Chapter 184 Please Don't Forget Me
Lin Du's eyes were filled with relief. After ten years, everything had come to light. He now just felt relieved.
The people he cares about are all here, where else can he go?
Seeing Gu Xinchi immersed in pain, he sighed and asked softly, "Will you really let me leave?"
Gu Jinchi endured it secretly. It would have been fine if he hadn't asked. But once he was asked, he couldn't control himself.
Silently clenching his fists to prevent his voice from sounding too trembling, he said: "Yeah."
Lin Du looked at Gu Lianchi holding on, feeling both distressed and amused: "Won't you send someone to keep an eye on me?"
“…No.” Gu frowned tightly, trying not to let the tears fall.
"After I leave this time, I won't come back again." Lin Du reminded.
Gu Niechi felt a sharp pain in his chest. He grabbed his knees to ease the pain in his heart: "I know."
"Will you be very sad if I leave?" Lin Du asked softly.
"I'm almost dying." Gu Nichi choked.
"So, you're really willing to let me leave?" Lin Du tilted his head and stared at Gu Xichi.
Gu Yanchi was shocked, and the emotions that he had tried hard to control collapsed in an instant. He was aggrieved like a child, shaking his head: "I can't bear to leave."
Lin Du curled his lips: "I can't help it even if I'm reluctant! After all, a man should keep his word."
Gu Yanchi nodded firmly, clenching his fist tightly, hurting the wound on his arm: "I know."
Lin Du sighed and took his hand: "If the wound opens again, I won't help you treat it."
Gu Niechi nodded obediently: "I know."
"What do you know?" Lin Du asked with a smile.
"I know that if I force you to stay with me, you will be in pain. I know that you have wanted to leave me for a long time. I know that you... I know that you never want to see me again..."
Gu Yinchi tilted his head slightly, not daring to appear too aggrieved.
He was afraid that Lin Du would mistakenly think that he was pretending to be pitiful and trying to gain sympathy.
But he couldn't control it and his heart ached.
Tears were falling, but he ignored them: "Lin Du, remember, I will always love you, you... remember it, okay?"
Lin Du nodded and wiped away the tears from his eyes: "Anything else you want to say?"
Reluctance lingered in his heart, and Gu Yanchi choked up and said, "Please, please don't forget me..."
Lin Du bit his lip and turned his face away.
"Am I too greedy?" Gu Xinchi lowered his head and cried, his tears falling drop by drop on the floor, each drop was like a shard of glass that broke the silence.
His shoulders twitched slightly, and he said in rhythm with his breathing: "Lin Du, please, don't forget me..."
Gu Yinchi buried his face in Lin Du's knees. How could he bear the pain of sending Lin Du away with his own hands?
He loved him so much that he wished he could merge into his own flesh and blood.
But he had to let him go. He wanted Lin Du to be free and happy.
Lin Du tilted his neck back, tears streaming down his face.
He stroked Gu Xinchi's head and said, "Okay."
One good thing, the boredom can't be restrained at all.
He knelt on the ground, hugged Lin Du, and burst into tears.
Their ten-year dispute is finally coming to an end.
"Will you remember me then? One year, two years..."
"I will always remember you, my love." Gu Xinchi held Lin Du's face, "I will never forget you until I die."
Lin Du blinked his eyes, unable to stop crying: "Wouldn't that be very painful?"
"But these are all I have." Gu Nichi rested his forehead against his, "Lin Du, these are all I have."
Lin Du closed his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth: "Thank you for your hard work."
Suddenly thinking of something, Gu Nichi rushed out: "Wait for me."
Lin Du looked at Gu Xinchi's back, and the emotions he had been suppressing collapsed at this moment.
The grievances and pains endured over the years will eventually become a thing of the past.
He should have a new life.
"Lin Du, here are a few cards with money in them, take them." Gu Yanchi stuffed the cards into Lin Du's hand, "There's cash here, not much, I'm afraid it's not safe for you to lead the way."
"And...what else can I prepare for you?" Gu Nichi asked in a panic.
Lin Du pursed his lips: "That's enough."
Gu Yanchi cried silently, without any sound, only tears falling, but that silent sorrow was more tormenting than any sound.
That kind of deep and strong emotion makes people feel endless sadness and sorrow.
"Gu Xinchi." Lin Du called softly.
"I'm here." Gu Nichi's red eyes trembled from crying.
"After I leave, will you take good care of Lin Yue, Xingxing and Qiuqiu? And my garden and flower shop?"
Gu Yanchi nodded solemnly: "Yes."
"When you were not here, I…I took good care of the things you left behind."
Lin Du raised the corners of his mouth and curved his eyebrows: "Thank you then."
Gu Yichi pulled the corners of his mouth in a difficult manner, and his eyes became as deep as a lake, as if containing all the sadness and helplessness.
"Go to bed early. I have to get up early tomorrow." Lin Du put away the card and cash.
Gu Nishi walked over with heavy steps. He lay on his side beside Lin Du, but he never dared to touch him.
But how could he suppress his greedy heart? After tonight, he would never be able to hug him again.
The fingertips moved closer and closer, but then stopped.
Lin Du sighed softly, turned around and dived into his arms.
His relaxed eyes trembled, and his facial muscles instantly became stiff, as if he was hit by an electric current, his eyes were full of disbelief and shock.
But in the next second, it turned into endless grievances.
He hugged the person in his arms tightly, and tears flowed out again.
Lin Du nuzzled his chest: "Let this be the last hug before we part..."
Gu Yanchi slowly closed his eyes and tried hard to smell Lin Du's scent.
It turns out that betraying someone's sincerity requires such painful torture.
The rain has stopped.
The two people's heartbeats blended closely.
Gu Jinchi whispered in Lin Du's ear with a hint of pleading: "Can I kiss you?"
"A farewell kiss?" Lin Du joked.
Gu Yanchi endured it secretly. He greedily wanted a lot to keep as memories for the future.
"Lin Du, can you give me one?" Gu Yinchi held Lin Du's face, and his warm breath hit his nose.
Lin Du raised the corners of his mouth, his eyebrows curved: "You are pushing your luck."
Gu Yinchi was startled and stepped back feeling aggrieved.
He raised the corner of his mouth in self-mockery. What qualifications did he have to ask Lin Du to satisfy him again and again?
The fact that he allowed himself to hold him now was already a kindness to himself.
While Gu Xinchi was still immersed in his grievances, Lin Du came over and covered the corner of his mouth.
Gu Anshi's eyes trembled, and his lips also trembled. He looked extremely flustered, wanting to kiss her, but was afraid that his greed would scare Lin Du away.
"Gu Nichi, you know I'm not very good at kissing..."
"What?" Gu Xinchi stared at Lin Du's eyes and then moved his lips and teeth.
Lin Du curled his lips: "Are you kissing me or not?"
Gu Yinchi nodded without hesitation. He held Lin Du's face with both hands and kissed him deeply, as if he wanted to put all his emotions into this kiss.
He kissed carefully but greedily...