Chapter 271 The Deeper the Love, the More Painful the Pain
Through Jiang Chao, Gu Yinchi quickly led out the group of people who had humiliated Lin Yue.
Although solving them will cause a lot of trouble, no one can stop Gu Yanchi from doing what he wants to do.
After dealing with them, Gu Yinchi had no intention of telling Lin Du.
Because he was afraid that once everything was resolved, Lin Du would have no more thoughts.
He didn't dare go home. Every time he saw Lin Du's eyes as if he was ready to leave at any time, Gu Yanchi was scared to death.
He drank one glass of wine after another, but Gu Jinchi was still sober.
He really wanted to get drunk, so drunk that he could express his feelings in front of Lin Du.
Zhuo Chengze looked at Shen Zhichu, then at Gu Yinchi. He patted his neck in frustration: "What do you mean? You just drink and don't talk?"
"Miss, how can a ruthless person like you be controlled so easily by someone as weak as Lin Du?"
"Cowardly?" Gu Nichi raised his lips bitterly, "How can you tell that he is cowardly?"
Zhuo Chengze frowned and thought carefully. He felt that the word "cowardly" was indeed not appropriate to describe Lin Du.
"What are you going to do?" Shen Zhichu rubbed his temples. "You know, the only trump card you have is about to become ineffective."
Gu Nichi's whole body was shocked. How could he not know? So, while trying his best to maintain Lin Yue's life, he had to quickly find the next trump card.
After much thought, a child is the only way to keep Lin Du.
Shen Zhichu frowned slightly: "You have to know that if you force me to stay here, I will just be a body without a soul."
"So what? I just want him to stay by my side, he can only be mine!" Gu Nichi stood up suddenly, with a severe headache.
"Aren't you afraid that Lin Du will hate you?" Zhuo Chengze reminded.
"Hate?" Gu Nichi held his brow like he was hurt. "Do you think I'm still afraid that he hates me?"
"Compared to hatred, forgetfulness is the most terrible thing."
"So, hate him. I'd rather he hate me to the core than let him go." Gu Yinchi seemed to have made up his mind. He clenched his fists and said, "I'm not a good person anyway."
"What's the meaning?" Shen Zhichu asked.
"The meaning is that I want him to stay, and I want to be able to see him when I want to see him, instead of being like you, unable to see him when you want to, and suffering alone..."
Zhuo Chengze stood up and stopped Gu Xinchi: "Why are you saying this?"
Feeling bored and annoyed, he smoothed his hair and clenched his fists in annoyance.
He didn't want to say anything that would hurt Shen Zhichu, but he was really panicking now.
Shen Zhichu put down his wine glass, walked to the window, and after a moment of silence, he spoke: "Maybe, you are right."
"Letting go doesn't necessarily mean fulfillment, so just do it..."
Zhuo Chengze sighed, not knowing who to persuade for a moment.
The atmosphere was depressing. Zhuo Chengze wanted to stay with them, but his wife called him urgently, so he had to hurry back.
Gu Xichi glanced at Shen Zhichu's lonely back and couldn't help feeling distressed.
He is already in a lot of pain, but I still want to hurt him!
What kind of friend are you!
Gu Niechi poured two glasses of wine and walked in front of Shen Zhichu: "Forgive me..."
Shen Zhichu took the wine and shrugged: "There is no need for further words between you and me."
They both smiled bitterly and drank the whole drink.
"Don't you plan to force yourself to see Chu Xu?" Gu Yinchi asked. He actually admired Shen Zhichu very much for being able to resist not seeing Chu Xu.
Shen Zhichu sighed softly: "Yes, I think about it even in my dreams."
"But he was afraid that seeing me would make him feel pain, so... he didn't dare."
The tacit silence is the greatest helplessness for both of them.
"In fact, I envy you. You can at least force Lin Du to stay with you, but I can't...
Shen Zhichu silently increased the strength of his hand pressing on the windowsill.
Gu Lichi shook his head in misery: "Why should I be envious? You don't even know how humble I am in front of Lin Du now."
“I dare not lose my temper, dare not speak loudly, and even dare not express the love in my heart.”
"I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it, and I'm even more afraid he'll find it disgusting..."
Gu Niechi raised his head and sighed: "I'm not as great as you to let go."
"I am selfish, so even if Lin Du no longer loves me, I understand."
Shen Zhichu smiled bitterly and shook his head, patting Gu Xinchi on the shoulder: "We are good brothers, even when we are hurt, we are together..."
"In fact, I am lucky. At least Lin Du is still willing to give me some pain."
Shen Zhichu frowned, thought for a moment, and then spoke: "Don't you realize that Lin Du has always loved you?"
Gu Niechi's pupils trembled, and he looked at Shen Zhichu in disbelief: "You...what did you say?"
"Do you know why you always feel that Lin Du doesn't love you?" Shen Zhichu asked.
Feeling aggrieved, he shook his head and said, "I just don't know, that's why I'm in pain."
Shen Zhichu curled his lips. Gu Yanchi looked so aggrieved, and he only had this expression when he mentioned Lin Du.
This arrogant and domineering man could not escape the pain of love after all.
"Tell me! Why?" Gu Nichi asked.
"Because you have done so many things that hurt Lin Du before, you don't think Lin Du will fall in love with someone who has deceived and used him."
"You dare not think about it, let alone believe that Lin Du will fall in love with you."
"So you were so scared that you ignored his love."
"But have you ever thought about it? A person's heart is only as big as a fist. How many people can it hold?"
As if his thoughts had been spoken of, he lowered his eyes in annoyance.
"Maybe it's because Lin Du and I are both waiting, so I can feel his thoughts better." Shen Zhichu patted Gu Xinchi's shoulder, "So, if my way is not suitable, then use your way to keep your love."
"But...but I'm unsure." Gu Nishichi said aggrievedly, "I've never been afraid of anything since I was a child, but only Lin Du I...I..."
Shen Zhichu endured it, knowing how to endure the pain.
The deeper the love, the more painful it is.
After returning home, Gu Jinchi sat next to Gu Xingxing to get rid of the smell of alcohol on his body.
"Son, did your father Lin Du talk to you today? What did he talk about?"
"Did you mention your father?"
"..." Gu Yanchi propped himself up and said, "Forget it, it's useless to ask. Just go to sleep."
Arriving at the bedroom door, Gu Linchi pushed it open. Lin Du glanced at him. Gu Linchi quickly pulled the corners of his mouth open, but before he could do so, Lin Du had already lowered his eyes.
Gu Nichi pursed his lips awkwardly and slowly approached: "Are you still awake?"
Lin Duqing hummed, the pungent smell of alcohol made him feel uncomfortable.
Gu Ni was quick to notice Lin Du's slightly wrinkled brows, and he quickly retreated: "I... I'm going to take a shower."
Lin Du didn't look back, but glanced at Gu Lanchi's back with the corner of his eye, and he sighed helplessly.
Why do you have to be so wronged? The ending will be the same.