Chapter 180 Does it hurt? It hurts.

Gu Niechi's eyes were bloodshot. He tried his best to endure it, but his heart was bleeding.

Every breath brings endless pain, the heart-wrenching feeling cannot be described in words.

Shen Zhichu was startled. He stood in front of Chu Xu and said, "Gu Yanchi, calm down!"

“Get out of the way!” Gu Anshi’s voice sounded like it came from purgatory, so cold that it was suffocating.

But after listening carefully, I found that there was an endless sadness hidden behind it.

Shen Zhichu understood his feelings. After all, he was also shocked when he heard the news, not to mention Gu Lanchi himself.

"Don't touch him!" Shen Zhichu looked at Gu Yinchi solemnly.

"I told you to get out of the way!" Gu Yinchi grabbed Shen Zhichu by the collar and punched him.

Shen Zhichu did not dodge because Chu Xu was still behind him.

Chu Xu frowned, looking at Shen Zhichu's beaten face with heartache. He rushed over and vented all his anger on Gu Yanchi: "Gu Yanchi, you bastard!"

Gu Nichi pressed on: "Tell me, what did you mean just now?"

Shen Zhichu pulled Chu Xu back and said, "Calm down a bit..."

"Let me ask you, what did you mean by what you just said?" Gu Nichi looked at Chu Xu pleadingly.

Chu Xu clenched his fists. He had promised to keep this secret from Lin Du, but he failed to do so.

He felt ashamed of Lin Du's trust in him.

"Gu Yanchi, you don't deserve to know. You deserve to live in pain for the rest of your life." Chu Xu glared at Gu Yanchi, "You will never be able to repay Lin Du for what you owe him."

"Chu Xu, I'll ask you one last time, don't force me to take action against the Chu family." Gu Nishi's scarlet eyes were full of thorns, as if blood would flow out of his eyes in the next second.

"You..." Chu Xu glared at Gu Xinchi, "You are so despicable!"

"Speak!" Gu Anchi's patience seemed to have reached its limit. He roared, his slightly narrowed eyes filled with anger.

A strong aura gathered in the air, like thunder and lightning that was about to explode, making people tremble with fear.

Shen Zhichu was in a dilemma: "Chu Xu, could there be any misunderstanding?"

"Misunderstanding?" Chu Xu sneered and pushed Shen Zhichu away. When he thought about how Lin Du had struggled for so many years, he felt sorry for him.

Why should innocent people bear all the pain while the perpetrators can do whatever they want?

That's not fair.

Chu Xu took a deep breath and looked at Gu Yinchi fiercely.

"Ten years ago, you forcibly dragged Lin Du, who was already living in the mud, to your side. You had a sick desire to possess him and control him."

"Your momentary impulse has caused him to pay a heavy price."

"He thought you gave him all love. He said he had nothing to give you in return, so he gave you his heart."

"But even so, he still feels guilty about you and always wants to give you more."

"But how did you treat him? You played with his feelings. After your affair was exposed, you didn't choose to believe him. Instead, you left him alone and went abroad to live a carefree life."

"And he was forced by your father to admit that he seduced you. Although Lin Du has a weak personality, he would never admit to doing something he didn't do, even if you beat him to death."

"He loves you, so even if he was beaten by your father and couldn't get up, he would not use the word "seduction" to describe the relationship between you."

"But do you know that he was pregnant with your child at the time? It was you and your father who killed the child together. You are the real murderers!"

Gu Niechi was shocked, and a sharp electric current drilled straight into his ears.

His forehead was covered with sweat and his body was trembling in agony.

Every breath was accompanied by a pain like cutting out flesh and heart. He tried hard to continue breathing, but the air was against him.

Shen Zhichu frowned, he endured it but did not stop Chu Xu.

It's been ten years, maybe it's time to end.

Chu Xu looked at Gu Yanchi in pain and clenched his fists fiercely: "Does it hurt, Gu Yanchi? You are in so much pain just by hearing it, what about Lin Du!"

"He has been carrying all the pain and struggling for ten years. Tell me, does he feel any pain?"

"Ten years ago you could say you were young and ignorant, but ten years later? For your own selfish desires, you once again dragged Lin Du into the abyss."

"Do you know how much it costs him to choose to love you again?"

"He wants to tear open the scars he has been licking for ten years bit by bit, and love you with wounds all over his body and blood dripping..."

"He was afraid that you would be sad if you knew that you had lost a child, so he would rather keep this secret by himself than let you suffer."

"He loved you with all his heart, but you once again made him suffer the pain of losing his son."

"Gu Nienchi, tell me whether you should die or not!"

"Do you think you should be forgiven for pretending to show some love? Don't even think about it!"

"You don't deserve forgiveness."

"Lin Du's stepmother is a sinner, and so are you and your father!"

"You ruined his life with your own hands."

After Chu Xu finished cursing, he smiled bitterly with a look of heartache: "Do you know that I witnessed his eyes becoming so full of stars that they turned into dim ones?"

"He said that what he longs for most now is death, because death is his only way to be free."

"Gu Yanchi, you lost someone whose heart and eyes were filled with you."

"But even so, he still loves you, because the glimmer of light you once gave him was...a warmth he had never experienced before."

Gu lowered his head in dismay, his fingertips twitching uncontrollably.

The pain penetrated his bones and spread from his heart to his whole body. He ignored it. Compared with the pain Lin Du had experienced, this pain was nothing.

He turned around like a zombie, his steps heavy.

"Gu Nichi, if you still have a conscience, just let him go..."

"He loves you, but he's in pain too."

Gu Yanchi suddenly stopped, his eyes were empty, as if the whole world had collapsed.

His body was shaking, and it was obvious that he was trying hard to endure the grief, and at this moment, there was only endless sorrow in his world.

He held onto the door, struggling to support his body as he was about to fall.

Gu Yanchi beat his chest with great pain, which went deep into his bones. It was as if all the sorrow was gathered in his heart, so heavy that it was suffocating.

Shen Zhichu endured it. Although what Chu Xu said was all right, he ignored Gu Yanchi's love for Lin Du.

He knew from the beginning how much Gu Jinchi loved Lin Du, he just loved her without realizing it.

Stumbling out of Free, Gu looked up at the sky with a sad look on his face, tears welling up in his eyes.

What on earth has he been doing all these years?

He kept saying that he loved Lindu, but he hurt him the most than anyone else.

"Gu Nichi, you deserve it..."