There was only indifference and alienation in Lin Du's eyes, and that kind of ruthlessness was so heartbreaking that it could not be healed.

"Gu Nichi, our meeting was originally a nightmare. Now that we are awake, can't we just be well?"

"Why do you have to go to this extent? Aren't you... tired?" Lin Du asked without any anger, and he kept asking himself the same question in his heart.

Why bother to be entangled, why bother to let go.

How much more do I have to go through before I can calm down?

"I..." Gu was tired and stopped. How could he be well?

There was no turning back for him. He couldn't go back.

"Do you really want to force me to death before you really let go?" Lin Du's voice was extremely light, and no emotion could be heard. "To be honest, I don't really want to live, but I have to live."

It was these calm words that almost made Gu Xinchi unable to bear it.

"In fact, my life or death is nothing more than a trivial matter in your eyes, but you hate me and you just don't want me to get my wish."

"You are used to the feeling of controlling me. You think that I should be controlled by you for my whole life and you can do whatever you want with me."

"Is that right?"

"No..." Gu Nichi tried his best to deny it, but he was so unconfident.

After all, what Lin Du said was indeed what he thought before.

Ten years ago, he just liked to manipulate Lin Du, always wanting to control him and make him his own.

Lin Du raised the corners of his mouth bitterly, and looking at Gu Anshi's state, he knew that his guess was correct.