Chapter 220 Will You Abandon Me?

Shen Zhichu stood outside Chu Xu's ward, and he was afraid to push the door open.

He was afraid of seeing Chu Xu's sad eyes, and even more afraid of seeing him looking like he was living a life worse than death.

But the person he loves is right there, how can he control himself from getting closer?

Chu Xu stared at Shen Zhichu, trying to restrain himself and endure, but he would be defeated in the end.

Shen Zhichu lowered his brows and sat next to Chu Xu. He wanted to pull his hand over, but seeing Chu Xu's fingertips twitching and trying to dodge, his hand froze in the air and then slowly fell down.

A depressing atmosphere is like a gloomy forest, which makes people lose their way, feel confused and helpless.

Shen Zhichu raised his eyes and looked at his lover: "I'm sorry..."

"I never thought it would end like this. Believe me, I didn't want to kill your father."

"I gave him a chance, but he..."

"I just want to be with you and never thought of hurting anyone around you."

Chu Xu clutched his hospital gown tightly and closed his eyes in despair: "What did you do wrong? I have no right to blame you."

"So you blame yourself. You blame yourself for everything." Shen Zhichu supported Chu Xu's shoulders, his eyes trembling. "You said you don't blame me, but you make me suffer..."

Chu Xu reached out and gently stroked Shen Zhichu's face: "I don't want to, give me some time to calm down, okay?"

Faced with Chu Xu's rare initiative, Shen Zhichu did not feel happy in his heart, but felt very painful.

This feeling is very strange, but I can't put it into words.

"Chu Xu, will you abandon me?" Shen Zhichu held up Chu Xu's pale face, staring at the person in front of him with trembling eyes.

Chu Xu hugged Shen Zhichu to hide his guilt: "No, I'm just a little tired and want to take a break."

Shen Zhichu hugged Chu Xu tightly, feeling extremely anxious.

At Chu Guanhua's funeral, Chu Xu knelt there with an expressionless face.

There was a lot of discussion and different opinions.

"Everyone says the Chu family has good education, but I think it's just like that. Look at Chu Xu, he didn't even shed a tear, what a sin."

"He has the nerve to cry after teaming up with outsiders to force his father to death?"

"I think his father was pissed off to death by him. You don't even know about the shitty things that happened between him and Shen Zhichu. They've gone viral in the circle."

Lin Du couldn't accept these unpleasant words. He walked over and glared at the two people who were gossiping in front of him: "You better shut up!"

The two looked Lin Du up and down, and raised their lips in disdain: "Where did you come from? Get out of here if you don't want to die."

"you……"

"Really?" Gu Nichi walked over and protected Lin Du to his side. His sinister voice was like the venom of snakes and scorpions, which pierced into people's blood vessels and gradually corroded their souls.

As soon as the two saw Gu Anshi, their hateful expressions instantly disappeared.

They looked at each other timidly, then lowered their heads in panic: "Mr. Gu, this is a misunderstanding, this is all a misunderstanding..."

"Apologize." Gu Yinchi raised his chin slightly, his tone so cold that it was suffocating.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, we didn't recognize Taishan. I hope you will be magnanimous and forgive us this time."

Lin Du clenched his fists, but since today was not the right occasion, he could only swallow his anger.

Walked to Chu Xu's side and accompanied him silently.

Lin Du knew that he could hear the gossip of outsiders.

Gu Ni Chi's dangerous eyes revealed murderous intent. He looked at the two people with disdain and said, "Get lost!"

Seeing this, the two of them quickly nodded and bowed and retreated, not daring to slack off for a moment.

Gu Yinchi gave his men a look, and they nodded in understanding and followed the two men out.

Lin Yan and his group hurried over.

Lin Yan and Gu Tian looked solemn. Gu Yinchi gave them a look, and several people turned and left.

Ji Shen came to Chu Xu and Lin Du. He also did not ask too many questions, but stayed with Chu Xu silently.

It's useless to say more now. The person who is stubborn can't figure it out himself and no one can persuade him.

"Why don't you see Shen Zhichu?" Lin Yan frowned.

Gu Nichi bit on a cigarette, his heart heavy as lead, looking for a way to escape in the smoke: "Master Chu Xu does not allow the Shen family to come."

"This is not Shen Zhichu's fault. He has given him opportunities before. It's Chu Xu's father who went astray. Can Shen Zhichu be blamed for this?" Gu Tian shook his head speechlessly.

"Forget it, since he can't come, we will help him take care of everything here. As for other things, he has to rely on himself." Lin Yan frowned.

"I don't think so." Gu Tian curled his lips, "Look at Chu Xu, he looks like he has nothing to live for, it's obvious that his heart is dead."

Gu Nichi rubbed his brows and said, "This incident has dealt a heavy blow to him. He has never gotten over his sister's incident. It's good that he is still alive now."

In a car not far from the Chu family, Shen Zhichu was smoking one cigarette after another.

The repressed emotions have nowhere to go, and can only use a wisp of cigarette to temporarily blur the chaos in front of me.

Chu Guanhua's funeral ended and everyone dispersed.

Lin Du and Ji Shen stayed with Chu Xu all the time, paying attention to his mood.

Chu Xu pulled the corners of his mouth, which was the only change in his expression today: "Thank you, I'm fine, you guys go back and rest."

"I'm not tired. I'm here with you." Lin Du grabbed Chu Xu's hand and cried, "Can I stay here with you?"

Chu Xu patted Lin Du's hand: "Lin Du, don't cry, I'm fine."

"I knew he was waiting for me, so I had to go see him."

Ji Shen and Lin Du looked at each other with heavy brows.

On the way back, Lin Du was immersed in sadness.

He knew that the day of Chu Xu's departure was not far away.

"Wife."

Gu Jinchi called him softly, with a look of heartache between his brows.

Lin Du slowly raised his head and unconsciously responded with a "hmm." Seeing Gu Anchi's worried look, Lin Du crawled into his arms and hugged him.

"Gu Nienchi, when you said that lovers will eventually marry, was that a lie?"

"No." Gu Yanchi kissed Lin Du's hair gently, "Perhaps only after experiencing it, will you understand the preciousness of being together."

"I really wanted to punch those two bastards today, but I held back because of the situation at the time." Lin Du patted his chest. "Now that I think about it, I still can't swallow this anger."

"They clearly knew nothing, yet they could arrange things as they pleased, without caring about other people's lives."

Gu Niechi held up Lin Du's face, with a deep love between his eyebrows and eyes: "It's okay, your husband helped you vent your anger."

Lin Du's pupils trembled: "Did you beat them?"

Gu Nichi curled his lips and said, "I guess I won't be able to get out of bed for a few months."

“You deserve it…” Lin Du clenched his fists.

Under the dim street lights, a car always stopped by the roadside.

I couldn't see the people in the car clearly, I could only see wisps of smoke coming out of the window.

In the narrow space, the heavy air seemed to freeze, making it impossible to breathe.

Shen Zhichu's hand, which was holding a cigarette, paused involuntarily when he saw Chu Xu.