Chapter 46 Be Brave Again

Lin Yue's complexion became better and better, and Lin Du felt relieved.

Every time they came for rounds, several experts came together, and they always asked about Lin Yue's condition very seriously.

The nurse came to give Lin Yue an IV. She looked at Lin Du and smiled, "Mr. Lin is so lucky to have a friend like Mr. Gu. The medicine he used for your sister is the best. Look, your sister's complexion is much better than before."

Lin Du rubbed his hands nervously: "These medicines are very expensive, right?"

"Of course, many of them are imported and very difficult to obtain."

Lin Du nodded, feeling so guilty that he could hardly breathe.

He would pay attention to Lin Yue's medical expense details every day, and the numbers on it always made him feel at a loss.

In his heart, Gu Xinshi didn't owe him anything and he shouldn't have to bear all this.

"What are you thinking about?" Gu Nichi walked behind Lin Du and put his hands on his shoulders. He could clearly feel Lin Du's shock. "Did I scare you?"

"No...no." Lin Du stood up hurriedly, "Why are you here?"

Gu Nichi laughed in a muffled voice: "Does that mean you don't want me to come?"

"No." Lin Du hurriedly explained, "I just think you are very busy and must be very tired."

Gu Xinchi chuckled, took Lin Du's hand and walked to the sofa to sit down: "It is very tiring, but I don't feel so tired when I see you."

Lin Du lowered his head, his face red from the tips of his ears to his neck.

He was indeed not used to Gu Nichi's naked way of expressing his feelings.

"How is Lin Yue today?" Gu Nienchi stroked Lin Du's bony hand.

"You feel much better today. You even chatted with me for a while, but you spent most of the time sleeping." Lin Du glanced at Lin Yue.

Ever since Lin Yue knew that Gu Yanchi could save her, she would ask herself about Gu Yanchi's news almost every day.

"Don't worry, everything will be fine." Gu Xinchi rubbed Lin Du's ears, his eyes full of heartache, "I'll take you out to eat something, you... are too thin."

Lin Du was startled, and wanted to pull his hand away in a panic. But Gu Yanchi became even more angry: "Lin Du, are you going to reject me again?"

“No…no.”

"Let's go. I haven't eaten yet either." Gu Yanchi pulled Lin Du up with a little effort. "I came here right after I finished my work. I thought I could catch up and have dinner with you."

My hand was held tightly by Gu Yanshang, and my heart began to get restless.

Lin Du had already felt guilty towards Gu Yanchi, and now he only hated himself for not being brave enough. He was afraid that his timid attitude would make Gu Yanchi think that he was still rejecting him, but he really couldn't be too intimate with Gu Yanchi.

"You haven't decided what to say to me yet?" Gu Nichi smiled, "It doesn't matter. This time, I'll wait for you."

Warm words and gentle smiles are the most fatal attractions to Lin Du.

He had been given all the care and comfort he had lost in his life. So how could he be so cruel as to refuse?

He is greedy, or rather, he is the greediest person in the world, always wanting to grasp and possess warmth.

"I was worried that you might not be used to Western food, so I found a delicious Chinese restaurant. Do you think you are used to it? If not, I will find another one next time."

Gu Jinchi's cautiousness undoubtedly touched Lin Du. What to eat is not very important. What is important is to have someone accompany you.

"fine."

"Really?" Gu Nienchi smiled happily, with a rare shyness and pride on his handsome face, "Then you should eat more."

The atmosphere of the restaurant is nice and quiet, which is very suitable for Lindu.

After eating a little, he was full. Lin Du looked at Gu Yinchi quietly. He ate very elegantly, which was related to the education he received since childhood.

"Do you like looking at me so much?" Gu Niechi suddenly raised his eyes and met Lin Du's loving eyes.

Lin Du was startled, and he lowered his head in panic, looking around aimlessly.

"I won't tease you anymore." Gu Xinchi chuckled, "I like you looking at me."

"Why?" Lin Dugang lowered his head in annoyance after he finished speaking. Why did he say such meaningless words?

Gu Nichi walked over to Lin Du and squeezed into a chair with him. He took his hand and played with it gently: "Because I like you!"

Lin Du reacted a little slowly and blushed instantly.

"You're still so shy." Gu Nichi pinched Lin Du's face, put his hand on Lin Du's shoulder and whispered in his ear, "But I like you when you're shy."

Lin Du dodged slightly and accidentally saw Gu Xinchi's somewhat lost eyes. He shuddered in his heart and felt a little distressed: "It's a little itchy."

On the way back, Lin Du kept persuading himself not to be too shy. He was afraid that Gu Jinchi would think he was playing hard to get.

In order to make a breakthrough, Lin Du took the initiative to find a topic: "You...uh..."

I pinched my fingers in frustration. I had practiced what I was going to say many times in my mind, but why did I stutter the moment I spoke it out loud?

"Don't be in a hurry, talk slowly." While waiting for the traffic light, Gu Nishi raised his palms upwards and looked at Lin Du with a smile in his eyes.

He stretched out his hand uncertainly, hesitated for a moment, and finally put his hand into Gu Jinchi's palm.

Gu Nishi curled his lips and smiled, and passed his five fingers through Lin Du's fingers, clasping them tightly, and rubbing his thumb lovingly a few times.

Lin Du lowered his head, but his eyes were fixed on the two people's clasped hands.

The light turned green, Gu Xinchi was a little reluctant, Lin Du pursed his lips and withdrew his hand.

"Have you thought about what you were going to say just now?" Gu Niechi's voice was very soft, but full of tenderness.

"I just... want to thank you." Lin Du held it in for a long time, but finally said something he didn't want to hear.

Gu Nichi lowered his eyes, a little absent-minded: "Okay, I understand."

Lin Du pinched his fingers, he knew he had made a mistake again.

In order to regain his composure, Lin Du gritted his teeth and continued, "What I mean is, thank you for still being able to... still appear in my world."

Hearing this, Gu Yanchi immediately stopped the car on the side of the road, as excited as a child who got candy: "Really? Lin Du, are you telling the truth?"

Lin Du pursed his lips, subconsciously trying to avoid Gu Nishi's passionate gaze, but was stopped by him.

Holding Lin Du's face, a thin layer of mist appeared in his eyes: "Lin Du, don't avoid my sight. Is what you just said true?"

A tear hung on the corner of Gu Yanchi's beautiful eyes. Lin Du reached out and gently wiped it away. Holding the warm tears in his palm, Lin Du mustered up the courage to look at Gu Yanchi's expectant eyes: "Really."

Gu Yanchi was stunned for a few seconds, and the hand holding Lin Du's face trembled slightly: "Thank you, Lin Du, thank you for giving me another chance to love you, this time I will not let you go again."

Lin Du's hand was on Gu Yinchi's hand. At this moment, his rationality was empty.

He only knew that he had loved the man in front of him for ten years, missed him for ten years, and kept his love hidden for ten years.

If they were young and ignorant ten years ago, they should be considered well-thought-out ten years later.

He wanted to be brave for once, whether it was to respond to Gu Xinchi's efforts or to give himself an explanation for the feelings he had suppressed for so many years.

Restarting the car, Gu Nishi's eyes were full of smiles.

But behind this smile is Lin Du's abyss. An imperceptible sneer appeared on Gu Xinchi's lips. He actually wanted to thank me for reappearing in his world. He was so stupid that he deserved to be used by others.