Chapter 161 Looking after the stars

The sunlight shone into the room and hit Lin Du through the curtains.

Gu Yinchi covered Lin Du's eyes with his hands. He had been looking at Lin Du like this for a long time.

Lin Du rubbed his eyes, and when he opened them, he saw Gu Yanchi's eyes were red, and he was looking at him tenderly.

He was startled. He wondered how long Gu Xinchi had been looking at him. Also, had he cried? Why were his eyes red?

"Awake?" Gu Yanchi smiled faintly, holding Lin Du in his arms, resting his chin on his shoulder, "Lin Du, I love you."

Lin Du tensed his body uncomfortably; such carelessness was really unbearable.

Sitting in the car, Gu Nishi held Lin Du's hand tightly and stroked it gently.

He lowered his eyes and took in Lin Du's entire sight.

Not sure if he was overthinking it, but Lin Du always felt that Gu Jinchi was trembling, and his eyes were wet, as if he was deliberately enduring it.

The atmosphere was somewhat depressing, and Lin Du awkwardly tried to find a topic to talk about: "Are we going to meet that kid you mentioned?"

Gu Yinchi uttered a light "hmm", but it was such a simple word and he almost stifled it.

The car stopped at the entrance of a shopping mall, and Gu Nishi held Lin Du's hand and went to a toy store.

Lin Du looked at Gu Xinchi in confusion: "Are you buying a gift?"

Gu Yanchi smoothed out the hair on Lin Du's forehead: "Yes."

The store was empty and the staff were standing by, waiting to be ordered.

Feeling a little awkward, Lin Du pulled his hand away.

Gu looked at his empty palms with a lonely look, trying hard to endure it.

Unable to bear Gu Xinchi's expression, Lin Du curled his lips and said, "Is he a child of an important family?"

Gu Nichi sucked in a breath of cold air, his breathing was against him. His chest was tight and painful, and he clenched his teeth: "It's very important."

Lin Du nodded: "Boy or girl? How old?"

Gu Nishi's tears were almost flowing out, and he said in a trembling voice, "A boy, 8 months and 6 days old."

Lin Du pursed his lips, his chest inexplicably aching. He frowned a little uncomfortably, turned around and carefully selected.

The moment Lin Du turned around, the tears that Gu Yanchi had been holding back for so long suddenly burst out.

And the moment he turned around, the corners of Lin Du's eyes had already been corroded by tears.

Looking at the dazzling array of toys, how could he not miss his two children!

"Have you chosen?" After calming down, Gu Yanchi dared to approach Lin Du.

Lin Du held two dolls, feeling a little embarrassed: "I... I don't know what kind of toys the baby likes, so I picked the ones that I like. I don't know if he likes them."

Gu Yanchi hugged Lin Du from behind, his heart aching as if it was burning, and every moment seemed to be enduring unspeakable torment: "He will like whatever you choose."

Lin Du pulled the corner of his mouth awkwardly, feeling that today's Gu Yanchi was even more strange.

Sitting in the car, Gu Xinchi's hand always held Lin Du's hand tightly.

Lin Du really wanted to ask him what was wrong, but Gu Jinchi seemed to be deliberately suppressing some emotions, so he had no choice but to look out the window in silence.

Gu Niechi leaned sideways and wrapped Lin Du in his chest. He kissed Lin Du's hair gently, tears never stopping from the corners of his eyes.

Looking at the increasingly familiar route, Lin Du instinctively became nervous.

Gu Ni was quick to notice Lin Du's change. He hugged him tightly and raised his head slightly to stop his cowardly tears.

The car stopped and Lin Du got out in a daze. He was confused: "Aren't you going to meet your friend's kid? Why are you back here?"

Gu Xinchi held the doll in one hand and pulled Lin Du with the other: "He... is inside."

I don’t know why Lin Du feels so confused and his breathing is not smooth.

Gu Yanchi led Lin Du in. Lin Du looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar environment, and he always had the urge to escape.

Lin Du stopped and looked at the flowers he and Gu Yanchi had planted not far away. They were blooming beautifully, bright and eye-catching, and it was obvious that they had been carefully cared for.

But what is the small house next to the garden? Lin Du squinted his eyes to see it clearly, but he couldn't see it clearly after trying several times.

Gu Nishi's hand that was holding Lin Du began to tremble uncontrollably. At this moment, he had lost all his strength.

Lin Du looked at Gu Xinchi. It was the first time he saw him in such pain.

Inexplicably, his vision was blurred by tears, and Lin Du walked over step by step.

When he came in front of the small house and looked at the name engraved on it - Gu Xingxing, the son of Gu Yanchi Lindu, his body went limp and he knelt heavily on the ground.

The pain in his heart was so intense, as if a sharp knife had pierced his heart and deprived him of the right to breathe.

Lin Du leaned his forehead against Gu Xingxing's little house, tears streaming down his face.

This is his child, the child he nurtured with his blood and sweat.

Lin Du stroked Gu Xingxing's name with his hand, his heart aching: "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well..."

Lin Du cried bitterly in self-blame, his voice was mournful and trembling, and every drop of his tears was filled with endless pain and sorrow.

No one knew how much he loved the child, and others just thought the child was a bargaining chip.

But in his heart, he is his own flesh and blood, and he loves him without any interest involved.

Gu Yanshang clenched his fists tightly, his knuckles turned white, and his body trembled.

He was trying his best to endure some unspeakable pain, his eyes filled with heartache and helplessness.

Gu Yanchi placed the doll next to Gu Xingxing, and his voice had already lost control: "Son, this is the toy your father Lin Du picked for you. It's good, isn't it? You...you must be very happy."

"Your father is amazing, isn't he? He finally...finally brought your father Lin Du to see you."

Lin Du curled up in pain. Gu Yanchi's words hurt his heart deeply. He never thought that Gu Yanchi would bring the child home.

Gu Yanchi held Lin Du in his arms and patted his back with heartache: "I'm sorry, Lin Du, I didn't protect our child well, it's all my fault."

Having cried until he was almost suffocated, Lin Du lowered his eyes and looked at Gu Xingxing's small house. His chest ached fiercely. He suddenly grabbed the corner of Gu Xinchi's clothes and wanted to say something painfully, but in the end, he didn't say it.

"Lin Du!"

Gu Yanchi picked up the unconscious Lin Du and rushed into the room like crazy, but his damn legs would not obey him. Feeling that he was going to fall, he forced himself to stop, knelt on one knee and held Lin Du tightly in his arms.

Seeing this, Wen Qing quickly called his private doctor.

Ignoring the pain in his knee, Gu Yanchi picked up Lin Du and carried him back to the room.

He kept rubbing Lin Du's hands and kissed his forehead gently: "Lin Du, I'm sorry, don't scare me..."

Gu Niechi beat his chest and buried Jian in Lin Du's side in pain.

He was obviously used to this kind of pain, but he was tortured to death every time.