Chapter 248 Not Enough
Lin Yue's situation was not optimistic, and Gu Yanchi ordered that she must be kept alive.
He knew that only if Lin Yue was alive could Lin Du survive.
No one knew that when Lin Du came to find him, he actually felt as if something had been lost and then found again.
To be honest, he actually felt a little lucky because he had failed to quit Lin Du and he had been in pain.
Back at the villa, Lin Du stood quietly in front of Gu Xingxing. He didn't expect Gu Yanchi to take the child home.
Gently stroking Gu Xingxing's little house, Lin Du burst into tears. The only thing he owed in his life was his two unborn children.
Gu Lianchi returned home and saw Lin Du curled up next to Gu Xingxing. He suppressed the pain in his heart and turned around and walked into the room.
Lin Du stood up with his knees propped up. He knew his position very well, which was to serve Gu Yanchi well.
Gu leaned back on the sofa, rubbing his brows, feeling very tired.
Lin Du walked over, hesitated for a moment, took his hand away and gently rubbed his temple.
Gu Jinchi hummed softly and slowly closed his eyes.
The atmosphere was somewhat depressing, and Lin Du was wondering whether he should say something.
"Are you tired from working today?" Lin Du asked courageously.
Gu Jinchi just said "hmm" and said nothing more.
Lin Du continued his work awkwardly: "Are you...are you hungry? Do you want to eat something?"
"No need." Gu Yinchi frowned slightly, seeming not to want to talk.
Lin Du chose to remain silent instead of making small talk.
Gu Yanchi slightly opened his eyes: "Why don't you talk?"
"I'm afraid of disturbing you."
Gu Niechi frowned: "But isn't your mission to serve me well?"
Lin Du was stunned. After a moment of silence, he spoke in a low voice: "Do you want to do it?"
Gu Lanshi's fingertips flicked, he obviously didn't expect Lin Du to be so proactive.
"Are you asking for my opinion?" Gu Nichi grabbed Lin Du's hand, slightly increasing the force. "It seems that you haven't learned what a lover should do."
Lin Du pursed his lips, not daring to look at Gu Nichi's eyes filled with contempt.
Not to mention him, he himself looks down on himself.
Unable to bear the sight of Lin Du looking so aggrieved, Gu Jinchi let him go and went upstairs alone.
Lin Du stood quietly in the darkness, the sound of his breathing being his only company.
He glanced at the room upstairs, clenched the corner of his clothes, and let out a heavy breath.
After washing up, Lin Du pushed open the door of Gu Jinchi's bedroom, and his steps were so light that he felt top-heavy.
Gu Xichi, leaning on the bed, narrowed his eyes and looked at the person in front of him.
Lin Du approached slowly, took the book from Gu Jinchi's hand, and knelt beside him carefully.
Gu Zhenchi's heartbeat quickened, but his face remained calm. He wanted to see how far Lin Du could go.
Lin Du never raised his eyes from beginning to end, because the disgust in Gu Nishi's eyes would hurt him and make him hate himself even more.
But he had no choice, he wanted Lin Yue to live, he wanted to know what happened to her.
It was a hot summer day, but Lin Du's hands were terribly cold.
He held up Gu Yinshi's face, stared at his lips and kissed him.
But Gu Jinchi turned his head away at the last moment and stared at him sideways.
Being rejected, Lin Du was so flustered that he didn't know what to do.
He pinched his fingers nervously, not knowing how to serve Gu Xinchi well.
Seeing Lin Du standing there in a daze, Gu Xinchi snorted: "Why, you're giving up just like that?"
Lin Du raised his eyes, but before he could see the disdain in Gu Yanshi's eyes, he quickly looked away.
As if he had made up his mind, Lin Du supported his sagging abdominal muscles with his hands and sat astride him.
He undressed himself bit by bit and presented himself in front of Gu Yinchi.
Gu Anni frowned, but swallowed unconsciously.
Lin Du kissed Gu Jinchi's neck, not daring to kiss his mouth, but kissing his neck instead.
Gu Niechi clutched the bed sheet tightly, the fire of desire in his heart burning like a prairie fire.
Lin Du closed his eyes and performed his service awkwardly.
Sweat dripped from Gu Xinchi's neck. His hands broke away from the control of his brain and slowly moved around Lin Du's waist.
"Not enough!" Gu Nishi finally spoke.
Lin Du tried to kiss Gu Xinchi's lips again, and this time he did not dodge.
Lin Du's light pecks could no longer satisfy Gu Jinshi's desires, so he held Lin Du's face and demanded greedily.
Gu Jinchi's kiss was like a violent storm, fierce and hot, as if it wanted to devour each other's souls deeply.
Gu Jinchi was deeply immersed in the kiss, like stars falling into the deep night sky, unable to extricate himself.
Lin Du tried hard to respond, but he didn't dare to utter a word even though he was clearly overwhelmed.
He was afraid that he would anger Gu Jinchi.
A simple kiss was no longer enough. Gu Jinchi wanted more than just that. What he wanted was for Lin Du to truly feel his presence.
…
The unrestrained demands are like finally finding a home after wandering in the endless universe, and both the body and mind are perfectly settled.
The fusion at that moment was like an ensemble of stars and the universe, with every cell singing.
…
Lin Du could no longer tell how much he had endured, he didn't even have the strength to faint.
As day and night fell, Lin Du finally couldn't bear it anymore and fell into Gu Xinchi's arms.
At the last moment, he was still trying to peek into his disgusted look, wanting to know whether he had satisfied him.
He hugged the person in his arms tightly, ignoring the tears falling, he hated it.
I hate myself, and I hate Lin Du even more.
He could have just let himself save Lin Yue, but he chose to torture him in this way.
In his heart, is he really that unbearable?
But his love has clearly shown signs, why can't he see it?
Sometimes he would think that it was not that Lin Du could not see, but that he simply did not want his love.
Otherwise, how could you not feel it?
He picked up Lin Du and put him in the bathtub. Just as he was about to stand up, Lin Du grabbed his wrist and asked weakly: "Gu Yanchi, I...are you satisfied with what I did?"
The flame of anger burned in Gu Nichi's heart, as if it wanted to burn away all the dissatisfaction and grievances.
Lin Du's routine flattery made him disgusted and disappointed.
She angrily pried Lin Du's hand apart and looked down at him coldly: "It's not enough."
Lin Du grabbed the edge of the bathtub and tried to keep himself calm. He slowly raised his eyes and said pitifully: "Gu Yanchi, I can do better."
Gu Yinchi turned his back to him and slowly closed his eyes.
The depression in his chest made it impossible for him to vent: "Really? I'll wait and see."
Lin Du shuddered as he slammed the door shut.
He curled up and hugged himself.
Tears flowed down uncontrollably, each drop containing endless sorrow and anger, as if the wound in my heart was being torn open.