Chapter 276 Greedy Desire is an Out-of-Control Emotion
Their bodies intertwined, like mist at dawn, spreading over their faces, connecting them tightly.
Gu Niechi wanted to leave his own mark on Lin Du like a madman, and he had a pathological desire to possess everything he had.
Lin Du was shaking with fear, and he was no longer able to resist.
His rationality had been washed away, and for a moment, he even felt that it was not impossible to love in such a painful way.
Gu Yanchi did not stop for a moment and groped for the ring.
Lin Du felt a chill between his fingers, and he couldn't help but look over there.
Gu Nishi pecked Lin Du's shoulder lightly: "Do you like it?"
Lin Du's eyes were dazed, and after a moment of clarity they were blurred again.
Her palm slowly moved up from his lower abdomen until the base of her hand pressed against Lin Du's neck. She pinched his chin with her thumb and index finger, forcing him to turn his face to the side and kiss her.
…
Every touch between them was like the perfect rhyme between the lines of poetry, and every movement they made was like a beautiful description in poetry.
Greedy desire is an out-of-control emotion.
Gu Nichi held the fainted Lin Du in his arms and was morbidly unwilling to leave.
He wanted to give Lin Du a lot, besides love, he also wanted that seed to sprout.
Even if Lin Du would hate him, he was willing to bear it.
Love is selfish and possessive, so he does not regret the decision he made.
After washing up, looking at Lin Duhun's body, every part of which was covered with traces of him, Gu Yanchi still felt that it was not enough.
So, he has to continue...
She took Lin Du's hand and kissed the ring on his finger: "Lin Du, you are mine, you can't go anywhere."
Gu Xinchi has been very busy recently, and Lin Du rarely has some time to be alone.
He actually wanted to find someone to talk to, but Qin Chang was dead and Chu Xu's whereabouts were unknown, so it seemed that he had no one to confide in.
The phone rang and Lin Du was startled. It was Ji Shen.
Lin Du took a deep breath and adjusted himself before answering the phone.
"Lin Du."
"I am here."
Ji Shen sighed. He could hear the sadness in Lin Du's voice: "Are you okay?"
Lin Du pursed his lips, his nails tickling his fingers unconsciously. When no one cared about him, he felt that he could still bear it, but once he was cared about, his emotions would go out of control: "It's good."
Ji Shen shook his head: "But the sadness in your tone is about to overflow!"
Lin Du was startled, and pulled his mouth awkwardly: "Why did you suddenly think of calling me?"
Ji Shen frowned: "It was Gu Yanchi who asked me to contact you and chat with you."
Lin Du opened his mouth slightly, then closed it again.
Looking at the ring on her finger, her heart ached.
"How should I put it? Actually, I didn't like Gu Xinchi before. I always thought he was too conceited."
"He probably knew that I didn't like him, but he still begged me for you, hoping that I could help you."
Ji Shen sighed: "From his words, I can feel how much he loves you and how much he is afraid of losing you."
"But I also know how much pain you are in, so I don't know how to persuade you to stay with him."
Lin Du's tears fell on the ring on his finger and then slid off.
"Ji Shen, I am in pain. I have no motivation to live anymore." Lin Du leaned against the wall. "I don't know how to accept Gu Ni Chi's slow love."
"I know he loves me, but when I get close to him, I feel repulsed."
Ji Shen frowned: "But Lin Du, you have been wandering all your life, it's time to stop and take a break."
"But I can't return home. I can only continue to drift..."
Ji Shen was shocked, he knew that he could no longer persuade her.
A person who has suffered so many setbacks and hardships will doubt and fear even if pure love is placed in front of him.
He is no longer able to love, let alone accept being loved.
Thinking back to Gu Xinchi's entrustment, what he was most concerned about was that Lin Du would be upset.
Starting from this point, Ji Shen changed his thinking. If he couldn't save their relationship, then at least he had to try his best to save his life.
After all, when a person dies, there is really nothing left.
"Lin Du, as a friend I support every decision you make, but can you protect yourself?" Ji Shen's eyes were moist. "I don't have many friends, and you are a friend I cherish very much, so please live well."
Lin Du's emotions instantly went out of control. The people he cared about were trying their best to keep him alive. How could he not be moved?
Hearing Lin Du's faint cry, Ji Shen was also heartbroken: "Lin Du, think about it, if you leave too, who will visit Lin Yue and the others in the future?"
"If something happened to you, both the deceased and us would be sad."
Lin Du choked up. He had longed to be loved all his life, but he had never thought that being loved could also be an invisible pain.
"Promise me that you will live well." Ji Shen pleaded again.
"I promise you." Lin Du exhaled deeply, his breathing trembling.
Ji Shen hung up the phone with a heavy heart.
Lin Yan put his arm around his shoulders and said, "Don't blame yourself. You did your best."
Ji Shen buried his face in Lin Yan's neck, his voice trembling uncontrollably: "He shouldn't have done this..."
Lin Yan frowned: "Love is the most tormenting thing in this world. If they are destined not to be together, then remembering each other may also be a kind of happiness..."
Hiding in the corner, Lin Du thought a lot.
From childhood to meeting Gu Linchi, and then to meeting him again after coming to Beichuan.
Every scene is extremely dramatic and breathtaking.
Gu Yanchi returned home and his eyes fell on Lin Du.
He walked over and knelt on one knee beside Lin Du, and said softly: "Lin Du, why are you sitting on the ground?"
Lin Du raised his eyes and looked at the person whom he loved and hated.
There was a hint of sadness in Gu Nichi's eyes, but he tried his best to control himself: "Lin Du, I brought some food, would you like to try it?"
Facing Gu Xinchi's grievance and helplessness, Lin Du felt uncontrollably distressed.
He could have been free, but he chose to get entangled with himself.
If I say I am pitiful, then he is not immune either.
I stretched out my hand for some unknown reason, paused for a moment, and finally touched Gu Xichi's face. He seemed to have lost a lot of weight.
Gu Anchi's pupils trembled, and Lin Du's active approach made him think that all this was an illusion.
He covered Lin Du's hand with his, staring at the person in front of him: "Lin Du, you..."
"Gu Yanchi, you are actually innocent too, right?" Lin Du said in a daze.
Gu Yanchi's eyes twitched: "No, I am not innocent, I deserve it, I..."
A kiss interrupted Gu's self-reflection, and tears flowed freely from the corners of his eyes.
Lin Du's sudden change caught him off guard and filled him with anticipation. Did his active touching and kissing mean that he had forgiven him and was willing to accept him?
Feeling flustered, Gu Yanchi pulled Lin Du's hand and said in a different tone: "Lin Du, what do you mean by doing this? I don't understand."
"Can you explain it more clearly? I really don't understand."
Lin Du wiped away the tears from Gu Yanchi's eyes. Gu Yanchi had done this for him countless times.