Chapter 34 Ending Life, Ending Suffering

Lin Du looked at the text message he had sent, nervously waiting for Gu Yanchi's reply.

Repeatedly confirming the information unconfidently, "I really need this job. I'm sorry that my attitude is not very good today. Please forgive me."

Clutching the phone tightly, Lin Du sighed silently.

On the way home from get off work, Lin Du almost wandered back.

He didn't know how long he could hold on in his current condition, and for a moment he really wanted to end his life.

But, it's just a thought.

When he got home, the light in Lin Yue's room was still on. Lin Du let out a deep breath and knocked on the door.

No one responded.

"Is Lin Yue asleep?"

Lin Du became nervous when he didn't get a response. When he opened the door, he saw Lin Yue fainted beside the bed, with books scattered all over the floor.

"Lin Yue!"

Lin Du almost screamed, his voice mixed with endless panic.

"Lin Yue, wake up, don't scare me!" Lin Du tried hard to pick up Lin Yue, but he was beaten twice by the guests today and his body was obviously unable to hold on.

He gritted his teeth and used all his strength to pick Lin Yue up, but as soon as he took a step forward, he realized he was going to fall.

He hugged Lin Yue tightly in his arms, but his legs went weak and he fell heavily to the ground. He felt a piercing pain in his knees, and he gently put Lin Yue down and called 120.

120 arrived and gave Lin Yue emergency rescue. Lin Duhun was trembling all over and kept praying with his hands clasped together.

Although he knew that praying was useless, he really didn't know what to do at this moment.

Lin Yue was carried into the ambulance. Lin Du squatted beside her and kept rubbing her cold hands: "Lin Yue, look at your brother."

When they arrived at the hospital, Lin Yue was taken directly in for emergency treatment. Lin Du squatted at the door of the emergency room, looking dazed like a puppet who had lost his soul.

There were no tears, no crying, and even the breathing seemed to have stopped.

The door was opened, Lin Du stood up suddenly, but before he could stand firmly he fell heavily to the ground.

He struggled to get up and leaned against the wall to stand firmly: "Doctor, how is my sister?"

"The situation is not optimistic. Please prepare about 70,000 yuan for expenses. We may need it later. Please be prepared first."

After the doctor finished giving his instructions, he turned and walked into the emergency room.

Seventy thousand yuan! Another number that was enough to crush someone to death. Lin Du fell to the ground, staring blankly at the door of the emergency room.

After sitting there for a few minutes, Lin Du wanted to stand up, but his body felt so damn heavy.

Slowly move from sitting to kneeling on the ground, support the ground with both hands, and slowly stand up.

After swaying a few times, Lin Du leaned against the wall to slow down for a moment.

He now only had the 50,000 yuan he had previously saved for Lin Yue, and he was still short of 20,000 yuan.

Where can I borrow money? Lin Du clenched his clothes tightly. He didn't even have a friend in Beichuan.

I opened my phone and looked at the pitifully small address book.

What he saw was the creditor's number. After hesitating for a long time, he still didn't have the courage to press it.

I just refused his help tonight, how could I have the nerve to beg him now?

Qin Chang, Lin Du seemed to see a glimmer of hope. With a try-it attitude, he called Qin Chang, but no one answered the phone for a long time. When he was about to give up, Qin Chang's voice came over.

"Baby, what's wrong?" Qin Chang cleared his throat and whispered, "Stop for a moment, my friend is looking for me."

Lin Du was startled, thinking that he had disturbed Qin Chang.

"Baby, tell me what's wrong?"

"Qin Chang, can...can you lend me some money?" Lin Du knew that Qin Chang was not rich, but he really had no other choice. "I will definitely pay you back, do you believe me?"

"How much do you want?" Qin Chang asked without hesitation.

"Twenty thousand!" Lin Du held his breath. He knew that twenty thousand was too much, and he was also afraid that Qin Chang could not afford it.

"Okay, I'll send it to you later."

"Really?" Lin Du breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you, Qin Chang, thank you so much."

"It's not a big deal! Are you in trouble? Do you need me to go over and accompany you?" Qin Chang was a little worried.

"No... no need, I've already disturbed you." Lin Du pinched his fingers guiltily, "You play, I won't bother you anymore."

"Okay, see you tomorrow."

"Qin Chang!"

"What's wrong?"

"Be careful." Lin Du didn't know why he said that, but he still said it.

Qin Chang chuckled: "Got it."

Before the call was hung up, Lin Du heard the man next to Qin Chang snort in dissatisfaction.

After paying the money, Lin Du continued to wait outside the emergency room.

After more than three hours of rescue, Lin Yue was finally pushed out.

Lin Du walked forward in a daze, looking at the unconscious Lin Yue with heartache.

Tears burst out at this moment, and my vision blurred instantly.

Standing by Lin Yue's bed, watching her being tortured beyond recognition by the disease, Lin Du suddenly felt that if he took Lin Yue away with him, perhaps both of them would be free.

Once the scary thoughts occur, the consciousness is out of control.

Lin Du's hand slowly approached the oxygen cylinder. He knew that as long as he pulled it out, Lin Yue would die without knowing it and without any pain.

With a beep, the monitoring device suddenly rang.

Lin Du was startled, then came to his senses in an instant and saw that his hand was already holding the oxygen tube.

He retracted his hand in shock and slapped himself hard. He hated himself for being so selfish and wanting to end Lin Yue's life.

Lin Du felt a burning pain on his face and felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife.

Tears welled up in Lin Du's eyes, he buried his face in the bed and cried like a child.

In the morning, when the doctors came to check on Lin Du, they saw that his eyes were red and swollen and his face was pale. They shook their heads in pity.

But they still had to explain the reality to Lin Du: "Although your sister has saved her life, her heart is almost exhausted. If she doesn't get a heart transplant as soon as possible, she won't last more than three months."

Lin Du shuddered and fell backwards uncontrollably. Fortunately, the doctor quickly caught him and said, "I think you should get checked too. You don't look very well."

“No… no need.” Lin Du sat down on the bed, even though he knew it was rude, he really couldn’t stand anymore.

Three months! This was the final ultimatum. If he couldn't make enough money in these three months, it would mean that Lin Yue would have to wait for death.

Lin Yue woke up, looked at Lin Du weakly, and pulled the corners of her cracked mouth. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out.

"I'm here, brother is here." Lin Du patted Lin Yue's hand distressedly, "Don't be afraid, brother... brother is here."

"Brother is incurable. Let's go...home." Lin Yue's voice was extremely soft and could not be heard unless one listened carefully.

"Don't let your imagination run wild. Have a good rest. I have a solution." Lin Du coaxed.

What could he do? He had no other options.

Penniless, Lin Du was stuck in a hopeless cycle and could not escape.

Even though he had used up all his strength, he still couldn't escape the fate's trick.

Standing in the hospital lobby, Lin Du looked up to the sky and sighed, wondering what unforgivable evil things he had done in his previous life that made him live such a miserable life this time.