Chapter 245: Withdrawal Failure
I didn't dare to go home, but I couldn't help wanting to come back, because here, at least there were traces of Lin Du's existence.
He seemed to be going through withdrawal, but the reaction after withdrawal was something he had not expected.
Sitting lonely next to Gu Xingxing, he finally became a person.
All the little things in the past were just each other's drama.
But he fell in love with the play, and was in pain but unwilling to let go.
Although he knew that Lin Du had no feelings for him, he was still deeply in love with her and couldn't extricate himself.
Don't you hate it? Hate...
She hated Lin Du for being so cruel, hated him for not being able to understand her feelings, and even more hated herself for straying off the path and never being able to get out again.
After all, he was still worried, so Gu Xinchi asked Wen Qing to check on Lin Du's condition.
He knew that as long as Lin Yue was there, Lin Du would not leave.
Lin Du, who lost everything, could hardly get over the grief. He thought about dying, but the thought of leaving Lin Yue alone in this world made him feel so painful.
Lin Yue was the child he raised, how could he let her go?
The more he thought about it, the more painful it became. Lin Du slowly wandered to the gate of Lin Yue's school.
He looked at the graceful young girl who had just been born in front of him, and a rare trace of relief appeared on his face.
Lin Yue saw that Lin Du was in a bad mood and his face was pale. She nervously held her brother's hand, just like when she was a child.
Lin Du tried his best to control his broken emotions and told Lin Yue that he just didn't get enough rest because of the pressure at work.
He didn't want Lin Yue to worry about him, he wanted her to live happily.
"Brother, my boyfriend said he wanted to take me back to his hometown to meet his family. Do you think I should go?" Lin Yue showed her shy side. Although she was asking for Lin Du's opinion, the expectation in her eyes could no longer be concealed.
Lin Du pursed his lips. The child had grown up, and they would eventually have to stay away from each other. As long as she was happy, that was all that mattered.
"Lin Yue, have you confirmed him?" Lin Du confirmed again.
Lin Yue nodded without hesitation.
"Okay, I support all your decisions, as long as you are happy."
Lin Yue was happy to receive Lin Du's support. She hugged Lin Du and said, "Brother, you will be very happy too. You are the best brother in the world."
Looking at Lin Yue's cheerful back, Lin Du's tears rolled down.
Where is his happiness? He doesn't deserve happiness at all. He doesn't even have the right to live.
Su Wenlang sat in the car, his resentful eyes looking as if he wanted to tear Lin Du to pieces.
Although life is hard, one must live on. For the sake of his only obsession, Lin Du can only grit his teeth and persevere.
Gu Xinchi, who failed in his withdrawal, struggles with himself every day. He uses work and alcohol to numb himself, but the effect is very mediocre.
Zhuo Chengze didn't dare to provoke him and could only drink with him silently.
Shen Zhichu frowned: "Since you can't let it go, why not find it back?"
"What's the point of finding him back?" Gu Niechi rubbed his brows. "What's the point of finding a heartless person?"
"Do you want to continue the pretense, or do you want to pretend to be ignorant and continue the deception?"
Shen Zhichu sighed: "Are you sure there is no misunderstanding between you two?"
"What misunderstanding could there be? He admitted himself that he stayed with me only to save Lin Yue."
Gu Niechi swirled the wine in his glass bitterly: "So, what am I still looking forward to?"
Zhuo Chengze was feeling uncomfortable: "Is there something wrong with me or is there something wrong with you and Lin Du?"
"I can clearly see the reluctance and pain in your eyes, but why do they taste so different when they enter your mouths?"
Gu was bored and didn't respond for a long time.
Shen Zhichu sighed and did not continue to persuade her. Sometimes, outsiders can see matters of the heart more clearly.
There are too many misunderstandings between Gu Yanchi and Lin Du now, as well as the pain of losing a child. If they don't want to untie this knot, no one can help them.
Just like Chu Xu and myself, we are in love but still in pain.
Looking at Gu Xinchi's back, Zhuo Chengze asked, "Are you sure you can forget Lin Du?"
Gu frowned, his expression heavy, but he refused to admit: "Is this difficult?"
"It's not difficult. Why do you look so depressed?"
"..." Gu Lianchi wanted to refute, but he just opened his mouth and turned away.
After returning home, Gu Jinchi seemed to want to prove that he could forget Lin Du.
"Throw away all of Lindu's things, including the dog, and destroy the garden."
Hearing this, the servants did not dare to hesitate for a moment.
Gu Nichi gritted his teeth stubbornly, watching the servant pack up Lin Du's clothes and throw them away. He gave in at the last moment and said, "Wait a minute, put them away first."
The servants looked at each other and silently stopped what they were doing.
Gu Niechi sighed and said, "Put it back and restore it to its original state."
When we got to the garden, some flowers were damaged because we didn't have time to stop it.
Gu Nichi picked them up and placed them in front of Gu Xingxing, and ordered him to buy flowers as soon as possible to replace them.
Qiuqiu seemed to be frightened. When it saw Gu Nianchi rushing towards it, it surrounded Gu Nianchi's feet and kept rubbing his legs.
Gu Shichi sighed, picked it up and tried to comfort it.
Everything returned to calm, and Gu Nishi raised the corners of his mouth in self-mockery.
Wen Qing called and told Gu Yinchi the news that Lin Du was working in Chen Wei's store.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Lanchi curled up on the sofa. There was silence all around him, and he seemed to be the one who was abandoned.
Su Wenlang was sitting in a cafe, fully armed, waiting for the person he wanted to do a deal with today - Jiang Chao.
"Are you Lin Yue's boyfriend?" Su Wenlang said straight to the point. "I've investigated you. You don't come from a good family. Your parents are divorced, and you live with an alcoholic father."
"Your father owes a loan shark. I heard that your personal safety has been threatened. I think if you can't come up with the money, they will probably take action against you soon."
Jiang Chao's heart was shocked when the secret he had been hiding was spoken out so brazenly, and he felt like he was being violated.
Without waiting for Jiang Chao to question him, Su Wenlang directly threw a card over: "Here are two million, do you want it?"
The anger in Jiang Chao's eyes disappeared in an instant, and more disbelief appeared: "Who are you? What do you mean?"
"It doesn't matter who I am. What matters is that I can save your life."
Jiang Chao was puzzled, but his eyes were fixed on the card on the table: "What do you want me to do? Does this have anything to do with you mentioning that I'm Lin Yue's boyfriend?"
"I want her to die!" Su Wenlang clenched his fists and leaned forward.
Jiang Chao was shocked: "What did you say? Are you crazy? She is my girlfriend. Do you have any grudge against her?"
Su Wenlang sat back down and gritted his teeth fiercely: "I have no grudge against her, but unfortunately she is Lin Du's sister, so she must die."
Jiang Chaozhen was so frightened that the corners of his mouth twitched, and he wanted to escape in panic.
Su Wenlang tapped the card on the table: "Do you have any other choice? If she doesn't die, you will die!"
Jiang Chao's eyes widened, his breathing became rapid, and sweat dripped from his forehead. Every drop of sweat was like a signal of fear, revealing his uneasiness and terror.