Chapter 203 Whose Love Is Not Crazy

Lin Du sighed lightly, wondering why Chu Guanhua was so cruel.

His child's suicide did not bring back his conscience, and his wife's suicide did not make him realize the truth at all.

Chu Xu touched the scar on his wrist and shook his head bitterly: "Do you think my mother is stupid?"

"I, a chess piece, couldn't even make my father wake up, let alone her, who is called a burden."

Lin Du frowned and rubbed his hands helplessly: "Chu Xu, you..."

"Don't worry about me, I'm fine." Chu Xu looked at Shen Zhichu, his originally dim eyes filled with sadness, "I have finally let him down in this life."

Lin Du was startled, and his heart became more and more bitter: "Is there no other way?"

Chu Xu was silent. What else could he do?

I have done everything I should do and thought about everything I should think about, but what is the final result?

never mind……

Shen Zhichu stood by the window, smoke rising up and covering his helpless face.

"If it really doesn't work, then be his father." Gu Nichi took a deep puff of cigarette, "I'll do it, you don't need to get involved."

"Even if Chu Xu wants to blame someone, it's me, not you."

Shen Zhichu paused, and the hand holding the cigarette shook involuntarily.

"What's the difference between what you do and what I do?" Shen Zhichu fiercely put out the cigarette butt. "His father is sure that I won't dare to touch him because of Chu Xu, so he is so reckless."

"So, does this mean that there is nothing we can do to him?" Gu Nichi frowned, looking at Lin Du's worried face. He knew that he was also worried about Chu Xu and the others.

Shen Zhichu remained silent. He had a lot of leverage over Chu Guanhua, but touching him would be the same as touching Chu Xu.

This is a dead end.

Lin Du said goodbye reluctantly with mixed feelings.

"Are you worried about Chu Xu?" Gu Yinchi hugged Lin Du from behind.

Lin Du sighed: "I have never received love from my parents since I was born, so I used to be particularly eager to get their love. I think children who are loved by their parents are the happiest children in the world."

"But through my own experience with Chu Xu, I know."

“It turns out that not all parents love their children.”

Gu Yanchi rubbed Lin Du's face distressedly: "Don't think too much."

Lin Du was troubled by a gloomy mood. When he thought of the two children he had lost, he felt even more painful.

"Gu Yanchi, I really don't understand. It's obviously my own flesh and blood, why wouldn't you love her?" Lin Du's eyes were blurred with tears.

"If...if my children were still alive, I would definitely try my best to give them all my love, but...but I don't have the chance anymore."

Gu Niechi's heart was suddenly stabbed with pain. He paused while holding Lin Du's hand, and tears flowed freely.

He knew that the child was a pain in Lin Du's heart that could never be healed.

He could give him all his love, but how could he make up for the regret of losing his child.

At this moment, his desire to perform surgery on Lin Du was shaken.

He couldn't help but wonder if he could give them another child.

Chu Xu sat in the car, looking out the window dejectedly.

Shen Zhichu endured it, and the veins on his arms bulged.

"Do you hate me?" Chu Xu didn't turn around, tears rolling down his eyes.

Shen Zhichu gripped the steering wheel tightly: "I hate myself."

"But what did you do wrong?" Chu Xu smiled bitterly.

Seeing Chu Xu's bitter smile, Shen Zhichu felt extremely painful.

He clenched his fists and punched the steering wheel again and again.

"Why? Why?" Shen Zhichu screamed in pain.

Chu Xu couldn't bear to look at it and turned his face away.

The atmosphere is too depressing, making people feel as if they are shrouded in an invisible shadow. The inescapable feeling of oppression makes it impossible to calm down.

Chuckston felt the pain of breathing, he beat his chest, but he could not bear it.

He pounded on the car window desperately, trying to escape the pain.

Shen Zhichu stepped on the accelerator and parked the car on the side of the road. Chu Xu pushed open the door with a pale face.

It was difficult to breathe, as if a pair of invisible hands were tightly gripping my throat.

He knelt on the ground in agony, grasping the ground tightly with his fingers, trying to relieve the pain, but it was of no avail.

Shen Zhichu hugged him and tried to calm his emotions.

"Chu Xu, look at me, look at me..."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper. It's my fault."

Chu Xu's eyes dimmed, but he still saw all of Shen Zhichu's pain.

He wanted to wipe away the tears from Shen Zhichu's eyes with his trembling hands, but he didn't even have the strength to raise his hands.

"Chu Xu, what should I do? Tell me, what should I do?"

Shen Zhichu clenched his fists in pain. He had been free all his life, but he had suffered repeated setbacks in his relationships.

Chu Xu leaned in Shen Zhichu's arms, all the complicated emotions coming over her.

He clutched Shen Zhichu's collar, his scarlet eyes blurred by tears.

Shen Zhichu raised his head and hugged the person who had already broken down emotionally in his arms.

Whose love is not crazy? Now he can only endure it silently.

Perhaps affected by what happened to Chu Xu and Shen Zhichu, Lin Du was in a low mood the whole day.

Gu Yanchi found an excuse to leave and went straight to Zhuo Chengze.

Zhuo Chengze stared blankly at Gu Nishi, who was smoking non-stop with a gloomy face. He frowned and asked, "What on earth are you doing here?"

"You have nowhere to smoke? Why do you come to my hospital to smoke?"

"If, I mean, if Lin Du gets pregnant again, will it be harmful to her body?"

Zhuo Chengze paused, speechless: "Why are you a human one moment and a ghost the next?"

"You said before that you wanted Lin Du to become a real man, and now you want him to have a child. Are you schizophrenic?"

"The psychiatrists in my hospital are all very good. I can introduce them to you if you need them."

Gu Nichi was silent for a long time. He lowered his eyes, as if he had used up all his strength.

He felt as if his chest was being hit hard by a fist. He couldn't breathe in enough oxygen, and every breath was like a struggle in a sea of ​​suffering.

"The child is the eternal pain in Lin Du's heart. I can make up for him with anything, but the only thing I can't give him is a child."

Zhuo Chengze was helpless. Seeing Gu Yanchi's painful expression, he couldn't bear it: "Lin Du's body is relatively weak. If you really want to have a child, you must take good care of it."

"After some time, let him come for a full body check-up."

“We will make a comprehensive assessment of whether it is suitable at that time.”

Gu Yanchi nodded. Although he had this idea, he had not discussed it with Lin Du.

He didn't dare to mention the idea of ​​having a child to him, fearing that he might misunderstand.

Back at the flower shop, the money-loving Lin Du was checking the sales.

Gu Jinchi was leaning against the door and watching fascinatedly. He liked watching the constantly changing expressions on Lin Du's face, it was very vivid and cute.

Feeling someone staring at him, Lin Du raised his eyes and met Gu Yanchi's gentle gaze.

Lin Du raised the corners of his mouth, his eyebrows curved.

Gu Jinchi's eyes were moist. He wished that Lin Du would always have such a pure smile on his face.