Chapter 252: Isn’t hatred another kind of love?

After get off work, Gu Lichi came to the most famous dessert shop in Beichuan. He picked out an exquisite cake and went home happily.

While waiting for the traffic light, he looked at the cake driven by the co-pilot, and the corners of his mouth rose uncontrollably.

After what happened yesterday, Lin Du no longer dared to go out casually.

He spent most of his time sitting next to Gu Xingxing in a daze, and when he came to his senses he would read a book.

Gu Nichi placed the cake in front of Lin Du without saying anything else.

Lin Du was stunned for two seconds: "Did you buy this for me?"

"..." Gu Niechi paused while pulling the tie, "Why not buy it for Qiuqiu?"

Lin Du pulled the corner of his mouth awkwardly: "Thank you."

Gu Yanchi hummed softly and took off his coat: "If you want to eat cake in the future, just tell me directly. Don't bring back some low-quality food. I'm afraid you'll die from eating it."

"..." Lin Du was stunned, but he still raised the corner of his mouth, took Gu Xinchi's coat and put it away, "Okay, I understand."

Lin Du opened the cake and took a bite.

It is said that eating sweets can improve one's mood, but why does it have no effect on him?

Is it true that I really don't deserve happiness? Thinking of this, Lin Du actually laughed.

During dinner, Lin Du took a few bites and was about to put down his chopsticks.

Gu looked disdainful and frowned. He eats even less than a cat, how can he gain weight?

I'm already weak and I don't eat properly. Who are you trying to drive me crazy with?

Gu Nichi put down his chopsticks and called a nutritionist.

"You don't have to come tomorrow."

The nutritionist was confused: "Mr. Gu, did I do something wrong?"

Lin Du was also confused and looked at Gu Yinchi in confusion.

Gu Yanchi knocked on the table and looked at Lin Du: "What you made doesn't suit his taste."

Lin Du was stunned, because the reason was actually caused by himself.

But his inability to eat had nothing to do with the nutritionist, he just simply didn't want to eat.

The nutritionist looked at Lin Du helplessly. She had worked so hard, but how could it be so miserable?

Lin Du lowered his head guiltily. He really didn't mean it.

"Raise your head." Gu Linchi reminded, "If he didn't satisfy you, it's his problem. You don't need to blame yourself."

Lin Du pinched his hands. Although he said so, the problem really wasn't with the nutritionist.

"Gu Yanchi, I couldn't eat, it has nothing to do with him." Lin Du explained, hoping that Gu Yanchi would not fire the nutritionist, "Besides, I ate the cake you bought, so I wasn't that hungry anyway."

Gu Nichi raised his eyebrows: "You mean you want me to keep him?"

"Yes." Lin Du nodded and looked at Gu Yanchi with a pleading look, "Is it okay?"

Gu Niechi waved his hand to signal the nutritionist to leave, and he stared at the person in front of him.

"Lin Du, didn't anyone tell you that you should have the right attitude when asking for help?" There was desire in Gu Nichi's eyes.

Lin Du bit his lip. He was not stupid and understood the deep meaning behind Gu Yanchi's words: "I know what to do."

Gu Xinchi snorted: "But I think you don't seem very happy about it."

Lin Du silently clenched his hands on his knees. He slowly raised his face, his eyebrows curved: "No, this is my duty, I always remember it."

Hearing the voice, a hint of complexity flashed across Gu Nichi's eyes.

He stood up and walked upstairs, deliberately kicking the bench away to show his dissatisfaction.

Lin Du instinctively shrank his body. Did he say something wrong again?

The warm water washed over Gu Nishi's handsome face. He kept talking about responsibility, so should I praise him?

Coming in front of the mirror, Gu Yanchi leaned on the sink, he was unaware that there were such complicated emotions in his eyes.

But the complexity in his eyes is so obvious, why can't Lin Du see it?

Leaning on the bed, he couldn't read anything in the book, but he just held the book and waited for Lin Du to come closer.

Lin Du came over and hesitated for a moment: "Gu Yanchi, are you going to do it tonight?"

Gu Yanchi closed the book and raised his chin slightly: "Guess."

Lin Du grabbed the bed sheet, he couldn't guess.

Gu Xinchi's thoughts were too hard to guess, and he was too stupid to always guess wrong.

Seeing that Lin Du did not take the next step, Gu Yanchi simply threw the book aside, crossed his arms and stared at him.

Lin Du raised his eyes briefly. He thought that if Gu Xichi didn't want to do it, he should just go to sleep, right?

Tentatively reaching out his hand to pull open Gu Yinchi's tightly hugged arms, Lin Du slowly approached and kissed Gu Yinchi from his forehead to the corner of his mouth.

Gu Xinchi lowered his eyes slightly and kept staring at him.

Lin Du buried his face in Gu Jinshi's neck and rubbed his skin with his mouth.

Gu Niechi's breathing became rapid. He pressed Lin Du's shoulders and pinned him down. "Lin Du, who taught you this? You're really good at it!"

Lin Du bit his lip in shame, these actions were what Gu Jinchi had done to him before, he was just copying them.

Gu Nichi looked down at the person in front of him. His existence was a temptation that was irresistible.

…

"Call my name, tell me you love me..." Gu Yinchi seemed to be giving orders, but also seemed to be coaxing.

Lin Du's thoughts had been taken away. He responded to Gu Lianshi, not knowing whether it was because of the pain in his body or the pain in his heart, but tears kept flowing from the corners of his eyes.

"Gu Nienchi, I...love you..."

"It's not enough, Lin Du, I want you to keep saying that you love me, that you only love me, and that you will never leave me."

At this moment, Gu Jinchi had lost his former stubbornness. He just wanted to hear these words come out of Lin Du's mouth. Even if they were false, he would accept them.

Lin Du raised his neck slightly, tears falling: "I love you, no matter how much I love you, I... will never leave you..."

Gu Niechi bit Lin Du's shoulder fiercely, so hard that he could taste the blood. "You said this, remember it."

Lin Du bit his lip in pain. The moment of clarity made him feel ridiculous.

What's the point of forcing yourself to say all this when you obviously hate yourself so much?

…

They seemed to have turned into flames, burning fiercely.

Their intertwined figures and sweat seemed like an outburst, but more like a release.

Feeling each other's warmth and breath in the midst of confusion and passion, each time is enough to make people aftertaste endlessly and indulge in it.

Gu Yanchi endured it secretly, his love shouting out again and again in his heart.

He didn't dare to express his love in person, for fear that Lin Du would not believe him, and even more afraid that he would think he had ulterior motives.

So, it’s good like this now, it’s good that he can stay by my side.

He had so many things at his fingertips in his life, but Lin Du was the only thing that made him anxious.

He wanted to catch him, but he couldn't.

He always had the illusion that he would disappear in front of him at any time. Whenever he thought of this, he uncontrollably wanted to use every possible method to imprison him by his side.

He admitted that he was paranoid and abnormal, but he couldn't bear to lose Lin Du again.

Withdrawal was too painful and he didn't want to try it again.

He would rather be a stubborn lunatic than let Lin Du leave him again.

It doesn't matter even if he hates me, it's better than not caring at all.

Isn't hatred another kind of love?