Chapter 279 Finale

Gu Nichi woke up again and became even more taciturn.

The police said they did not find Lin Du's body, but did not rule out the possibility that he was washed away by the sea.

Faced with this result, everyone thought that Gu Xinchi would not approve, but he accepted it all calmly.

But no one knew that Gu Yanchi had never given up looking for Lin Du's whereabouts in private.

He could not accept the fact that Lin Du was dead. In his heart, he would not believe it as long as it was not confirmed.

In the days that followed, Gu Lianchi spent almost all his time on work. Even when he had free time, he would only have a small gathering with Shen Zhichu and Zhuo Chengze.

When he was resting, he would stay at home and try hard to find the trace of Lin Du's presence.

Zhuo Chengze looked at Gu Nichi's back and sighed helplessly: "You pretend to be fine, but your heart is already full of wounds."

Shen Zhichu frowned: "Lin Du left, taking his soul with him."

"What about you?" Zhuo Chengze asked, "You can't remove this thorn in Chu Xu's heart, right?"

Shen Zhichu paused: "The thorn in my heart will bleed and hurt even if I pull it out."

"If I get used to its presence, maybe I can still coexist with it, but if I pull it out, I might die."

"So, that's it..."

When I got home, it was cold and deserted.

The beautiful memories of the past came back, leaving Gu Yanshi helpless.

He couldn't bear it when he thought of Lin Du's deep love for him before the accident.

She clearly said she loved me and wanted to walk with me...

fraud.

When he came to Gu Xingxing's side, Gu Xinchi hugged his little house and choked up: "Son, your father Lin Du doesn't want us anymore."

"He's gone, and it's unknown whether he's alive or dead."

Gu Nichi smiled bitterly. Before leaving, Lin Du had woven a dream for him and let him indulge in it.

Just when he thought everything was going well, he suddenly disappeared into his own world, causing himself great pain.

What is this?

Is it love? Or is it a long-planned revenge...

Gu Nichi stumbled back to the bedroom, found Lin Du's clothes and hugged them in his arms, mumbling incoherently: "Lin Du, you deceived me so much..."

"Would you please come back? As long as you come back, I will forgive you."

My heart felt like it was hit by a hammer, and every beat was accompanied by a tearing pain.

The grief was so deep and unbearable that it seemed as if the soul was torn into pieces.

"if……"

"If you are just hiding, can you give me a clue so that I know you are still alive?"

"I...I just want you to live..."

Half a year later.

In Free's private room, Gu Lanchi was playing with the wine glass in his hand in a daze.

Zhuo Chengze patted his shoulder and said, "It's been so long, you still haven't gotten over Lin Du's death?"

Gu Yanshi paused, his handsome brows furrowed, he slowly turned his head to the side, and said firmly: "He is not dead!"

Zhuo Chengze sighed helplessly, "If he wasn't dead, would you be unable to find him?"

Gu's Adam's apple rolled. He clenched the wine glass in his hand, retracted his gaze, and said in a sad tone: "He just hid too well..."

"Can you wake up a little?" Zhuo Chengze stood up and slapped his forehead. "Even if he is not dead, isn't his intention very obvious?"

"He's avoiding you. He doesn't want to see you. He's using this accident to create the illusion of death in order to get rid of you..."

Grief is an emotion that is difficult to describe. It is like a heavy hammer hitting one's heart.

In this pain, he felt his soul being torn apart, as if an invisible hand was wantonly kneading his heart.

Gu Lianchi sat there motionless, only the tears flashing in his eyes proved that he was still breathing. After a moment, he stood up and left.

Shen Zhichu frowned: "Do you think he doesn't know this? Why rub salt into his wounds?"

"I..." Zhuo Chengze paused, changed his mind, and frowned again: "You also think Lin Du is not dead?"

Shen Zhichu was silent and looked out the window.

After Lin Du left, he would bring flowers to visit Lin Yue and Qin Chang on every important holiday.

After all, they are the people Lin Du cares about most.

Gu Nishi kept this habit for three years without interruption.

Gu Helin looked at his son who had shut himself off from others, and he was filled with worry.

He had suggested to Gu Nichi many times that he should give up everything and start a family, but Gu Nichi refused.

His heart had been filled with Lin Du, and was taken away with him when he disappeared.

Now it seems that the meaning of his life is to wait for a miracle to happen.

He hoped that one day Lin Du would suddenly come back and tell him that he was just lost.

It snowed in Beichuan, and Lindu had disappeared for five years.

Gu Nichi was holding Lin Du's pajamas, but Lin Du's scent was no longer on them.

Fell into a deep sleep.

In the crowded crowd, Gu Yinchi stood there in a daze like an alien, and his sight was suddenly attracted by a figure.

That was the person he thought about day and night. He also brought a little boy with him, and his features looked like his own.

“Lin Du?” Gu Xinchi pushed through the crowd and rushed over, but his steps felt like they weighed thousands of pounds and he couldn’t run.

Tears and sweat mixed together, and the person in sight slowly disappeared.

"Lin Du, don't go..." Gu Nichi called out heartbreakingly, "Don't leave me again, I miss you! Lin Du..."

Tears blurred my vision and I could no longer see the person I was pursuing.

"Lin Du!"

Gu Nichi sat up with a heart-wrenching cry, his chest aching terribly. He realized he had been dreaming and fell heavily back on the bed.

Sorrow is like a dark abyss that devours the carefree soul.

In this endless pain, he seemed to be in a thick fog, confused and at a loss.

Sorrow took away his happiness and hope, leaving only endless tears and heartache.

"Lin Du, where are you?" Tears washed the corners of Gu Nishi's eyes. He curled up his body, holding his lover's clothes in his arms.

The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and Gu Yanchi drives to visit Lin Yue and Qin Chang.

The mountain road is difficult to walk on, but it makes you feel peaceful at heart.

He felt that everything he was doing now was for Lin Du. If he were still alive, he would definitely come to visit them.

Since he's not here, he'll have to do all of this.

When he arrived at the grave, Gu Yanshi's pupils trembled uncontrollably and tears came to him, but he forgot to wipe them away.

The graves of Lin Yue and Qin Chang had been cleaned, and the flowers on the graves were new, which meant that someone had visited them before him.

But in all these years, no one except me has come here.

so……

Is he back?

Gu Niechi's knees went weak and he fell heavily to his knees on the ground.

His tears rolled down, and the grief seemed to tear his heart into pieces.

"Lin Du, you are still alive..."

Gu Niechi pressed his heart and trembled with pain.

Over the years, he had actually accepted the fact that Lin Du would never come back, but what he always cared about was his life and death.

As long as Lin Du is alive, he will accept it even if he refuses to see him.

"Lin Du, it's great that you're still alive..."

Gu Yanchi came to the sea where Lin Du disappeared. He stared into the distance, with the corners of his mouth slowly raised: "Take my love, be free, my love..."

The book is finished - I wish you all happiness.